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Hello! :) I'm Althea. Studying at Miriam College.
You can call me Thea, Thei, Aila, Lai, Aia, Yayay, Permy, Spermy, sushigirl or Blue :)
YOUTH FOR CHRIST: Central B2; Highschool based :)
loves three03 :) loves Green :)
I'm a beach bum, mentos addict, not techie, frustrated photographer, mickey mouse addict
I love surfing (but I'm not good at it :() Poetic, loves writing, musically inclined,
bassist, dancer, actress, singer :))
Addicted to the sky, colors, stuff, wrappers, souvenirs and many more!
I'm friendly and tough :) I love you! :)
-- I love MICKEY MOUSE BLUE is my favorite color
I'm addicted to GREENDAY I LOVE PUNKROCK
Actually 18 but I act like 10
I LOVE MY MOM
I am soo weird you probably can't kepp up with me.
pushpops sourtapes mentos cola flavored gummi gummi stuff flavored strips jelly jell-o gumballs brach's cinnamon candy. OLD movies
TAGBOARD
hear your voice baby.
AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
REMINISCENES
my faded memories.
CREDITS
spontaneous applauds
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TITLE PLEASE.. O.O
Date / Time : Thursday, July 31, 2008 / 3:04 PM
Can't think of a freakin title. :| Wait, I'll have a tagalog post again.. :D I'm inspired by reading this articles whatsoever... Ayan. Nagising ako ng maaga. Pero wala naman ding kwenta. at hindi ko na para ikwento pa dito. Ewan ko. May napansin lang din ako sa makabagong pagkatao ko... Hindi ko na kasi iniinda ang mga problema ngayon. at eto pa, galit na galit ako pag nakakarinig ako ng reklamo. Gets? Parang nakakabwisit. Lahat naman kasi ng tao may problema, pero bakit? Masosolusyonan ba yan sa pagrereklamo?? Ang labo lang. Nababadtrip ako ng malupit.. Kasi sa totoo lang, napansin ko na pag lalong nagrereklamo, lalong nagmumukang mabigat.. "dont sweat the small stuffs".. diba? Ayun.. anyway, sa school, wala naman ako sa mood.. pero hindi naman din ako nagsusungit oh kung ano. Normal lang.. Tapos hindi ko na pinapansin ang mga bagay bagay.. aba ewan ko. Naisip ko lang kasi na mas marami pang problema ang mundo kesa sakin. Oo.. dapat solusyonan ang problema, pero diba? HELLO.. Hindi naman din kasi makakatulong kung poproblemahin mo pa ng SOBRA. at tipong, idadamay mo pa lahat ng tao. Napapansin ko lang, kaya hindi tayo umaasenso, problema ng iba, pinoproblema pa natin. Ang labo.
Kanina, sa jeep.. parang sasabog na ulo ko. Bukod sa masyadong maningil ang mga mamang driver na yan eh may mga makakatabi ka pa na akala mo eh may ari ng jeep. :| Hindi naman ako maarte, at sa totoo lang hindi naman ako apektado, pero naisip ko lang kanina, yung isang lalaki, hindi makaupo ng maayos, paano upong mayaman ang ginagawa nung isang tao dun. Parang gusto kong isaksak sa isip nila na kung ganun ang gusto nilang sistema, aba eh sana nag taxi nalang sila...
Noong pauwi naman ako, sampung piso binayad ko sa jeep.. Nahihiya akong kunin yung sukli ko.. kaya hinayaan ko nalang na mamayagpag yung mamang driver sa akala naman nyang nadugas nya sa akin na DOS. :| Ewan ko ba.. lumalala na kasi ang Pilipinas.. Namumulat na ko sa katotohanan na nawawalan ng boses ang Pilipino.. Kung sabagay, marami naman talagang problema ang mundo..
Naisip ko pa, sana hindi ko nalang din pinboproblema toh, pero GETS? Lahat apektado kahit hindi problemahin.. ang sinasabi ko naman na wag na problemahin eh yung mga maliliit na kaartehan ng mga mamamayang pilipino..
ang labo.
CA nga yata talaga ko noh?
nagiging full pledge Mariang Katipunera na din ako. :D
Proud din pala ko sa School ko.. Kasi kahit paano eh sinusubukan nitong tumulong sa problema ng kalikasan.. :D Nakakatuwa naman kasi.. Ang sistema ay may oras na hndi pwedeng pumasok ang mga tricycle dahil nga sa usok na dulot nito. Natutuwa naman ako kahit mahirap. :) Kung lahat lang sana ng tao kagaya ni TREVOR sa Pay it forward, eh di sana maligaya ang mundo natin. :)
tama na nga.. Dudugo na ilong ko.
aktibista na yata ako..
kamusta na nga pala si Jun Lozada?? :|
College....
