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Hello! :) I'm Althea. Studying at Miriam College. You can call me Thea, Thei, Aila, Lai, Aia, Yayay, Permy, Spermy, sushigirl or Blue :)
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    family dayyy
    Date / Time : Sunday, November 30, 2008 / 6:29 PM
    After many busy months..

    We finally decided to unwind and uhm.. have a one-time-big-time :D
    yeyyy!!

    Morning was random.. i just lovvve Keeping up with the Kardashians...
    read a book.
    slept at around 12nn.. woke up at around 2pm :D
    ate lunch..
    took a bath..
    off to the mall.

    My brother, my sister and Ate Lot watched twilight. :)
    yeah.. I knowww right..
    I kind of felt bad coz I kind of dragged them there :)) haha!
    I actually wanna watch Bolt too.. But then again.. Oh wellsss..

    basta basta..
    nakakapagod magkwento. :)

    I had a fun fun fun day! :)


    wala lang again
    Date / Time : Saturday, November 29, 2008 / 6:58 PM
    MMMKAYYY..

    Hmm. Last thursday, speech comm was at it's best :) yeah.. :)
    and our prof said something like this..
    The tongue is the most poisonous part of the body...

    And I was like true..true..very true..

    Cos yeah. There are instances in my life where in I practically made a poisonous attack with the use of my tongue.. There are these moments where I couldn't and I wouldn't use my mind.. I would just utter those silly words.. the words that are yet to be forbidden after it was said.. and yes, there are moments when you wish you just shut the fuck up and took time to breathe and talked less..
    But I guess everyone did the same.. We wouldn't even learn these if we weren't as bad..
    So.. Let me just share a little story.. hey I'm not sure if I'll be able to share it in an appropriate way because I'm doing a spontaneous writing.. I'm not thinking ahead.. so maybe.. this will just come up..

    I was actually one of the i-dont-mind-what-you-guys-would-feel-i-am-hurt-too kind of girl.. There are moments when people just end up arguing and hurting each other much and all you wanna do is like fight back and get even with all the people who hurt you.. It's the one time big time where you would attack and you won't listen to anyone..
    yeahhh.. I was once one of the kinds.. I don't think before I open my mouth.. and the next thing I know.. The freakin poisonous words are out.. I was also one of the most sensitive girls before, but then come to think of it, I would definitely give in to hurtful manners of speaking to the odd one. :| It's just ever so hard for me to keep my feelings. I am like a bomb.. I actually burst and explode with no such further notice.. It's lame I know.. but that was before..

    There are times when we were very angry and all you can think of is yourself.. Getting mad and all Miss shouty is a selfish kind of act. It's one of the most selfish things you could ever do. Imagine.. thinking of yourself being bombard.. yeah yeah.. you're hurt.. you fuckin wanna scream too and you feel aggravated.. you feel agitated.. you are soo mad and you wanna fight back.. but it's just selfish of you to think of just yourself.. See? We people are selfish.. we don't think of what others might feel.. All we wanna do is get even.. you hurt my feelings, I'd hurt yours too.. that's the way we live.. but people, we can't live with it all our life.. we have to change.. We need to..

    I am very sorry for all the hurtful words I ever said.. :|:|
    I am at progress with this recovering..
    I am one of the worsts people you'll ever encounter when I'm mad err angry..
    I'm kind of impossible..
    But yeah, I swear to change.. change for the better..

    what the fuck is the purpose of my post?
    Nothing really.. I just felt like being sorry for all the mean words I have ever said.. whatever. I'm trying to change.. :))

    ..Don't say a word when you're angry.
    Keep quiet when you're angry...


    wala lang
    Date / Time : / 6:10 PM
    May mga... (dot..dot..dot).. weh. corniii =))

    Ngayon ko lang literal na naisip at natanggap at sobrang naabsorb na may mga taong mawawala talaga at talagang mawawala na.. Hindi sila patay.. pero hindi mo na rin sila mararamdaman.. So may mga tao talagang nag momove on sa buhay nila.. Yung tipong hindi ka na makakarinig ng mga bagay tungkol sa kanila.. Well, sad to say.. pero ganun talaga.. we don't know baka ganto rin tingin nila satin.. Pero talagang big help ang communication.. :) haha!
    Anyway, feeling ko (feeler kasi ako eh :)) ) well, feeling ko hindi ako madaling makalimot.. Hanggang ngayon nga hinahanap ko pa rin yung bestfriend ko nung grade1.. Si Consi.. Naaalala ko sya ng malupit.. Well, hindi ko alam kung naaalala pa nya ko.. Pero hindi ako nasasad.. Kasi siguro.. hindi ako magiging ganto kung sa way ng buhay ko, hindi ko nakilala ang mga taong kilala ko.. Kahit na hindi ko na sila nakikita or nakakausap.. Iba ang mundo pag may taong nakilala ka.. at nakasama kahit saglit lang..

