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Hello! :) I'm Althea. Studying at Miriam College.
You can call me Thea, Thei, Aila, Lai, Aia, Yayay, Permy, Spermy, sushigirl or Blue :)
YOUTH FOR CHRIST: Central B2; Highschool based :)
loves three03 :) loves Green :)
I'm a beach bum, mentos addict, not techie, frustrated photographer, mickey mouse addict
I love surfing (but I'm not good at it :() Poetic, loves writing, musically inclined,
bassist, dancer, actress, singer :))
Addicted to the sky, colors, stuff, wrappers, souvenirs and many more!
I'm friendly and tough :) I love you! :)
-- I love MICKEY MOUSE BLUE is my favorite color
I'm addicted to GREENDAY I LOVE PUNKROCK
Actually 18 but I act like 10
I LOVE MY MOM
I am soo weird you probably can't kepp up with me.
pushpops sourtapes mentos cola flavored gummi gummi stuff flavored strips jelly jell-o gumballs brach's cinnamon candy. OLD movies
TAGBOARD
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AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
CREDITS
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I HAVE GOT TO DO A REAL GOOD PHOTO BLOG THIS TIME :))
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 25, 2009 / 10:30 AM
I OUGHT TO DO A REAL GOOD PHOTO BLOG THIS TIMESince I missed blogging about my daily rants and rituals..
I figured it would be best to finally make a good photo blog. =)) HAHA!
But since, my USB is M.I.A, I need the help of my boyfriend to upload the pictures so I can just grab on :)) HAHA!
So the next post I'll be doing will be a good photo blog (well, at least for myself) HAHAHA! =))
So there..
Thank you guys for the comments and all the tags and all :)
MUCHHHH LOOVVVVEEE! :D
vomitttt
Date / Time : Monday, March 16, 2009 / 6:35 PM
BLACK EVERYWHEREYeah. I vomitted for 123928420930912382393 bajillion times in a matter of 2 hours or whatsoever. :| It's like the worst nightmares..ever. For the past months of 2009, I have been dealing with headaches.. And I mean severe headaches. Not just "headache- headache" but HEADACHE. So, never did it occur to me that something like a nightmare would happen. I never imagined myself face to face with the toilet bowl hurling myself right then and there. :| Okay okay.. I went home at around lunch time. I wasn't hungry at the moment, more over I was sleepy. I decided to sleep at around 2pm and woke up at around quarter to six I think.. It's nothing. I normally do that.. But this time, I woke up with a feeling like I'm turning literally blue or violet.. Like there's no air and my sight turns into blurry visions. Then bahm. Next thing I knew was I am vomiting :| vomiting whatever sour fluids I have inside my body. :| My system isn't just working normal I thought.. After vomiting, turned out that I have been vomiting over and over again with this sour kind of fluid. Then it turned out to be fine. At last.. I felt a relief.. So I kind of surfed the net and yeah I even had a good time talking to Bea through ym and man we had a blast! I missed her soo bad.. Then the net went bonkers and so I have to restart the computer. While waiting.. Cold sweats beaded again on my forehead and my tummy went on with the rock and roll thingy and there.. non stop vomiting again.. and again and again and again.. after vomiting for like 1298301238 bajillion times, the last vomiting scenario was just as hell ish and creepy and movie like thingy. I never thought it could happen to me :)) I was like hurling face to face with the toilet bowl and I am really pulling back my hair cos shiz. You can just imagine how hard it was :| My tummy is soo pissed off that it won't even let out what's inside. Like my intestines are all tied to a knot and I am having a freakin hard time to handle this. What's even worse was I was the only one at home. No one was with me and I am crying and at the same time keeping my cool. there's no room for panic at the moment.. My eyes wont open and I feel very cold yet I'm sweating. :|:|:| So I sat down at the bathroom floor.... and concentrated :)) I don't wanna vomit anymore.. and I was like talking to myself and "no.. no.. please.. don't vomit.. please.. tae.. wagggg".. Then there.. I vomited. :)) AGAIN. For the nthhhh time now. :| And it's soo crazy cos tears are automatic and I only have two hands.. One to pull up my hair.. and the other one was grasping my shirt and I don't know why it's acting like that maybe reflex or whatsoever :)) What's weird was when I stood up, I was praying and I washed my face and I'm crying out of nothing. Out of tummy ache out of self pity =)) SHIZZ. Whatever happened to my not-so-cooperative-tummy. :|:|:| it's HELL. :| well at least now I'm relieved :( UGH. Thank you Lord :)
Good times..
