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Hello! :) I'm Althea. Studying at Miriam College. You can call me Thea, Thei, Aila, Lai, Aia, Yayay, Permy, Spermy, sushigirl or Blue :)
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    A WEEK OF SICKNESS. :|
    Date / Time : Saturday, June 28, 2008 / 4:45 AM
    Remember the sore throat thing? :O
    It turned into COUGH.
    then BAAAAD COUGH.
    With COLDS.
    the FLU.
    Then T O N S I L I T I S. :
    Man. That just sucks!! :(

    It was HELL. : I mean yes.. It's deep sh*t. : I can't imagine myself coughing my life all the way to class. :
    Wait. Last wednesday, Kasagsagan ng sakit ko.. I still went to school. Thought I could handle it. But after my first class, my friends brought me to the clinic and there. I was asked to go home.. Well, be fetched. :)) : And the Physician told me that I wasn't allowed to go to school the next day. Alrightie. :::
    So I missed a lot. Have a cut per subject and missed the OH-SO-VERY-IMPORTANT plenary. : That's crap. : Oh well.

    Friday-WAS A BIG BOGUS DAYYY. :
    I was dumb. stupid. : I rode a cab on my way to school and 2hours earlier. : So I stayed long enough at the school caf and read a lot. But mind you, I hadn't restored what I read. : PShhh. : Lunch was dreadful.. : I was coughing foreverrrr. ::::
    after PE class (I didn't join pe, but wore my pe uniform for attendance).. we headed to the LMC. :) Cos my friends would audition for TKM. Teatro Kolehiyo ng Miriam.. So I went with them.. I took a form also and filled it up. With much kidding and joking all the way there. : I am not actually planning to audition.. Blahhh. :: Then there, I audition right there and then!! :: I was SPEECHLESS. : I frankly don't know what to say or do. : IT'S A BLOWWW. : So after my 30second(stupid acting skit), They interviewed me. BLAHHH. there. I thought I won't make it. Then last night, they texted me. CONGRATULATIONS! ;) Yeah. It turned out to be OKAYYY. ;) hahaha!
    whatever.
    It wasn't really my intention to join or something, but I like it. :)
    I still have this bad coghs and stupid mean colds. :
    I wasn't able to attend the leadershi training for HPV's YFC. :( Sadd. :
    I'm all sassed. :(
    BYE!

    NOT PRETTY ENOUGH?
    Date / Time : Monday, June 23, 2008 / 6:59 AM
    HALA. :O

    The title. haha!

    "NOT PRETTY ENOUGH??

    I just read that somewhere. I can't even remember. was it a layout of a friend or an icon? I was just wondering. Is that applicable for me? :)) I DON'T SOUND LIKE I'M WORRYING AM I?.. Anyway, Ive been blogging since I woke up. :| Man, I sure am that I have covered the weeks of hiatus. huh? ;)

    Anyway, the topic is about yeah, the title of the post. :) I'm not saying that I'm not pretty. (Not that I am ha!) Just for the sake of blogging and babbling.

    Here it goes..

    Nobody is perfect. Everybody screws. I screw up a lot. Man I mean A LOT. :| I gained wait. From 80lbs to like 90lbs. That's not pretty. If you mean pretty as like "PRETTY-IM-A-SUPER-MODEL" kind of prettiness. :))
    Men find it attractive if YOU ARE SEXY instead of smart. HOT instead of sweet. And I think it's lame. I can be sexy && hot sometimes but it's not the measurement of being attractive. :| I hope I didn't babble all the way with the grammar freaks, did I? Well. I feel like such a loser for screaming like this. Is this a propaganda or something? NOT. Well, Girls need to be loved in different special ways.. Not like you love a girl because she's SEXY && HOT. Affection isn't all that ATTRACTION. :) So I must say, LOVE with your heart. Not with your eyes.. :)

    Highly dramatic, revolutionary and screwer 17 years old-- ME!
    Sorry to be THIS PAPANSIN. :)) haha! Am I that pampam? Anyway, I find girls today (some) are being trying hard just to attractive. Does that mean that the blame is on men? They keep fishing out for hot mommas instead of simple ones? :| Why is that?? They want to tell the world, OH YEAH! LOOK AT MY GIRLFRIEND, SHE'S MY FIGURINE OR FLOWER VASE. ISN'T SHE PRETTY? WTF. :O
    I prefer simple ones.. :) It doesn't need to be attractive just to be loved.