    OKAYYYY.. Sorry kung naover dose ako sa pelikula at libro.. lalo na sa book review namin sa Speech Comm na The five people you meet in Heaven.. Basta basta..

    Pero thankful ako sa mga taong simula ng natuto akong makipagkaibigan, ay kaibigan ko na.. at kaibigan ko pa rin hanggang ngayon.. Kilala nyo na sarili nyo :) Thankful talaga ko dahil nandyan kayo.. Nakilala at nakasama.. May mga times nga lang na hindi na tayo nagkikita.. pero forever kayo sa heart ko :)

    Obvious bang pinigilan ko ang pagiging mushy ko? =))

    Thankful din ako sa mga taong kahit wala na sa Pilipinas, hindi pa rin nakakalimot.. Oh size 7 yung paa ko ah. :)) Joke..

    Anyhoo, fulfilling din yung pakiramdam, na nagstay ka sa buhay ng isang tao.. Yung nagreciprocate yung tagal ng friendship nyo.. Gets? Parang ang saya lang.. It makes me wanna scream to the world.. scream my heart out and be proud of the togetherness. :)

    Dahil sa mundo natin, pamilya lang ang FOREVER.. Hindi man yan literal. PLEASE lang ha.. wag tayong literal. ;)) haha! Ayun.. at piling pili at bilang na bilang lang ang mga taong magsestay sa forever mo. :)

    feeling ko, overused na ang forever..

    Masaya lang ako at malungkot at the same time.. Kung pwede lang natin balik balikan ang mga moments.. :)

    uulitin ko, wag tayong literal.. hindi toh lovelife.. kundi simple life lang..

    Hayyy.. basta masaya ko dahil kahit papano, marunong ako sa buhay kaibigan.. Gets? :) Hindi ako anti-social at walang problema sa crowd. :) ang problema lang eh.. matagal bago ko matanggap na may mga taong... basta basta nalang nawawala... at dahil dyan, wag na natin silang pagusapan pa. :)) JOOOOKE haha!

    Last time, may nabasa akong quote.. sabi..
    wag na tayo malungkot dahil may mga nawala..
    dahil dapat maging masaya tayo sa mga natira at hindi nawala satin :)


    Parang ganyan yung message nung quote :)
    So gets? Dapat thankful tayo kahit papano.. kahit nawala na mga tao tao... at lalong lalo na, dapat.. thankful tayo sa mga nagsestay pa.. :)

    Lomo Cam
    Date / Time : / 3:36 PM
    Me likeyyy!!

    Ate bananas oreo and peanut butter :) that's lovvvve :)
    anyway, I want a Lomo cam.. wala lang.. But not want-want. I just find it cutesyy.. :)
    haha!

    anyway, I am planning to shop 2 weeks from now. I bet I can squeeze shopping on my freakin loser sched. So there..
    Oh oh oh! We built the christmas tree, I knowww right. Just now.. But then.. :D
    I still can't feel the christmas spirit. Tsk.
    I still am waiting for shibooiiii =))



    couch potato for a day :))
    Date / Time : / 11:46 AM
    Oh yeah!
    Pulease. I ould never want this day to eeeend!!

    Alrighteeee..
    I have been dosing with lots and lots and lots of flicks! :))
    Been a couch potato since I woke up..
    First was The Bodyguard How I lovvvve Kevin Costner..
    Second was Never been Kissed It was one hellafa`n old film.. But then, I just soo love OLD films.. And the story was just ever so greeeaat and yeah.. I got kilig again for the last 8minutes of drooling over David Aquette :))
    Third movie was Nanny Diaries Oh yeah. The harvard Hottie is real HOTTTT :)) and can I just add that I lovvvve watching TV?! Especially when I'm alone? :))

    Being a couch potato for a day is extravagantly ticking me off :))
    oh well, there there.. I built a plan on my head that I would definitely buy the movie cd's I love and kind of watch it over and over again!!!