Date / Time : / 2:53 PM
 Good times.. Good times..Photo was taken last night :)
We were playing Crazy 8 :)
Green took this :D
Anyway.....
7.30pm, I took a bath and before 8pm, went to mass. Pagdating ko, nasa Formation na sina Green, ate Ten, Jef, ate Aulen.. So there.. Biglang dumating na din si Ate Aisha.. Oks.. So ang saya.. kaya lang kulang pa rin.. Wala si Rap and Hanna and all the others.. After mass, syempre hindi muna kami umalis sa place namin cos we wouldn't want to be jammed with people na sobrang atat lumabas.. haha! last mass of the night yun.. So ayun.. The original plan (if there is.. but then normally lang kasi talaga..) After mass, punta kami ni Green dito sa bahay to have our weekly talk about stuff.. and yes, a little bonding.. But then, after madissolve ng mga tao for like 5 minutes, ate Ten was so in a hurry kaya biglang sabi nya, sa house nya punta daw kami lahat.. It was 9pm then.. Tas okay sige sige.. dumating na si Nicco before kami umalis.. so there.. Nung paalis na talaga kami, Green said we shall buy something for Kuya.. kuya wants pizza so nagdecide kami na bilhan sya ng pizza.. then.. WALA YUNG MGA WALLET NAMIN :| So umuwi kami dito sa bahay para kumuha ng money.. tas pinagjoined forces namin yung money namin :)) Kasi we have to buy a little something something for our friends nga.. :)) We gonna parteyyyy for our first month eh :)) HAHA! So there.. Ako, Green, Ate Ten, Ate Aulen, Jef and Nicoo.. Bonding kami.. :)) hahaha! hot seat and stuff.. played cards.. kwentuhan.. til 1am. :)) GRABEEE :| hahaha! But ang saya lang namin :)) Good times ika nga ni Ate Tenten :D I love the sunday :D hahaha! it's not just a SUNDAY. it's THE sunday :))
No slouching!
Date / Time : Sunday, March 15, 2009 / 10:03 AM
Green told me I have a BAD postureSTRAIGHT FACE!
haha!
Okay. He told me not to slouch much :| kkkkkk. whatever :))
Anyway, I don't really know what to blog about.. but then, it feels like I need to blog :)
hahaha! :D
What's for today? :)
--Dinner before mass
--mass with green and I think jef will join us..
--yun lang :|
HAHA!
Boring day today.
I'll do my math later.. :))
Movies forever
Date / Time : / 4:32 AM
The thing here is.. I am addicted to movies :( :)) - 17 again - funny people - coraline - yes man I'm watching "If Only" :) HAHA! 129740923841203920482348-234089234 bajillion timessss :))))
No cable tv :((
Date / Time : / 4:05 AM
NO CABLE TV:((Oh the pain of a no cable tv :| :)) HAHA! I am a forever movie addict and can I just say IMMA DIEEE?!?!?!?!. Okay. I turned the television early this morning, before I get on with this thing.. then, BAHM. No cable. So yeah, I decided to get back inside my room and try to find chick flicks or love stories or comedies or whatever dvds I may find.. I got a "Benny and Joon" vcd on my stash right there and when I went back downstairs, BAHM. :| THE DVD is SIRA. WTH. :| I need to watch a movie. Just to like unwind or something.. :)) Green went out with his friends early.. They were out for jogging :D health buff :D haha! So anyway, I really really wanna watch a movie NOW. :)) hahaha! A tear jerker might do :) I wanna watch "If Only" forever :)) I have watched the movie for like 923874923741394890348724 bajillion times :)) No cable TV.. please kill me now
Post for two of my closest friends :)
Date / Time : / 3:59 AM
 Yeah. Things are not THAT complicated. Just like this photo of mine.. hah! Not complicated. :) For real :) So anyway, Again, I'm just bored. I need to practice writing again. And I don't think this is a perfect timing.. :)) No idea how to start. :| wth? My career will be bonkers in the near future if I make things complicated. :| okay. Responsibility is no joke. If you are given a task, it's not merely a task or you just have to do it cos you NEED to do it. Well partly, you tend to do it because it's needed. But I think, you have to condition your heart.. Given a task is a responsibility. :) F. :| This is not a good idea. :| wth must i write? :| not really sure of my thoughts right now.. :|:|:| let's just stick to the complicated issue. Okay. Things are not really complicated. It's just a matter of perspective. :) Nothing's really easy and you can never be better off as a person if you never experienced pain or struggle.. You struggle for complicated issues.. I was just inspired by a friend. Actually, two of my friends inspired me.. You love somebody but you don't want to stick to that somebody. Does this sound familiar? Hmm. Let go. that's