    You'll be loved if you'll be yourself. :D Like me. :))
    haha!
    Show everyone your true colors. You don't need to be all glittz and glamor. :)
    You need to be true to everyone and ofcourse, tp yourself. :D

    PEACE SIGNS. :|
    Date / Time : / 6:40 AM





    IDK. I have lots of PEACE pictures? :|:| wtf? Hhahahaha!
    Nakakamatayyyy. Wala lang. That was my lucky day. It's a 27th I think. But the cab is HOT. :| I mean, mainit sa loob nung cab. IDK wtf is with the cab's AC. :|It wasn't that traffic. But yes, it was traffic. So I camwhored. :)) Kuya's with me btw.. hehe. Sorry sa face. Wala lang. I'm just bored, so I decided to blog about this. :)) As you would notice, my hair is a bit weird. :))

    PLEASE READ!!!!
    Date / Time : / 4:55 AM
    Guys, it's important to read the last parts on my postsss. :) Cause it's the area where I pertain and talk to my blog visitors. :) And you know the basic don't you? Just tag on my tagboard. It's the only way you could contact me unless you're a personal friend. :) Plus, if you want to be a personal friend of mine, you can befriend me ON MY TAGBOARD first. :) And we could ex-links.. numbers.. But, the TAGBOARD is where it all must start. :) Okayy. I need not remind you of all these. But I just want to clear the stuffs for I don't have (and will not put) the question && answer box. I'm not interesting too, so why put an app like that? huh? Now you know. And yes. I said it right. :) just tag along. :) And yea, Let's be friends. :D

    This is why I HATE THE RAIN. :|
    Date / Time : / 4:35 AM
    Yes. Blame it on the weather. :|
    I'm having a ridiculous sore throat because of the stupid weather changes. :|
    Anyway, college classes are also suspended. But it's not like I'm affected or something. :|
    I DON'T HAVE CLASS ON MONDAYSSSS. :|
    Now you get it. :|

    Anyway, I'm having a really really bad morning because of this effing sore throat and the frequent attack of asthma. Must I say I feel sick today. It's really cold inside our house not to mention my room. It's AC-ed. :| Anyway, The rain has stopped and I think that the sun is coming back now. :) But seriously, I have lots of things to do. I need to buy a new bible and go out cause I need to have my homework printed.. Our printer has no ink and is disabled. :)) Haha! Now I'm blogging. :) Cause you won't get to read any posts on weekdays. Not that I'm studying.. I'm super tired and busy and Have no time for this. :| Sorry. But Imma repeat, I won't be on Hiatus. :)) haha! Now that I know what does that hiatus word came from.
    Anyway...
    School, I think is still LIGHT on me. :) I think... Cause I haven't been drinking energy drinks and vitamins just what I read on the magazine. Try to get what I mean cause I don't want to elaborate more on my stupid views of life. :| Okay I cough every 10seconds. :| It's all pissing me off now! :(

    CAN I BE A NEGATIVE ONE, JUST FOR TODAY?

    Okay. Cause you see, I'm an all-smile kiddo here and I always put my perspective on the positive area. But for today, I mean the moment I opened my eyes.. I still want to sleep more but then my throat is really very sore and I cough a lot. It's a dry cough anyway.. Plus I feel uncomfortable cause I have my period and it's pissing me off. :|:|:| I still am not on the mood to be on the "Brighter side" or on the "Lighter note". It's effing stupid now. I can't finish a sentence without coughing.. I can't concentrate on things cause my throat is itching really bad. And yeah. I need to cover my mouth (HAHA!!) and My eyes are geeting a little more teary after every cough. Man this sore throat is killing me! :| But this has nothing to do with ME, GOING OUT TODAY! ;] Hahahaha!! :)) Yeah. Imma go out for some fresh air. NOT. haha! I'll be out today. ;) I'll buy myself a new bible and print my homework outside and eat out!! Yey! But then, I still have this sore throat. I'll buy myself a medicine later on..

