another day has passed. :)) it was more likely another boring day but i didn't notice. : we're soo busy doing nothing. :) great! :)) how cool is that?! :)) : anyhoo, were still doing nothing, yet i can't post this yet. (im using notepad).. thanks to the ever loving and loyal NOTEPAD. :D
i love it.
anyway, i feel soo FAT! : am i having a disorder? half bulimic and half anorexic. oh shocks! :)) i can't have eating disorders. :)) hah. :
tomorrow (may23) we planned to have a DVD marathon. why we didn't do it today? cos were busy doing nothing. :)) =)) : soree naman. :
im gonna have an interesting and long post today cos im fishing out COMMENTS.. ;) yih. parinig. :)) anyway, what can i possibly say. : uhm.. any topic??

BOYS!! :) well, it's not like what you think it is. im not a boy gaga or freak. :) im just gonna post something interesting about the topic. :)

BOYS=your pesky brother, classroom crush, dad, classmate, boy bud.. or anyone who brings special problems, headache or heartache. the one who gives you CONFUSION CRISES. ;) : =))

let's start with the *PESKY LITTLE BROTHER*
^^dilemma^^: he's just annoying and totally embarasses you in front of your friends. He's always getting you in trouble with your parents and you just can't get him to stay out of your bussiness or your bedroom (for instance).. even when you have your friends over. :)) :
+++here's the deal. i don't have any pesky little brother. but i sure have a PESKY lil SISTER. snf she's like that?! do you have one. let's share. :)

*BOY BUDDY*
^^dilemma^^:everyone thinks you like him and teases you having a boyfriend but you tw are just good pals yet, noone believes you. :))
+++haha! im experiencing that as for the moment. and it's like super HARD. : it's also irritating. : can't you see the whole point?!! were just friends. ^^OH STOP IT. and that really sound SHOWBIZy! :)) :)) :))

*YOUR CRUSH*
^^dilemma^^:does he like you back?! OMFG. haha! does he even know you exist?! you're too scared to admit you have a crush on that cute boy at school. but you can't stop daydreaming about him. and being nervous around him! :))
+++oh my frwaksho0w!! i can't imagine. :) oh gehd. my crush?!! how can i let him know if he's GORDO from lizzie mcguire. :)) nyahaha!! :)) :)) loveit.

*YOUR DAD*
^^dilemma^^:he's either too strict or too embarrassing or BOTH! he just never seems to understand you. and he has way too many rules for you to worry about. why can't he just let you have fun?!
+++dayym! papeeto! ;) i just love my poppah!! idk if he's too strict or embarrassing. maybe BOTH. :)) nyhahhaha!!! :) oh dear angel. i really love papeeto much much. :D

*GUY CLASSMATES*
^^dilemma^^:they do nothing but tease you or embarrass you and even when you try to be nice they act soo immature! are boys naturally dumb and annoying?! (joking). don't get mad. get personal, like you, boys will do anything to be cool or popular. unfortunately, sometimes that means amusing their friends by making fun of you or acting like total meanies.
+++my classmates. are freaks! hell. but they are all caring and fun to be with. though they can't recognize your boundaries.. well, it's okay. men are from mars. that's why. :)

***with the help of total girl***

if you have anything to share just comment. :) take care. :D

>>today.
here's the song ive been singing since the break up. do you think it suites me?? or the situation? im thankful for my friends. :) they're just there whenever you need them. well, some of them. :)


Total Eclipse Of The Heart
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never comin' around
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart


Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something right
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turn around
Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart


And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong together
Once upon a time I was falling in love
Now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
Now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say, a total a eclipse of the heart


Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
'Cause we'll never be wrong


Together we can take it to the end of the line
'Cause love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
Now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
Turn around bright eyes
Turn around bright eyes
Turn around


-Bonnie Tyler