Yeah. I vomitted for 123928420930912382393 bajillion times in a matter of 2 hours or whatsoever. :|

It's like the worst nightmares..ever.

For the past months of 2009, I have been dealing with headaches.. And I mean severe headaches. Not just "headache- headache" but HEADACHE.
So, never did it occur to me that something like a nightmare would happen. I never imagined myself face to face with the toilet bowl hurling myself right then and there. :|

Okay okay..
I went home at around lunch time. I wasn't hungry at the moment, more over I was sleepy. I decided to sleep at around 2pm and woke up at around quarter to six I think.. It's nothing. I normally do that.. But this time, I woke up with a feeling like I'm turning literally blue or violet.. Like there's no air and my sight turns into blurry visions.
Then bahm. Next thing I knew was I am vomiting :| vomiting whatever sour fluids I have inside my body. :| My system isn't just working normal I thought..
After vomiting, turned out that I have been vomiting over and over again with this sour kind of fluid.
Then it turned out to be fine.
At last.. I felt a relief..
So I kind of surfed the net and yeah I even had a good time talking to Bea through ym and man we had a blast! I missed her soo bad..
Then the net went bonkers and so I have to restart the computer.
While waiting.. Cold sweats beaded again on my forehead and my tummy went on with the rock and roll thingy and there.. non stop vomiting again..
and again and again and again..
after vomiting for like 1298301238 bajillion times, the last vomiting scenario was just as hellish and creepy and movie like thingy. I never thought it could happen to me :))

I was like hurling face to face with the toilet bowl and I am really pulling back my hair cos shiz. You can just imagine how hard it was :| My tummy is soo pissed off that it won't even let out what's inside. Like my intestines are all tied to a knot and I am having a freakin hard time to handle this.
What's even worse was I was the only one at home. No one was with me and I am crying and at the same time keeping my cool. there's no room for panic at the moment..
My eyes wont open and I feel very cold yet I'm sweating. :|:|:|
So I sat down at the bathroom floor.... and concentrated :)) I don't wanna vomit anymore.. and I was like talking to myself and "no.. no.. please.. don't vomit.. please.. tae.. wagggg".. Then there.. I vomited. :)) AGAIN. For the nthhhh time now. :|
And it's soo crazy cos tears are automatic and I only have two hands.. One to pull up my hair.. and the other one was grasping my shirt and I don't know why it's acting like that maybe reflex or whatsoever :))
What's weird was when I stood up, I was praying and I washed my face and I'm crying out of nothing. Out of tummy ache out of self pity =)) SHIZZ.
Whatever happened to my not-so-cooperative-tummy. :|:|:|

it's HELL. :|
well at least now I'm relieved :(
UGH.