LIES. fuck. :]]
The title. Haha. :]] Still am not sure if it would fit what I'd write about later. I feel on the go for blogging. Cos My last post was another serious thaaang. Yea. Despite the fact of over using the smileys, and the
Yea`s I know ive got loads of side comments. Pisses me off for the whole blogging thing.
Anyhoo, There are just some silly facts that includes men in it. It is absolutely boring for me to write something about `men` so Imma stop this idiosyncrasy.
I was just bored. And can't think of interesting (again) to say. Cos for caring less? I don't deal with random stuffs lately. and that's just malabo. I didn't even understand what I effing said. So just forgive me for this phrase.
Let's go back to the lying issues.
---here I go again.
After an hour of reflecting on the past, like not that I want the PAST back. But it's just that.. I felt soo stupid of me to be so silly. Like I thought I knew everything. And that EVERYTHING I thought I knew was just some silly lies that I can't deal with. I was on the verge of breaking down. And silly stuffs go for Yea, New interests. It's for pete's sake that I decided to have new stuffs for renewing myself. Not totally renewing. It wasn't even close to my renaissance. It was just showing the world the new things I could do for the betterment of my sake. Yea. Lies nearly drowned my being. And for some reasons I don't understand is why is that Ive been affected for the lamest reasons the world could bring. It was no longer inherited on my present, But.. It was Yea. Still at the back of my head. It will remain there forever. Due to some letting go
s I always have been pretty much careful of my actions. But my words.. Need some practice on that. Well, back to the issues left forgotten. It wasn't easy to face all those without clearing the issues. But the lamest and bitterest thoughts have occurred. And I decided to let go of it as easily as possible. Nevertheless, I started a new life. Not that I started all over again. But then, I already LEFT the lies behind. It was soon over. But after looooooooooong months.. My being attended to another path full of lies ahead. It sucks bigtime that I have to face all those all over again. and i was like
Man, Do I really need to go through this again? But soon, and again, It's over. I just had to let go of my mind freely, shall I need to let it fly? Haha. :]]
Lies make my world crumble into bits&&pieces.. But the overdosing lies can't get any of me NOW. Cos I know, already, the rodes that leads to this. Stop babbling you snot! :]]
hahaha.
This is quite boring to really read. I'm firm. :]
byeeee!