    I realized that.. uhm.. Every film I watched today (as of the moment...) has to do with a little love thingy. :|:| It is soo fuckin funny and lame cos I could never understand my "state-of-the-heart" right nowww.. I am a bit getting sick of all the LOVE films :)) hahaha! But then, imma watch twilight with my brother tomorrow.. I hope soo..
    Puhlease..

    Don't you just lovvvvve being a couch potato? :)

    i want to have a sushi doll
    Date / Time : / 8:48 AM
    sushi doll plesssss =))

    I love love love sushi :) :">:">:">
    wala lang..
    I am being my old sentimental self. I'm hungry. :)
    I can't help but say AWWWWWWWWWWWWW :">:">:">:">:">

    HAPPY CRUSH?
    Date / Time : / 8:07 AM

    drawing yan ng happy crush ko na si SUSHI BOY :)
    :">:">:"> hahaha!!

    shut up
    Date / Time : / 7:05 AM
    I want to shuttttt you out. :|

    Yeah.
    You are a fuckinnn liar. A fuckin hypocrite. A fuckinnn lame excuse maker. :|
    I can't believe I'm actually friends with you. You will never be a good person. That's why all these troubles are here.. that's why you're facing every bit of traumatic experience. I am actually sad for you at first. But when I learned that you are a fuckin EXCUSE MAKERRR I kind of pity your soul and your relationship with God. How dare you! How fuckinnn dare you do this to everyone. You are such a BITCH. :| I knowww I'm being my mean unreasonable self as what everyone might think.. Go ahead. Judge all you want..
    Anyway, being my empathic self, I am fooled by you. You are such a liar. You can't go because blah dee blah dee blah.. then I learned you fuckin went to some other place for fun? Why can't you be so real? :|:|:| You are not my friend anymore. :|
    I HATE YOU BOTH. I FUCKINNNN SWEARRRR. :|:|:|
    I HATE TO HATE YOU, BUT YOU FUCKIN MADE ME WANT TO. :|
    SO THAT'S JUST IT.

    EF-OWWW

    SAD PEYYSSS :))
    Date / Time : / 7:02 AM
    Finally my blogger is now cooperating :)

    Morning was crucial for me.. I have a lot of dreams.. I feel really really sick. I feel tired and all. Went downstairs for a movie catch.. I think I need to unwind.. I watched The Bodyguard which in the fuckin end, made my heart thump real bad and real suckierrr than ever. It's not a good ending for the film must I say. :)) It left a scar in my fuckin heart. :)) I love Kevin Costner reallyyy!!! :)
    Thinking I need another movie, currently watching Daddy Day Camp.. Mind you, for the nth time since november fuckin started :))

    AIA AIA AIA WANTS TO POST SOMETHING! =)
    Date / Time : Friday, November 28, 2008 / 7:54 PM
    Okay. I'm restle4ss. Computer is not cooperating.
    I'm sick of everything.
    I have ashma attacks early this evening. :|
    that's fuckinnn lame. :|
    I love my stuff toys.
    okayyy.. that's random.
    I hate travelling nowww.
    still wanna be a wine expert..
    Knee is still stupid.
    Had an accident last weekend. :|
    can't believe it's friday!
    ecstatic that it's friday!
    blogger is being a fucccckkkkkin fuckkkkktard.
    I have lots of photos again.
    Blogger is soo stupid for me this night :|
    i love eheads forever. :)
    I painted my nails again.
    I have painsss :))
    I love this day.. but I hate it morrrre. :|
    whatever.
    I still suck at math.
    no views of improvement as of the moment.
    nearly finishing the book review. that's a bonus! :)
    loves to laugh.
    still Nique's..
    still a sushi girl though..
    loves shiiibii :))
    twilight lovvviiinnnn.
    pissed off with someone. :|
    wants a lomo cam.
    and DSLR.
    wants a car.
    swept away with the dream hot pink with green stars topdown volvo. :(
    inlove :)
    ...with God :)
    still a boring kind of person.
    Land line is still broken.
    hating 5300.
    sick of everything.
    sick of the malfunctioning blogger. :|:|
    wants to sleep.

    what is wrong with my blogger?? :|
    Date / Time : / 7:39 PM
    THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH IT :(