    As you can see, I'm trying to make this post long enough to cover the entire week of being hiatus. :)) I'll be on hiatus every week. :)) Haha! But I don't prefer using hiatus. :)) hahah! :)) Anyway, if you have problems with my blog, my posts, with me.. you can contact me through my TAGBOARD. :)
    If you appreciate my stuffs here, you also can contact me through my TAGBOARD.
    Feel free to comment on my posts. :) Just tell me you did so I can get back on you and do as well, comment. :)
    And if you just visited me, navigated on nothing, read nothing. You need not scram right away, please do tag. So I could also tag on you. ;)
    Guys I'm friendly. :) I don't bite. :)
    take care and God bless! :)

    When you want something sooo bad...
    Date / Time : Friday, June 20, 2008 / 5:18 PM
    You really pray hard. :|

    I was like wondering weeks ago, before school starts officially and I asked God for a sign. I told him to show me in my dreams the sign I needed. :| Soo there.
    My dream told me that if I saw someone wearing WHITE all over is the approvement of my LIKEYYY. :''> Then one time, as I was on my way home.. I saw the SIGN!! I was happy all the way. But then I realized as days passed by.. MARAMING NURSING STUDENTS SA PINAS..
    Namatay akoo. :| Haha! Oh well. Bahala na si Lord God. :) I don't realy need it NEED IT like RIGHT NOW. So parang sigeeee. Goooo lang. Enjoy life. Don't assume. Don't expect.. DON'T. Just don't. :) Stay happy and focused. :|
    Yung pagfocus parang ang hirap gawin. :|
    Kawawa na utak ko. HEAVY FLUID.
    sabawwww na sabaw lang.
    Syempre nasasabaw na talaga sya diba. :|
    Kailangan kong mag-serve para mawala ang stress.
    masaya pag may tinutulungan. :) Mas nawawala ang self-pity o kung anu man. :)

    2ND COLLEGE WEEK. :|
    Date / Time : / 5:02 PM
    Here's the week post. :)

    MONDAY-- I have to effing wake up early for the Psychological exams. :|
    TUESDAY-- Classes.. Discussion ekers.. :|:|
    WEDNESDAY--Classes. Whatever. Schoooool. :|:|
    THURSDAY--Hyperness of half-block and our korean classmates. :)
    FRIDAY--PE. tiring. classes. HELL. :|

    That's soo non sense and brief? :|
    LOL. =))

    My entire body aches. Every joint and muscle. :|
    I'm tired of my hair cut, so Imma visit the salon tomorrow and I'll cut my hair yo. :)
    Sobrang SABAW pala ng utak ko this week. :|
    Because of the C word and 2 days 2hours of MATH, the school bully of every math hater. :)) And yea. The FDeeds man. :| I SUCK big time this week. :|
    Plus this monkey wont get the hell out of my nerves and I feel like exploding. :|
    I will be updating during weekends (If I have time)..
    So I repeat, don't expecft something from me or my blog or my boring rants. I won't put this on Hiatus (yess. humahiatus.. :)).. ) cause I don't feel like it. :)) And don't expect me to detail everything.. cause I wont. and I can't. (grabe lang kasi sabaw na utak ko araw araw)...
    And please. Don't get sick of my rants. :)) Go away if you hate the blog and it's writings. :)) Kasi this is my sanctuary where I express my thoughts. :) And if you find my thoughts disturbing and unpleasant, Please. Click on the red button on the upper most left of the page and don't leave me your nasty comments. Cause nothing better will be off for you. Plus, you need not visit me frequently just to spoil the nice things here. :) Get what I mean. Just read and if you find it annoying.. it's not my fault. :)) BYEEEE!

    BUTI PA SI CRUSH.
    Date / Time : / 4:35 PM
    BUTI PA YUNG CRUSH KO.
    MATALINO..
    CUTE..
    MABAIT..

