Okayy.. I am soo friggin bored. see?! How ironic can it get. :| I have soo many things to do yet I'm bored. Plus. I haven't even thought of doing those stuffs. :| tss..
Anyhoo,

Used my globe sim and texted much. But yah see, My friends are all busy hanging out.
--Fruitcake,Toto&&Hykez were at the mall.. They watched "Ouija". haha! :)) Total buzzer?! I was really shocked when Fruitcake told me that. :)) haha! well, No offense intended. I was just soo shocked about it. haha! =)) To think Fruitcake,toto,hykez would ever watch such in theaters! ;) Love it. :)):)):))

Okayyy.. Enough of mocking my friends.. :| :P

--Jhem(bobko) went @ ronnel's. lalang. Why am I saying stuffs bout others. :)) ahaha!! Why not my stuff?

..well Obviously, nothing interesting happened to me today, I was just soo stucked here at home doing nothing. For all I care, I need to do lotsa stuffs. But what I did today was seriously NOTHING!! :|

I need to memorize a lot of literature pieces for some competitions. But the hell. I have never even tried to. :| psssh. I know right? I suck. Bigtime. :|
Soo there. Uhm.. What else.

Weellll, I discovered something..

I know it when something will go wrong or might be wrong. I know. My instincts never let me down. Not once. Soo.. yeahh.. I haven't noticed lately but I figured it out myself. :| Okayyy.. Enough of the `suspense`

I discovered that some of my "friends" are talking shit about me and super obviously BEHIND MY BACK.. And not just talking shit. But SPREADING evil rumors about me. Well, Ofcourse I was like soo alarmed but I'm not surprised, The fact that I KNOW THEM TOO WELL. Which is why I didn't trust em 100%.. But I can always say that I TRUSTED em. :| Good thing I haven't been giving my 100% stuff to them. I wont. Not gonna happen anymore. Anyhoo, the rumor isn't that really serious but it is soo Alarming. I didn't take it seriously though. What alarmed me was, when I figured who was these people talking shit. :| Well, Those who you least expect to do that to you would definitely do. Psssh.. It was effingly hard to understand. But in some circumstances, I do.
Good thing my berkeida's not like em. Seriously. :)) ;) :P
Well, now I know and I'm sure who to trust now! Ive been there? soo how could I possibly end up with the same pain.?? Tss.. See how life is? Now people tries to ruin my image again. But who are you fooling?! Not me.

If YOU(pertaining to 3 talk shits) happen to read this entry..
--I don't know now. I don't get your point. Trying to be a close friend, doing good things but what about talking shit behind my back? You think it's soo cool? Thinking you made me look stupid? Well, you're probably wrong. :) You haven't noticed that you lost sometime of your short life talking shit behind my back. Haha! So lame. You should have kept it yourself. Well, I'm not like any other who will be cat-fighting with you.. I'll just leave it all behind. But please, I want you 3 to realize.. That there's more to life than just being busy talking shit behind my back.

Funny how "friends" turn out to be pure evil enemies. :| I find it soo weird and strange..

Okayyy.. anufff of those dramas about weird "friendship".. I know with myself that things between us will never be the same. :| It wont.ever.be..


Jhem or bobKO talked to me about it. It was our first ever serious talk. Somehow he made me realize that some of those whom you call friends can stab your back easily. :| I don't really want to make a big fuss out of it, but I'm really bothered. Funny how I know strangely how the circumstances can get. It's just amazing how I cut communications with people I don't want to be with,around or even hangin' out. I too do know that people you've learned to LOVE can easily go, can easily forget you,. can easily break your fragile being and can easily stepped on you like a doormat. This sounds soo emo. I know right? But This is just plain me. :| {get over it thei. :))}
I'm not really strong as in SUPER strong, But dealing with life is what I know. I'm not really a good psychologist well, for some reasons I'm not one. :)) haha!! sorreeee. :D :| But I know that for every problem, psychology is attached. Ive been a good "psycho"(pertaining to a psychologist) haha! ;)

Life is never really easy, It wont ever be. All you have to do is be easy on it. See the point? You have to learn how to deal with it. With you're life and all the possible things that can happen to you. Everything is part of it. ;) soo you just have to be tougher when life becomes tough on you. ;) Going with the flow of life will make it easy for you. And especially GOD. He will always be there. Whether you think you need him or not. You just have to come to him and ask him. Well, PRAY! ;) I love how I sound todayy.. Sooo inspiring. WEH. haha! :)) :P

cia0!