    Wine Expert (:
    Date / Time : Wednesday, November 26, 2008 / 8:26 AM
    Have I ever mentioned that I want to be a Wine expert someday??
    Yeah. Pretty stupid and weird and strange.. But then again, I would love to be a wine expert. :) It is so great to be one! :)) haha! Oh well, I'm in love with old old old movies and old old old songs. I don't know what happened to me :)) HAHA! It all started when I finally dug some albums of music that belongs to my mom and dad.. I opened my heart again to the Beatles :) and after that, I started looking for the betamax tapes and VHS tapes =))
    Then I watched Benny and Joon (which is sooooo soooooo cool for me) :))
    Oh.. am I being my random OLD self again? :))
    whatever.
    I finished revising my psych paper. :::::
    And.. it's still an hour before our Psychology class. :::::
    I love psych class.. though my lids are heavier than ever :))
    Our barkada will be watching Twilight this monday. Can't wait. :))
    But I'm sure we'll never be complete. :( I miss Wys :(
    Tisha would watch it with her college friends. :( that's sick. ::
    whateverrrr. haha! Joke.
    I still am happy and waiting and wishing and hoping and praying for my sushi lovvvve =))
    you know i know.. we all knowwwww =))

    Date / Time : Monday, November 24, 2008 / 5:10 PM
    BENNY AND JOON
    IS SOOO ON TV NOW!!


    I JUST LOVE IT. :))

    I told myself not to get on :|
    Date / Time : / 4:58 PM
    Freakin temptationsss...

    This is so stupid.
    I need a new bed :)) haha! I want a laptop.. I want a car and I need a new camera :)) fukkk. :)))
    I am currently waiting for Benny and Joon.. I love Johnny Depp! :)))))) oh freakin gooosssh. I am soo wanting to watch that old film since forever. :)) Oh deyymmm..
    The tip of my upper lip is itching.. I have a stupid red dot on the middle :| Fukkkk.
    Anyway, I told myself a while ago not to get on.. School is on again tomorrow and I'm soo hating it. :| The schedule is so fuckin lame. :| I need to like get up by 4 in the morning...

    I am wanting to finish every single book I bought. And that's a little too impossible by now.. :|:| I have 8 more books.. That's soo lame of me to never really started on those. Yeah yeah. I am very much focused on the twilight series :) I just love Edward Cullen :)) I knowwww right. I have heard some of the haters.. but then again, I'm not affected :)) haha! I still have the chills for it. I lovvve em lols :))

    I miss eating Jap food :| Haven't even eaten sushi for like 3 weeks. That's unusual for me..
    I still love my Shiboiiii :)) Oops. That's just a little crush. :)) Oh well. :))
    I miss highschool. :) I have held most of my memorable moments in there.. Wishing not to bury them. :)))) =))
    Imma go now. :|:|
    I'm lovin` these dramas on TV :))

    ..still waiting for Benny and Joon in Star movies baby! :))

    tsk!
    Date / Time : / 4:54 PM
    Can I just freakin say..
    I want NEED a laptop!!!


    whatever.
    Date / Time : / 8:37 AM
    I can't think of a decent title. :|

    I miss everyone actually. :|
    That's just it.
    I crahed my nails last last night. It is stupid :| I knowwww. :|
    Or yeah, whatever. I finished my 2 papers due on wednesday.. Isn't it great? I didn't cram!!! kewwwl.
    Well, I need to check out some sites for my history class. I love history but I fuckin hate the schedule. :| I also am starting to hate my teacher. :|:|:| BS. :|

    Oh wellsss.. what else could I say? :|
    Hmm. Oh! My right knee still hurts and I can't stretch em good.. and uhm, I still take lots of medications.. and and.. and what else? I love SPRITE!! yey! I'm so random.

    Wait.
    I despise em those who aren't individually oriented with the independence that the worlds need to learn. :|
    People sometimes need to stand with their own feet. It's the YOU. like get it? :|
    I need not speak western something something here.. but then again.. I find stupid issues. Nobody wants to be left alone.. but sometimes, you need to be alone to learn! and to understand! :| things are different now.. I look at it differently. :|

    People change :))
    Date / Time : Sunday, November 23, 2008 / 7:12 PM
    Yes. It is true. :| People change. and that's normal.
    What I don't understand is.. Why the hell people would ever wanna change with no further notice? It's confusing and it's terribly disappointing. You'll end up questioning yourself what the fuck went wrong.. what happened? What is the freakin problem? :|:|
    Nobody is to be blamed.. but..yes ofcourse, change is essential to us.. But.. but it'll be better if you could like tell what happened, what's the purpose of all the changing? :)) it seems really stupid of me being like this. But for a fact, that I too don't know is.. why did it ever occur to me that being affected with all the changes?