just it. I know it's not easy.. But the moment you let go, that's the start of letting things happen the way it SHOULD happen. You don't need to feel guilty about not wanting a person. It's what you feel and you must be true to yourself. :) I can't give out as much advice as I want, cos I have never experienced such. :) Currently happy with a relationship eh? :Dhahahah!! anyway, I don't wanna kid around here. Not now. :)) haha! so anyway, going back to the real issue here.. I know it's NOT easy to just LET GO of what you have.. especially if you guys really stayed together for a time too long. :) but just as what everyone else would say, things happen for a reason.. These reasons might be really hard to understand and you may struggle for answers.. You have to let go when you feel like letting go.. :) You don't have to let him feel you still love him in a romantic way. Friends will be friends. and if you decide to be friends, you have to be JUST FRIENDS. No other agendas. No other stuff. No other couple like behaviors. JUST FRIENDS. Friends don't normally hold hands, friends don't normally bring you flowers and pastries, friends don't kiss each other (for the opposite sex okay?).. You have to act like FRIENDS. And friends don't complicate things :) I understand that you guys are still on the stage of denial.. But crap. This makes it real hard for you. Cos you still act like you're not JUST friends. I feel for you, cos you hurt so much. And it's not like me to just let you HURT that much... Imma pray. :D That's just what happens when you complicate things.. You confuse each other.. You act differently.. and you feel sad about everything.. Be happy! :) like me. :))
very ill :))
Date / Time : Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 1:42 PM
 I HAVE TIRED EYES.. REALLY..Oh my.. I'm gonna dieYeah. My eyes are very puffy and restless.. :( I'm having a headache and my head is pounding forever :( Ugh. The feeling just won't stop and I'm losing hope already :)) haha! See? :| My eyes are THAT puffy :| Arrrghh :(( I wanna sleep but still, head's been pounding and I can't get a good sleep :| So what the hell? :|:|:| My day is an I DONT KNOW DAY :| This saturday kills :( Morning-- halfheartedly woke up :| ahha! But I remembered serving for the KFC this morning, it'll be so much fun :) But people just won't stop pissing you off. :| One ticked me. :( Lunch time was an okay time. I got to eat a very salty dinuguan :| Not my type though and I paid for 58pesos. :| How I wish I just dropped asses on mcdo :| ARGGH. and here I am.. spiiiiiinnninnnng :|:|:| We need to go at Kuya's place to have a family dinner.. It's what you call "tradition".. Gahhhh.. I wish I could sleep :( But hell wont let me do so.. :( I'm cranky now >:( I'll dose of math in a bit :(( NOOOO :(( I'll die :(((((((((((((((( I hope sunday (tomorrow) will be OKAY. :| I'm tired. So very tirrrred...
PHOTO BLOGGGG :))
Date / Time : / 11:15 AM
    PHOTO BLOG na toh.. :)) Nyahaha!
I just wanna get rid of these shots :))
I can't edit cos I accidentally deleted the editor :| SO yeah :(
Yeah. Sorry I'm vain :))=)) HAHAHA!
SIGHHHHHH
Date / Time : / 10:26 AM
Too tired to function.. Took that photo last night :))
I was about to wash my face and sleep.. But my sister gave me that candy early that evening and I decided to take shot with it =)) HAHA!
Oh welllllsss.. Is this a photoblog already? :)) Always been fascinated with photos :) YEY!
I'm sooo tired :((
finally!!!
Date / Time : Friday, March 13, 2009 / 7:40 PM
 YEYYYY!!!!That guy right there happens to be my driving force. :| HAHA! FOR REAL. When he says this, I need to really do it. And when he says not, I really really reaalllllyyy need to NOT do it :)) That creature right there is my driving force as of the moment and forever will be =)) Oh yes. I just finished all my papers! See? I wasn't into cramming anymore! At least not now. :) To tell you the truth, Green is not really the scary boyfriend type.. He's not even strict.. there's this certain driving force aura that gets me going whenever he says this and that =))
Am I posting too much of Green in here? :)) Oh welllsssssss :))
I'm just proud of myself for being responsible at the moment :) I hope this gets going! :)) And I mean it. :)
I finished my papers.. I finished all of them.. nyenyenyenyenye!! :) :P
YEY!!
So Green's just gonna print it all out and yey to me!! :)
I hope we won't fight tomorrow :) please. :D
I don't wanna go to bed mad at you..