Date / Time : Sunday, July 27, 2008 / 7:15 PM
Mga changes. :)) Napansin ko kanina habang nagaayos ng gamit.. :D
hindi lang basta diary ang gamit ko ngayon.. pati PLANNER. Planner na super updated.. dahil sa dami ng activities, nagiging makakalimutin ako..
hindi lang basta wallet... meron din akong separate coin purse.. ewan ba! :)) kailangan ko kasi ng pangjeep na purse..
Napansin ko lang din na hindi na ko pinapagalitan pag gabing gabi na ko umuuwi.. Kung sabagay, hindi naman ako naglalakwatsa.. Pero kagabi, pagtapos ng Gala night namin, naglakwatsa ako. 2am na nga ako nakauwi eh. Pero hindi ako pinagalitan..
napapansin ko din na lagi akong pagod at mabilis nauubos ang pera.
buhay kolehiyala nga naman.. Nagsisimula palang ako..
wala pang masyadong kakilala.. at hindi pa nagloloko.. haha! :))
Aliw na aliw ako sa pagtatagalog!!!! :)) BAT BA!! :D
Date / Time : Friday, July 25, 2008 / 8:23 PM
Walang pakielamanan. :D Minsan na nga lang magtagalog sa pagsusulat eh.. haha! :))
Minsan, naisip ko.. Sa sobrang dami mong ginagawa, nalilimutan mo ang maraming MAS IMPORTANTENG bagay. Ewan ko. Pero kasi.. ako, ewan ko. Hindi kasi ako makakalimutin pagdating sa mga bagay na ikamamatay ko pag nawala. Una dyan ang aking Diyos.. Diyos din ng lahat. :) sa totoo lang, naniniwala ako sa Diyos. Pero ang mga kapatid ko eh hindi.. Hindi naman sa wala silang diyos, pero hindi kasi sila naniniwala sa kwento sa bibliya. Ewan ko ba. Ako nga eh mamamatay pag walang diyos. Basta! (ANG SAKIT NA NG LIKOD KO, PAGOD AKO MAGTYPE ABA!)
basta basta.. iisa lang naman din isasagot nyo sakin pag tinanong ko kayo kung ano ang mga bagay na ikamamatay nyo pag nawala. Masyado ng predictable. Pero teka, pag tinanong ka kung ano at sino ang mga taong hindi ka mamamatay pag nawala sayo. ang hirap sagutin diba?
wag na nga. :))
naalala ko tuloy ang good old days noong highschool. Abala sa pagaaral at barkadahan. Walang katapusang tugtugan.. Puro banda. Hindi ko din alam kung bakit napasama ako sa banda. Ang alam ko lang tinanong ako kung ano ang instrumentong kaya kong tugtugin.. Syempre marunong akong mag-piano. Pero hindi naman uso ang piano pag mag babanda ka. lalo na pag punk rock ang tugtog.. Hindi din kasi uubra ang violin ko. :)) Baka batuhin pa ko ng mga rakista dyan. Syempre Bass ang kapit ko. Nakakatuwa kasi ang Kramer na bass ang unang una kong gamit. Bago pa sumabog mga daliri ko, meron ng bagong bass. :) Masaya! kaso biglang natapos ang kadakilaan ng banda. Natigil lahat.., ewan ko ba. Nakakamiss tuloy mapagalitan dahil sa pagjajam ng wala sa tamang hulog o oras.. paguwi na naiwan ang amplifier sa garahe ng isang kabanda.. paguwi ng gabi dahil sa pagjajam. PATAWA. :)))) ahahaha! dati badtrip na badtrip ako. ngayon pag naaalala ko, natutuwa ako. Astig. Totoo nga pala talaga ang "pag maaalala mo, matatawa ka nalang".... tama!!! :) YEHEY!!