    Anyhoo, I still have 2 papers due on wednesday and haven't started on anything yet. :| As in BLANK :)) hahaha! Having a twisted knee is not an excuse.. I knowwwww. :))
    so alright.. whatever. Imma watch take the lead for I need to make a reaction paper.. and I need to interview my brother.. he's a psych graduate and there there there.. whatever. :|
    I hate HOMEWORKS! :))

    I hate history. :| I have a stupid teacher :|:|:|
    SHE IS SOOO STEEEWWWPEHD! :|:|:|:|:| (sorry)

    crap again. crap forever
    Date / Time : Saturday, November 22, 2008 / 8:35 PM
    Yeah. :|
    That explains it all. CRAPPPPP. CRAP CRAPPITY CRAP CRAP CRAP.
    Shit happens.

    Imma go straight to the point. HAHA.
    My day was nothing but normal. Except that stupid things happen..
    afternoon was great.. then... rehearsals for the show.. oh wait.. before the show...
    after putting on some "muddy" make up on my face, I went inside the dressing room and had a little joke time with my TKM Family.. Some are still busy with all the make ups.. haha! So there. My costume is long, but you can see right through it.. Not really see clearly.. but it shows my insides a little. So captain asked me to wear "CYCLING SHORTS". That's the stupidest thang ever :)) but believe me, it did help! :D going back to the show...
    It was okay. Everything's fine.. then mysterious things happened.. and for me, I was a knee twister. Yeah. There you go.. a literally knee twisting happened while I was changing the set. So there.. I actually crawled my ass off to the backstage then with shitty reasons, nobody was even there to like help me instantly. I can't call for attention because the show must go on.. So I was like crawling my ass for like 5minutes.. :)) haha! That's funny. Although I'm unconsciously crying.. That's so stupid..
    The show is actually about to end when this stupidity happened.. I was really hurting.. at first, I am still trying to orient myself with what happened.. how it happened and how to BREATHE. :)) I crawled then thank heavens, ate Krishna was there to like accompany me, she asked ate Toni and ate Toni asked ate Z to drag me :)) haha!! It was great :)) =)) Then I actually forgot what happened next.. basta they are putting ice on my twisted knee and called the security for I dont know.. hahaha! All the manongs and manangs and the security are present.. shit. :)) haha! what happened next ba?
    Basta next thing na naaalala ko, sumasakit na talaga yung right part of my lower limb. And yes, LOWER LIMB. Hindi na sya basta KNEE lang.. yung lower limb na yung sumasakit.. So ate Z and I are trying to stretch my right leg.. then it hurt bigtime! :| haha! basta everything blurred na.. hindi ko na matandaan.. lahat nagpapanic.. then captain suddenly cried. Tas lahat na ng TKM, lahat ng tao.. buong Teatro na umiiyak and affected.. :(( basta ang sickening nung moment. Parang nakakabadtrip talaga kasi ang sama sama ng itsura naming lahat. It was a memorable night.. So yun.. next ay sinakay na ko sa stretcher.. tas ambulance.. tas nagiiiyak pa rin lahat.. basta. Naiiyak din ako kasi.. My lower limb hurts a lot.. I suddenly forgot how to handle my asthmatic issues then I was touched by everyone.. Lahat sila nandyan para sakin.. Sobrang nakakaiyak yung moment.. hayy..
    Basta basta,,. Naging okay din ako.. :) in the end, okay lahat. :D
    basta thank you sa lahat ng nagpray, sa lahat ng sumama sakin sa hospital, sa mga umiyak, sa lahat ng nagworry, sa lahat ng nagpray..
    Sorry sa hassle. :(( haha!
    Bawi ako.

    I LOVE YOU TKM. :)
    THANK YOU SO MUCH. :)

    TKM IS LOVE. SUPER LOVE LOVE LOVE.

    ATE KRISSY, momma. Thanks sa concern. sorry naaaa.
    ATE KAKA, sorry :( feeling ko I let you down. :(( sorrrrryyyyy :( thanks sa concern :)
    ATE TAGAY, dadda! Thanks sa concern :)
    ATE Z,haha!!!! thanks sa pagasikaso P.B. :D thanks din sa concern
    CAPTAIN GIANS, HAHAHA! =)) unang umiyak.. you'll be my cycling master :) Thanks sa concern :)
    ATE DUARD, ate duard, sorry kung naiyak ka. thanks din :)
    ATE CRESPO,thanks dahil pinagpray mo ko, sorry din :(
    ATE ISA,thanks set head :) sorry din :(
    ATE OLA,thanks din, kasama ka sa ambulance :D sorry din..
    ATE JAYCEL,
    ATE TONI,
    ATE KRISHNA,
    ATE ROJI,
    ALY,
    RANDY,
    KESHA,
    TIHN,
    BEBS,
    ATE NIETTO,
    ATE MARTHA,
    ATE MINDY,