Date / Time : / 4:05 PM
This will be a long post.. :))Okay. Since the moment I opened my eyes this morning, I was working my ass off with this blog and I'm in desperate need to get this thing goin just like before. :) Okay. around 9:30am, I started to fix my stuff and took a bath. I forced my brother to wake up cos we'll drive our ass to school.. pay my tuition and get an exam pass. :) We were in a sour mood. Take note. SOUR MOOD. :| And we talk like asses :| By lunch time, after paying my fee, we ate lunch.. Kuya and I sat there, and finally, on a good mood at that :) Kuya went home and I stayed at the kubo with Bei, Cam, Alex, Shuwaw, Trix and Sharee :) we were supposed to be reviewing when we just settled with laughing and all :)) medyo nainis pa nga yung nasa kabilang kubo cos we're super noisy daw. :| :)) Psych finals was soo easy! :) Yeah! Not naman the loser type of exams.. but it's easy kasi kung ano yung nireview mo, yun talaga yung lumabas sa exam :) Finally, after the exams, I got to let my professors sign my pass :D Green picked me up and brought me home.. and the story goes on like this.......................................................................................................................................... WE HAD A TERRIBLE FIGHTAll was well except that.. when I reach the door of my house.. he said "Hindi na ko papasok.. uwi na ko".. Like WTF?! So I was soo angry and I spoke in a very bitter manner you can't just imagine the way things were outside the house speaking like we are not our normal selves.. Not naman the squatter type. :)) We're like "nagsasagutan".. After 10minutes of fighting..
He asked me what it was that I friggin want then I said don't go home just YET then he turned soo red and got the keys and opened the door and smacked himself on the sofa and just it, he was soo quiet I got startled :)) HAHA! basta basta..
We talked.. tas bati na kami =)) hahaha!
Sobrang naging okay na =)) hahaha! tas ayun.. bati na kami :))))))))))))))
I'm glad we worked things out =)) haha!
Sobrang nagdramahan pa kami =))
Oh well..
Green said I need to finish all the papers needed cos he wants to print it.. he doesn't want me to go get myself to the computer shop which is 3minutes away from my house. :| So he'll be the one to print it.. and I need it all on monday, so like he said, I need to finish it TONIGHT. Not tomorrow and not the sunday morning itself. :| OKAY. :))
HAHA!
So I better go and get to business :)) he'll be pissed =))
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february?
Date / Time : / 5:02 AM
WTH? :))
I have no postsss this february? =))
what the hell just happened?
HAHA!
For effing 28days, I abandoned this blog :(
HAHA!!
Hmm..
Date / Time : / 4:29 AM
What's for today..yeah.
Organizing can be one of the hardest thing I ever have to do with myself :)) YEAHHH. :|:|
Okay. So I need to read my "main points" reviewer..
-wake my brother..
-pay tuition fee.
-get exam pass.
-let em sign exam pass.
-finish exams on psych.
-mcdo with mcdo team :)
-maybe spend time with green.. but not really sure.
TOMORROW..
-Kids for Christ gathering at 8am (thou shall not be late YFC's)
-study math
-finish speech for debate
-Year end hey at CSB for YFC campus based 2pm (not sure) :((
-prepare debate outline.
-talk to Aby or Pia about the debate thingy.
-STUDYYYY MOOOORRREEE: math :)
SUNDAY..
-Study math :)
-keep off the computer area :)) STAY AWAYYY :|:))
-Mass with Green and Dinner as well :)
-Print out work for the speech debate
-be prepared!
MONDAY
-bum day for me!
-study more math :)
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that's it for now. I'll edit soon :)) HAHA!
Hope nothing won't pop unexpectedly. Please.
Someone needs to get organized here.. :))
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blahhh
Date / Time : / 3:58 AM
BLAHHHH..Once I get on with this thing..
I find it hard to stop. :| GAHHH :|:|You see, I'm addicted with too much things on this planet.. And these are not merely addictions.. These are what keeps me goin and kickin and livin` :)) But one thing.. one addiction.. that my guy hates.. Is.. My addiction with the SKY Anything that is involved up above.. The stars, rainbows, moon, clouds and other heavenly bodies! :)) MY FRIENDS KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS! :)).. So there.. He hates my addiction.. well not really hate it-hate it.. but he gets irritated =)) HAHA! I actually collect pictures which I also take :) And he gets much irritated when he sees me taking photos of the sky :)) HAHA! The sky fascinates me.. :) There's this certain joy in me when I freakin get good shots of it or even just seeing the stars or whatsoever :)) HAHA! Ive got several shots of the sky :)) and I lovvvve it :)) on the other hand, Green gets irritated :))  
 See? That's what I'm telling you guys!! :))
Oh I haven't gotten any great and satisfying shots of the moon and stars even the rainbows! :|:| GAHHH. :|:|
The first photo was taken one afternoon at the sea side MOA :)
the second photo was taken one day in Cavite. :) YFC metrocon :D
the third was taken one morning around 9am here in pasig :)
coolio! :))
Alam mo yung???
