Ako kasi... Hindi ako yung tipong mareklamo. Hanggat kaya kong tiisin, titiisin ko. In short. hindi ako "whiny".. ewan ko pero nababadtrip ako ng malupit. diba? Isipin mo ah. Kung hindi ka magrereklamo and you just keep your cool, then life will be easier? Nakakapeste lang kasi. :| Sorry kung ganito ko ngayon. NAGREREKLAMO na kasi ako sa mga REKLAMO ng mga tao. :|
Let's just live with it and yes, you can even try to like change how things are.. like change it for the BETTER... and not WHINE about it all the time. :| TSS. I hope you get my point..
So anyway, I'm actually strucked by these people who actually WHINE all their life. :| :|:|:| and that's just not right. :|

and now.. all the random things are popping out. :|

like for instance.. Before you say something, you should think about it first.. and not blurt the words all out of your nasty mouths.. or you'll regret it. :| Sometimes, you actually say things you don't mean to say.. but there's no rewind in real life and you can't take back what you said easily.. let me correct it, and YES. you can't take back what you already said. The damage has been done. All is said. :| See? see what happens when we don't think?? Yeah.. I know things happen naturally.. it's by nature and sometimes it gets out of hand anymore.. but if you just think for a moment before you say things, no damage could have been done unless it's on purpose. Get my point? :))

and yes.. back to the whining.. Instead of just plain whining.. you could like get the things done. and not whine about it. :| It's stupid. Now I'm whining. :)) LOL.

and back again to the..... PERFECT person out there. :|
--I know this is quite mean.. but I have to get this out of my chest. :|
there's this girl who actually thinks she's perfect. :| Forgive me people, for blogging about these things but if you wont respect what I write here.. you could just go the heck away from my blog. Cause I'm not writing FOR YOU.
So back to the PERFECT girl. :| She thinks she's actually the IT GIRL. :| Please. NAKAKABADTRIP. :|

STOP.
Imma EF OH nalang. :))
tama na. nakakainis lang. :))

Naww. Really. I swear really am grounded. But when I kind of like see the greatest opportunity of sneaking... then viola! I'm here. In front of the computer.. tweaking a little.. a little of insightful yet a bit of fan girling. :))
Ive been really over my fan girling days.. but it's like a disease that never heals.. it's like uhm.. CANCER. LAWL. :)) haha!! I realize.... I'm being a fan girl again. well what can I say.. Ive been really one! :))
wait.

Twilight issues..
I'm on the lasts hang of it.. and I would definitely give in. I was actually thinking of waiting for my cash or just the atm for me to spend money on these thick expensive books instead of using my saving.. but as days go by.. The urge is on it's peak! I am really trying NOT to like give in.. I am definitely NOT buying it with my savings nor allowance. I would ask MOM or KUYA to give me money.. :)) (I have huge charm on them anyways..)
I was talking to my Kuya last night about this twilight thing.. I haven't bought 1 of the 4 books yet.. and I am really intrigued by it.. You see, I love vampires.. and when I first heard that this Edward Cullen guy was a vampire, there's no way I would let this book slip away! Ive been collecting vampire stuffs since I was 12! and yes, I would definitely read TWILIGHT before the movie opens. oh no no way... And Also, I would not ever let the movie just pass or like watch it on DVD., NO. Not gonna happen this time..

Fan girling issues..
I haven't really been a total fan girl lately.. but as my disease gets back.. oh no. :| I'm back. It's back. hahaha!!
well yeah, I have to admit I have been fan girling on these really rockin bands.. but hell, I thought I was just fangirling on them.. but come to think of it.. Ive been also out for more! Books again and all these biblical stuffs. Seriously, Ive been saving my money for a new NRSV Bible. I want the latest and I'm actually into comparing them. Also, I wanna buy the story of Nativity. It's all about the ancient bible times.. the life of jesus and all... So there. you see?

I also am a fan of statement shirts. Lol. there's this one time me and my mom was out shopping.. and I saw that this statement shirts were foreals on sale. My mouth watered and so I bought all the cute statements! :)) LOL. see? I'm being a stupid fan girl.
I enjoy anyway.. haha!!