at dahil may show pa ko bukas, matutulog na ko. Pagod din naman ako ngayon! atleast, hindi tamad. napaka saya kasi ng araw na ito! :) Yeheyyy!! :D
RADYO..TAMAD..- - AiA
Date / Time : / 7:42 PM
LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICE. :)
Totoo nga naman. Narinig ko yan sa radyo kagabi. :) Parang kasi hindi ako makatulog. Gusto ko makarinig ng something.. Tas nagke-crave ako sa TV pero sayang kuryente kasi hindi naman din ako manonood. :| At isa pa, liliwanag lang. :| Tin-ry ko mag sounds.. gamit ang aking cellphone. Walang kwenta. Hindi naligayahan ang tenga ko. Paano ba naman kasi eh nagsasawa na yata ako. So napagisip isip kong makinig nalang sa radyo. :) I was fascinated. :) The ideas came rushing in. :) I had this emotion na parang WOW. ANG GALING. MAHIWAGA ANG RADYO. :) ewan ko ba. Bago ako makatulog.. maraming pumasok sa utak ko. Naaliw ako sa mga taong nagsasalita sa radyo. Magaling nga din. Kasi kung ano yung nararamdaman ko, yun yung kanta na tinugtog.. tapos nga dun sa advice advice portion.. ayun. dun ko narinig ang mga katagang LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICE. Hindi ko na inintindi yung storya nung humihingi ng advice. Kasi napaka walang kwenta. Tipong alam mo na yung solusyon sa sarili mong problema, ayaw mo pang solusyonan. Bakit? kasi tayong mga pilipino, gusto natin mas nasasaktan tayo. Diba? Ewan ko ba... napagisip isip ko din na gusto kong magtrabaho sa isang radio station.. bukod sa naging experience ko sa RX monster radio, natuwa din ako sa mga tao na nakasalamuha ko. :) Hindi kasi gaya ng TV personality.. Na pag nakita mo sa mall, dudumugin na ng tao. Ang isang DJ ay may hidden personality na ewan. Hindi mo kasi alam na sya pala yung naririnig mo sa radyo. Nakakatuwa naman. :)) basta. Natutuwa ako. :D Marami na din akong narinig sa radyo. Minsan nakakainis.. non sense.. nakaka sabaw ng utak.. nakakatawa.. at minsan nakakalungkot. Isang beses nga, masyado akong na-attach dun sa napakinggan kong storya. Isang araw, sa Batangas.. sa bahay namin dun sa Nasugbu, maagang natutulog ang mga tao.. eh laking maynila ako... hindi uso sakin ang maagang matulog. Night person kasi ako. Kumbaga, babad sa phone, computer, tv, dvd, vcd.. lahat na.. Eh nagkataon naman napaka tamad kong tao.napahiga na rin kasi ako sa kwarto ko.. nasa labas lahat ng electronic devices na kailangan ko. Kung hihiga lang ako, papakinggan ang mga kuliglig, dilat na dilat sa kadiliman ng paligid, eh mamamatay ako!!! Nagdalawang isip ako kung lalabas ako ng kwarto.. tinatamad ako. :) naisip kong magbasa.. ilang minuto lang, tapos na yung nobela na binasa ko ng 3 araw. :)) nainip uliy ako. :| isip isip.. ewan ko ba naman kung bakit nilagyan ng ref at banyo ang kwarto ko dun.. lalo tuloy akong naging tamad. :| Para sa isang kagaya kong tamad na bata, hindi ko na ginawang isaksak pa ang laptop.. dahil ramdam ko na din ang pagka antok ko.. kung sabagay, naisip kong sayang lang din yan sa kuryente.. aba.. nakita ko ang transistor ni Papa! :)) Ayoko man lumapit sa desk eh ginawa ko. Hindi naman siguro masyadong nakakapagod yun. Binuksan ko. At nakinig nalang ako sa radyo. :) Nakakalungkot yung storyang narinig ko. Apektado pa ko eh noh? :)) Ang galing kasi.. hindi ko man kilala yung nagkukwento, eh naramdaman ko din yung nararamdaman nya.. :)) Hindi naman talaga ako masyadong tamad. Kumbaga, PAGOD lang ako lagi. :)) haha!! Naghuhugas din naman ako ng plato, nagsasaing, naglalaba kung minsan, nagtitiklop ng damit at kung anu anu pa. Girl scout din ako. Patrol leader pa. at BEST patrol leader.. kung iisipin, masipag ang itsura ko. Mukang masipag kasi akong kumilos.. Mukang maraming ginagawa lagi. Totoo din naman na marami akong ginagawa.. pero... minsan, tinatamad lang talaga ko. Ewan ko ba. Lahat kasi ng kailangan ko nandyan na. Halimbawa, kailangan ko ng unan, may unan na sa tabi.. tubig, may ref sa tabi ng kama.. mga ganon. Siguro, isisi na rin sa istruktura ng kabahayan, mga kagamitan at kung anu anu pa ang katamaran ko. BASTA. :)) mahaba na toh. :D
:D
Date / Time : / 7:29 PM
SOBRANG LOVE KO TOHNG ARAW NA TOH! SANA TOMORROW DIN!! :D Our show today turned out to be VERY NICE! :D It was hella tiring BUT nobody felt tiresome I guess. :) It's because all the negative energies went straight to the trash bin. :) I just soooo loooove this day!!! I'LL SHARE SOMETHING. :D If you really like what you're doing.. Nobody can prevent you from doing that certain thing. :)) Like this theater issues. We all have this issues.. But it's funny how we still stick to it. :) It's not about the exposure. It's about FAMILY. :) Learning and loving. :) Inspiring others. :) Sometimes, people who don't appreciate things like theater has to say A LOT. :))I mean they really tend to bash us theater people. And that wont stop us either. :)) Saying crappy things. Even friends. they try to prevent you from going on-stage.. :)) Idk wuzzdee problem-oh. :| BASTAAAAAAAAAAAA! :)) IF YOU WANT SOMETHING REAL BAD. YOU WORK HARD FOR IT. YOU DO YOUR BEST. NO ONES COULD STOP YOU. :D
I LOVE THIS DAYYYY!!!!!!! :))
Date / Time : / 5:39 PM
OMG.
