worthless smile and wasted

such a fan girl :">

2011-06-16T14:47:00.003+04:00

Yeah. School started and it is hell of a bummer. I won't actually be able to watch MILEY CYRUS' concert tomorrow (June 17 2011) because of school. Film class! Oh geeezz. and oh, I have saturday classes again and again and again. hello life ;[

Oh well. I'm still not that busy-busy..

How are you guys? I have read some of your messages on my tumblr ask :D Loveee yeeewzz! loveloveee

when you love someone..

2011-06-06T23:55:00.002+04:00

I just wanna share this to anyone there is left reading my blog.

It's so hard finding the easiest way out *currently blinded by fucking tears at the moment but hell I'll try to finish this post. :/

Can't breathe. Listening to harder than you know. I was actually pissed off with myself. Don't wanna cry. eeeek. when you're so scared to face the future and you don't know what to do and everything feels like shit and you don't wanna talk about it cause you can't even explain. :(((

Awww life.

There's no easy way out.

soon!

2011-06-05T16:53:00.003+04:00

will update again tomorrow or later if I have the time again. ;]

I miss blogging. Holla @ me ya'll.

Chatbox still active. Was actually planning to deactivate it but nerrr, let's keep it this way ;]

will watch TV now

TEXT a whole lot

love the 3 days before school starts

=((

//love!

NO RICE FOR DINNER

2011-06-05T14:57:00.000+04:00

I hate this. it sucks. :))

NO EFFING RICE FOR DINNER.

Shizz. I'm on a fuhreaking diet

STUFF YOU MUST KNOW ;] --Products Review ; A must USE!

2011-06-05T13:39:00.004+04:00

a post about stuff essential to my life. ;]

Teddy Charles' Weather stuff sunsilk shampoo is super cool. :D No kidding :P

it has something about no frizz stuff. ofcourse your hair will still be frizzy, but it takes small amount of time to fix it. Boy was it amazing!

-- my cousins and I went to Antipolo yesterday to celebrate Milet's birthday bash. Tish, Pam, Aaron, Me, Ja, Jayson and the kids Hannah, Rain and Niko were there as well. It was Aaron's house that we visited. We rode a jeep and the jeepney ride made my hair so frizzy but I just made use of my hands to fix it. SERYOSO. No keme and stuff. As in for real talaga na ang ganda nun/ :) And also it smells even better :P

L'Oreal HydraFresh Anti shine

One of the bests facial washes I have ever used. Well, Ponds is good. No doubt about it. This Hydrafresh stuff really has a cooling sensation and is anti shine and keeps your face oil free. I was just so happy to use it. Worth the price cause it hydrates your face and leaves a cool feel :D

Celeteque Facial Moisturizer

Oil free, grease less feel and very very nice. Use it whenever face feels dry and hot. It actually moistens skin. Apply after using the L'Oreal HF anti shine. It really helps you clear your face out from all the zits make up can cause.

---- I have had a lot of B. Products but so far these are the ones that made a good impression that definitely lasts! :P

HELP ME DECIDE ;]

2011-06-05T12:33:00.001+04:00

will be making a new blogger ;] pr will I just change the theme??

help me think :(

SHOWER FIRST.

2011-06-05T12:00:00.001+04:00

OKAY.

So imma update everyone with what I'll be up to.

but before that, I shall take a shower first.

Antipolo blast still on my veins though. Maybe taking a shower would atleast lessen the booming of my blood. can't wait to share. ciao for now. ;]

COUSINS AND ANTIPOLO. MAGSAJO GETAWAY ;]

2011-06-05T10:43:00.001+04:00

antipolo is love.

when you have the best cousins, everything is worth it.

I wish we wouldn't grow older this time. young wild and free.

Funnn times <3333333

Good morning loves!

2011-06-04T06:14:00.000+04:00

I woke up at around 945 in the morn teeday.

Was planning to have bacons for breakfast but I ain't eating those without rice so I settled for graham cake. Take note, graham cake with a lot of gummi bears. I can't even chew :)) hahaha!

Oh wellz. Hello hello! :)

I'll be off.

follow me on twitter if you wish ;)

http://twitter.com/#!/TheatheaC

DEAR JUNE!

2011-06-03T12:47:00.001+04:00

-- A letter to June.

Dear June, You're here already and I just had a week long fun. Can I just say I want to extend more of my summertime and give you a shot after I had the fun I want? Naaa. I am looking forward to seeing my blockmates again and hangout with them til we die with the thesis and all the research works that we'll be facing. I guess I'm still not ready to face you.

What literally happened during my fun week long summer ender?

- After rendering 15 days due to my resignation, we had so much fun on a birthday party of a workmate named Ian.

- Had a pool party with most of the brads and got a severe muscle pain after. I really had fun though.

- Shopping 3 days straight and getting 10thousand cash used up in just a wink.

- Birthday celebration of Kimmie ;]

- Baking fun and making ref cakes with Jantzen <3

--- It was really awesome and I just want more of that. School starts in just a matter of days and that means I have loads of stuff to do then. I will miss summer.

Love, Thea

P.S. I'll see you soon

Summer.

♥

RECENT STUFF

2011-06-03T12:20:00.005+04:00

I was just a freshmen in college, now I'm a senior. Behm! haha!

And here's a recent self portrait just for updates ;]

I thought so.

2011-06-03T12:16:00.001+04:00

Well I think I just needed to blog here. my tumblr account (http://theyuhh.tumblr.com) is not for blogging things like this. :)) Oh wellz.

How's everyone here?

I MISSED MY BLOGGER!!

2011-04-24T17:16:00.002+04:00

OHMIGAHHH. :))

It has been wild for this blogger to be up and running once again. I had to go through a lot. Changing passwords, updating accounts. Apparently, I forgot my password. Luckily I retrieved some of the information I once had. :)) LOLOLOLLLL.

Ohmyy. I miss this. :D

Work has been frantically desperate. I hate it. Lol. But I earn money, so the hell. :D Give me bunch of tags. I miss everyone. And go follow me here >> theyuhh.tumblr.com

:> lotsa lovvinnn

;)

2010-04-28T12:15:00.002+04:00

This where my thoughts go. Really. :)
Anyway, I'm still bored.
I can't find a new skin for my blog :((
Thanks to whoever for making the computers, ipods, televisions and internet! :D
HEE ;]
just a thought, having two phones=quite a bad Idea. :|

hiyeee!

2010-04-28T12:08:00.001+04:00

I am loving this :) I have an internet connection again and I fully deserve this right now=))
LOLOLOLLLLL
Will find a new them ;)

bored to death

2010-04-28T12:04:00.001+04:00

Everything has been a roller coaster ride. So yea. Whatever. :))
Anyway, I have been having a hard time cos Life treats me just right but then again, I'm happy with everything. It feels so right. Crying and all. Having a happy heart and a true soul. No regrets. :) bittersweet.
RANDOM ;)

YEHEY!

2010-04-25T08:14:00.000+04:00

at long last! I got to update my blog! weehoo! :)
Not sure if I'm back for good (the term:)) )
but I have an internet connection again so WTH, I'll update foreverr! ;)
MUCH LOVVVVE <3

:D

2010-02-07T16:58:00.001+04:00

NOT ANOTHER TEEN MOVIE downloaded :D yehey.
Imma watch tomorrowwwwz :)
I will really really stop slacking :(( so I could have an OLD movie marathon tomorrrrow:)

beckkk to werrrk!
♥;]

bohorred

2010-02-07T16:40:00.001+04:00

Ive got loads to do but I want to like live first before doing school stuff which whenever I do, I die:|
anyway, last friday was fil slash cosme class=)) and here are some photos:)

off later :)

2010-02-07T06:04:00.003+04:00

I'll be off later cos it's my godchild Enzo's birthday bash. :) I am excited! :) yey :)
anyway, I need to do school stuff and ya know.. slacking though. cos I feel like doing em all the time :( like I don't have fun time or self time :| it sucks :|
I want a D80 now:(

and who cares..

watching

2010-02-06T07:55:00.001+04:00

Watching some OLD movie download I have here.
I'll buy cd's though.. it's just that I'm so into it. :))

Can't Hardly Wait for now. :) Do you guys know that movie? :) it's old :) haha!
Imma watch then get myself fixed for classes later.