Date / Time : / 3:48 AM
Okay. Just to give an overview.. :))
This was posted on my multiply.. I actually wrote it
late january-ish.. :))
So there.. Comment if you want :)) I just wanna post it here nothing more nothing less. :))
KK?ALAM MO YUNG???ALAM MO YUNG FEELING
NG NAG ENTRANCE EXAM KA SA
PINAPANGARAP MONG SCHOOL?
TAS ANG TAGAL NUNG TEST RESULTS??
tas sobrang hindi ka SURE kung ano yung results???!
HAHA! Sa totoo lang, yan yung nafifeel ko. Sobrang matutulog na ko pero napaisip ako eh. :| Alam nyo yun? hahaha! Yung feeling na nag test ka sa PINAPANGARAP mong school.. Tas naghihintay ka ng result? Yung tipong hindi mo alam kung san pupunta? Get? Kung OKAY ba o BOO? :| DIBAAAA??? grabe lang. Wala ako sa mood magpaka bob ong, pero dyan ko nalang naicompare yung nararamdaman ko. Tipong swak na swak sakin eh. fit na fit. :| SUPER :)) Yung feeling na naghihintay ka sa pasalubong sayo ng mama at papa mo.. Feeling ng naghihintay ka sa kalaro mong pinapatulog ng tanghali ng lola nya.. pero ibang klase talaga yung feeling na toh. kakaiba sa lahat ng hinihintay mo :)) makukumpara mo talaga sa test results! :)) at take note sa PINAPANGARAP mong school ha! :D Diba? Yung tipong ANG HIRAP HUMINGA?! Yung parang may malaking lump sa throat mo?! :)) grabe!!!! hirap iexplain eh.. pero.. I sipin nyo nalang yung feeling at maiintindihan nyo yung nararamdaman ko lately :)) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! =))))))))))))))) Yan yung nafifeel ko ngayon. Hindi mo alam kung ano mangyayari.. It's either it will turn out the way you want it, but then again, it can also turn out the opposite. :)) :|:|:| Pwedeng okay, pwedeng hindi. EWAAAAAANNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) Pero basta, kahit ano pa tingin mo sa sarili mo. Kahit sobrang napepressure ka, kahit sobrang tingin mo na wala tong patutunguhan, mahal pa din kita? okay ba? TAE ANG MUSHY. PERO sabi nga ng friends ko, wag ka matatakot iexpress yung tunay na feelings mo. :) Kung mahal mo, mahal mo!!! Ipakita mo!! wag mo itago. Pointless eh. ;) haha! Kaya natin toh. Kung may tiwala ka sa sarili mo..at kung may tiwala ka sakin..at kung may tiwala ka kay GOD :)hahahahahha! pero... nevertheless, hindi pa rin nagbabago yung tense, nervous feeling ko! :)) WHATEVEEEERRRR. MATH makes me bonkers foreva! =))
Psych finals
Date / Time : / 3:43 AM
Psych Finals :|I think I gathered enough information and knowledge upon reviewing.. So I think.. I finished what I have to finish :) yey to that!
But I'm actually not satisfied.. I just browsed my notes and made a little effort on reading the main points. So how's that? :)) Out of laziness baby! =))
K. I can't believe I'm actually fixing my blogger :))
I have abandoned this for sometime and I don't know what's the driving force that keeps this blog going.. :)) Oh well.. Maybe it's because I started this blogging thing of mine during the old times :)) And I can basically say that.. maybe, it is the driving force that keeps this thing alive and going.. :)) Too much drama on my older posts give me goosebumps! :)) Man, I was thinking of shutting this blog down.. but too much effort can cause laziness on my part :))
I find it hard to look for my type of skins and to edit such.. So maybe, I'll just stick to this. :|:))
OKAY.