    HINDI KAGAYA MOOOO!! :|
    HAHA! :))

    Post of the week. :|
    Date / Time : / 4:01 PM
    Sorry for NOT being THAT pretty huh. :|

    Ang Bitter ba? :|

    I knowww right. SORRY. :|
    It's not about the CRUSH AND THE LIKE thing. I'm blogging about something general. And as from what I noticed...

    People would always go for the looks. wait. elaborate ko lang ha. :|

    Kasi, may isang tao. Ang yabang. Kala mo GWAPO. :|
    Tapos, ewan ko kung bakit ganon sya.
    Nakakainis.
    Kasi ang hirap iexplain!! :|
    I don't feel something special for this person.
    Pero ALAM MO YUNG FEELING NA AKALA MO
    NAMAN ANG GWAPO GWAPO PARA MANGSNOB?
    ACTUALLY, HINDI SYA SNOB TALAGA.
    PERO BASTAAA. :|:|

    Sorry kung ang tanga lang ng post ko. :|
    Hahaha! :))
    LOL.
    I'll post something about my week later. Pag relaxed na ko. :) hehe.

    ANG YABANG MO LANG.
    GUSTO MO LANG KAUSAPIN YUNG MGA
    MAGAGANDA AT SEXY?
    :))
    KALA MO GWAPO MO. MUKA KA NGANG UNGGOY. :|
    WAG MO SABIHING MAYAMAN KA.
    :|:|:|

    CRUSHHHH
    Date / Time : Saturday, June 14, 2008 / 8:18 AM
    Sorry.
    Forgive me for blogging about non sense stuffs.
    Anyway, Just so you know.. I'm confused about "crush && like".
    I think it's practically the same, but I'm making some sort of thin border lines to it. :|
    Well, a few of my friends know about this "I-LIKE-HIM" thing.. Especially My MC barkada. And most especially MARA SALIDO and KATRINA BARDOS. (My new found close friends).

    Okayy, Just an aside here..
    MARA saw him. Mara saw US. Mara is the witness. :))
    KAT is the bitch who advices much. :)) Haha!

    Anyway, so there. I'm not really obsessed with HIM. But I am terrified. :) (in a nice way yo! ;))
    He is adorable but He just doesn't see me in a different light.
    Imma stop blogging about him from now on after this post cos I might sound merely desperate. Imma just shut the eff up. :|:|:|
    Kayyy.BYE. :))

    !st week as Kolehiyala.
    Date / Time : Friday, June 13, 2008 / 3:35 PM
    Okay I wont be detailing the things that happened to me for the past 5days of college. :|
    anyway, it has been a blast. and I'll tell you a secret.

    i already know how to ride a Jeepney.

    Isn't that COOL? :)) Haha!
    Wait, I'll share something really really personal. It's not really offhand but I wanna share this to everyone else. I wanna share this to you! (Yes. You! ;)).

    A little too personal.
    But I'm grateful. :)

    Last wednesday, it's I think the 11th... it rained hard. So my friends and I killed our time in Starbucks near our school (Miriam College). Yea. Time passed. Stopped raining. and Then, waited for a cab. It's like a gizillion years then but still I hadn't seen a cab. It's an hour and a half when I realized to kill the time again and texted a Friend. I was a little surprise when HE replied. And all was history. :))
    The outline was...
    He "accompanied" me. I can't say he FETCHED me. Cause He did not. (Or sort of did actually).. :"> It was a happy moment. Or Hour. :)
    WAIT!...
    I forgot to mention that I prayed to Lord God to give me a cab.. and then I texted him.. and he replied and we went home together. I realized that it's true...

    God did not give me exactly what I prayed for.
    Instead, He gave me a better one.

    God is so good. :) I feel so blessed. :)
    Well, maybe that's just it.
    You may find the story not interesting or not really personal, but For me it is. I have a Huge "Something" for this guy.. (Hope he wont get to read this).. and I feel a little uncomfortable about the idea that I am actually blogging about it. Well, you may notice someday that I deleted this entry, but still I would wanna post it. Just for the sake of sharing a little personal stuff.. But if I realize that this is partly embarrassing well, I'll be deleting this. :)
    My week had been a little nice for me.
    A roller coaster and I'm not "Petrified" now. ;)
    Plus, I have new friends already! :)
    Maybe I'll post during fridays, so don't expect something from my blog or from me if it's a weekday or so. My schedule is really awful :|

    ciao!

