Half day for us students in our school. There was this emergency funeral for someone associated with the school, soo all the teachers had to go there. We, then my friends managed to hangout @ matt's.. But then another emergency took place, we all went to mega mall. I knowww right?! Isn't that creepy? SM mega mall. haha!!Anyway, Just for fun lang naman. Btw, I was with ^^pam,tish,william,matt,kenny^^ soo there..
We ate at some fastfood and watched a movie. The place wan't really crowded at all, we watche *license to wed* It was hilarious. :)) haha!! Okayy, whatever. The guys actually want to watch die hard or sinking of japan. But hey! Hello?! They're with girls... ;) Whooo!! Soo there.
William--thanks a lot for the chocolates!! ;)

anyhoo, It rained sssoooo hard and we have to stay inside the mall just to keep it down low. We rode a vehicle called FX. :)) haha!! I just love the ride.

I can't help but miss someone significant in my life. : it's super hard to live my life without him. Bu I gotta keep it up. : Tss... whatever.
there were no photos by the way., NO CAMERAS. : psshhh. : Soo there. Life is funny though.

Hmmm.. I'll go now. NO CLASSES TODAY!!! Yeahh. bored. :

To start the week. I'm f*cked up. :| Like, last night I couldn't sleep and I slept at 3am. Soo obviously, I'm late. Traffic jam. Soo I arrived 7.30 am. I was like 20mins late. Sheesh.. Community service is what I did early this morning. :| That sucks bigtime. I was overly in deep crap..

Filipino class--did nothing. Didn't even had our practice. too lame.

English--no mythology class today. :| Did a review seatwork.

Mapeh--NOTHING happened. and I mean NOTHING. :|

*recess*boring... hangout inside the classroom, had a lil chitchat and off we go. MATH class!

Math--solvation. haha! seatwork. hw's. :| crappppp.. :((

Values-- *deng* HATE IT! ;( the lessons were actually slef learned or by experience or by simply teaching yourself some good attitudes, right conduct and stop MISBEHAVING!! for god's lovvvvvve!! :| PUHLEASEEE!!! ;|

*lunch*BORRRRRRRRRRRING! Jocas and I ate rice. Yeah. It was awesome. :)) The food wasn't really the delisyoso. But it's fine. I mean it. :)) Enough of having cheeseburgers and fries. demmit! ;)

Physics--lalalalaLOVE it. Super. haha! :)) The lesson is soo great! Yeah. ;) haha!!

TLE--everyone's busy. We did our projects and finished wrapping stuffs. :)) Jester and Lester were like "Niggah!! pagawa naman neto" "Niggah, please naman".. Tsss.. whatever. :))

DISMISSAL---rained soo hard soo we have to stay inside the classroom first. pssh. Then rode a stupid vehicle and viola! I'M WET! :(( shit. Totally.

--well, To sum it all up. Today was just some kindaffa normal day. I mean, what happened was always happening. As always. Usual.. And i was like. Fine. :)) haha!!
My crush texted me again. :)) :) LOLX!! laugh it off loudahhhh!! =))

Went to the library to be scolded by a stupid librarian. Sheesh. Sorry for being mean again. Can't help it. :| tsss.. :))

keepyah posted. K3u all.

cia0!♥

Did nothing. :| Ive only got one day left to do a lot of my thaaaangggg... :| Pssh.
Toto and I will go out sometime this month. I just am not quite sure when.. We'll have a so-called ``let's go out`` thing.. just me and him. :) It's a friendly gimmick. And nothing to do with romantic fluids.. yay! :)) He's just a friend... and a friend ever since 6th grade. :)
Toto seems to be nice nowadays.. I wonder. Well, he's nice naman ever since, but he's soo kuripot to ask me out. :)) Fortunately, he did. :) Goodness gracious. what happened to that lil boy I used to know. Well, BOBko, is still being irritated with a lot of stuffs, if ever you may wanna go wonder who "bobKO" is, he's also a friend.. Jerremy's the name. :)) But I call him bob. :) Well, there! Ive been very ``outdude`` lately with some of my friends and guy friends. I don't seem to like hangin' out sometimes. I find myself lonely.. But since Toto noticed, he gave a helping hand! Yikes!! sounds soo emo. and a lil noble. (can be?!) haha!! ewww.. whatever.