Maybe I'll post something here.. that I kind of wrote on my multiply blog.. and I feel like posting it here. :)
That was wayyy wayy back written last January :)) It kills me :)) HAHA!
but I wanna share it with you guys.. :))
Those melodramatic and pinoy writing style :)) gets me off the hook ya'know =))
KK. :))
Love mode :)
Date / Time : Thursday, March 12, 2009 / 4:11 PM
LOVE modeI'm convincing myself to share photographs here.. But hey me.. I'm too lazy to do it. I need to stop slacking off cos I have final exams tomorrow afternoon.. But my brother and I will eat out so I need to get up early. Plus, I need to remember everything :)) So there. I don't even know why the hell "Love mode" is my title :)) It's what I feel for the a month and 9days? :)) HAHA! K. Too detailed. :)) I'm feeling a little light and inspired as well.. Green knows how to make me feel light whenever I feel low :| HAHA! At least green and I never wasted any of our time.. haha! So what's the connection right there? Sorry for ranting senseless stuff. :| I knowwww right. :)) Let's have a last serious entry for the day shall we? :) ------ the real title..: LOVE MODEI don't know how cliche can this post get, but Love makes me happy! Love makes it all worthwhile.. Have you ever felt like you love the person so much, it's not family-like love or friend-like love? :) it's the romantic love.. the burning love you have not just for a family or for a friend.. It's more than love.. It's not just love.. It's friendship and it's passion. :) I don't know how many times Ive been hurt or how many times I tried to keep up with all the love battling issues.. But this time, I'll give the best shot ever.. The shot I could ever give :) They say "Love Moderately".. Yes indeed. Perhaps we must not lose ourselves with this love issues cos for all we know, it might not be forever sturdy as what we expect it to be. We must try our hardest to keep this love burning and as you grow together, many battles, challenges will keep you away from the goal.. You, for example.. must keep the other individual.. you must help each other while battling with all the heartaches and major dramas of the lovelife.. :)) It takes TWO to tango. :) And things will never work right if only ONE is dancing to the love's tune of battles. :) I could never explain much cos never was I an expert with this love thingy.. It's just that experiences mold you and keep you and make you stronger than what you are before :) I am thankful I have my Family to love.. my Friends to love.. and my very own Greenie to love :) Just so you know..
I call my bebe "green"..
and he calls me "blue"..
were not the mushy type..
so let's just stick to it :))
K. whatever. :))
HAHA!
Imma study now..
Oh Oh! I fixed my comment box! :D
You guys can comment na :)
Thanksssssss!!
wish me luck! :) Finals is soooo there =)) It is sooo on baby! So on!!
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unexpectedly :)
Date / Time : / 3:58 PM
YEY for TODAY! :)So yeah. I had a good day :)
Lunch at kat's place :) Sure fun fun thing! :) I lovvvvveeee it! :)
I went home to sleep.. then told Green to wake me up at 3pm. :)
he did. I woke up after 30minutes :)) HAHA!
Then he went by.. like 4-7pm :)
I LOVE IT :)
So imma study Psych already or Green will be pissed :)) HAHA!
Hope we'll spend MOREEEE time together :))
haha!
Can I just shut the ef up? =))
:)
Date / Time : / 3:50 AM
Smile and Be happy!Okay. I have been trying to make up for this blog. This blog has been abandoned for months I guess? Or so.. :))
So there..
Things are a little fast paced but nonetheless, I still feel happy every time I try to look back. It's a shame for me to live a fast life but hey, come to think of it, reality says HELLO to me oh. oh.oh.. =)) This is the life that we have to live with. We are just creatures of the planet earth and when it's time to go, you will have to go.
I can't picture myself dying yet.. It's not time I think.. But when reality knocks at your door, you will eventually think of the possibilities.. The creepy and weird thoughts would mesh with your thinking and you'll end up imagining things =)) have you ever dealt with such? =))
I can still remember sophomore year.. I was the girl who plans what shall the people do if I die. :| HAHA! I already prepared the song and practically wrote myself a eulogy =)) see? I'm that crazy. Life can be crazy noh? =)) HAHA!
But putting things in perspective and having the abstract fashion of thinking, you'll end up happy in life :) Sure do, things can break your heart.. Maybe somewhere in your journey, you will have to deal with these problems non stop and fall apart and you'll go back to zero and learn from your mistakes and do the same.. That's how life goes. It's I think meant to be like that. If life would just be happy and joyful and there will be no worries? How else would you feel you're living? :)
Living life for others is a life worth living :) --quote from i don't know.. :))
But see? You have to live for others also. :) Your life is not just about you and you have to consider others too. :) It's this thing when you finally realize that it's not just about you and you are not the center of the earth that everybody would live JUST FOR YOU :)
You know this but if it weren't for the "rubbing in" you won't realize this would you? :)
Staying happy with your life is your choice. :) You won't be happy unless you let yourself out and just be happy! :)
Moping will make you crazy.