    I'm bored and PETRIFIED(still)..
    Date / Time : Sunday, June 08, 2008 / 9:14 AM
    I'm saving money for Twilight.
    Pft.
    :|

    I knowww right. :|
    Why do I need to like save money just for the sake of books. Why can't my folks just do all the buying thing and I just sit back relax and enjoy. :| Yeah. But that's not how things work NOW. I need to like SAVE money. No one even tells me. So that's a progress for my personality. I think I just need to do that. Cause I need to be mature. :|:| Blahh. I'm still not ready..for all these.. :|:|

    Affected. :|

    I'm now affected with recent stuffs. Daily life and all. I don't know. I guess this is another sign of maturity. I'm now affected by the politics thingy and the corruptions.. The media.. The news.. the deaths of movie actors (Rudy Fernandez).. I don't know. I'm also affected with the high priced ranges of all stuffs. :|:| I don't know. What's happening to me!! I'm getting a little old by heart! Nah. :O
    haha! I'm affected with all these.... :|:|:|

    School. :|:|:|:|
    Rarr.
    School is still bothering me. I'm still petrified. Yeah. I'm coming to school on the first day of my freshman year this Tuesday.. And still, with a very heavy heart. :| I'm sick with college stuff. :| And yeah, Still have this HS hung over slash fever. I can't let gooooo. Highschool is still fresh from my memory. :|:| I'm sickk. :| How do things work in college? How are the profs and blockmates? Orgs? :|
    I'm a terrible newbie for this stuffs. :|:|

    I sympathize with the family && Friends
    of the deceased movie star
    Rudy Fernandez

    Sorry kung affected talaga ko.
    Feeling ko, it's not yet time.
    :|
    But God has more plans..
    and we're better off not knowing.
    I guess...

    FRUSTRATIONS.
    Date / Time : Friday, June 06, 2008 / 5:45 PM
    Almost too Frustrated to function.
    Blahh.

    I am very much frustrated about what's been happening. Just TODAY. :|
    But then again, I still keep in mind GOD'S WILL.
    Whatever it is. I'll just let things happen. For I know that God knows better than us. :\

    I just feel so sick with what's happening. F. :|
    Sorry. I'm just brain dead againnn. :|

    Communiting Life--Jeepney fascination!!
    Date / Time : / 8:06 AM
    Some one please teach me to Commute.
    I'm a college girl already!
    I should know these!! :|

    Ive been experiencing hell with commuting. I have always been riding the Cab for the past two months since I applied and got in. Whatsoever. I mean, I am not really a high maintenance kind of girl... But I really don't know how to ride the Jeep. I know how to ride and call a jeepney but I don't know where to go. Like Kung san bababa, san pupunta. Ang loser ng life ko if I don't know these things. I would really appreciate it if some one would teach me how to commute from pasig to Katipunan. :x

    That's just so stupid. :|

    Anyway, I have decided not to use foul words now on my blog. I guess it would rather be "clean" if I use wholesome words and try to censor my words. Keep my mouth from using badwords. :)) :| Whatever.

    Okayy. So Ive been tag by a lot of people lately. And still, I haven't done the things pa. :| haha! Sorry. I'll do it later on. :)

    WTH am I so fascinated with Jeepneys?? :O

    Really. I'm really fascinated. I'm amazed. I don't really know why. I feel very giddy with the fact that I'll be riding a jeep. It excites the heap on me! And I don't know if it's stupid or funny. :| i find it really awesome. But not Cute. :)) haha! I'm goin` bananas for jeepneys. :) WTH? haha! It's not really usual for someone to be fascinated with things like this. Not unless your a foreigner or something. But for me. You can count the times I rode a jeep on your fingers. It sucks. But I feel a lot more alienated. Everyone's been riding Jeepneys and I'm not. :| What's wrong with me. :| I like to ride jeepneys forever. Not with rush hour people. :| They say it sucks to be jampacked with all those sweaty ones. But you can't choose people you'll be riding with. Wag na maginarte! Ride na ng jeepney! I wish I knew how. :|:|
    Help needed. :)

    Yesterday was so TIRING. :|
    Date / Time : / 6:09 AM
    Yeah. Yesterday, I have mentioned about the last orientation in MC.
    So there.
    Anyway..

