Naww. Really. I swear really am grounded. But when I kind of like see the greatest opportunity of sneaking... then viola! I'm here. In front of the computer.. tweaking a little.. a little of insightful yet a bit of fan girling. :))
Ive been really over my fan girling days.. but it's like a disease that never heals.. it's like uhm.. CANCER. LAWL. :)) haha!! I realize.... I'm being a fan girl again. well what can I say.. Ive been really one! :))
wait.

Twilight issues..
I'm on the lasts hang of it.. and I would definitely give in. I was actually thinking of waiting for my cash or just the atm for me to spend money on these thick expensive books instead of using my saving.. but as days go by.. The urge is on it's peak! I am really trying NOT to like give in.. I am definitely NOT buying it with my savings nor allowance. I would ask MOM or KUYA to give me money.. :)) (I have huge charm on them anyways..)
I was talking to my Kuya last night about this twilight thing.. I haven't bought 1 of the 4 books yet.. and I am really intrigued by it.. You see, I love vampires.. and when I first heard that this Edward Cullen guy was a vampire, there's no way I would let this book slip away! Ive been collecting vampire stuffs since I was 12! and yes, I would definitely read TWILIGHT before the movie opens. oh no no way... And Also, I would not ever let the movie just pass or like watch it on DVD., NO. Not gonna happen this time..

Fan girling issues..
I haven't really been a total fan girl lately.. but as my disease gets back.. oh no. :| I'm back. It's back. hahaha!!
well yeah, I have to admit I have been fan girling on these really rockin bands.. but hell, I thought I was just fangirling on them.. but come to think of it.. Ive been also out for more! Books again and all these biblical stuffs. Seriously, Ive been saving my money for a new NRSV Bible. I want the latest and I'm actually into comparing them. Also, I wanna buy the story of Nativity. It's all about the ancient bible times.. the life of jesus and all... So there. you see?

I also am a fan of statement shirts. Lol. there's this one time me and my mom was out shopping.. and I saw that this statement shirts were foreals on sale. My mouth watered and so I bought all the cute statements! :)) LOL. see? I'm being a stupid fan girl.
I enjoy anyway.. haha!!

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I was just gagged when my other Kuya went GOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING! lawl. He stays here and his family on weekends. :) And I loved it! yeayyy!! :) Kuya went out to like buy breakfast.. he was actually craving for hot pandesals.. and yes, he came back real quick. With that puzzled look on his face. "Mahal na pala pandesal ngayon?".. haha! lalang. Just thought of sharing a little. :))

I actually am random today.. Feeling a little low.. but whatever the reason, I don't wanna think about it anymore.. It just sucks. and yes, I don't wanna open my eyes! :( haha! see? How emo I can get? I feel really sick about this emo things, that's why am thanking my ever anti depressants.. GREENDAYYYY!! :)
I can't be possibly okay without it.. without the used, panic, redjumpsuite, fob, mcr, boys like girls, tokio hotel.. all them rockin out my socks! :))
I couldn't care less on all the other bands. :| But yes.. I can be a little high and low at the same time. IM JUST EVER SO RANDOM. :|

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I'm ranting all the way cos I wont be using the computer tomorrow.. I have already made my mind.. Imma study the whole day tomorrow.. maybe watch a bit of tv or something from the disney thing.. read a book and study again.. ground myself again.. no phoning no computer.. a bit of texting will do. :) and probably play with my nephews.. basta pag umalis na ko sa computer ngayon.. I wont be using it not until next weekend. :( so there.
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FO nalang pag nakakaasar ka. :)) JK.