Being devastated for the longest time of your existence won't help either :)
So all you have to do is smile and be happy and try to work things out for the benefit of the people around you and for a healthy you! :D
KBYE :)) haha!
sick :| :))
Date / Time : / 3:17 AM
(managing to have a SERIOUS post) "Stay. Please."This isn't any other melodramatic entry.. It's what I really feel and let's just stick to what's real shall we? Last night, I was just so determined to finish my reviewer in Psychology.. cos yeah, I'm planning to study everything teeday :) As usual, Green and I texts much and there.. the main point of this entry has been given birth last night. :| Blue: magaabroad ka?
Green: Hindi ko pa alam eh..
Blue: ahh..
Green: bakit? May prob? Ayaw mo ba?
Blue: (mahaba yung nireply ko :)))
Green: okay lang naman eh.. hindi lang tayo magkikita pero may communication pa rin..
Blue: okay. :)I was not at all devastated but my mind swindled for about 20 minutes and I'm glad I got to talk with Crushie, Bea and Daryll. Besner, on the other hand was I think, asleep.. haha!
(but I got to talk to her at least early this morning) :D
See? the fact that you have to be literally away from each other. :|
It gives me non stop chills :|
I can't just let this one slip away.. :|
I have experienced being away from my family and friends.. All the same feeling.. but different people concerned..
But yeah, this one's different.. Being away with your boyfriend is NOT very easy. :|
Staying together by heart and being apart literally is still a question. Would things work out? Would it STILL work out? :|
I don't wanna think about this yet.. But I feel dumbfounded. :|:|
I tell you, you won't fully understand how it really feels.. It's not at all very easy to handle. It's something to work double up here..
hayy..
I guess everything will be okay. I will just have to pray and trust whatever it is to God :)
And yeah, Trust Greenie! :)
KBYE. :|HAHA
I need to finish my speech for the debate. man. This is soo not cramming :) I'm soo puhroud! :))
Boringgg
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 11:39 AM
Boring.K. Today was $%*^&@!! hellafa day. :| Stupid history exams got busted cos the prof was absent. HELLO. :| Then went on.. speechcomm was as stupid :| Went home around lunch time. Super hot day. :| WHADDAHELL. :| K. So I'm doing this new entry thing cos it's so boring. Well, I should've been studying for Psych exams.. Exams will be on friday btw.. and it friggin kills me just lookin at the chapters itself. :| mann. What college life could bring is soo TOXIC. :| Green has been very patient with me. I'm super cranky lately and childish and all I hoped for was the "sky".. Watching the sky and Green is still... Patient :| K. :)) We've been spending much time together lately.. at least for 3 consecutive days I think.. :) green would spend his afternoons with me.. :) Bonding.. Sleeping and all :D We were much too happy to eat :)) HAHA :)) Okay. Have been talking about Green for like forever now =)) I need to effing finish the reviewer.. Or should I say, I NEED TO START doing a reviewer and review na! =)) Green would be sick if he learns I'm so lazy and I'm back to "cramming" again. PUHLEASE. Heya guys! Update me your links :D
I'll edit my links sometime after finals week :)
KThanks :)I'm out!
I need to review for psych. :((
Understand :)
Date / Time : Monday, March 09, 2009 / 6:19 AM
I know.. and I undertsand.. :]Okay. here's the thing.. I kind of felt a little light a while ago. It seems like Arvin and I spend more time together now :) But then again, come to think of it.. We'll be even more busy all through out our existence :) I am scared that maybe, the busy ness will affect us :)) HAHA! but then again, I trust God :) I just feel good that everything's okay :) So there. I think that there'll be more challenges to come.. but (hey, I don't want to be mushy :))) but.. but I know that as long as we understand each other, we'll be forever :) YEY! haha! --- It's his pre board exams schedule for today until wednesday :) Galingan mo green! :]Last night was great :) Like any other weekend, Arvin and I went to hear mass at around 8pm because he had the YFC thing that afternoon. :) I wasn't able to come cos I was super TIRED. And I mean TIRRRRRED :| Okayyyy wait.. :| I'll re-construct! :)) MARCH SEVEN--The consolidation of plans day for us! :| Stupid CWTS. :| I mean it's not really something to get tired of or to bug about. But it's stupid :))
--Went to Anne's place, me bei and trix then ian and gail went by.. We had to go fix ourselves for the night but me bei and trix went back to school after lunch for our majors.. Ms. Tintin bersola was just so awesome :) She's super great! :) YEYEYY!!!! :D haha!