BOOM!

links

2010-02-06T05:08:00.002+04:00

I should update my linksss:(
I bloghopped and some links are not there anymore:(

PLEASE TAG SO I WOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO.
LIKE IF I'LL LINK YOU AND ALL.
I shall delete some clickies that are not available anymore..
sooo please please leave a message and I'll link you :D

-- ♥

kanina..

2010-02-05T19:51:00.001+04:00

Kanina we were so bored while waiting for the guidance evaluation thing-oh so my friends and I started putting on make up and dolled up because we're THAT bored:))
IKR.
and now, I am too lazy to remove my make up:((
jjk;ldfjka;jklf;dfjsak IKRRRR=))

but whatever.
girls just wanna have fun..

-- ♥

no hang out tomorrow.

2010-02-05T19:37:00.002+04:00

It is my lolo and cousin's birthday tomorrow.
Maybe we'll visit lolo in the cemetery and I don't know with cousin.
I still have classes tomorrow and I'm starting to be pissed with my korean partner. I would always do the report thing-oh. Every effing week. Plus tomorrow, we have to wear matching outfits but she has no green top at all. Not my problem 'nymore but fuck. wala na nagawang OKAY eh. :|:|:| shit. :|
I'm starting to piss myself.:|:|:|
I don't want to cram, or like think about stuff and all. :| shit.

this is cuhrazy.

STFU. now

--

comment page=GONE :(

2010-02-05T19:33:00.000+04:00

It is all freakin gone. What is up with haloscan. zomg :((

--

photoblogging. :)

2010-02-05T19:09:00.004+04:00

I am soo bored and I haven't started on fixing my stuff for tomorrow:|
I just want to photoblog. 'Cos I'm that bored. 8| IKR.8|8|8|

I am THAT bored.:))

♥

:D

2010-02-05T18:53:00.002+04:00

I got myself a layout already!:) yey!:) thanks to blogskinssssss ;]
anyhow, I'm changing my photo display on the THEYUHH part of the blog.
:) haha

my blog now looks so crowded but it is soo okay. :) I like it better now.;)
actually depends on my mood though:)

updating. :)

2010-02-05T17:56:00.002+04:00

Oh yes, I have decided to update my blog at least ONCE a week. :)
hee hee. :)
So yes, as I promised, I will update you guys with my life:))

For those who actually cares: :]

Last week, me and my friends enjoyed the weekend in Antipolo. :) Everything was so great and I swear I would love to do that again. :D The sad part is, I caught colds and then coughs. :|:|:| IKR:(

I have been too busy with school stuff as well. :|
Dami dami kailangan gawin. :(

I will update again later.:| I will find a new layout :)

Snow Bear candies keep me sane. Thanks:)

hey blogger!

2010-01-29T10:17:00.002+04:00

Oh yeah! I have been using plurk more often than these blogsites I have just 'cause it's a lot easire and a bit of a time saver for me. :) hee. But then again, I never abandoned this, uh? really. :))

Anyway I would love to do the cliche slash a ritual thing-oh here. :)
but I'll just give the brief issues I had, and the outdated will forever remain as history itself. :)
--
So to start off, yesterday was a fun Photoshoot day in Theatre class. It was fun:) ahah! I am starting to be lazy with thissss. :)) Though I still hate make ups...:|:|:|

today was half rest day. I still have to go to the dentist. :| I am lazzzy:|
becoming a lazy person with stuff but not with school. :| viola. I guess that makes it all better after all. :)
Seemingly, my old taste for movies are still OLD enough. :)) and I mean it literally. :)) Nobody would understand unless you know my writing style or techniques if you even call it a technique=))
say I downloaded movies. yeah yeah cos I still haven't gone to the mall to buy Old movies as for my Old movies collection stack. :) I still am hoping for "Dying to Live"(1999) "Gone with the Wind", "Adams Family", Can't Hardly Wait", Harold and Maude"(1971) See how my taste gone?:)) It is soo old. yah think?:))
I downloaded everything, still, I'm buying DVDs. I hope they atleast have a VCD or stuff cos I don't think our VHS would still work nowww.. :| Shiz.

Off to the dentist now!:)

and oh, I missed this ♥♥♥♥♥

nothing :)

2010-01-18T11:59:00.002+04:00

I'm a very bored person today:|:))

busy

2010-01-18T11:56:00.000+04:00

I'm a very busy girl :( and I hate it. really :((
and oh, I realized how important Planners are :) yey!:)

new skin :)

2010-01-18T11:54:00.000+04:00

HAHA. I tried my best to make one but it seems that I'm not as patient as before.=))

what shall I blog? :))

2010-01-01T09:18:00.003+04:00

I have lots to do. and yes, I mean a lot :(
but then, I manage to have fun today. FUN only. :) yey!!

last week, I bought tons of stuff using Christmas money :) boy I love to shop :))
I love everyone's gift! Jantzen's gift was the best! :) NICE :D

this is so random :|
I'mm be going out later, yes with cousins :) we have the traditional family reunion :D I'm excited. Camwhoring later. :)
I'm excited :D

KK.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T09:12:00.001+04:00

Yeah! Happy new year friends :)
So there. :)

I WILL UPDATE MY LINKS MAYBE NEXT WEEK. :(
I'M SO SORRY GUYS. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TODAY :(

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2009-12-24T09:54:00.004+04:00

I can't believe I'm actually sleepy :( aww. This is not good. :| But then, I will stay up again allll night long and wake up early tomorrow.
Tonight, We'll have the traditional family reunion at our Lola's house :) I am excited but not really THAT excited as when I was a kid. :| My sister is excited. REALLY. :| Off at dinner time. :| I can't believe I'm actually hanging out here at home, downloading movies I want, spending hours face to face with my ever dear computer while my brother Kuya Theo do the laundry. Ate doing Lola's pedicure, Atta playing outside with friends. :| Is it really Christmas time? I remember when I was a kid, I would spend the few hours before christmas at the mall. WITH MOM. (I miss her to the bones) doing some last minute shopping. Can't believe I'm stuck at home. :|:|:| K. :))

anyway...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GOOD ONE :)
ENJOY THE NOCHE BUENA WITH FAMILY,
OPEN YOUR PRESENTS AND DON'T EVER FORGET
TO GREET JESUS LATER. ;]
GOD BLESS YOU ALL! :)

Now I'll watch Wild Child then off to snooze :)
bbye!

Princess Protection Program

2009-12-23T20:41:00.002+04:00

I got teary eyed while watching. I miss my bestfriend so bad :(
I regret we don't have the same photo imitating the "Princess Protection program" :( awww.
This is sooo hard :( awww :(
Sad holidays. I miss my super kaduper boom boom pow 11 years best friend. :|
We've been through a lot and I mean A LOT. we've been bestfriends since grade 2 and that makes it 11 years now. :( I MISS HER. :(( huhuhu
These are some photographs we have. I hope she'll scan more :D

posting again.

2009-12-23T18:19:00.000+04:00

I'm about to post my newest shot but then again, I forgot my cable at my friend's house so maybe, I shall post tomorrow. :)
I still am not finish with my christmas shopping :( BOO ME :(
got loads of stuff to accomplish but who cares! I don't want to work my ass off during the holidays! yey!!

posting...

