School's been a real biggie this past few days. (I know right).. So I have no time to rant it all out here. I know.. Hmm.. Ive been very busy lately and I need to study for my monthly exams tomorrow (until friday).. My exams a while ago wasn't really hard.
in fact it was easy! :) Love it. :)) haha!

There's a big fight between my classmates `manuel&&keitoo` I dunno with them, Manuel kase is pikon.. But keitoo is a retard.. he kept throwing paper balls on manuel's corner that's why manuel got really mad. :| Too lame. Fighting cos of paper balls huh?.. haha! okayyy..

Soo Ive been emoing for such a long time. Dramafests occure every night. I mean c'mon. How would I ever deal with this. It's been 4months now.. *sighs*

Friend topics now huh?!..
----I miss my friends. haha! :)) even though were always together. It feels like I'm still longing for them. Duhrrr.. Cos we haven't been hanging out and chillin` and catchin` up with the latest details.. aww. We used to be doing that.. (our barkada aren't together in a class rather not classmates pala.) haha! =)) aww geesh.

Okayyyy.. So we had a thing last week it's the CARREER EVENT thingy in manila.. (Yeah, for some senior students who had the thing too, I think we bumped with each other.. haha!) There were soo many students ^^juniors&&seniors^^ from different schools.. It was crowdy I couldn't even feel the air coming out from the aircon, was it aircon`d?? haha!! =)) see...
Anyhoo, I got a lot of forms and all.. but Im too busy to creep on them. maybe this weekend I'll insert some time on it. :))

Well, sorry guys for the linkies.. I'll be updating it soon.. Super sorry talaga.. Im uber busy lately.. Id do it this weekend (i hope..)

I'm suppose to be studying.. so imma go study first. :) LYA friends!

cia0!

I'm tired of being lonely. It feels like crap. I mean it. :( I mean, there's nothing really wrong with me lately, but I'm soo confused. I don't even wanna hang out na nga, but come to think of it, I wont get distracted if it wasn't for my friends.. so there. thanks to them much. :)
Well, asd for my monstrous being deep inside, my hearts super shallow and it feels like I don't have a heart, it doesn't feel like beating anymore.. I was sullenly numd for the past few weeks or must I say months long.. I was superficial lately when it comes to my feelings and emotions. I was destroying myself down.. I find this line capable for what I'm currently feeling..

^^My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start wit^^

Yeah. That's soo right for me. I'm being emo again. I feel like crying., maybe the effect of the liquor I had made me feel this way. Discontented with what I have and Gloomy on all factors. I'm left alone. And I'm sick with it. I don't want to be alone. :| I hate it. :( I feel soo down and horrible.
I wanna be happy.. Like before... Unstoppable.. no weariness.. :| No nothing. I miss my old life back then..

...updating at last...
super sorry.. ngayon lang ulit ang update ko. Tss..

SENIOR life is irritating.. misserable and all but believe me. FUNFUNFUN!!

Iam currently experiencing the love of drinking more and more each day. :)) haha! Fun talaga.

``HUMALEDGE``(combined section "humanity&&Knowledge") I love it. super.

every week nalang may bithday and that means every week, DRINKIDRINKDRINK.. :)

It's not naman bad eeh. *ithink..* hehe. But I was really enjoying the last year of my highschool life. as innnnn... ;) Sure am gonna miss my friends and batchmates and all.. hmmm..

different drinkind deeds at different places.. I always got tipsy in the end. but that's cool wit me. Promised not to drink but then after all, id do soo again!! :)) Fuck.tard.

My academics were good. Except for one stupid subject! It was really freakinly CRAP! computa. or must i say COMPUTER, fuck it. i hate it.

okayyyy.. so I wont have a recap for last months stuff..
todayy was freak-ayy..

--partied at nhica's crib. ;) we all played out loud old school songs. jerremy was goin loco na. :)) haha! You wont probably get my point, cos im tipsy yet surfin the net.. soo im really so0rry for this shitload. :|

I hate myself for being impulsive and stupid lately. I need someone by my side. like a significant other who'll be ready to be repremanded. :| augh. i guess im being way too sense less. Im gloomy. I hate it. I miss my joyful days.. I miss my old self. Ive learned to be blue lately and i can't gain my happiness..back..again..

well, I'm happy for my friends cos their happy with their new boyfriends. well, here iam. stucked in the past! that's fuck. :| I hate it. Im out.