Toto's been there all the time, from heartache to heartache.. and also hykez.. he's also been there, though very busy at times. The two of them are one of the closest guy friends. The closest to my heart. I love them to bits! Not like I love em romantically if ever you thought of that. haha! :)) They're just my ever dearest loving friends. :) They never let me down! add that! ;) Need I say more?? I just love their company. Too gentle. ;) hihihi.. :D

Hykez&&Toto were the one who started calling me "NIGGAH".. I was super irritated with that at first, but as I finally grew with it. It didn't matter. ;) Now, everyone calls me NIGGAH. tss.. thanks ah. :| haha! But Toto and Hykez comes original again. :)) haha! :>

`cos yahh knoe.. they've been there when I needed someone.. I kinda am not really expecting that to happen before, I was like "they'll be the lasts to comfort me".. but I was wrong.. In fact those people whom I expected to comfort me during my darkest times didn't. :| I'm glad I'm friend with these jerks! :)) haha! Kidding. I'm glad I'm friends with them. :) I'm super! :> These whom I mocked last saturday!! :)) ged naman kase, they watched OUIJA in theaters without me pa. :) eh I thought I was the one JOLOGS. well, I'm not saying OUIJA is jologs.. but probably they thought it as jologs. :) HYKEZ pa.. ehh super laitero yun. haha!! Mocker. I mean. :)