    (next time na yung mga message ko individually.. haha! inaantok na ko, nakuha ko pa magcomputer :)) )

    TKM, I LOVE YOU. SUPER. AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY MEAN IT. :) THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME. IT WAS A NIGHT I WON'T EVER FORGET. HAHAHA! =)) I LOVE YOU GUYS, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I DO :) and kuya says thanks you very much. :) hindi na daw sya nakapagthank you dahil umalis na kayo agad. haha! HOPEFULLY I WON'T "MISS" YOU ALL.. AND WHEN I SAY "MISS" WITH QUOTATION MARKS, ALAM NA.. HOPEFULLY I'LL STAY SA TEATRO.. :D I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL :D ....FOREVER =))

    Trying and Dying LOLSSS
    Date / Time : Sunday, November 16, 2008 / 4:36 PM
    Oh yeah..
    Since I'm trying my hardest to be whatever I needed to be...
    I am dying seriously :))

    Need I say more? Oh did I ever mention that I haven't recognized what WEEKEND really means? :|:| HAHA! Talk about restlessness :|:|:|:|:|
    Hmm.. Another very cliche post of mine. :| whatever.

    Uhm.. I need a good break. :) Really. After all these works? Man, somebody needs to give me a reward :)) lols. :))

    I have a line up of my activities for the week.. and it's again, pretty tight. :| Ugh. I need rest.. :|:|:| I promise I won't be hard on myself after these.. after our show.. hayyy.. :|:|:|

    bored
    Date / Time : / 4:31 PM
    Finally! :))
    I will be able to blog a little :)
    Well this past few days, I may say that I'm struggling. Struggling in and on everything. And when I say everything I MEAN IT. :|
    School clashes with Theater and maybe I will be dying soon. Soon after realizing how sick I am :|
    Plus, people around me acts really annoying at times and therefore, I am to be beheaded :)) LOLSSS. :| Don't mind my foolishness at the moment. :|
    Hmm..

    I woke up early (again) because of the WCSA. :| We freshies are required to attend the opening, since Miriam College is the host of the event. :) Yeehuhh! Anyhoo, I am about to die and I can't get up.. but then, I realized that I will get an instant 5 in PE :) YIPEEEE! So there. It didn't take long for me to reach Katipunan.. I bought LIPOVITAN :)) HAHA! Soorrrrryyyy naaaa! Grabe lang diba.. Oh well.. Dosed off with too much caffeine :) But it's fine. :>
    After WCSA, went back to school for Teatro.. then nagrehearse a little. :) I was soo hyper :)) I saw my happy crush and we smiled at each other :) HE is so cute :)) HAHAHA! iffeminate I must say. Oh whateverrrr!! Sorry Ive been crushing on both guys and girls at the moment. Talk about gender issues? :)) PFT. :)))))))))))))) SCARRRRRRRY!! :))

    Whatever.
    Date / Time : Monday, November 10, 2008 / 5:02 PM
    Another post of a bored little girl :|

    Yeah. :| I knowwww right. Obviously, things are not as what I expected them to be. And I'm starting to feel like living a random carefree life. :| Wait. Yeah I know.. If I was to live my overly boring life, I might be whacking everyone else and being as stupid in decision making as I am, you can't truly enjoy living it. Unless you're ME :) Yeah. Little girl called "ME apparently is a very very optimistic creature. Like I'm enjoying living my no-party kind of life :D and yes, I admit that living this kind of boring life is pretty amazing. Except that sometimes, it gets old and sometimes, trying to take control of living a normal life gets out of hand and it really becomes very sickening. :| Putting the thought of a happy go lucky girl never came into issue as for myself. :) I have a lot of issues.. and I don't really handle them good.. Good enough to be better eh? :)) Oh well. Trying to face matters and being brave has been very old for me. :| But then again, I tried to change.. Change the things a little.. A little of a not-so-much plain old self. :) A change that I never thought would be this hard. :|
    Apparently, I have changed a lot.. and whatever happened to taking risks?? is soo not on my check list anymore. :| Perhaps I got tired of all the risk taking.. I never even succeeded.. Maybe halfway.. but never all the way there to the top. I can honestly say that I am already fed up with all the risk taking and it seems to me that it's soo hard taking responsibility.. No good things can be brought with all the hardships.. But yes, It took me like *ZAP*.. and POOOOF!! Risks irritate me like a feather duster.. :| It's like a crazy thing. I can't be crazy.. No. Not forever. Not this time. So now, I don't really take risks.. Rock and Roll is all that matters before? Oh well. being a little different will make it better than this awkward feeling.
    i sound like a coward here. Forgive me on this. I can't fail anymore. Oh. That's wrong.. cause as long as I live, I will fail.. but not the kind of like failing because you took so many risks and never learned them :| i don't wanna be all stupid. :| Wondering how things are and trying to like work them out???! it's stupid now. :|
    whatever. :|