2009-12-20T19:23:00.002+04:00

I feel like blogger is still my comfort zone. i feel like posting anything here, unlike in tumblr. I feel like posting "some" stuff there. :| Oh well. I'll get used to it. :)
But chyeah, I must admit that photblogging is easier in tumblr. :) hee.
Anyway, these past few days Ive been out and I spent time with friends. I have been missing out on a lot since 2nd sem started so maybe, this 2 or almost 3 weeks vacation would be escapade weeks for me. :) I'll be back to school stuff when school starts again and I'll say goodbye again to my social life. So much of it. :| I can't believe as well, how time flies sooooo freakin fast. :( and I could just say that "live life to the fullest" a cliche, yes, but TRUE. :| Ive been thinking a lot lately and I have reflected on stuff. :| I think it's really hard to let go of the things you have. (not about lovelife or something..) Every morning can be another day to live, but can also be a step closer to the end. :| It's so ironic how they actually say that tomorrow is another day, yeah to live, when in fact you put your feet closer to goodbye. :| (this creeps the hell out of me, speaking about stuff like this..) But we really have to open our hearts and minds to these things. These are the things that are hard to talk about. I also thought that we must start to learn how to say goodbye to the people we love. :( PARANOID much?:( Yes. True that we have to prepare ourselves for the future. It is only God who knows what will happen next..
OKAY. I want to stop this. :( I'm scared. :( I don't wanna talk about this ever again. fkkk :|

Thank you very much.

2009-12-18T16:52:00.003+04:00

Thank you for visiting my very unstable blog.:| haha!
Thank you for all the comments and all ;)

Thanks to my most recent visitors! :)
I think I got back to you na. :)

-- visit me here as well, friends.. MY TUMBLR

my tumblr

2009-12-18T16:48:00.000+04:00

You may also visit me here. :)

http://theyuhh.tumblr.com/

:]

hungrayyyy

2009-12-18T12:19:00.000+04:00

I'm really hungry:(

happy day :)

2009-11-22T17:39:00.000+04:00

YEST was a blast!!
and I saw a rainbow :)

tired, busy, sick.

2009-11-22T17:23:00.002+04:00

Ugh.

Tired of everything. I mean literally tired. and somewhat emotionally drained. :|
Busy in everything. School, youth service, stuff. :|:|:| No time for self :(
Sick. I am hating this cough and colds. TONSILLITIS, why are you killing me. :|:(
Sad life.

Hi visitors. Thanks for coming ;)

the 628th post :)

2009-11-16T12:03:00.002+04:00

I am blogging. Not just for the thing's sake rather I felt the need. :|

I am just so sick and tired with all the people making it all about me. It is not all about me and I am tired of it.
First, I am really a very apologetic person. I don't know if it's in born or what. All I know is that I am reflective at once and I definitely realize the wrong doings of mine. But this time, I didn't do anything wrong. I possess this kind of trait that I AM NOT SORRY IF I AM NOT. You probably got that? Right? :|
I mean, come on people. We won't be really sorry about anything if we know we didn't do anything wrong. And as for me, I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG. And the hell with I AM NOT SAYING SORRY FOR RESPECT'S SAKE. :|
Please tell me what to do. I am confused.
Pride ain't eating me up but there's this strong emotion inside me that I don't care who is older or younger. The ones who must apologize are the offensive ones. AND I AM ON THE VICTIM SIDE? Not. I am not a victim but I am not at all apologetic.
Saying sorry is hard to say, but never did I found it hard cos I am not like that or so. :| Pride is not in my vocabs so I really say sorry whenever I did something bad, stupid or wrong.. Plus, I mean it.

but this time,

I AM NOT SORRY.
I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG.
AND I HAVE NOTHING TO APOLOGIZE FOR.
take that!

BVBVBVBV

2009-11-03T13:19:00.000+04:00

FTW.
...
I'M SOO BV.

schedule.

2009-11-03T08:52:00.003+04:00

That happens to be my second sem schedule.
Can it be any worse? :)) I am planning to change that pink saturday thang on a thursday since thursdays would end around 3pm. If not I will have it on a 730. :|
Fuck.

please please

2009-11-03T07:16:00.001+04:00

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
..
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY LOLA.
SHE'S SICK :(
PLEASE :(

Good morning

2009-11-03T07:09:00.001+04:00

Yesterday, I got so bulok.
whatta day. =))
I waited for my friends. :))
Anyhoo, I am currently watching A LOT LIKE LOVE
Ashton Kutcher is so young :))
Hee.
Hungry now.
Keep ya posted later :D

outta sight!

bum

2009-11-02T12:54:00.002+04:00

The laptop will explode any minute now. :))
I have been using it for the past days and hours shall I say. :))
hardworking laptop. Thanks to our router I can easily access the internet while lying here on my bed. :D
Has its own advantage and disadvantages :)
I didn't eat lunch today. I am too busy watching movies from the laptop and I ate hamburgers for merienda. :) YEY. :|:|:|:|
I will now take a bath after posting this. Ja will come by I think, not sure what time though.

What's up? how was your day fellas? :)
it'll be like 3 more days before school starts. I wont be able to use the laptop tomorrow and the next days. Ate will use it :( sad life =))
Oh well.
Back to basics. desktop, I missed you :))
HAHAHA!

Oh btw, I would just like to thank my blog friends :) thank you for visiting, tagging and commenting. You keep this blog alive as ever :)

HI MIZUKI! YOU'RE SO SWEET :)
YOU ALWAYS COMMENT ON MY POSTS :)
TAKE A BUNCH OF CARE
..
I WILL VISIT YOUR BLOG AFTER I TAKE A BATH
=))

will hit the sack

2009-11-01T22:46:00.002+04:00

It's almost three am now and I'm still up. :|
whatta day it has been. Pure blogging, net surfing, movie marathon, eating and just letting the electricity work its ass :))
fun day although my whole body aches, it's so stagnant. =))
My muscles are quite locked now :))
Still wanna watch but my eyes are soo tired now..
my Itouch is still with kuya, so most probably after turning the laptop off, I will hit the sack and call it a night.
I hope I could update as much as I did for tomorrow rather later, or even if school started. I just hope. Really :)

btw, before closing this thing. I wanna share this. :)) I was almost pissed off because my DRUNK brother is making kulit =)) effing funny though. But it took my energy away so I would just have to settle and finally call it a night.

more movies tomorrow, at least before school starts again.
me lovvvin the laptop and the wi fi. :) new best buds! :D

The rooster is cock-a-doodleing already!
for Pete's sake. :))=))
I have to go to bed now..

come on!

2009-11-01T19:04:00.002+04:00

I just pissed the effing prick out of me. :|
I'm all good now. Still watching though and trying to update as much as I can before school starts. It would take a while until I could sorta blog again. So maybe, this bumming around thing could help me save my poor little blog who have been neglected for months I guess.
So as much sanity I have in me at the moment, I would definitely stay as to blog about my rants and minute picker upper. :)) HAHA.

I made my bed a while ago just to mess it all up without even doing anything. I was just laptop-ing my ass off.. wondering, day dreaming and enjoying the wi fi I have at home. I wonder where these candy wrappers came from. tee hee. :))
I must have been nibbling all the while! ha! =))

I wonder why Globe is pissing me off. :( I am actually texting Ja. and globe lines would interfere. wtf. :|:|:|

My sister just sat on my Rayban Titanium which cost my mom a lot. :| I am soo worried. But glad that it wasn't totally wrecked. Only that my sister's but created a dent on the titanium frame. FTW. =)) I am pissed off but laughed it off. My mom would not beat the crap out of us. She'll buy but my brother would scold me and maybe, just maybe have another round of how rotten a grounded kid I would be. SICK.

Plus I'm too happy to have Yellow long sleeves with a cute brooch and a White simple but elegant tee both from MNG. :) Too lucky that mom bought me a Bossini dark jeans for the new semester. Lucky me to have few clothes. =))
It has been ages since I shopped the normal shopping I do. I have been too practical not to buy branded items.. Just like what I used to do. I have become comfortable with just plain clothes, not branded but fine. :)it must suck but not for me though. :) Surprisingly, I still have a few items to name but I really love the cheap items I have. Whatta cheapstake I am soo into cheap stuff. I go for less :D Really.
I love being like this. Having to ride the jeepney instead of a cab, walking instead of riding the tricycle.. and probably more.
there's more to life than expensive and branded stuff. :)
I use to shop til I freakin drop and I swear I do it ever so often, literally. But as time goes by, I have been different. Wonder what happened to me. :))
his must be a random sign of maturity. :D
...

It is crazy, but I'm lovin`it :D
...

random

2009-11-01T18:55:00.001+04:00

Globe is bullshitting me for the last 30 minutes. :|
I am pissed off already. :|:|:|
How long would it take for me to send my sms? :|
Crazy network won't stop this crap. :|
SH*T.