yours truly,
```mocker```

MOCKER me always MOCKERING! =)) haha. super Loser. LOLx.
I know right?! I'm such a Mocker. But for some reasons.. well... That's life. haha! :)) Sorry naman, atleast I'm being real&&true&&all.. ahaha. It's not like normal, for people to admit they're mean sometimes. It's obviously not true if you tell me "ALTHEA, I AM NOT A MOCKER" puhhlease niggah. :)) I know for sure, everyone=MOCKER. Do you even know what mocker means?! Pssh. I realized, everyone can be a mocker. :)) haha!! whatever. Ang mocker ng post na toh. Super inspired kasi mga seniors sa PSALM ONE. Super love yung line na``..or sit in the seat of mockers!`` haha!! :)) bat kaya uber affected kami?! I wonder. Well, HI JONAH!!! YOU MOCKER!!! YES YOU!!! #1 MOCKER OF THE SENIORS. HUMANEDGE!! :))

I was like bored the whole afternoon, soo what I did was SLEEP. yeah. I slept. Soo I haven't done my stuffs yet. Super tamad ko.

What else.. Well, before I had my 4hour sleep, Toto(kevin) and I texted. He was at the mall again but this time, with his family. I asked him to buy me something, but then again he forgot! Tss. Nice. :|

okayyy.. Soo what else could I possibly blog about. Nothing really, Random thoughts keep running through my mind. Pssshh.. What now? School is random. Didn't attend the volley training again! I feel like I'm super tired. Well, I'm sick of all the runnings and stuffs. Grarrr! ;|
Can somebody give me a topic?!

--Just now, Toto texted me. He's at home. He's super addicted with basketball. haha! :> am I mocking my friends again rather friend?! haha!! ;) :)) Tssk! Uhm, UPCAT is super fast approaching, But I cancelled mine. :| see. I'm such a loser. In some cases. I hate it. :|:|:|

^^My "friends" started acting on what I posted. They reacted. Merely guilty, I thought. It was super lame for them to ask me. Who it was?! Really?! Are you trying to come clean? Pssh.. Enough.

Well, before my sleeping activity this afternoon.. here are some of my stuffs that is not really significant but I managed to do. :)):)):))

First stop, I learned that "about your love" is airing earlier that the usual, well, I'm not a total fan of This tv shows. Funny though, but I did watched. I haven't had the chance to understand the show. But I was like, OKAYYY.. How cute... haha! Most of the guys on that show are super CUTE! ;) HMMM.. Then I watched GAMEKNB. It was cool. haha! ;)
I got bored easily with watching tv, soo I thought of soundtrippin`.. but then again, I changed my mind. I got a good snack and read chicken soup for the soul. I lurrved it. Then texted and slept. By 5pm I was awoken by my sister, she's been coughing and coughing like hell. and I was like "wth?!" then she stumbled down stairs. I don't get it. She went inside our room just to cough and wake me up?! WHATTA BRATT!! :|

Soo there, Ive had a good idea with my blogging now. Talkin` bout bratty lil sistASS.
I know, before.. I used to be one hellafa bratt mommy's lil girl. I used to pissed my brothers off, but not the way my lil sistah pisses me! She's a good one. And it's really impressive. I kinda hate her for that. Well, when she's not around I'm missin` her. But when she's here, GAWD! I always like to kick her butt! Geeshh.. Anyhoo, &&now, I don't wanna talk about it. haha!! :))=))

I just wanna have a loooong entry todayyy.. Pssshh.. Soo, sorry for all these nonsense stuff.. I just want my blog to be updated, that's why. Am I successful on entertaining you?! haha!! :)) Well, I'll be going now! I might just blog later or tomorrow or on mondayy... Not sure though.

WARNING: please don't talk shit. :))

cia0!! K3u.

Okayy.. I am soo friggin bored. see?! How ironic can it get. :| I have soo many things to do yet I'm bored. Plus. I haven't even thought of doing those stuffs. :| tss..
Anyhoo,

Used my globe sim and texted much. But yah see, My friends are all busy hanging out.
--Fruitcake,Toto&&Hykez were at the mall.. They watched "Ouija". haha! :)) Total buzzer?! I was really shocked when Fruitcake told me that. :)) haha! well, No offense intended. I was just soo shocked about it. haha! =)) To think Fruitcake,toto,hykez would ever watch such in theaters! ;) Love it. :)):)):))

Okayyy.. Enough of mocking my friends.. :| :P

--Jhem(bobko) went @ ronnel's. lalang. Why am I saying stuffs bout others. :)) ahaha!! Why not my stuff?

..well Obviously, nothing interesting happened to me today, I was just soo stucked here at home doing nothing. For all I care, I need to do lotsa stuffs. But what I did today was seriously NOTHING!! :|

I need to memorize a lot of literature pieces for some competitions. But the hell. I have never even tried to. :| psssh. I know right? I suck. Bigtime. :|
Soo there. Uhm.. What else.

Weellll, I discovered something..

I know it when something will go wrong or might be wrong. I know. My instincts never let me down. Not once. Soo.. yeahh.. I haven't noticed lately but I figured it out myself. :| Okayyy.. Enough of the `suspense`

I discovered that some of my "friends" are talking shit about me and super obviously BEHIND MY BACK.. And not just talking shit. But SPREADING evil rumors about me. Well, Ofcourse I was like soo alarmed but I'm not surprised, The fact that I KNOW THEM TOO WELL. Which is why I didn't trust em 100%.. But I can always say that I TRUSTED em. :| Good thing I haven't been giving my 100% stuff to them. I wont. Not gonna happen anymore. Anyhoo, the rumor isn't that really serious but it is soo Alarming. I didn't take it seriously though. What alarmed me was, when I figured who was these people talking shit. :| Well, Those who you least expect to do that to you would definitely do. Psssh.. It was effingly hard to understand. But in some circumstances, I do.