    emo or emo? :))
    Date / Time : / 4:28 PM
    LOLS. :|
    Inspired by someone. :D
    HI BAYBEST!! :D

    Ayoko ng ganito :|
    Gaya ng sinabi ng bestfriend ko, hindi sya Coke, hindi siya rubberband at lalong hindi siya mop. Ang hirap lang icompare ang sarili sa isang bagay.. bagay na kung titignan mo, ang hirap lang kasi pag nahihirapan ka na tapos hindi mo na alam yung gagawin mo. Yung hindi mo na alam kung pano mo ihahandle yung things. Minsan may control ka.. eh pano na pag kahit anong gawin mo, kahit ano pa sabihin mo, yan na yan.. Hindi na magbabago. Mahihirapan ka lang lalo pag nilabanan mo..
    Magiging isang coke ka nalang.. Coke na nasa bote.. Coke na pag inalog mo at binuksan mo, sasabog. Lalabas yung spirit.. Kaya minsan, hindi mo nalang bubuksan pag inalog mo.. Pano pag hindi mo naman sinasadya at di mo naman ginusto na mashake sya? At aware ka sa mangyayari na pagnaalog sya, at pag binuksan mo, sasabog.. Kaya ayaw mo nalang buksan.. Kasi sino ba maglilinis pag sumabog yun? Ikaw rin naman diba?? Diba?
    Tama talaga si Gert.. Sobrang nagaagree ako sa coke stuff na yan.. Nakakarelate ako ng sobra. Yung tipong gusto mo maging okay nalang lahat.. pero hindi madali eh..ang pangit ng feeling ng nashake na coke bottle na alam mong sasabog.. kaya ayaw mo nalang buksan. :| ang sarap lang pasabugin minsan eh!! nakakagigil...

    Punta naman tayo sa pagiging rubberband. (sorry naman. Sobrang inspired ako sa bestfriend ko! :)))
    well, minsan.. hindi ganung kadali ang mga nangyayare.. Hindi ganung ka-okay.. Gets? Parang rubberband lang.. May mga times na sobrang hinahatak ka.. Yung tipong sobrang pinipilit ka mareach ang isang bagay... yung sobrang tinatry mo namang mareach.. by the force of other people. Kasi ang rubberband, hindi naman nya maeextend ang sarili nya kung walang humihila diba? So like a rubberband, super tinatry mo yung best mo na makaya ang lahat ng tension na nilalagay sayo.. Lahat ng stress.. :| Pero ang rubberband, pag sobrang hinila mo yan.. may tendency na maputol yan. Cause like a rubber band, I'm not that strong.. Not as strong as what you think. :| Pag sobra sobra na yung pressure, mapuputol yan.. :(

    Ang mop naman.. Ito yung pinaka sad na bagay eh. :( kung titignan mo ang mop, mop as itself, diba mukang napaka sad nya? Mukang ang lungkot ng buhay ng isang mop..
    Parang tao lang din yan eh.. Para kang isang mop na dinadala at kinakaladkad sa lugar na ayaw mo namang puntahan.. at lilinisin mo ang bagay na ayw mo namang linisin.. gagawin mo ang bagay na ayaw mo namang gawin.. Gagawin mo kasi wala kang choice. Mop ka lang at wala kang control sa buhay mo. :( ang lungkot lang maging mop diba? :( Sapilitan ang pag gawa ng isang bagay.. Hindi ka masaya.. Hindi mo gusto ginagawa mo.. hindi okay ang ginagawa mo.. nakakalungkot :( nakakalungkot isiping may gusto kang gawin, pero hindi mo magawa.. At sobrang limited pa ng gawain ng mop. :| Tipong hindi mo pwedeng linisin yung lamesa gamit ang mop. Tipong hanggang sahig ka nalang.. Hanggang dun ka nalang.. hanggang dun nalang yung gagawin mo.. at hindi ka titigilan ng master mo hanggat hindi ka nasisira.. hanggat kaya mong linisin ang lahat ng sahig sa buong mundo, hanggat mop ka, hindi ka nya titigilan.. :( Sa ayaw mo at sa gusto mo, ifoforce ka nyang gawin ang isang bagay na ayaw mo namang gawin. :|