CUT THE CR*P OUT NOW
WILL YOU? :|:|:|
PLEASE?
BULLSH*T!!!

how could this kill me?

2009-11-01T17:12:00.002+04:00

=))
I have been officially home alone for the last 8 hours of my life. :))
The aircon has been running for 10hours straight, the laptop working its ass off for 14 hours now.
My Itouch is with kuya, cellphone almost 20 hours beeping non stop. :|
This is the most effing boring lifetime of my existence. Shall I say. :| =))
completely killing me.

The movie marathon thing I was putting up to is still on the go except that I am beginning to lose it and it's taking the toll on me. I ate chicken and crackers for dinner with cold cappuccino to match. A bite size swiss chocolate for dessert and water to wash it all out. :|
No more chips for me tonight. i have been dying to eat pastries and chips but I can't. LOZAAA.

Anyhow, I'm still virtually talking to Ja and I haven't gone through my phone cos it keeps on beeping and my inbox is flooded with sms and all. am too lazy to go check. :|:|:|
I just finished 8 movies today. and still planning to watch some. Ja and Gumi would join my movie marathon tomorrow morning. UGH I hate mondays but will love it cos of em. they'd keep me company at least before school starts. I'm not excited about my schedule though. I need to fix it first thing on Thursday morning. :|
I want to eat out tomorrow but Ja would bring me home made stuff (by her mom)
ain't it sweet? He's such a cutiepie :">:">:">

I will be watching Accindental Husband in a short while.
This would kill me now. =))
My eyes are working 24/7 (almost) and I'm afraid it's super strained to function.

Put up with my movie marathoning

movies movies..

2009-11-01T12:36:00.002+04:00

Still movie marathon-ing :)) haha
I can do this for the rest of my life with electricity, laptop and new overwhelming memory stick to store up as much movies as I want.
Thanks to dll the laptop, Itouch for my Ipod and nokia for my cellphone. Yo're keeping me sane. :) And also to DSL, for being cooperative. :)
I hope meralco would do the same. :D yeyyy.
I just finished watching Twilight (again), My sassy girl (english version) and two faces of my girlfriend. there are still tons of movie here in the laptop and whichever catches my interest as of the moment will be the next movie :D yipee!!
less than a week till the first day of second semester starts. I just hope everything would be okay! yey!! :D
I am entirely in love with this small laptop notebookish :)) HAHA!
Imma settle for youtube later if the stored movies doesn't match my mood. :D
Hitting oldies as of the moment. imma watch Notting Hill you fellas know that? I like the guy there who played a role in Mickey blue eyes. :0 asl;dkfj
whatever.

Keeping yah posted.

What a couch potato am I :))

bored

2009-11-01T12:07:00.002+04:00

just testing the laptop's built in camera. :)

happy halloween!

2009-11-01T10:14:00.004+04:00

My sister went trick or treat-ing last night :D yey!
here's a photo of us and her chosen candies for the webcam picture :))

It's kinda dark inside my room. Oh well.

enjoy the rest of the day friends. I think I'll have a movie marathon again. Lovin some alone time here :D

*keeping ya posted :)

alone time

2009-11-01T08:08:00.002+04:00

not really alone technically.
hahaha!
I have been having a movie marathon all by myself. Advantages come and go though. I get to pick the movie I like but I have noonediscuss it with. (I miss Gert)..
AC's off, I have to clean up my messy room and after that. I'll start the movie marathon again.
I miss everyone.
i miss Ja :(
HAHA

gotta blog after cleaning up my messy and trashy room; then take a shower and back to basic
western e? =)) STFU. :D

fun day!

2009-11-01T03:34:00.002+04:00

Waking up; no electricity. ecstatic because Jaz and I will go out :) yey!
morning time hangin`out with my cousin Pao and Gumi; we were joined by the two after their basketball game. :)) DAW.
Gumi Jaz and me bought a cake for her Tita Maribel, then went straight to their house and ate lunch. Around 4ish, went to Libis for the 530 mass. :) loved it :D:D:D
went to eastwood for dinner.
went home.
voila! BROWNOUT again. :|

anyway, I had fun. :)

while the brownout is still on, I opened the laptop and watched "2 faces of my girlfriend" it's a korean movie. I thought it was just plain funny but I was wrong. there was a part there it really made me cry. :|
aww korean films are tearjerker. *never thought though, :))
hahah!

My body aches. Every single joint of it hurts like WOAH. :(
don't know why though :(( huhuhu..

I still don't want classes to start :|
My schedule is all effed up .. :(
huhu.
keeping you posted guys :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA MARIBEL!
:)

fdskl;faj

2009-10-30T20:31:00.002+04:00

FUDGE.
my second semester schedule sucks big0oh :(
I hate!!!
anyway, me and my friends are planning to resched the saturday classes we have.
I don't like saturday classes. PLEASE.
no more meee time :( ugh. I hate the thought.

Yesterday was fantastic.;; though I'm still grounded. :|
afternoon with Ja.
night with Jc, Neil, Martin, Jan, Kuya er, kuya jhay, kuya mak and kuya jeff :)
tumugtog nanaman kami. It was Ansha's debut btw. so there :) I love my band soo much!!
we rocked the roll again :) hahaha!
LOL.

It's raining TOO hard again. I will go out tomorrow. It's Tita Maribel's birthday (ja's mom) :( so please stop raining :((

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY PLEASSSSE! :)

home

2009-10-30T20:24:00.003+04:00

RANDOM :|

my eyes hurt for reasons I don't know.
Maybe it's because of overly crying or so because I slept heaps a while ago(this afternoon) or just because the cold aircon :|
whatever. anyway, I felt so bad because I'm actually not feeling well that's why I wasn't able to attend Mike, Bit and Mikey's birthday bash today :(
just so I could blog.

currently: listening to Semi charmed life; Maddy the Iphone.
using the laptop&&wifi cos Im too lazy to use the desktop downstairs.
and blogging.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! :)

OUTTAH SIGHT!

2009-10-23T05:51:00.002+04:00

WILL BE OUT FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKEND :)
NUFF OF HOUSE ARREST HUH? :))
*yey*
NO UPDATES TOMORROW, UNTIL SUNDAY :|:))
BOO`ME :|
--I will be spending the last weekend of Gert with her.
**so long!

Updating again :D

2009-10-21T08:15:00.002+04:00

YEY!

Still on house arrest. :|
But tomorrow will change everything =)) Will be hanging out with my highschool barkada and maybe off @ Gert's :D
Gert will be leaving for NZ soon :| SICK. :|:|:|

Anyhoo, Yesterday is an OKAY day again. :) Went to Av's 7th birthday; Dinner Party :)
Loved the food :) WOOT! yum :))
I also got my Itouch kasi Kuya borrowed it for over a month. I missed Maddy so much :|:)
Hee.

-- I slept late. Almost 3am.
Hooked to the compuiter
and Continued reading BD :) (loser much ako)
Wonder why my eyesight is soooo pooooor at an early age. :| WHATEV. :))
Gave up almost 3am cos I'm getting dizzy :))=))

I sound different. rather I speak different :|
Why? :( HAHA!
The western language has been so on lately that poor grammar is in store. :|
AWTS
what's with my ****in speaking and writing style?
THIS HAS GOTTA STOP. NOW!

Anyway, got up at around 10am today. Bathing issues. I'm lazy :))
looking for the laptop. Too lazy to stand up. The router is OFF. :|
DESKTOP now :))
haha!
whatevvvvvvvvvver. :|
I'm bored now. Blogging? :) Missed this one :D

NOTHING'S EVER BUILT TO LAST..
YOU'RE IN RUINS..
--21 Guns; GREENDAY<3333

updating forealsss

2009-10-20T10:17:00.002+04:00

What do you think about my most recent photo? =))

I haven't been updating much. Put the blame on DSL :(
Wasn't my fault though. :)
Still saving breaking dawn for boring lifetimes. Half of the book now. HAAH! That's just funny loser me, tried so hard not to read. I want to save it for my "i-don't-have-anything-else-to-do" moments. :| :))

That photo just shows how bored I was. It was taken uhm, yesterday? NO. Uh the other day I think. hee.