FULLHOUSE YUNG SHOW NAMIN KANINA!
YEY!!!
SAYA SAYA!!
THANKS SA MGA PUMUNTA!! :D
SUPER. :)
THANKS SA MGA SUMUPORTA!!
YEY!!
<3
LOVELOVE. :">
THANKS TO TKM FAMILY...FOREVER.
WE'LL SHOW THEM HOW IT'S DONE
RIGHT?! :D
LOVELOVE. :">
THANKS FOREVER. :D
@ school.. :)
Date / Time : Tuesday, July 22, 2008 / 10:07 AM
hahaha! Technology nowadays are big help. :D See. :) I forgot to print my Socio research paper yesterday cause I went home (as usual) a little late last night. But incredibly, I saved the draft on my email.. and yes! the school has an internet center where you can print anything out... use the internet for a whole 2hours and yes, surf the net with no limits. except for porn. gaaah. :)) haha! (like I would surf a porn site?) haha! There. This is nightmare week. : 2days and yes, it's SHOWTIME. : I know what you're thinking people.. I know you might think that watching our show is just a waste of time (and money).. but people.. if you appreciate theatre much and you find acting adorable.. if you're sad and you wanna have a good laugh, better yet watch our show this week! :) (sales talk?) hahaha! You may actually think that our show is boring or something like that. Whatever. You have your own world and you live free in it. Opinions are good (keep it to yourself if you find it offensive for others. better yet be sensitive enough).. PISSED OFF. I was just pissed off. realizing how some people are very much insensitive nowadays. As far as I know.. My capabilities of understanding human conditions are quite OKAY. People could somehow be insensitive of their words and deeds because of some pressure or lack of thought on the matter.. The huge deal, and what's keeping my ass on burning hell is how people manage to be PAIN IN THE ASS when it comes to speech. Don't come clean. I'm not. :)) Ive been a hell PUSS mockeroo for the past 5years of living (believe it or not, I'm a good girl). :D But yes, people these days are very much insensitive of their deeds.. and all... I must say that THE SHOW that we have prepared comes from our very own set of ideas.. particular on the artistic individualities of each member. An hour of the show wont hurt.. and yes, SHUTTING YOUR SHITTY MOUTH wont hurt either. : Cruel words are easily said and yes, particularly EASY to sink in to someone. IDK what's the deal. : I just find it ever so personal to talk about our show. Our heads and directors worked hard for all these. And yes! the artists (us; all) too! we did our part.. ENOUGH. For the sake of our betterment. :)) COOL DOWN. :"> I have a huge kilig moment. :"> it's not extreme. :)) hahaha!
Alam nyo yung SABOG, ako yun. :))
Date / Time : Sunday, July 20, 2008 / 3:00 PM
Wuzzsofunneh? Haha!! :)) I was on a very blissful moment (NOT). :)) hahaha!! I am thinking of sleeping real early today. Cos I have to get up real early tomorrow. We'll be having a set making tomorrow morning 8am sharp. And since I live REAL far from my school.. I need to get up early just to be there on time. :| So there. If I have to be in school @ 8am sharp, I need to get my silly ass off here @ 6am SHARP. :| So I'd arrive in school on time. :( That pretty much sucks right? But if you're truly dedicated to WORK, then that means you'll try to look on the sunny side of each situation.. They say that if a pessimist looks on a doughnut, he'll see the hole. And if an optimistic person looks at it, he'll see the doughnut. :)
So there. Well as of the moment, am still absorbing my traveling issues and the non sense wall flowering stuffs that keeps growing inside my mind, I still haven't seen the donut part.. The hole has it's big drama on it's part. :)) Whatever.
anyway, I have nothing against my work (if that's what you prefer me to call it).. (on my part, I call it work, cause I DO WORK.) and with that, I have nothing against it. I am a very considerate person and all these aren't keeping me from reaching my goals. I started this WORK and there's no way I'd quit it in just a matter of stupid traveling issues. haha! I kinda look bad lately. My hair's a total mess and I don't really know if my eyebags are getting dark or whatsoever. It's terrible. But who cares? I don't even give a shnitzz out of it. So there. No one even bothers to ask if someones doing good or not lately, so why bother ask WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYES. :)) This just might wanna keep me shut but as I play with my thoughts, it intensifies.. :|
Only a week of suffering and pleasure ahead of me and free. Or IDK. maybe we'll have another break.. whatsoever.. and yes, whatever happened to a 3day weekend huh?
Please please please.. I'll have pleasures tomorrow. treat myself or something... I'm dying right now. :(
My REST. :|
Date / Time : / 1:41 PM
I am having a very very straight face here. and I'm not having a good time.. by the way. I don't know what's wrong. Seems that I'm looking for something I can't find and to think I'm clueless on what to find. Have you ever felt this way before? Don't fare tell me it's hormonal imbalance cause Ive been dosing off a lot lately. :| This makes me irritated. And all the negative vibes came pouring. All I did this day was sleep, read a book, check my mail and sleep again. :| I want to have a very delicious huge scoop of Dairy Queen Blizzard or A large block of Mr. See's chocolate bar.. Or a humongous butterfinger and a whole dose of snickers!! PLEASE. :O A good large Mcflurry will do. :D hahaha!! I'm craving. Signs of hormonal blahdeeblah.. :|:|:| Aren't you gonna tell me something? Rather shook me off. Or like ask me what's up? i don't wanna wait...
in vain...
for your love..
after doing my research paper..