    Minsan para ka rin isang picture na nakatago sa wallet. Nakalagay ka sa likod ng isang picture na mas importante.. Yung tipong hindi mo alam yung purpose mo? Bakit ka pa ba nandun? Bakit kailangan mo pang mailagay dun? Hanggang dun ka nalang ba? Sa likod ng mas maganda, mas okay at mas importanteng picture? Kung hindi ka magpapalit ng wallet, hindi mo pa malalaman na may isang picture pa dun.. May isang picture pa sa likod ng mala-front page mong picture sa isang wallet. :| Bakit ka pa nakalagay dun? Bakit pa nakalagay ang isang picture sa likod ng isang mas okay na picture? Anong point? :|

    Minsan may mga pangarap ka.. Pangarap na gusto mong maabot.. Pangarap na sobrang pinapangarap mo.. at pangarap ng ibang tao.. bakit ba minsan mas importante pa ang pangarap ng ibang tao? Ang hirap pag ang pinili mo ay pangarap ng ibang tao. Gusto mong maging coke na naalog at sumabog at sabihin nalang sa kanila na may sarili kang pangarap.. At yung pangarap na yun ay hindi sakanila. Pangarap mo.. Pangarap mo para sa sarili mo na gustong gusto mo namang matupad.. :| ang sad lang kasi minsan, bale wala nalang yung pangarap mo.. Kasi ginagawa ka nilang mop, rubber band at picture sa likod ng isang picture.. Yung tipong ang labo nalang ng isip mo kasi nabubuhay ka sa isang pangit na pamumuhay.. Yung tipong tagong tago yung feelings? Yung tipong kahit anong gawin mo, may mga bagay kang hindi mababago? :(

    demmit! :| :))
    Date / Time : / 6:38 AM
    I am a really really stressed out creature.
    :|

    Foreals man. :| I think I have super powers but then ZAAAAP. Reality check. I'm just human. PLAIN OLD AIA. :|
    I can't handle things.. :|
    I am not that awesome. :| :))
    HAHA!

    Oh wells..
    First week of second sem was HELL. :| Yeah. Really. It's HEEEEELLLL baby! HELL! :|
    Our block was dissolved. :| so we were like pull outs in an alphabetical order. :| so there. :| It's like DYING. :|:|:|:|:|

    weekend was GREAT. Cause I spent it with GOD :)

    --
    Yesterday was cluster gathering of Central B2. :)
    Tas masayang masayang masayaaaaa talaga! :) as in super duper sayaaaaa! :D
    tas out of nowhere, I cried. :| HAHA! Parang baliw lang. :| tas Rubert gave us a ride. All eleven people sa isang 10 seater na kotse :)) HAHAHAHA!! ang saya kasi super sikip lang. :| HAHA! tas super nang mock kami ng mga tao. well, after naman nun nagmass kami. tas hinehate na namin yung pagsasalbahe namin. :)
    I love our chapter :) And I will never ever get tired serving God. :) especially with these people :) I love our chapterrrrr! I swear :D

    So there. Imma go off. I need rest. :|

    HOMEEEE!!
    Date / Time : Monday, November 03, 2008 / 2:56 PM
    Just got back from my Batangas escapade!!
    Could you believe it!!!
    It did come true!! fudgersss! :))
    I SOO LOVE BATANGAS!! (:
    Thanks dad (: :-*

    Okay. I will not make the most cliche entry--the detailed one. I'm soo tired :|

    well. I just love everything in Batangas.. Except all the family-fighting-issues-of-relatives-whatsoever.. :|:|:|
    I don't wanna go back there if I'll feel all caught up right in the freakin middle. :| demmmit!!! :|:|:|
    I feel sick with all the family issues we have back there in batangas. :|:|
    Oh well...

    hmm..
    the house is still the same. Except it's almost lively than before. Oh well. Uhm. I went to the beach for the sun rise experience Ive been dying to see :)) hahaha!
    and yes, It came trueeeee!!! :)
    i love love love my own get away! :D

    but then, it's good to be back --manila girl (:

    haha!
    uhm,.

    SCHOOL STILL SUCKS. MOTHA FUDGGGERR!