Anyway, I haven't taken a bath yet and it's like 2:30pm now. I need to take a bath before friends come over to hang out. :)
Good thing friends do share a lot of good times whenever you're in house arrest :D
HOMIE :))

updating!

2009-10-20T09:53:00.002+04:00

Yes. FINALLY!
PLDT managed to fix the broken line :)) WHATEV.

At dahil sa nasira ang internet for almost 2weeks..
-nabulok yung niluluto ko sa cafe world!! >:(
-nabubulok again my blog :((
-als;dkjf

FINALLY UPDATING. :D
yehey!

How are you, friends? :D

posting from NOTEPAD :D

2009-10-20T09:43:00.001+04:00

This is the first time after like 5 months? yeah. After 5 months. I will freakin start to use the computer again! YEY!And this is funnyyyyy :)) HAHA!
Yeah. I'm bored.

Last Friday, AUGUST 21, 2009
Was Ninoy Aquino day and I spent my friday life with my YFC friends. :)
Afternoon, like lunch time, We all went at the Marañon's, a little celebration for he passed the board exams! :) YEYYY! Congratulations Kuya Mike!! Good job! :)
Then at around 3pm or like 4ish Me, Pam, Mariel, Jan and JC took off at Jan's so we could like make the ice cream!! YEYYY!
Then after the ice cream making, we got bored and watched "The Notebook".. I have watched that film for like 209385309257032420398210392 gazillion times now :)) HAHA!
But it still made me teary eyed :( aww..
At the midst of the film, while we are all getting Teary eyed, Jan on the other side made a comment he said "Watching the notebook is like watching your grandparents do it"..
We were all like #@%#^%&^$#$!!!!! wtf Jan!?! hahahaha!!! Stupid. hahaha!
But yeah, It was funny though. =)) HAHA!
I just loved that day. We all went home happy and with push pops! yey!

----
Anger Management

HAHA.
(random: There's no easy way to break somebody's heart)
Eh alam nyo, ang loser ng kfasdjl;aj ERR
What's hate and what's love?
Are the two really opposites? Like do they really contradict one another?
WHATEV.
Random. Shiz.

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BLOOOOG :)
OCT11 :D
Woke up around 7am. Got ready for mass with Ja, Jayson, Tish and Milet. 9-10am mass. Breakfast at Mega.
Lunch at Mega (Pizza Hut) Jan's treat. :) Super saya. Laugh trip and bonding with Jan, Mariel, Tish, Milet, Pam :) hee.
Around 3, we watched Gforce :)) Jan's treat again. :) YEY!
were masaya :)
I HAD A FUN OCTOBER ELEVEN :D
yehey!
--Internet is busted, I'll be posting this when I get the chance :)
hee.

FRIDAY :)

2009-10-09T20:37:00.002+04:00

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currently ;; sound tripping PICTURE TO BURN by TaySwift

friday was ZOMBIE ZOMBOGUS day. :| Slept late last night so I woke up late this morning. Whatev. Only to find out that school's gon`be stoop :|errmm.
Clearance signing, prof meeting and whatevss.
ERR.
Went home around lunch time, not literally went home. Visited Gumi; Ja came by. Finished Gumi's project, my crb; Pao's crib; my crib again; merienda; lotsa lugawwww; chair breaking experience for Gumi; ROTFL experience of Ja and me and atta :)); love it :))

akls;djf

State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine I'll tell mine you're gay

greetings!

2009-10-09T20:23:00.000+04:00

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENTEN! :)
I LOVE YOU, FRIEND! :D

bad vibes

2009-10-08T18:05:00.000+04:00

BV; BV; BV

TANG *NA

BROWN OUT KAGABI :(

2009-10-08T05:25:00.003+04:00

HAD A FUNNNN DAY

Imma not let the details out though; But I had a fun day :)

Spent most of the day with Ja and Gumi :) We ate dinner and hinatid nila ko dito. We were talking and we decided to visit Pao since we miss him cos GUMI and Pao went to serendra without me and Ja :( SAAD :)) haha!
So I told them I want to visit my cousin. :)
Pao lives a few blocks away from where I live, so we walked when we got there, tito Dan told us that Pao has chickenpox :(( funny but sad :))
Walked home again and BAHM! namatay ang ilaw, tv, NAWALAN NG KURYENTE
So we just tried to entertain ourselves :)) 10.30ish when Ja and Gumi went home. SO I was stuck at home and bore myself to death :))
HAYYY :(

So there. I want to update pa naman kagabi. But there :(
Keepyah posted!

Banana cue, Kamoteng kahoy and champorado! GIVE MEEE!! ♥

Good Day!

2009-10-07T03:54:00.002+04:00

I will have a GOOD DAY!

Yeah yeah :)) Haha!
I'm bored. But I feel like keeping this thing up as much as I can and as much as I want to want it :)) Hee.
I'm currently missing mg handy friend Maddy18 the Ipod :(
She's with my brothyeah :)) =(
It breaks my heart. :)) It's been almost 4 days since my brother took hold of her :(
Updating links soon :)

I can live, I can love... ♥

last for tonight, first for today

2009-10-06T20:03:00.002+04:00

=)) THAT'S ALANGANIN =))

I need to sleep now; looking forward sa tomorrow! yehey! :)
Spend time sa school :) :D
hee.

Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit sa mga salitang binitiwan mo, 'di ba't ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda at siyang unang umiwas?...

Good night friends :)

new self :))

2009-10-06T19:15:00.003+04:00

Photo blog? NOTTTT!!
That was taken by Tenten using her Canon D40 :)
COOL :))
I want one for myself also :))
BUT PUHLEASE, Kuya says it's too expensive.
DRAMATIC use :))
WHACK-OH =))

I am HAPPY :)

2009-10-06T19:00:00.003+04:00

Yes yes; Happy :)

I don't know until WHEN or what will really happen next, but as long as I still have this kind of happiness, extreme bliss; I HAVE IT and I WILL TAKE HOLD OF IT, not grasp it tight or whatev. :)

Today was an OKAY day. Scratch the morning part;
hey I'll do my typical style. lemme sseeeeeee :))

--

Set the alarm to 4am and snoozed all the way. Woke up 6am took a quick bath and went to school. Very very sleepy :( Took the jeep for a ride. BV.
School was whatev. I dunno, awesome, tiring and I HATE what happened. Like we freakin waited for the prof but she never came. DAMN. :|:|:|
You see, because of ONDOY we will have no finals and our grades will be based on the first half. So this week is for consultation only :) So as to find out what grades will we have. :|
HA!
Later that afternoon, Ja together with my cousin Pao waited for me and we hung out. :) Pao was BV because it took me a long time and he wasn't able to eat his merienda. He just hung out with our cousin Dom and me and Ja and Gumi and James went out. Ate merienda. AWESOME. Except that Pao was BV :((

I am very sleepy :(

Tell me if you want link ex; TAG okay.
TAG baby :)

HELLO FRIENDSSS!!!

2009-10-06T18:54:00.002+04:00

HELLO HELLO!

Just TAG if you need something;
If you want link ex or whatsoever.
UPDATE me with your URLs and I will edit em soon :)
Come on now friends :))

NEW SKIN!!

2009-10-06T18:53:00.001+04:00

AT LONG LAST;;
I GOT MYSELF A NEW SKIN :)

Credits to blogskins;; yeah :))

LAZYYY

2009-10-05T05:41:00.002+04:00

Lazy to work on a skin and to even get a skin

Whatever.
Too lazy. :(

I'm even lazy to take a bath. If not for a visitor I won't take a bath today! =))
JK. Anyhoo, I'm bored and lazy at the same :|:|:|

Sorry for not updating.. That's gaaaah. A long time(?)
haha!
I missed this thing, but keeping it up is tiring and it gets old :))

OH! I thought of having a few random blogging thing. That's going to happen later =))

*western grammar is a lil soop for flips, I know. But I love*
♥

NEW SKIN; I NEED!