Date / Time : / 7:27 AM
I just can't get enough of my computer fascination. :| right. I don't use the computer pretty much lately. The moment I opened my eyes.. I was sickened with my throat problems. I still have this early morning sore throat. And I need to get up and drink warm water to ease the pain. And there. I hate my throat!! :( I over use it I know. :| Anyway, I was soo into reading The Sisters Grimm lately.. It was super cool. :) I never knew they had Sisters Grimm. Hahaha!! They have Brothers Grimm.. I know that. :)) So there. My phone's a total bummer. I don't know. I can't receive messages. So there. I'm pissed off. So there. Computer is the outlet. whatever. What now?? Have you ever asked yourself HOW ARE YOU? I haven't. How was I lately? I was super busy. Not HAPPY not sad. :| Just normal. :|:|:| I know right. I haven't felt this way lately since... since when? haha! I dk. :)) Bye na nga. Non sense talaga nito. tse!
insert title here. :))
Date / Time : / 5:26 AM
What inspired me to write this morning.. was........ asking too many questions.. and it's rattling inside me.. my mind... :| I don't really know exactly what's been running inside my system. I am really getting confused of what's happening. The events.. The possibilities.. conflicts.. and all. :| I was very busy lately and I don't have much time to argue or talk to people. have a good time and relax. whatever. Hayyyy.. I'm just exhausted. :| ang huling el bimbo I was strucked again with the song. Not that I can relate to it cause I can't. :)) haha! I was just gloomed by the song. Parang ang sad. Tas parang hindi happy ending. And with that reality takes over. I just came to realize that in LIFE there's no such thing as happy endings.. It's all make believe.. and No matter how I try to accept the fact that I should not believe in those, somewhere down in my hypothalamus, is a tiny bit of hope that maybe someday, there's a happy ending thing. :) There's a HOPE that fairytales do come true. :|
Well, enough of this emo post.
I still have to do my Sociology research paper. :| grrr.
Date / Time : Saturday, July 19, 2008 / 9:08 AM
I don't like labeling this as HELL WEEK, but it is. :O
LOL. :))))
Whatever happened to the past week. :| It's just soo tiring and I swear, Life ain't easy. :)) Haha! Anyway.. monday was tiring. We DID not have a full blast rehearsals but we had a workshop. tuesday was you know my sched. :| haha! it's I HATE THE SUBJECTS DAY and I am soo not in the mood to really pay attention in class. :| Except that I tried. :)) wednesday was HELL DAY. I cried. Yeah. :|:|:| thursday was again the I HATE THE SUBJECTS DAY. :| and I'm soo not looking forward sa araw na toh. :( friday was OKAY DAY. :D Idk. basta. Masaya pag uwi ko. ayos. :D and now.. :D I had to do a guesting in RX 93.1 yeah. The "monster Radio" station. :) I get to hang with ate Toni. We represent TKM, we talked a little about the Org and the show and ofcourse ourselves. :D It was a nice experience. I mean it's crazy cause it's as if a normal thing for us but come to think of it.. It's an amazing thing FOR ME. lol. :)) Not everybody gets the chance to like do the lingo and here we are, ate toni && me plugging our org and show. :D Yeahhhh! It's great! It's fun it's cool. we heard a lot of offline chikas and all. :)) Superrrr funny ng mga tao! I went home 12nn. :D Photos are super KONTI. :| haha! We don't like to look much like a fan cos it's a typical thing for MC students... soo parang we just took a little shots for documentary purposes. :D It's a nice experience. I'm telling you. And you wont get to do this all the time. :) YEA!! fun fun. anyway, I want to make a longger post and I don't want the limelight on me this time. IDK. Getting tired of the usual stuffs. :| What does it takes to be noticed? FYI. This is not a problem of mine, but many really bothers to be noticed. First thing that popped in my mind was WHY THE HECK ASK ME? A friend of mine asked me something a lot like that.. And I was really strucked in a way that many people bother knowing., As for me, I'm not really noticeable. I mean, If you would see me somewhere and you don't know me probably you'll notice my stupid hairstyle, but not me. Gets? I'm not a noticeable person. I'm not really loud and actually a quiet fool sometimes. :) Tas parang I realized when my friend asked.. parang oo nga? haha! So there. I'm getting off sa topic. back back back!!!! anyway, so parang why do people want attention? (not in a very negatively manner as this may sound. Please don't get me wrong yo..) Kasi ako, I am not an attention seeker. I will be noticed just in time and after a little while you'll get over me. :) haha! ang labo. Well, for some cool reasons, you won't find me THAT oh-my-gawwd-headturner. Yun. Gets? You'll notice me if I did something really really not normal or crazy or I did something really really impressing or good or something like that or if I did something really really wrong or embarrassing. In short, isa lang akng normal na nilalang. :D walang WOW FACTOR. :) Tas people tend to be something a little higher from the others. BAKIT? wala lang. IDK kasi. So parang nakakaintriga. :D hahah!! bakit yung iba gustong gusto ng attention? (I made it sound so good, but if you translate it in some other lingo it will be KSP) :)) hahaha!! wala. ang boring ko na. bye! hahaha! What if we're not JUST friends?