Good thing my berkeida's not like em. Seriously. :)) ;) :P
Well, now I know and I'm sure who to trust now! Ive been there? soo how could I possibly end up with the same pain.?? Tss.. See how life is? Now people tries to ruin my image again. But who are you fooling?! Not me.

If YOU(pertaining to 3 talk shits) happen to read this entry..
--I don't know now. I don't get your point. Trying to be a close friend, doing good things but what about talking shit behind my back? You think it's soo cool? Thinking you made me look stupid? Well, you're probably wrong. :) You haven't noticed that you lost sometime of your short life talking shit behind my back. Haha! So lame. You should have kept it yourself. Well, I'm not like any other who will be cat-fighting with you.. I'll just leave it all behind. But please, I want you 3 to realize.. That there's more to life than just being busy talking shit behind my back.

Funny how "friends" turn out to be pure evil enemies. :| I find it soo weird and strange..

Okayyy.. anufff of those dramas about weird "friendship".. I know with myself that things between us will never be the same. :| It wont.ever.be..


Jhem or bobKO talked to me about it. It was our first ever serious talk. Somehow he made me realize that some of those whom you call friends can stab your back easily. :| I don't really want to make a big fuss out of it, but I'm really bothered. Funny how I know strangely how the circumstances can get. It's just amazing how I cut communications with people I don't want to be with,around or even hangin' out. I too do know that people you've learned to LOVE can easily go, can easily forget you,. can easily break your fragile being and can easily stepped on you like a doormat. This sounds soo emo. I know right? But This is just plain me. :| {get over it thei. :))}
I'm not really strong as in SUPER strong, But dealing with life is what I know. I'm not really a good psychologist well, for some reasons I'm not one. :)) haha!! sorreeee. :D :| But I know that for every problem, psychology is attached. Ive been a good "psycho"(pertaining to a psychologist) haha! ;)

Life is never really easy, It wont ever be. All you have to do is be easy on it. See the point? You have to learn how to deal with it. With you're life and all the possible things that can happen to you. Everything is part of it. ;) soo you just have to be tougher when life becomes tough on you. ;) Going with the flow of life will make it easy for you. And especially GOD. He will always be there. Whether you think you need him or not. You just have to come to him and ask him. Well, PRAY! ;) I love how I sound todayy.. Sooo inspiring. WEH. haha! :)) :P

cia0!

Only highlights of yesterday afternoon. :| Too bored to function. :|

Well, One thing on the back of my mind?
``How would you know that you're over it.``??
pssshh.

I can't even tell whether I'm okay or not. Sure thang I'm oryt when you see me, I smile but naddahh. I don't really show fake smiles. I show it truly, But I hurt deep down inside. :| I'm always hurting. I kinda knew the feeling oredi. I know when and how will it end now. :| i gotta live by with this lyric--or song line from ^coldplay's THE SCIENTIST^ NOBODY SAID IT WAS EASY, NOONE EVEN SAID IT WAS SOO HARD.


shit.

I feel different lately. Like I'm "emo-ing" again. Not cos I'm "emo" But, I'm having another emotional breakdown. :| It kills me. :| Anyways...

Seniors now are like hooked up with "chupa-chups" and "choko-choko".. Haha! It was funny for me, haha! :)) Saw almost everyone eating those junkies during CAT. :)) whatever. :| Soo sorry for not having a decent post again. But I'm trying to make one. All these are none sense stuffs again. :| pssh..

I was not surprisingly late. :| I don't have a trademark like. :)) Some are always late and some are always early. I'm late or early. :| shh. soo Who cares right?!

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Not to mention what we did every subject. :| This really sucks. ^^bigtime^^
Not surprisingly again, I ate a lot. Not like the usual lunch stuff..
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SORRY for having a random post(again).. GRRR.. >:|

I can't think of something really really nice. haha!! Random much. :|

BUSY MONTH!
>august! :|

--UPCAT.
--USTET.
--1st periodical examinations.
--NCAE
--Sabayang pagbigkas compe.
++plus++
--gimmick with berkeida, Bratz the movie.
--Partayy with "the goddesses" 3rd saturday of august.
--sleepover @ pammie's
--friday hangouts.

GEHD. what a busy month. :| tsss... Can't really squeeze some stuffs.. Too busy to handle. Plus, VOLLEY TRAININGS thrice a week. :| That's not fun nymor. :|

MESSYYYYY life. :| sure. :|

sorrrrryy for another nonsense stuff.

cia0.K3u.

Figuring I don't really need to really talk-talk about me or myself. :| I just need a pavement. :)) Like ang Labo..
[[inspired by gertee]]

With my past posts, I mentioned bitterly that I don't believe in fairytales anymore. I used to. But Now, I don't. Growing up slowly reflects reality now. It's not really easy as I thought before. I may sound splendidly bitter but I guess saying exactly what I feel might help me through this writing.