2009-10-05T05:35:00.000+04:00

I NEED (AND WANT) A NEW SKIN!!

Hahaha!:))
Forget it. :))
I made a freakin layout only to find out that it won't be working =))
Or so I thought? gaaaahh

:))

I'm sorryy :(

2009-10-05T04:19:00.002+04:00

I'M VERY SORRY..

Minsan makakamove on ka, tapos babalik ka sya expecting na magiging okay ang lahat na parang isang masamang panaginip lang yung nangyare. Pero hindi ganun eh. Hindi ganun sa reality. GAAAAHHHD. Hindi ko akalain na mangyayari toh, pero yung taong iniyakan ko, mahal na mahal ko, wala na kong maramdaman ngayon.

Sorry lang kasi dumating na yung ayaw kong mangyari.. Kasi dati, sabi ko ayaw kong dumating sa point na babalik sya pero wala na ko. Ayun na nga :) Wala na ko talaga.
Diba nga pag may isang bagay ka na iniwan, binitiwan, winala, wag mo na asahan na walang ibang dadampot o mananatili pa yung iniwan mo kung san mo sya iniwan. :)

Wala na..

Wala na talaga.. Sorry..

random

2009-09-30T21:21:00.000+04:00

It's been a while..

Yeah. Been a while since I last updated this thing :(
I miss my dear blogfriends :(( Where are you guys? :(
Hee. Take care a bunch :)
Imma try as much as I could to keep this thing up :D hee

bye for now ;)

I HATE YOU ONDOY!!

2009-09-30T21:17:00.000+04:00

I FREAKIN HATE YOU ONDOY!!

Peste. Perwisyo. GRABE :((
Hindi kami affected but then again, grabe lang yung damage!! :((
Grabe. The typhoon is super sickkko :(( Super mean lang talaga nya :( SAD :((

*updating...*

This was last august 10

2009-08-26T08:58:00.000+04:00

--written last august 10

Kung may mga taong mababait, meron din taong sagad sa buto ang kasamaan. Oh well. Baka naman hindi sagad sa buto.. baka sadyang nangangaillangan lang. K
Kagabi after ng debut ng blockmate ko, sabay kami ni Chumay pauwi, mga quarter to 12 na yun.. Tapos sabi nya baba sya sa eastwood. Okay lang naman dahil lagi din naman ako late na nakakauwi so gets? Feel ko okay lang. Tapos pagbaba ni Chum sa may eastwood, after like mga 10seconds.. huminto sya, eh di text lang ako ng text dyan. Hinihintay kong umandar ulit yung cab. Tapos napaisip ako, hindi naman traffic so bakit sya nakahinto. Nakahazard pa sya. Eh di tumigil muna ko sa pagtetext, biglang nagsalita si manong. Sabi nya bumaba na din ako. So clueless ako. Parang “huh?” tas sabi nya di ko daw ba sya naintindihan. Mga ganun ganun. Hindi ako makapaniwala na naririnig ko yun. SO get? Parang ako ano na toh? Tas si manong sabi ibigay ko na daw lahat ng pera ko sakanya. Parang ako WOW AH. Ano toh? Hold up? Sabi ko “wala nap o akong pera, hindi ako nagjojoke” as in eksaktong yan ang sinabi ko. Tapos hindi nya ko tinitingnan, tas parang ayaw gumalaw ng mga paa ko.. parang hindi ko maisip kung ano gagawin ko. Nasa giitna ako ng libis ng 12 midnight at walang traffic. Walang guards, walang puliis, walang tambay. Walang wala. Puro kotse na andar ng andar ng direderecho. So inulit ko, wala akong pera. Sabi nya iwan ko daw sakanya lahat ng gamit ko, gadgets, bag at lahat. So eto na, hold up nga toh. Hindi lang nya sinasabing “Hold up toh!” tapos ako parang naku naman manong, pagod na pagod na ko. Hahaha! Hindi ako kinakabahan masyado kasi nadadama kong hindi pa ko mamamatay. Tipong hindi nya ko kayang patayin. Parang bored lang sya. Tinesting lang nya kung may mahihita sya sakin. Tas umandar ulit. Aba. Naiiyak na ko nun. Pero nangingibabaw yung PAGOD ko. At inis. Kasi naman eh. Tapos sabi ko ang malas nya kasi talagang wala akong balak ibigay yung gamit ko sakanya. Hindi ko nga nararamdaman na hinohold up nya ko. Naku naman. Hindi ko pa man din suot si Torq (glasses ko)… eh di ayun na.. Sabi nya iwan mo na lahat ng gamit mo dito. Tapos sabi ko “Naku manong, hindi pwede eh” haha! Mantakin mong nasabi ko pa yun sa gitna ng panghohold up nya? =)) hindi ko rin alam naiisip ko nung mga oras na yun. Antok na antok na ko. Tapos sabi nya wag ko daw sya niloloko. Tapos eh hindi din naman ako nakikipaglokohan eh. Ano ko? Tanga? Iiwan ko gamit ko sakanya? Eh at tsaka hindi naman sya mukang mamamatay tao. So hindi rin ako nagpapanic.. Umaandar sya ng konti.. tapos sabi nya bigay ko na daw talaga tsaka ako bumaba. Parang gusto kong hampasin yung muka nya. Paulit ulit sya eh wala talaga kong balak. As in. Hindi ko nadadama na mamamatay ako eh.. Feel ko mararamdaman mo yun pag malapit ka na talaga madeads. Eh as in wala talaga kong nararamdaman.. Sabi ko God, wag mo ko papabayaan. As in. Tapos si manong binibilangan pan ko. Huminto na sya ulit sa pagmamaneho. Tapos ako parang tae manong ano ba? Wala ka talaga makukuha. Tas sabi nya hindi daw ako bababa pag hindi ko iniwan gamit ko. Eh sa loob loob ko, manong naman. Hindi naman ako tanga. Tas sabi ko ganun?! Bigla akong bumaba. Tae. HAHAHA. Tas di ko alam kung tatakbo ko o maglalakad ako. Basta naghanap pa ko ng foot bridge. Tas ayun. Pray lang ako ng pray. Tas may jeep na rosario ayun!!! HEAAAAVVVVEEENNN!!! At nakauwi ako ng buhay!HEAA

asl;dfjka

2009-08-12T08:56:00.002+04:00

ASDFKL;FJA;FJKASFJSA;

I LOVELOVELOVE MY FAMILY SO MUCH

There's nothing in this world that goes and fits with forever. If there's one thing close to forever, it is FAMILY. :)

Nothing beats family. And yea, we really have to face the fact that FAMILY IS FOREVER.

Everyone can leave you behind, love is not unconditional. FACE IT. It's reality.

Things can go as crazy as it can. Families can hurt but they won't leave you behind.

I am proud of my family. Were not perfect and never will be. We don't live a basic family lifestyle. But none matters as long as wwere together.

We might not live really wealthy and sleep on a bed of roses, cash overflowing or something and so.

But we LOVE each other and nothing really beats family love. :)

I can't imagine life without family. It might sound corny but yea, we have to really cherish the moments and over the past times that we neglected our parents, brothers and sisters, we may now learn the value of family and onnnn... :D:D:D

I never hated my family and our style our living and all, but there were moments, honestly, that I can say, I spent most of my time with friends or "friends" or random people or the people you USED to value.. in the end, they were the one who left us with a painful thing inside. It's super akslfsl;dfjkaskldfj overwhelming.

*bad writing style.. but please. stfu* AHAHA.

^^many things I wanna say. So much more... but I lack the time and energy and imagine this heart. BROKEN it is. How could I ever escape the pain and all these randomness and lack of clarity. Come on now =))

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Beautiful World

2009-08-12T08:42:00.002+04:00

We Live in a beautiful world..

I have a lot of real diggs but chyeah. I just have to leave it all behind. It got out of trent already.

Anyhoo, I woke up at around 4am. KG woke me up. He's been doing it for like 3 days now. :) Glad KG is super baet. :)

Been almost always early for school. :) 3 days in a row. That's something huh. :D:D:D

Having a blast with uhm my iTouch =)) I frrrrreakin am using it for like forever. :))

Theo prelims are over but then again still exhausted from it.