--HASSSSSLLLLE:|:|
--Me and bei went to Bei's place.. to get fixed and prepped up for ca's party :) Got freshen up and manicure and make up then dressed up then went to the party. :) btw, the party is soo awesome. :)) somewhat like a celebrity daze off party :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CA! :)
--then after the event proper, everyone was served with alcohol :)) HAHA! they were all wasted and drunk :)) whatv. :))
--Slept at bei's place. Arvin was just pissed off cos it's super late na then I want to go home. :| he's irritated.
So I went home after lunch yesterday..
we were both pissed off so I snoozed and when i woke up.. we went to mass with ate Ten and ate Aulen and Atta :)
Then there!
Arvin went here, and we had a good talk. :) haha! Always naman eh. :))
I love spending my time with him :)
More of this!! yey to three! :D
So there.. Maybe we'll have more busy moments, so I just want to savor the moments. :)
i love it :D
Good night :)
Date / Time : Wednesday, March 04, 2009 / 5:23 PM
Good nightAh yeah. It's already almost 10pm. I haven't studied for speech comm. Unit test tomorrow.. LONG LONG TEST :|:| Must be really an effer :))haha! I feel the need to update this blog. =)) oh well. maybe I'll be more instinctive if I'll do it some other time. K bye :D i love you, Green
Bored. TO DEATH :|
Date / Time : Tuesday, March 03, 2009 / 3:09 PM
Can I just type out of boredom? =)) aksdhsodfheiurhnfklwdnfcsdkjf wonderful! :|
haha! Yeah. This is surprising, but I have been overcoming "cramming" for the past weeks :)
Maybe Green influenced me :D
I love it.
Anyway, looks like someone sounded so smart she requires a kiss on her foot. wth? :|
So there. I love this day. Yet it's so ordinary that you could just smack yourself and HELLO reality :)) haha!
KK. I don't know how else could I prolong the senseless entry I'm trying to make. :|
whatev.
RANT NANANA :)
Date / Time : / 2:26 AM
Happy THREE :) yey! It's me and my boyfriend's monthsary today :) So shall I write about it? :)) haha! School's a little crazy as always. :| I'll post whatever details I shall post later. :D hmm.. KK? :) This is a happy happy day! :D yey to our first month!!
Just bored. :))
Date / Time : Monday, March 02, 2009 / 8:09 PM
There isn't anything important to do today or shall I say, I haven't figured what stuff must I accomplish for today. :| So there. I'm planning to shut down my blogspot. :| :)) haha! But there there.. Still, I won't. :| anyhoo, Friday was senseless :| I forgot what we did last friday. :| It's just another ordinary day I think.. Except that my friends went to hung themselves out at Drew's.. So basically, I did not join them. :| I was supposed to finish stuff, whatever stuff I have. :)) Saturday was HH day :) Being the full detailed story teller.. I would love to make kwento about what happened. Or just the higlights of it. :) I thought I was late cos I slept the afternoon before HH. It was supposed to start at around 4pm.. But I arrived at Joshie's at around 4:30. :| When I got there, the boys are already outside.. wearing SHORTS. :) Then they told me that it's DOTA day and I will be eaten by Luther (Joshie's pet dog) cos I was wearing pants. :| :)) Everyone was wearing shorts :| :)) whatev. :)) (lack of interest or just lazy to be detailed at the moment....) So there.. Merienda first.. then sharing and stuff :) I was "LUTONG LUTO" :)) The boys won't stop unless I tell the love story I have :|:| pshh. :)) Those boys.. =)) Imma cut the "going-home" part of the HH cos it's not at all significant na. :) haha! everyone went home late na.. but we had fun. :) yey!! Looking forward for more HH :D Sunday was said to be "peer tutorial" day. KFINE.:|:|:| Only a few came =)) so there. I was supposed to study MATH. But I ended up snoozing off =)) so sorry. :| So there. :)) 6pm to 10pm was bluegreen bonding time :) After loooong days of not seeing each other (practically seeing each other at least once a week.. so I don't know why the heck it feels like a long time already).. :)) no more details! :) haha! Went to mass and the rest is history. :) Fun fun time at my house.. :) with my brother and sisters around :D yey! :D happy night :D I enjoyed every bit of my weekend :D Green made it all :D yey! So whatever. Bad english. western grammar and typos, IDC :)) so be it. I'm still being the "A" I was before. So heck I don't really could tell if bad writing is a sin. :| Just hoping for better ideas and styles to come up when I grow old. KK? :)) don't judge the style =)) It's "S" I knoww :))
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