what if BASTA.
tama na nga. :))
echosera! :))
tse!
SUNDAY. :)
Date / Time : Sunday, July 13, 2008 / 4:31 PM
I never had a rest day since school strated.. EVER. :| Boom!! :) haha! Hello people of the whole blogging world thing. :) I know it's a whole lot effort to like pass by my site cause it's full of my rants. Thoughts and sometimes, centered blog topics. :| Anyway, as I always do, I would tell you about my SUNDAY. :)
But I have changed my mind already. :| hahah! I wont nalang. Anyway, I'm beginning to be very disfunctional as for myself speaking lately. My disability of remembering things... :( Shocks. This is why you have a planner. And for pete's sake, I always forget to jot it all down on my planner. So if you would see, my planner is EMPTY. :| You wont see anything. Except for post its that has been updated only last june 29. And it's like July 13 now.... :( Well, only for Ate Eduard, I clearly have the tech calendar (since I am the Assistant technical Director. :)) ) hehe. And that serves as my aid or guide for the tech stuffs for the coming show. :) That's a big help.
But for my ACADS??? OMG. :| I need to be very cautious. :)) Super wala talaga kong naaalala. Basta. Kailangan ko ng detailed things to mark up my calendar. Sobrang pati yung keywords na nakasulat sa post it eh hindi ko maintindihan. :(
I am Such A LOSERRRRR. :|:|:|
See? Hindi ko din alam kung bakit ako ganito. :|:|:| Haha!!!
And sa rehearsals, super hindi ako makafunction ng BIG TIME functioning. :(
grrrr.
Kailangan ko ng umayos men! :)))))) Ayun lang.
Sorry naman kasi hindi ko na nkwento yung nangyare sa sunday ko.
Just to give you glimpse...
--YFC 1st activity. :)
--met up with sweets!!! :)
yey!!!
ang saya ng sunday. :)))))
but I need REST. :|
From a friend's(?) thought. :)
Date / Time : Saturday, July 12, 2008 / 7:54 AM
This was from a friend's thought. I believe this is not plagiarism. Cause I told him sooo! Tska DUH. HAHA. CLOSE KAMI. Bawal epal. Hi Josh!Josh said.. (I forgot) :| Hahaha! :))))) Sorry. Pero here's the thought ha. Sometimes DAW you need to pretend. As if you hide something or act out that everything fine.. everything is okay. It's like a Concert.. or a play.. a show.. You will see that the show seems to be fine.. Okay.. Everything seems to be going smoothly perfect. :| But in the backstage, you everyone's goin loco. Everyone's busy.. Having some technical difficulties. conflicts occurring to the last minutes and when you set off to the center stage, you still smile. You still look good, fine.. It seems that you don't have any problems. Just like life... Sometimes, you try not to look like you have problems or you try to let others see that everything is okay. Everything is fine. Why? Why do we need to do that? Well, as for my reflections.. To avoid questions that you yourself could not answer surely. Diba? When they ask you what's wrong you'll say nothing is wrong. When someone asks you is everything okay, you'll say everything is okay even if everything seems to be wrong. :| See? Ganyan naman lagi eh. Pero ako, I choose people na pagsasabihan ng mga troubles ko. And yes, I take time. Enduringly. :)) Sobrang tagal ko mag open up na pagdating sa time na mag oopen up na ko, Okay na talaga ko. :| WRONG. Hahahaha! :)) Pero ganyan ako. Thanks sa idea Joshhaha! :)) Okay. I believe Josh would probably make a nicer, better more instinctive post than I did. :) haha! Ayun. wala lang. basta basta. For a weekly post.... Sorry. Sabaw utak ko eh. :| Talagang sabaw. Makakalimutin na nga ako eh. WT. :( Ayun. Wala lang. basta super nakakapagod ng malupit ang mga moments ko. :| Hayy.. People who visits my blog leaving their loves.. I LOVE YOU GUYS. Bait bait nyo. Busy lang talaga ko lately... Next time talaga I'll get back to you.. and that's very sooooon. :") hehe. Take care. And yes! Everyone. Please watch our show. It will be held @ Miriam College @ the Little Theatre. July 24 & 25 7pm and July 26 3pm and 7pm. :) Please watch!!! 