Bio prelims-- yet to come. TIRED.

I hate everything. =)) Naaah. Kiddang.

just so I could say that I'd blogged. =))

*posting..*

How could I ever let you go?

2009-08-07T08:49:00.002+04:00

HOW COULD I EVER LET YOU GO?

That's just one hard question isn't it? Was it intended to be a rhetorical question?

Anyhoo, I'm suffering with colds. Yes. Suffering is the word. :(

I didn't study for Business English --prelims TODAY.

I'm supposed to be nervous but I don't feel anything.

Something has hit me bigtime and crash landed on the ground bleeding. FCK. Emo much? Shall I say STFU on myself? :(

Anyhoo, I miss my friends. I miss everyone. I have not been updating my blogger and it looks really boring and old na for you guys to visit my blog. But some basher managed to like, BASH my chatbox. :) Why thank you for wasting some bit of your time saying how UGLY I am. :) Fudgerrr.

Tired of all the things I have been doing and I'm guilty for change. :(

Kill me now and all, but this wide shot bang bang ksdfja;weirjioawe

I would just like to say THANK YOU for the boys who always wanna make me smile. I appreciate all the efforts but it's not enough to bring me back to my old self. :(

Especially to the one who gives me boxes of chocolates EVERYDAY. It's fckin sweet and I must admit that it was the first time that SOMEBODY did something like that to me. My oh my. :) <# thanks much **

And for all the people who asked how am I --I'm fine thank you, I can sometimes be sad.. But yeah, everything's fine and everything will be better in the future :D

What happened? Maybe things didn't work out for the both of us and it just took him days to break it off. and I'm alone now. :)

Whatever. Things will be okay :D

will keep you posted this weekend :D

Catching Up. :|

2009-08-07T08:10:00.002+04:00

I have a lot of catching up to do and yes, the hell with my busy schedule. I never thought I would be THIS busy.
School, YFC, family and friends.. :::
No more time for self. :(
Imma blog some other time. After class. :) And I promise this weekend I will update! :D:D:D
Plus, who the freakin hell is Dave? =)) No time for bashers na rin :)) SMILE guys! I miss everyone :D

break up hurts? :))

2009-07-20T09:23:00.000+04:00

Yeah. Break na kami. Sakit eh. Pero masakit pa rin talaga.
Ayun. :((

BREAKUP

2009-07-20T09:19:00.000+04:00

BREAK NA KAMI.
KALA KO PA NAMAN FOREVER NA. :(

barkada

2009-06-25T08:38:00.003+04:00

Highschool barkada reunion;

overflowing Banana split ice creams with lots of marshmallows and syrup;

funny moments;

catching up with each other.. :)

I freakin miss my highschool barkada :((

We were geeks back then!!! Just imagine how everything has changed for us nowww :))

We're not complete though. Some have things to do and Bes is still miles apart from us :(

I love this barkada :))

we're now ladies mind you :))

askdfjaskljd

2009-06-16T11:48:00.001+04:00

It feels like hell to really be in some trouble you are not supposed to be into :

HAHA! DRAWWWIIINGG!! =))

Nahh.. That's being my total self= RANDOM. :)) That's the first thought ever.. and my fingers went through the keyboard automatically.. and it's just.. uhm.. stupid?

whatever. I'm soo busy with lots of stuff and I really don't know what to think or what to say or what to believe or what to asdohduiwehrawnkdjka. K.

piss me off and you'll die. =)) IMMEDIATELY. :))

SCHOOL SUCKS :((

2009-06-11T07:51:00.002+04:00

I wannnnnnnnaaaaa screammmmmmmmmmm! =))

I need to finish my homeworks that's why I'm here, but sicne I'm a big slacker, I just slack off :))

School started for us Knollers last tuesday, June 9. That was the original school opening not until the "swine flu" saga had it's toll. : Then CHED said that schools will open next week pa that's like June 15, but then My school said that we need not follow CHED, instead, we shall follow the original schedule. That's crap. :::
I don't need to really describe how it freakin feels cos I know, you people know how it feels. : DEIIIMMMMM. :))

Tuesday-- HELLO FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. and hello new professors! :)) and also, not to mention HELLO SCHOOL WORK. :(( that's the lamest thing ever. homeworks and all the reqs. I HATE THAAAAT =))

Wednesday-- i hate life =))

ksdlhfajkdn

I had a blast last Tuesday with my highschool barkada. and we miss Bessy Wys :((
I love highschool life. PLEASSSSE. I want it back! =))

IMPORTANCE NOTICE

2009-06-11T07:28:00.002+04:00

IMPORTANCE NOTICE

That's what I saw on the keyboard :)) haha! Nothing reall significant about it anyway.. so why the hell? :))

The key to the fulfillment of this entry is RANDOMNESS =)) hahaah!

So there. How long have I been into this random thingy of myself.. It's out of the question anyway.

I remember doing a blog about my favorite movies.. and how a couch potato I can be sometimes and how old movies never bore me and how I love them. :))

MOVIES are great. And I love the thought that I keep a list and then I buy those old movies and it's so cool cos I can buy them in a low price and not to talk about how cheapstake I am. And so it goes.. :))

Baby Mama (the one that Tina Fey stars) is such an adorable movie. My brother didn't feel anything like he didn't even made a comment whether it was a good movie or whatever. I liked it though.

Chronicles of Spiderwick IS SOOO MUCH OF A FAVORITE! =)) I know. :)) I only watched the film like last week, and it just fell on the I-LOVE-YOU-MOVIE stack I have =)) HAHAHA! WONDERFUL! :))

there there.. enough said. :))

Can I just die now? :))

2009-06-11T07:08:00.002+04:00

It's been so long since I have updated this blog :)) haha! What the hell. My PC's still busted and school has just started. I'm super busy and now I'm goin bonkers and random and all. =)) TOO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT so little time :))
Imma start now. :))

There are really lots of events that happened and I just missed talking about it. :)) But whenever I found the moment again, then it'll all go out :)) Weeeeell for nowww, Imma just sadly say that I'm shutting this blog ::))

JOKE! Why the hell would I freakin do that when I started making it soo hyped up since April 2006? am I THAT kind of fool? =)) Say were random again here.. Somehow I'm managing to actually change my random blogging habits.. :: =))

KKKKK.. What the hell? :)) I'm doing this post just for the sake of posting stuff here. I really miss blogging. :((
I miss em visitors yo. :( Imma fix the links again cos you guys just bottled up right there.. hahah! And Imma visit your sites as weeeeell.. when things get better :))

kdslajfaierf

2009-05-07T09:20:00.002+04:00

Bohorrrrrring

Kiss me. pop tart. random random.:))
Hey yea. I'm random :))

first things first.
First blow out of my mind. RETARD =))
You won't get to understand this, and yes, I don't understand as weelllll =))
HAHA.

Ben Stiller= cool crush :> my luvvv =))

anyway, Arvin celebrated his happy BIRTHDAY last sunday.
I also went out that morning with Janine, Tricia and Ten :D
lovvve.

No this is frack; kill me. Imma shut up now =))

HINDI NA KO MAGTATAKA

2009-05-04T06:48:00.000+04:00

Bat ganon? :))
Ang tao, parang ballpen. Nauubusan din ng tinta yan.. Ikaw ba naman ang ballpen, at paulit ulit kang ipangsulat sa araw araw.. Hindi ka ba mauubusan ng tinta? --SHUWAW and MAMA =))
natatawa ko kasi amboring eh. kaya ayun.

Inspiring :))
pero seryoso diba? Kung ikaw ba naman ang ballpen, paulit ulit ka ipangsulat sa buong magdamag, hindi ka kaya maubusan ng tinta?
Parang luha din yan.. Pag umiyak ka ng umiyak, nauubos din kahit papano.. Parang bintilador na 3487095284 years mo na ginagamit, hindi kaya sumabog yun? Parang computer na ipang internet mo ng ipang internet at maglaro ka ng maglaro buong buhay mo? Hindi kaya sumabog yun?

