Yeah. I know. Like my blog really sucks!
hahah!!

I have a lot in my mind, but I just can`t effing tell it all. Im havin` a hard time filling this up.. Cos all the ideas are comin` out all at the same time. Which I can`t deal with right at this effing moment. :)
I really can`t think of something decent and very NICE post for everyone to enjoy and think of as INTERESTING cos I know, this site is really booorrring. :)
I just wanna pour my heart on this now..

I can`t let go of my SENIOR YEAR.
it`s been very memorable. yea. sounds cliche right?, but this senior year, will soon come to an end, and that means we`ll al go to college.. have seperate lives.. meet new friends, people and all. It`s just not likely. I was thinkin` last night if Im ready to deal with COLLEGE life.
Cos not on my wildest imaginations have I thought of being a COLLEGE GIRL.
I am soo used to being a baby with my friends and not to mention FAMILY.
my friends would always have my back no matter what the odds might bring.. and NOW?, what am I suppose to do? I know like im independent or something.. But to clear it all. Im effing scared. Scared to meet new people. Like YEAAAHH. it`s soo not like me for being like THIS. For being scared... Im soo used to meeting new friends, but NOT this time.. Like Im hurting now or something. :\

new friends will come.. and Im soo not wanting to find them?
wutt? Like im confusing..
this graduation thing is consuming mee!!!!!!

geez.
What I am right at this very moment, isn`t what i really am!!
I am soo scared.. soo attached with my friends...
soo attached to HIGHSCHOOL that I can`t barely let go of it. :|

My friends....
HUMALEDGE, the sweets berkeida including my bestfriends... tropa.. and all.. err girls from the lower batch.. I AM SOO NOT GONNA FORGET EVERYONE!

having seperate lives isn`t easy.. they might be busy, I might be busy too.. We won`t get to see each other much often.. We`ll be far away from each other.. from everyone..

I CANT..say my farewell.. cos I am soo not ready for this. :\

This dramathon is irritating.
i`ll post a tribute some other time.. :)

and when I say tribute, it`ll be much more DRAMATIC&&SPECIFIC..

soo wait for it you guys. :]

cia0!