Let me start with my pasts.. Learning through experience is so hard. Thinking you've learned before? Yet, you forget what to do, what to feel, how to deal with it. Sometimes, you thought and you feel like you know it all now, but suddenly when it strike back again unto you, you feel lost. Dealing with problems and pain is hard for me, as a teenager. Knowing that you can't just escape or runaway. You're not a child anymore, that when you figure something went wrong, you'll cry. It's not the case anymore.. You have to face it with pride, faith and dignity. You have to deal with it. You need not to runaway or ask someone to deal with it.
But through the pains, I learned and knew WHO I am.
In someway or another, I don't understand some facts. Ignoring them won't change the facts then. So I figured, trying to learn the facts would help me deal with it. I am me. And for a fact, I can say, I'm something you call Original. I don't try to impress. I always express my mind. My feelings are always visible and they say I'm transparent. Maybe because I don't really hide my true being. I'm no good at hiding stuffs, especially when it deals with my personality, characteristics and stuff.. They often say, I'm emo, punk, rocker, fashionists.. I maybe someone behind all those labels. But I guess, this helps me. This help me find myself.
I'm sensitive. Sensitive as in all in excessiveness.. Maybe because I'm too emotional or something. Sensitive enough for my needs and the needs of others. I know it's hard dealing with someone like me, But don't concentrate on the incapabilities of a sensitive person, take a look at the advantages you can get from someone like me. :)
All smiles is what I am. I find it figuratively expressive and my own way of showing appreciation.
Alright, I'm something rational. haha! I'm someone you may not know personally but I do believe in equality. ;)
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My love for rock-emo-punk like songs were undeniably crazy like. I find it good for me, another way of expressing myself. Another source of who I may.

My craziness for rainbows are neurotically adoring. I just can't seem to last my day without drawing one. For I may not really see a rainbow everyday. I naturally love it. Not just because I'm inlove with colors but it signifies something about me, Just like a rainbow, I can smile after the storm. I can go freely and be seen without regrets. I can be like one. :)
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I'm not really a vicious prior pride person. In fact, I have little pride. I guess this is a disadvantage as a person. But let me figure this one. I don't really go with the flow as some low profiles are. But I can deal and easily accept things. Something wrong with it was, people may tend to slay me as a doormat. Something lower I guess.. But luckily, I have never encountered such bigoo.
They say I'm confident. I really am. But in some ways, I lack it.

Everyone has their weaknesses or incapabilities. But I also believe that everyone has his/her own capabilities and uniqueness. :)

--Let's just go with the flow of life. Let's be wise. Let's be strong. For there is surely something for us that we haven't seen yet at all. Figuring how to deal with life will never be easy. Were only human. We commit mistakes, and sometimes the SAME mistakes. Fragile as we are. We need to take things slowly. And for a good cause, it may result to something we all have been waiting for. A happy ending.. Let us all live our lives to the fullest, remember to keep things real and don't ever forget God, who always sends a rainbow after the rain. :)

take care! cia0.

Just got home from school.. and currently eating oversized chicken nuggets and fried rice. I have a really large appetite lately. *sigh* Soo there.

School was fine, though I was really bored.

Filipino class
--disturbing! :)) haha! We had our practice for the "sabayang pagbigkas".. It was horrible. Some of my classmates naturally have their lazy butts. :| But I know, we'll carry on! GO KNOWLEDGE. :)

Well, Mythology class
--was a blast. :| Furthermore, it was outtah sight. Like, the goddesses and gods mambo jumbo-ed on my mind. :| pft. I had a great time though. :))
We also had a quiz. It was 30 items. I can't believe I forgot Ares' favorite animal, which was a VULTURE. :| tssss..

Mapeh
--was soooo BORING! :| arts today. And I forgot to bring my artfolio. pft. :|

--RECESS--
I got soo irritated with Jocas. He kept saying the 'B' word for like gazillion times! Fucktard. :|

Math
--okayyy. Like I hate the lesson. :)) haha! I really get pissed off with numbers easily nowadays.. pft. :| I'm soo preoccupied with.. NOTHING. booyah. :|

Values
--friggin seatwork. :)) haha! I did enjoy it. FREE! ;)

--LUNCH--
tss.. Jocas, not my besty anymore! :| :))

Physics
--super fun! :)) did a lot of solving and stuff. But I loved it. Well,,, I hope I won't forget the lesson when I wake up tomorrow. :))

TLE
--did the crafty projects. :| pfffftt!

*dismissal time*--it rained hard. soo some of us in the class stayed for a while. It was really puring outside soo we settled there and have chitchats. :) The knowledgeables+humanitarians. haha! :)) funnnnn.. ;)

^^even though we did lotsa things today, I can't afford and even can't I understand why was I feeling soo bored... stop the drama. :|

anyhoo, sorry for not visiting your sites again. :| Im lame. I know right..

i'll keepyah posted anyways..

cia0!
k3u

xoxo