At pag nangyare ang lahat ng yan, ikaw pa ang galit. Hindi ka nasatisfy sa nakukuha mo, hindi mo nakuha ang gusto mo, at naiisip mo lang ang burden mo.. Tama, mali?

Ang tao, hindi yan robot. Hindi laruan, hindi ballpen, computer, bintilador o kung ano pa man. Tao yan na may nararamdaman.. Tao na napapagod at nananawa sa paulit ulit na mga nangyayare sa buhay nya.

Paminsan kasi, ang mga tao, akala nila, sila lang ang tao. Sila lang ang napapagod, sila lang ang nananawa, sila lang. :| HELLO. MINSAN TAO DIN AKO EH :)) MINSAN lang. Sige. Joke. Pero di nga, OO. TAO KASI KO. TAO KA, TAO SYA, TAO TAYOOO!!!!

Halimbawang may magkaibigan, iniisip ng isa, siya ang tao at ang kaibigan nya ang ballpen. Sa lagay ay sya lang ang pwede mapagod, sya lang ang magaling, sya lang ang everything. Pero hello. Minsan kasi nagiging ballpen din yung kaibigan mo eh. NAUUBUSAN DIN NG TINTA.

Tapos pag wala ng tinta yung ballpen, galit ka na kasi hindi ka na nasasatisfy.. Hindi mo manlang naisip na wala na syang kkaya pang ibigay?

Minsan kasi nakakaloko na eh. :| Napaka galing mo. Magaling ka sa lahat ng tao. Ikaw ay isang perpekto. Wala kang mali sa katawan mo. Ikaw ang api apihan at ikaw ang dehado. Ikaw ang "center of attention" at ikaw lang ang palaging tama. ganyan ang karakter mo. ganyan at ganyan lang. Small mind eh. :|
Minsan napapahanga ako kasi magaling ka naman talaga, pero hindi mo naisip na hindi ballpen ang tao sa paligid mo. Hindi cimputer etc.. TAO din eh.
Pag nakakita ka ng kamalian sa kaibigan mo, hindi mo na naiisip ang mga magagandang ginawa nya para sayo. Ang mga bagay na naibigay nya.. Parang tinta ng ballpen na sinayang mo, at nung maubos, galit ka. At ang masama nito, hindi mo naiintindihan sarili mo. Hindi mo alam isa ka sa mga napaka sama at walang kwentang tao sa mundo. Na pag hindi mo binago yang ugali mo, HINDI NA KO MAGTATAKA na pag gising mo one day, wala ka ng kaibigan!
Lahat sila wala na sayo. Lahat sila iniwan ka dahil ikaw, hindi mo sila nirerespeto. IKAW LANG ANG PALAGING TAMA at ikaw lang ang pwede magkamali. Pag nagkamali ang mga tao sa paligid mo, napakababa na ng tingin mo sakanila.

hindi sila deserving sa mga masasamang deeds na ginagawa mo. :)

KPAYN. SARAP MAGBASA NG BOOK MINSAN =))
haha. Joke lang yan lahat. bored ako eh. =)) AHAHAHAHA

1st of May

2009-05-01T22:25:00.002+04:00

Yey to the First of May

yes yes. I wasn't able to go get Arvin a gift. Maybe tomorrow or later or whatever. It's freakin 2am here. :) haha!
After lunch, I had to deal with the movie marathons here at home. But 4pm, I fell asleep. I woke up at around 630 with a lot of messages. One of em is from Ten :) yey! She asked me if I was home, then after 5minutes, she was here already! :)) hahaha!
We spent the night together!! :)) hahaha!
She ate dinner here. Kwentuhan and stuff :)) tas we went to her crib. tas ayun. Bonding :D yeyy! :D
I love it :D haha!

btw, ten is Arvin's little sister-like :D

i had fun, though I miss Arvin :))

hahahah!

FUCKFACE;DSL.SHoot em yo :(

DSL!!! :((

2009-05-01T11:35:00.002+04:00

FREAKING DSL WON'T COOPERATE!!!
I AM PLANNING TO FREAKIN CHANGE MY SKIN.
BUT SINCE, DSL IS BEING SOO NICE TO ME..
I WON'T BE ABLE TO CONTINUE WHATEVER I NEED TO CONTINUE.
FUCKFACE;DSL

just post

2009-05-01T09:35:00.003+04:00

Picture for the post. CANTTHINKOFANYTHING. :|
so there. :D
That's me and arvin :D

K. Nothing beats the boredom here at home. But just for the very first time, i'm enjoying this. :)) I am enjoying the boredommm :)) Guess it's something new huh. :) haha!
I could just rest and kill time and well, maybe enjoy how boring my day could get :))
Around 10am, some of my YFC friends and yes, my boyfriend went to Laguna.. They'll be there for 3 days :) Fun huh? :D But then again I decided not to join. It is mom's last weekend here in the philippines, so I hafto spend it with her. :) Good choice though :>
Plus they didn't go there for just leisure.. It's a Kids' For christ activity in Laguna. :D
I miss our kids for christ.. But then Mom will be leaving again soon, so I might as well want to spend it with her. :)
Anyhoo, It's Arvin's birthday on sunday, plus he'll be back from Laguna. :)
He'll throw a dinner thing this sunday and I'm afraid I won't be able to hang out and party til dawn cos I have classes pa. :( PFT. :|
So there.. I spent the whole afternoon til 9pm with him last night.
We bonded :D yiih :"> hahah!
There. Then my family and I went to the Hawaiian part of Icey :D yey to the birthday girl! :))
Arvin allowed me to wear the spag strap top I have.. but asked me to wear a jacket. COOLIO. :| hawaiian partayy=jacket. :| =)) made me laugh. :| =))
so there.
Plans for the day? I still don't know. :| maybe I'll go out and buy Arvin a gift :D It;s his 21st on May 3 =) LOVVVE it. Plus it's our 3rd month :D YEEHHUUUHH :D

18 NOW YO :)

2009-04-29T19:55:00.003+04:00

Birthday Fun!

Not the typical filipino tradition. Was too lazy to fix things. So yea. Maybe I'll celebrate next time. :)) ahhaah!
Imma fix this entry tomorrow when I wake up. I'm a little drowsy and I think I won't make a good post out of this :))

AFTER FREAKING 20 MINUTES
OF TRYING TO UPLOAD EM PHOTOS.
NOTHING SEEMS TO BE POSTED. FUCKKK FACE.

I don't freaking have the ~~patience~~ to do this :))
hahaha!
soochyeah =))
I'll do this thing tomorrow while waiting for Green :)
love you :))
HAHAH!

Blue && Green quality time day tomorrow :)
yey us!

HELLO SUMMER

2009-04-29T19:43:00.002+04:00

HELLO SUMMER. This feels so awkward. I usually spend summertime with my family. Not with SCHOOLGROUNDS:))

With my friends after Math Class (STAT) kill us. :| :)) haha!
love em yo! :D

Spending time with the boyfriend is my favorite part of the week. :)
well usually take off from busy days at least once a week. :) healthy. :D
Bonding times with him are lovvve :D

TOO BUSY :(

2009-04-29T19:14:00.005+04:00

NOT EXAGGERATING YO! :))
really really really really BUSY

see?! :)) How bad does my study desk looks like? :)) CRAZY.
HOW BAD?
shiz. See? Ive been hella busy for quite sometime now and my study desk proves it =)) hahahaha!

I was about to study a while ago.. but I saw how messy my desk was.. soo there. :|

HAHAAHHA!

AND MOM WANTS THAT DESK TO BE CLEANED IN 5MINUTES (that was 5 hours ago) I haven't done anything :)) i left it the way it was :|
I am not LAZY to clean the mess. I'm just too busy to do it :)) HAHAH!

So....

I moved to the dining table downstairs.. Thinking I could maybe.. get a better study time thingy :))

I got to study Stat. and it made me go bonkers for 3 days I think. :|:|:|:|:|:|:| So maybe to redeem myself...

I dosed off with a lot of this awesome babies :D

i lovvvve daiimm :D you shouldd try these :D:D