Figuring I don't really need to really talk-talk about me or myself. :| I just need a pavement. :)) Like ang Labo..
[[inspired by gertee]]

With my past posts, I mentioned bitterly that I don't believe in fairytales anymore. I used to. But Now, I don't. Growing up slowly reflects reality now. It's not really easy as I thought before. I may sound splendidly bitter but I guess saying exactly what I feel might help me through this writing.
Let me start with my pasts.. Learning through experience is so hard. Thinking you've learned before? Yet, you forget what to do, what to feel, how to deal with it. Sometimes, you thought and you feel like you know it all now, but suddenly when it strike back again unto you, you feel lost. Dealing with problems and pain is hard for me, as a teenager. Knowing that you can't just escape or runaway. You're not a child anymore, that when you figure something went wrong, you'll cry. It's not the case anymore.. You have to face it with pride, faith and dignity. You have to deal with it. You need not to runaway or ask someone to deal with it.
But through the pains, I learned and knew WHO I am.
In someway or another, I don't understand some facts. Ignoring them won't change the facts then. So I figured, trying to learn the facts would help me deal with it. I am me. And for a fact, I can say, I'm something you call Original. I don't try to impress. I always express my mind. My feelings are always visible and they say I'm transparent. Maybe because I don't really hide my true being. I'm no good at hiding stuffs, especially when it deals with my personality, characteristics and stuff.. They often say, I'm emo, punk, rocker, fashionists.. I maybe someone behind all those labels. But I guess, this helps me. This help me find myself.
I'm sensitive. Sensitive as in all in excessiveness.. Maybe because I'm too emotional or something. Sensitive enough for my needs and the needs of others. I know it's hard dealing with someone like me, But don't concentrate on the incapabilities of a sensitive person, take a look at the advantages you can get from someone like me. :)
All smiles is what I am. I find it figuratively expressive and my own way of showing appreciation.
Alright, I'm something rational. haha! I'm someone you may not know personally but I do believe in equality. ;)
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My love for rock-emo-punk like songs were undeniably crazy like. I find it good for me, another way of expressing myself. Another source of who I may.

My craziness for rainbows are neurotically adoring. I just can't seem to last my day without drawing one. For I may not really see a rainbow everyday. I naturally love it. Not just because I'm inlove with colors but it signifies something about me, Just like a rainbow, I can smile after the storm. I can go freely and be seen without regrets. I can be like one. :)
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I'm not really a vicious prior pride person. In fact, I have little pride. I guess this is a disadvantage as a person. But let me figure this one. I don't really go with the flow as some low profiles are. But I can deal and easily accept things. Something wrong with it was, people may tend to slay me as a doormat. Something lower I guess.. But luckily, I have never encountered such bigoo.
They say I'm confident. I really am. But in some ways, I lack it.

Everyone has their weaknesses or incapabilities. But I also believe that everyone has his/her own capabilities and uniqueness. :)

--Let's just go with the flow of life. Let's be wise. Let's be strong. For there is surely something for us that we haven't seen yet at all. Figuring how to deal with life will never be easy. Were only human. We commit mistakes, and sometimes the SAME mistakes. Fragile as we are. We need to take things slowly. And for a good cause, it may result to something we all have been waiting for. A happy ending.. Let us all live our lives to the fullest, remember to keep things real and don't ever forget God, who always sends a rainbow after the rain. :)

take care! cia0.