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I was just gagged when my other Kuya went GOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING! lawl. He stays here and his family on weekends. :) And I loved it! yeayyy!! :) Kuya went out to like buy breakfast.. he was actually craving for hot pandesals.. and yes, he came back real quick. With that puzzled look on his face. "Mahal na pala pandesal ngayon?".. haha! lalang. Just thought of sharing a little. :))

I actually am random today.. Feeling a little low.. but whatever the reason, I don't wanna think about it anymore.. It just sucks. and yes, I don't wanna open my eyes! :( haha! see? How emo I can get? I feel really sick about this emo things, that's why am thanking my ever anti depressants.. GREENDAYYYY!! :)
I can't be possibly okay without it.. without the used, panic, redjumpsuite, fob, mcr, boys like girls, tokio hotel.. all them rockin out my socks! :))
I couldn't care less on all the other bands. :| But yes.. I can be a little high and low at the same time. IM JUST EVER SO RANDOM. :|

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I'm ranting all the way cos I wont be using the computer tomorrow.. I have already made my mind.. Imma study the whole day tomorrow.. maybe watch a bit of tv or something from the disney thing.. read a book and study again.. ground myself again.. no phoning no computer.. a bit of texting will do. :) and probably play with my nephews.. basta pag umalis na ko sa computer ngayon.. I wont be using it not until next weekend. :( so there.
:))

FO nalang pag nakakaasar ka. :)) JK.

Unfortunately, wala akong kakambal. :)) LAWL.

I was just fascinated with twins long before I realized that I have no twin at all. :) I sued to read sweet valley twins and I'm a fan girl of MK && A. :) that is when I was a fan girl. :))
and now, since it's a weekend, I'm allowed to watch the tv. But LUCKILY walang cable. NAKNANGTOKWA. :)) hahaha!!
and now, my sister and I are watching wowowee.. and the players are kids.. and they are twins!! I love it. :)
That's my dream. :D I want to have a twin sister.. too late. I don't need a clone. whatsoever. :)) KBYE!

Pag sinuswerte ka nga naman oo. :)) LAWL.

This just isn't me lately. Ive been fan girling again. :)) and that's a whole lot of different story from who I really am. :)) I need not tell you this, but I'm not actually a fan girl. As you all know, I don't really mind things. :)) ahahah! but yes, it's true. I'm a fan girl SOMETIMES. :))
Like this koreanovela thing.. dal ja's spring. :) It's a love story. :) It's soo nice. I'm deeply addicted to it, just to realize it already ended. :)) ahahaha!! and yes, I'm so not over it YET. but atleast, I have admitted my fan girling issues. :D :">

Talk about real life drama..
I'm super effed up with the college week. It's in two weeks I guess. It would be busy and all the CA students are required to fuckin join 3 day activities of the CA org. :| Talk about non sense huh? but I think it'll be fun though.

Diet issues. :|
Im not really a fatso. But yes, people close to me are not used to my body as this. This isn't the issue. :)) I need to go on a diet cos am not happy with what's happening lately. :)) Ive been eating junks. FUCK. :)) funneh. I'm addicted to chocolates and all the other junkies. WTF. :|:| I'm soo dying. :( I love cheesecake. please. :)) ahahahah!!

techie issues..
I need to get myself a laptop. :| Now that I have a lot of things to write about and to rant about and yes, an Apple macbook would definitely be best for me! HI MOM! :D haha!
SLR pro camera. Please. I need one. :)) Just for the sake of photography. I LOVE. :) aww. It's just so fuckin expensive I couldn't afford both unless I'd be on DL this sem. HI DAD! :) haha!
I POD, my phone just can't get all the music in store for me. as for a fan girl.. I would love to have a huge ipod for myself. haha! Human i pod. :)) LAWL. :))

people issues.
sometimes, I know you know you're on my lastsssss nerves. :| F.O. :))

blogging issues
--people. I'm just sneaking my way. :)) LAWL.

GROUNDING ISSUES
yes. I'm grounded. :) Because I actually fail to be a brilliant student in math. and to improve my skills, I shall study my way out of the F lane. whatever. This too shall pass. whateverrr. :))

-FO- :))
LAWL.
KBYE. :))
I MISS YOU. YES, YOU! ;)

Obviously, I pleaded for using the computer.. and it will just be limited for stuffs.. Like doing homework research and all. but I asked if I could just blog a little. quick. :)) haha! so there. I was hoping for a 3 day off.. but it seems to me that it wont happen. Not now. Not this time. :( aww. I have lots of paperworks.. I will make a review description about something in English Communication.. Study HARD for Theology, because we'll have a LONG quiz on tuesday, Study HARDER for math (I improved a lot this time).. Study a bit for humanities.. NOT CRAM ANYMORE. Go on a diet.. and RETAIN ALL THE THINGS I WOULD STUDY. :|:| That's just ever soo fuckin hard. :((
Anyhoo, I know in time I'll do what I GOTTA DO. Cos this time I should do things I DON'T REALLY wanna do. :|