sorry na
Date / Time : Friday, July 11, 2008 / 7:48 PM
SLEEPY..TIRED..RESTLESS..EXHAUSTED.. :((
Date / Time : Thursday, July 10, 2008 / 6:54 PM
My isang GIRL. (: TKM. ADIK NA ADIK AKOOOO. :| SWEARRRRR. ((: Okay. Stop. Haha! Wala lang. I'm not in the mood to share cause it's not like my sharing day. Basta lang gusto kong magpost kasi soobrang stressed na ko. :|
Pero actually, hindi naman ako nagcocomplain. (: I'm still a happy person. :|
Pero sa sobrang random ko lang.. nag POP sa utak ko yung THERE ARE JUST THINGS YOU CAN'T HAVE. Well in my case.. alam ko na yun. :)) haha!
Hindi naman kasi lahat lahat ng gusto mo makukuha mo. I just remembered Oprah saying this.. You can have everything you want, but not all at the same time.. (NILALAMOK AKO NG MATINDI). :( Anyway.. Yun nga. I disagree on Oprah. Kasi may mga times na you accept the things nalang and hold on to the fact na talagang HINDI PWEDE. Okay? Gets ba? Sad diba.. Pero this is what I believe..., If you can't have the one you wished for, something better is in store for you. Ayan. :)) Basta. Tas (shet lang. nilalamok talaga ko. :(()
Pwede next time ko na toh itutuloy. Kasi talagang OMG na. :(
Basta yung outline nito eh para sa mga BIGO, broken hearted, mga may gustong bagay o tao na hindi makuha, mga taong umaayaw at sumusuko na (gaya ko) mga taong AYAW NA period, mga taong naghahanap pa rin.. mga taong pilit nagsusumiksik, mga taong makulit. basta. next time. :)) bukas! Yehey! :))
sabado na!
HANGING BY A MOMENT. :)
Date / Time : Sunday, July 06, 2008 / 7:51 AM
I'm currently listening to HANGING BY A MOMENT by Lifehouse. :) Wala lang. It strucked me coincidently. (or is it NOT co-incidence) Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started
So there.. Am I really starving for truth? Or I really know the truth I just don't wanna accept it. I don't wanna effing face it? Why? Cause I can't believe it's all a lie. :( Uhm people, Just so you know, it's not LOVELIFE. :| Okayyy. :)) I know it sounds like one, but it's not. :)) anyway,,,, Let's not talk about these troubles of mine. :)) Hahahaha! :)) masaya dapat ako. Okay. let's talk about what?... Uhm.. I don't wanna talk about school. That's stressing yet fun. Okay. gets? Ayun. basta. Let's have a heart to heart talk. :)) Alam nyo ba yung wala ka ng mafeel?? Yung ganung tipo? Yung You want to feel something because you need to. But the more you try to ask why (ang labo. ako lang nakakaintindi).. The more it gets harder. Alam nyo yung Confusion? hahaha! Ayun. Ayun ang nafifeel ko as of the moment.. I'm confused. :| haha! Kasi LIAR. Alam mo yun? haha! I HATE LIARS pa naman. :| Accept it. Lahat ng tao dumadating sa point na maglalie. And it happens mostly cause you don't wanna hurt someone. THAT'S CALLED a WHITE LIE. White lies sometimes hurt too. But what if you lied for a different purpose. You tend to lie because you feel like it. HOY IT'S PANLOLOKO. :| And panloloko hurts a lot. Even more hurtful. :( alam nyo yun? Gets ba? Hayyy... Nakakasaaaaad. :( Ypu lied for a purpose. And I don't know what the purpose was and why. :| That hurts a lot. :| Iba yung nagsinungaling sa NANLOKO. There's a very very thin borderline. And sometimes, you can't even identify which is which. :| It looks and sounds the same but it feels different. It feels way way too awful. Both would hurt but nothing beats NILOKO. :( Actually, it reall looks the same. Pero there's a factor there underneath there.. that makes them different from each other. :| SABI KO HINDI KO NA IMEMENTION DITO YUN. HINDI KO DIN PALA NATIIS. :| Let's shift to happy thoughts now. :) Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you The song makes me fly. :">:">:"> Kasi naman eh! Hahahaha! Nothing personal. Basta may naisip lang ako. Haha!
INTUITION && INSTINCTS
Date / Time : / 7:13 AM
As a woman. :| I dare you to run. :| Ayoko magpaka emo pero alam na nya yun. It's not about LOVE or somethings. It's about LYING and being such a LOSER. :|
Why do people have to lie? Lie as in NOT-WHITE-LIE lie. :| :( That crushes my heart bigtime. :( I don't wanna hear lies anymore. :( I don't wanna believe false truth (If there's such any). :( I don't wanna listen anymore if it'll be just a horrific effing fat LIE. :( I'm sick of all these lies. It's just easier to tell the truth than make your life uncomfortable and lie all over again. You see, if you lie, you have to make another lie and lie again and lie all over again. :( F. :(
AIA
The day my legs died. :))
Date / Time : Saturday, July 05, 2008 / 3:57 PM
I have serious leg problems. :| DEYYM. :( LOL. :))
Yesterday was PE day. And we had Taebo. :| (did i I spell that correctly) Anyhoo, so the moment I woke up a while ago, I was in the midst of tears cause of having this really bad cramps. :( Oh man. :( So there. I went to the Humanities club, grand assembly a while ago. Took a cab cos I might be late and yes. I did it in 20minutes! :) Wow.
