I can't believe I'm actually sleepy :( aww. This is not good. :| But then, I will stay up again allll night long and wake up early tomorrow.
Tonight, We'll have the traditional family reunion at our Lola's house :) I am excited but not really THAT excited as when I was a kid. :| My sister is excited. REALLY. :| Off at dinner time. :| I can't believe I'm actually hanging out here at home, downloading movies I want, spending hours face to face with my ever dear computer while my brother Kuya Theo do the laundry. Ate doing Lola's pedicure, Atta playing outside with friends. :| Is it really Christmas time? I remember when I was a kid, I would spend the few hours before christmas at the mall. WITH MOM. (I miss her to the bones) doing some last minute shopping. Can't believe I'm stuck at home. :|:|:| K. :))

anyway...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GOOD ONE :)
ENJOY THE NOCHE BUENA WITH FAMILY,
OPEN YOUR PRESENTS AND DON'T EVER FORGET
TO GREET JESUS LATER. ;]
GOD BLESS YOU ALL! :)

I got teary eyed while watching. I miss my bestfriend so bad :(
I regret we don't have the same photo imitating the "Princess Protection program" :( awww.
This is sooo hard :( awww :(
Sad holidays. I miss my super kaduper boom boom pow 11 years best friend. :|
We've been through a lot and I mean A LOT. we've been bestfriends since grade 2 and that makes it 11 years now. :( I MISS HER. :(( huhuhu
These are some photographs we have. I hope she'll scan more :D

I'm about to post my newest shot but then again, I forgot my cable at my friend's house so maybe, I shall post tomorrow. :)
I still am not finish with my christmas shopping :( BOO ME :(
got loads of stuff to accomplish but who cares! I don't want to work my ass off during the holidays! yey!!

I feel like blogger is still my comfort zone. i feel like posting anything here, unlike in tumblr. I feel like posting "some" stuff there. :| Oh well. I'll get used to it. :)
But chyeah, I must admit that photblogging is easier in tumblr. :) hee.
Anyway, these past few days Ive been out and I spent time with friends. I have been missing out on a lot since 2nd sem started so maybe, this 2 or almost 3 weeks vacation would be escapade weeks for me. :) I'll be back to school stuff when school starts again and I'll say goodbye again to my social life. So much of it. :| I can't believe as well, how time flies sooooo freakin fast. :( and I could just say that "live life to the fullest" a cliche, yes, but TRUE. :| Ive been thinking a lot lately and I have reflected on stuff. :| I think it's really hard to let go of the things you have. (not about lovelife or something..) Every morning can be another day to live, but can also be a step closer to the end. :| It's so ironic how they actually say that tomorrow is another day, yeah to live, when in fact you put your feet closer to goodbye. :| (this creeps the hell out of me, speaking about stuff like this..) But we really have to open our hearts and minds to these things. These are the things that are hard to talk about. I also thought that we must start to learn how to say goodbye to the people we love. :( PARANOID much?:( Yes. True that we have to prepare ourselves for the future. It is only God who knows what will happen next..
OKAY. I want to stop this. :( I'm scared. :( I don't wanna talk about this ever again. fkkk :|

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