If this something would even ring a bell. ((: Idk. :|
I really don't know what came to me since I'm so not inspired to write lately.. because of all the random things that has been happening LATELY. And I'm not quite sure what to really feel about THINGS. But there are things that needs to be really appreciated.. and also.. needs to be look at much more to it's deepest soul.. whatever. :| I'm being non sense here. :|:|

well, what really happened to my day was nothing but real anxiety and full of hopes.. My heart is filled with hope which means God gives me non stop grace.. Even if I feel really sick about things, he gives me much more of his grace so that I could feel the love.. The love of God that I merely am forgetting.. well this should be an entry for my Meet Joe Black movie experience but Ive decided to write about it later..
now..

I'm being my odd self. (:
well... continuing to the non stop grace that God gives me... (:
hmm.. Well I feel a little low lately.. But then, God gives me so much grace.. I didn't realize earlier but then God indeed works in mysterious ways.. in ways I haven't noticed. :| Well whatever. Our God is a good God. (: He listens to us. basta.. ang baet baet lang talaga nya..

Well para magets nyo na talaga yung sinasabi ko.. ganito kasi..
uhm.. Lately super gulo talaga ng utak ko.. as in wala ako sa sarili ko.. yung tipong under pressure lang talaga ko.. tas sobrang ayoko na magisip.. hindi ko alam kung ano nagyayare sakin kasi deep inside, wala naman talaga kong problema :(( kaya ang iniisip ko ngayon, bakit ako nagkakaganito.. bakit parang mali na lahat ng nararamdaman ko.. Pilit ko na pinapagana yung utak ko para malabanan yung nafifeel ko.. pero hindi ko lang talaga magawa.. so sobrang hindi ako inspired.. Pero since napaka baet lang ng Diyos natin.... nanood ako ng TV kanina.. and I ended up realizing and appreciating everything despite of all the struggles I'm into.. :) Sobrang saya lang kasi pinaparamdam ni God na kahit anung mangyare, kahit feeling ko down ako ng walang dahilan, nandyan sya para ipakita at iparamdam sakin na lahat ay magiging okay.. lahat talaga..