Anyway, I went home early. But did not. :| :)) ang labo.
So yun. Basta. namatay ako. Kasi sooobrang lakad lakad lakad lakad. :|:|:|
as in wala akong ginawa kundi maglakad ng maglakad. :| TO THINK SABOG NA LEGS KO DAHIL SA PE KAHAPON. :( GAHHHD.
kailangan ko na magpahinga. KBYE.
tomorrow nalang.
promise! :)
WEEKLY POST. ;D
Date / Time : / 6:51 AM
I'm gonna die. :( This week was a bogus. :| Okay. Every week will be a bogus. I'm still on the adjustment period. :| If it might sound incorrect, well what's the deal anyway.? :)) Okay. Monday was TKM grand Assembly. (i think) It was fun. blahhh blahh. :) Tuesday was I-HATE-THE-SUBJECTS-DAY. :| And it's nothing like heaven. :(( Wednesday was fun. We had a quiz in math. :| WHATEVER. That's just not fun right? :| Thursday was again I-HATE-THE0SUBJECTS-DAY. Especially the *toot*. :(( hahah! I don't wanna rant it all here. baka mabasa ng prof. Ibagsak ako. :)) haha! Friday ito ang pinaka fresh sa utak ko. :| --Morning was okay. I was half petrified cos there was this feeling that i'll be late. But then again, I'm not. :| :) Yey. Plus the bogus part was, I was called for a GREAT GRADED RECITATION in Humanities. Good thing I took my weekend "i-was-bored-so-i-will-study-for-humanities". that's why I felt prepared and all. :) After lunch, I need to cut for Filipino cause I need to attend the Plenary. That plenary is getting on my last nerves. I slept on the last part of it. haha! It's cold and dark and it's nothing like I NEED TO TAKE A REST. :) haha! MATH was fun. :) We had a graded seatwrok about this and that reviews. :)) Whatever. Then, went to attend TKM rehearsals (just so you know, TKM is TEATRO org of Miriam) :) There. I had a blast. :) We had a semi- workshop that lasted for an hour and then off we rehearsed for some sketches for our play. :D I went home at around 9pm. Took a cab cos I feel very much exhausted. :( And there. :) Haha! :)) Please do watch our first
Production this year, (If you wanna have a good laugh..)
Entitled "YOU TSUG". :)
Contact me for more details. :)
okay. :)
For the LINK EX part there those who tagged me on my tagboard.. :) I will find a way to link you up. Just not now alright?
And todayyy.. I will have to attend the YFC campus based (MC) for the Grand Assembly and will have to rehearse for teatro. See? I'm soo exhausted. But I'm enjoying it dearly. :) YEY! :)
Has anyone thought of herself or himself as bi? :)) Shoot. I'm straight am I? :)))
I saw something and it was like WOAAHHH! >:O
Date / Time : Wednesday, July 02, 2008 / 12:11 PM
It made my eyebrows raise like WOAH. >:O Yes. It's horrible. I mean OMGGG. How dare you RIP OFF!!!! : Well anyways, Plagiarism is a crime, (accoring to everybody.. Especially my Professors).. It's Horrible and I believe that! It's a stupid crime. It's very immature and yes, it kills your dignity as a person. : I would never see *INSERTCRIMEHERE* the ripping off of that person. :( I don't wanna describe how she tried to copy and rip off the things my friend made WITH EFFORT. Oh wow. It's just amazing. :: Anyway, I have been and will be a very busy bee this semester or for as looooong as I live. : As long as I study and as long as I finish school. : I have lots of stuffs to finish. To study. To review. to revise to read. To understand. MAN, IT'S HORRRRRIBLE. It plunges out your heart and gives you a full dose of headache dear!! :( anyway, syempre may pasok ako kasi hindi naman Quezon city day. KBYE. :
@ School. :)
Date / Time : / 11:59 AM
And yes. It's fckin COLD. :O I'm here in school. Looong break for me huh. I'll be out at 430. Have some class. Attention to all bloghoppers! :) Thank You for visiting my site. Apparently, your links will be up as soon as I finish my stuffs. :) Thanksss a lot. :) Anyway, the computer here is cool. :) But the place is effing cold. : Blahh. I will be updating next weekend or so.. If I have a free time. :) I'm terribly busy and all and I have no time for this. :)) Plus I have orgs na.. So I need to deal with it first. :D Thanks for visiting. :) Tag along... ;)
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