PROBLEM-OH anyone?
--First in line is MS.PRESIDENT GMA. :|:|
I hate to be like this.. cause yes, before, I don't really care about these things.. But as I grow old, I finally came to realize how much pain in the ass SHE is. :| Lately, I have been reflecting about what's happening.. what has been DONE to our country.. our state.. our LIFE HERE IN PHILIPPINES. :| It never gets to the freakin top. And as we all know, Phils is a thirdworldcountry.. :|:|
I hate to talk like this. But really now.. I'm deeply affected!

Messages for the President: Hey Ms.President, I don't wanna talk shit about you, I don't even wanna talk about you.. But you see, there's just some freakin hellish things that's been happening.. and we wont be able to cope up if these things happen continuously.. :| We need HELP. and you just got to understand that YOU are becoming a pain in the ass.. REALLY.

--next.. BAYANI FERNANDO.
NO. You don't have the slightest clue on how we really feel about this. Not that we get tired walking all the way from the school's gate to our building.. it's not really far.. We care about the tricycles.. They don't have "kita".. Super walang nakikinabang na sa trikes.. kasi they wont let them. :|:| And yes, speaking of WALKING. It's just hard sometimes if the jeeps are nowhere to be found or like FULL. :| :(( grrrr. >(

Message: YOU ARE SOO IN MY FREAKIN LAST NERVES!!! DO YOU KNOW THAT? WELL YEAH, PROBABLY NOT. BUT YOU SEE AND YOU KNOW HOW IN DEEP SORROW AM I AND ALL THE OTHER KATIPUNAN AREA PEOPLE? AND SO AS THE TRICYCLE DRIVERS AND ALL THE OTHER VEHICLES. :| WHAT YOU DO IS CRAP!!! YOU SHALL UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS PHILIPPINES. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, PEOPLE WILL BE PEOPLE.. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT FILIPINOS' PSYCHOLOGY IS DIFFERENT FROM AMERICAN PSYCHOLOGY.. YOU NEED NOT IMITATE WHAT AMERICA IS COS THIS IS FUCKIN PHILS. MMKAY??

--FEELINGeras && BIG DEALeras
Feelingeras are those who FEEL they're all that.. PERFECT brilliant and super PROUD. Super YABANG. :| Big dealeras are those who make a big fuss out of small things.. makes schemes.. STUPID fussssssessss! :|
well, We have encountered both on the past days of school. :| I can't believe these people. They feel good talking a lot about themselves..
Idk. I don't wanna talk about this now.. :|:| :(( It just irritates me..

Message: Get your silly stupid ass somewhere else.. where everybody else understands you. where people are like you. You should flock all together and sin all together. talk shit about yourselves.. brag about WHO you are. Speak glimmering glittering GOLD about yourselves.. Fuck. :| This ain't cool anymore. :|
Go ahead. Say whatever you wanna say.. But heck I care. I just feel bad for you.. soon, nobody would ever like to be your friend. Whatever. I just hope you'd change soon enough for everyone else to notice you're like that. Fuck. Enough about bragging alright, you don't even fuckin have a PRINTER. SHIIIIIZ. :|

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That's all I could say today. :| I'm tired (as usual).. :(
Thanks for your time.. whoever you are who wasted some 5minutes on reading my stupid post. :|

:( haha!

Devastating. :|:|:|:|:| Sobraaaaa. Haha!
Whatever happened to the SUPER "LAX" daysss. :O Ugh please. :|

The exams on HUMANITIES got us really busted. We were like OMFFFFFG. :| FFFF. :|:|:| Anyhoo. Had an early break and yes.. we all laughed it off. :|
PE class was not really stressing though the exams (practical) was pretty easy. :D HA! :))
Cheering wasn't on yet. :)) W. :| :))

We had to go early than usual cause Math class is canceled :)) NYAHaha! :)))))))
I still want to chill with my friends. :D :)) Ayun. :))) and the adventure starts! :O

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Soobrang TANGA ko. :))
I wasn't born yesterday but I was too innocent or shall I say IGNORANT. :| :)) WAHAHA! They practiced for the FIL presentation.. W. :))
Tas sobrang narealize ko na 8pm na. So I need to go home. Kasi nga malayo ako..

