Morning was just morning. I woke up just to realize that nobody's up yet.. Took time to read a few of New Moon's chapters then went out for breakfast.. Walked to my brother's house and ate breakfast there. Bonded with Ate, Avi and Aali.. Time went by fast.. Read New Moon a little.. watched Winnie the Pooh with my niece and slept.. ((: woke up then went out and met up with my Highschool barkada. I was still a little upset.. and I am still though..
I'm acting a little too selfish about matters that does not work the way I planned it.. Turns out that everything is being unfair and sickening..

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I am trying to wipe away the bad things that are tying to poke me. :( it's stupid but I'm affected by it.. By every single bit of it. :(
I am trying to be very stable with everything, but it seems that everything just falls apart. :( it's sad.. people just drifts away.. when you're not even ready.. or to really apply what's happening to me is... "when you're not even aware".. :( I'm terrified with these things. I can't be able to deal with it NOW. Not now. :(



I can't think of anything positive with regards to all the conflict that has been happening lately. One moment you're happy, the other you're sad. I know we can't be happy all the time.. But could there be a little slow way to the transition of all the emotions? It is confusing me. :|

Rules about me at the moment:
---You can't stupify me every moment of your life. :|
You just can't. And no matter how you try to make me feel like I'm such a loser or something maybe close to it, you can't. You will never be successful with this. You can't just bring someone down. This are mere emotions and soon, I'll get over it.. I will. Not now. Not when I'm still trying to understand the things that has been happening :|:| This is sickening. :|