    That afternoon, We had a House Hold, Youth Yehey at Kuya Nelman's house. It was fun! yes. It's actually a Youth for Christ thing. ;) It was such joy for me. I mean, I'm thirsty for services like this. I want to serve the Lord through the love and care that I may share to people. :)
    It was such joy.. I remember feeling this way every time we have worships. :)
    Anyway, 3pm I went to ICC to meet Kuya Nelman and other YFC members. Around 330, went to Kuya Nelman's place for the House Hold sessions. ;) Well, it didn't start in an instant. Nagmerienda muna kami. Kuya Nelman's mom cooked spaghetti for us YFC people. ;) It was yummy. :) Then may talk na. Then sharing. Basta ang saya. Kwentuhan. and all. After the sharing we ate lovely little Doughnuts that Ate Karla brought us! :) It was nice and sweet! :) There. On the way home. It was super fun cause we rode a Jeepney. You know me. I don't ride jeepneys very often. So I was like very much fascinated with the ride. Though it's a bummer, Cause I got to ride it for like 2 minutes only. :| So whatever. I just realized a lot of things. Reflected on different stuffs. and yes. had a heart to heart talk with my bestfriend Gert.

    The night to midnight talk with my bestfriend.
    was bitter sweet.

    My mind has been juggling things for like forever since the graduation. It was awful Anyway, Ive been thinking a lot lately. And I don't really intend to be depress. So I still manage to keep it cool. Anyway, the talk was about.. need I say more? Well, it's a little too private. Anyway, Since I was inspired much on the YFC event we had, I tried to advise her on things. :) Yeah. That I think is, a bestfriend thing to do. :)) Nyahaha! There. perhaps now, I need to talk about what I am currently feeling.

    Little high, Little Low..

    I feel a little low lately. Though currently feeling enthusiasm and bliss. :) It's because Lord God is here. here by my side. by us. :) By our side. What's making me feel low is that friends do come and go. Physically leave. :| I can't stand the feeling. It sickens me everyday. But I know. God has more plans for them. For me. For us. For everyone. God has good reasons and that reasons might be hard for us to understand and absorb deeply. But for all I care. It is God who only knows. There. I just feel like it's bursting all its colors just now. Just this instant and all the colors are unwavering. It's quite a little too blurred. I still can't figure things out. I manage to go on with the flow, but I can't help but think a lot. My mind's gonna explode. :|:|
    But then, Thank you Lord God. :)

    Miriamista. :))
    Date / Time : Thursday, June 05, 2008 / 9:16 AM
    They call Miriam students as "Miriam Students".

    I find it dull. Idk. :)) haha! I find it WHAT? haha! Anyway.. the two orientations we had were "okay". I'm not gonna say it's FUN, `cos on the first session of the first orientation, I merely fell asleep. I met new friends on the afternoon session cos they grouped us up. Anyway, It's good that I know someone. I can talk to someone, though it's not easy to like get to know people, it's really good I have new sets of friends. :) It makes me smile. Well, I am pleased and thankful to have good new friends. They're not like the others. I mean Yeah. :)) I haven't met everyone yet. Or will I ever? :)) haha! It's just funny that I have new friends already. :) I made a lot of new friends. :) that's I think a progress since school would start next week. I'm still petrified. yeah. You read that correctly. The OA-ism of my term.
    I'm PETRIFIED. :|:|:|

    As they say, College is not like Highschool. Well you've got to set strict PRIORITIES now. It's like freedom. But believe me, I think it's a gate to the REAL world. It's been quite easy and superficial when still in HS. It's not like it now. You're now alienated. :| Your friends wouldn't be just a turn away. :| it's like you wont see them as often as you did. :| I hate the thought. Whatever. :| I'll just post later. :| :))

    On my way home today..
    Yun ji
    A Korean, befirend me. :)
    Good thing she knows how to speak in english..
    Cos I don't understand KOREAN. :))
    LOL. :)