So nasa Provident kami diba. Tas yun. Naglakad kami papuntang labas ng provident.. Tas sobrang naligaw kami. OMG diba. Tas si Malix sabi nya tingin daw kami sa left side.. SHIT lang kase may super CREEPY house dun. Tas OMG. Nanakbo kami ni BeaBianca. :)))))) SHiiizz. Thawazooofunneh. :))
Tas yun. Sobrang naligaw nanaman kami. Balik balik nanaman.. Tas super maraming pounds na yung naubos sa kakapabalik balik namin. :)) OMG. super pagdating sa maraming establishments, were dying for WATERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)) Grabe.
Tas I was soo devastated kasi super INIT!!! :| Okay. So pinasakay nila ko ng jeep. Then off I go. ALONE.
Tas narealize ko na OMG. SAN AKO BABABA. :| OMG.
I texted my friends. Tas yun. Super hindi ko alam kung san yung tinutukoy nila. Tas LOWBATT na ko. OMG. tas buti nalang may mga friendly people. :)) Shiiz. :| Kung hindi IM DOOMED. :)))))))
HAHA! :))
Wala lang. I was soo dying na talaga kanina. :)))))
Pero ang saya.
Ang saya magkwentuhan with TNN. :) Yehey. Loveya Girls!!
Tomorrow is the BIG PARTAYYYYY of Ifu.
I AM SOO EXCITED. :)))))))))))

Para SAYO. Ikaw. Ikaw na napaka walang kwenta!

Una, nakakatuwa lang ang isang college girl na nagcocommute. Mapapansin mong iba ang lalagyan ng coins sa mismong wallet nila. :D haha! Nakakatuwa lang. hehe. Sorry ang babaw. :))
Pangalawa, Marerealize mo pag college ka na... na TIME IS SUPER DUPER GOLDEN PA SA GOLD. Grabeee lang. :)) lahat ng segundo, minuto at oras eh mahalaga na. Di gaya noon.. :))
Pangatlo, naisip ko lang.. kasi may deaf && mute students sa MC diba.. So naisip ko lang na mas konti ang kasalanan nila kesa satin. :) Sana marealize nila yun at wag silang malungkot dahil may diperensya sila kumbaga. :D Biruin nyo, hindi sila nakakapagsalita ng masama, hindi din nakakarinig ng masama. :D hehe. Wala lang. Naisip ko lang. :)

Anyway, nakakatuwa lang magisip isip ng malalim paminsan. Kahit mababaw. :)) LABO. >| haha!

Monday-- Went out, had a haircut. Shocked my Family and Yes. CRIED. :)))
Tuesday-- Shocked everyone sa school. :)) Prelims on ECOMM && Theo. :|:|:|
Wednesday-- Humanities class. Plenary about harassment. foodtrip. camwhorage. Prelims on Math. :|:|:| FO.

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Well, my day was quite fine.
One remarkable thing was DISMISSAL TIME. :)))))
sobrang funny naman kasi.
After the exams on math (which is so freakin SABAWNESS).. we went to the cr. Camwhorage began. and there.
After, sumabay kami sa car ni Cath. Sobrang nakakatawa kasi ang traffic sa katips. So FO talaga diba? Sound trip lang kami. And yun. Binaba kami sa Mini stop tas yun. :))
I was with Alex && Mara.. Tas paakyat na sa footbridge. So tatlo kami diba. tas sabay sabay kami.. May ale, pinagkasya nya talaga yung sarili nya samin. Todo pisat ako! :)) Ginitgit ba naman kami. :)) Wala. Positive energies ang meron kami. So ayun. Tawa lang kami ng tawa. Si mara and Alex magsasabay sa jeep. Ako hindi. tas yun. Sobrang WALANG JEEP na bakante. FO talaga! :)) wala. nakakatawa talaga yung moments naming tatlo. Katamad ikwento. Tas yun.. Nung nakasakay na ko, pauwi.. yung katabi kong LOLA naka-ipod pa. :))))) =))
SOBRANG >:))))))))))))))))) hahaha!
wala lang. :)

Simpleng tanong lang hindi pa masagot ng ibang tao..
hayy..
Kung para sainyo, napakadaling mangiwan.. sakin hindi... :(

Anyway, I was talking to Dice. and there. Kwentuhan.. tas yun. Naopen yung heart topicsss... and there. She was a bit sad, but she says it's pointless. Anyway, Dice said that Doraemon said.....