Today was a very tiring day.

--went to school early as i did before.. 6am i think. it's becos i forgot my physics notebook, and i need it soo bad. anyway, i forgot that it was my last subject. psh.. :| haha! :))

--didn't attend volley training. :| i forgot my training clothes.

--went home straight with jocas.
--started my project in TLE. which was not successful. :| Kuya said, he'll be doing it for me. pheww! :) happu mode. :D

--went to hypermarket near tiende and had our 3hour grocery. Nice. haha! =))

--ate dinner at japanese taste and drank fruitas. :) isn't this soo specific?! haha! =))

sooo there. I was just soo tired. :| tsss...

Uhm, School is really exhausting and i hate it a bit now. and ofcourse, UPCAT is fast approaching. THIS SOUNDS SUCK-Y. hehe. :|
I felt the need of updating, that's why it sounded (my post) irritating. :| sorry naman. :>

Anyway,,, What else? Well, soo glad LOUISA is now fine. For those who prayed for her THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!K3u!!

okayyy,,
sooo there.. I don't have a topic to talk about and besides, it's way past my bedtime. soo i'll just post another entry tomorrow, and i hope it would be a good post. *sigh*

cia0!
K3uu!!! ;)♥

Im too lazy to make my own Skin here. :)) haha! Imma look for something in blogskin. :)
Imma Go now, cos I need to study. :| Pshhh.. :| I need to save my ranking this year!!
Lord, Please do Help me. PLEASE...
hihi..
wish me luck! :P

long test week starts tomorrow...
And that is crap. :| I can't believe it! Super! :)) Haha! I'm still not ready to have the long tests..
Sooo.. Talkin' bout the long test week, The two sections (senior) is divided, Class A&&B
The Above intelligence belongs to ``CLASS A`` not to brag, but I belong to this class.. (with my ex.. DEMIT!) and with my bestfriends^^plus^^berkeida..(soo that makes the best of being C-A)
lurrvin in. ;)

..exams tomorrow..
*TLE
*Filipino
*Literature


soo.. Forget about it first! ;) Lemme talk about what happened This Monday. (@ school)

To start with it, I'm late! Deyyymmm!! :| I spilled my coffee and I didn't eat my Blueberry muffin. How's that?!
Morning buzzer, I realized I only have 3o in hand. DEYMM!! i forgot my wallet at home. PSHT! grr.. soo there. I survived! Thanks to my ever loving bestfriend JOCAS! ^^applause^^ hehe.
I did a lot of writings on the board today, and that what makes my right arm soo dead to function.
Everyone's been very busy this day! tss..
blahhh..
I went home staight cos I said I'll be studying for the Long tests tomorrow.. and now I'm online.. Wtf? :| haha!! :)) soo there.

I'm not allowed to go out today, and also for the next days this week. Since it's long test week, kuya forbode me for going out, even if imma not go gimmick.. Guitar sessions will be cancelled also.. :| TV for sure is not allowed. I don't really watch the television lately. We don't have cable this month?! HECK! That's hell. But I don't really care. Well, for online matters?!! I don't know. I'm not really sure. :| I haven't seen Kuya today.. He's probably sleeping.. I haven't gone upstairs too! So I haven't checked if he's up to something or whatever. :| :))
soo there..

Please continue praying for my bestfriend LOUISA TAN. She's still sick. as in SICK. she's been sick for a week now! and she's been in the ICU for a week also! :| Please continue praying. :)

imma keepyah posted! ;)
cia0!<3

the pit falls again. :| hit me big time and i'll die now! :(
I've been having my looong weekend dvd marathon. :| I promised to visit my bestfriend in the ICU and here I'am, ONLINE!! i don't like it either. it feels like I'm such a low darn skeez loser! :| My brother wont let me go out! He said ive been out all week! :| Fine! that's true. :| But can't he see the point?! :|
Well, I'm supposed to be studying right now for the Long test week. :| But I can't just FOCUS focus! :| rarrr. >:| Everyone's been bugging me and all. They kept on irritating me and stuffs. Telling me things I don't even understand. :| I don't know. or am I just over reacting (again) cos you see, ive been having difficulties understanding Life. :| (i sound like a drama queen again).. I sound desperate again... :|
I can't even memorize one piece of any note. :| grrr.. Ive been thinking too much. :| can anybody please help me. :| can anybody do that?! one comment and let's talk. :| I badly need someone to talk to. :( MY BESTFRIEND NEAR TO ME AND CAN BE CAPABLE OF TALKING REGARDING THIS MATTERS IS IN THE ICU!!!! FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE! DEMMMIT! :|
help. :(

I just can't get enough of the dramarama.. ooh! :|

Lemme see... What do I have here..
Imma talk about school, friends, and stuff...

First Stop:``school``

School is one busy place for me. I actually curse it at times cos of the activities and my duties as a senior. It sucks. haha! But, I must admit, that I enjoy it. I actually love it. It makes me forget the unforgotten memories. Though I must say that it's still temporary... :| psssshh. :| I do love school, But it's kinda boring... boring&&busy.. :| grrr.. everyday is a cycle. :| and it kills me. :| pft. :|

Second:```friends```
I just love them! I really really do! I know, sometimes I kinda take them for granted and all, I let my selfishness get in the way and all I do is think of ME! think of what I feel and my melodramaticness.. my stuffs.. and all.. I love them. dearly. I know for sure they understand me. And I'm grateful for that!! ;)
I realized that i must stop being selfish (subconciously)
I loved them more than anything and They are important!! (^^BERKEIDA^^) i love you to bits! soooo sorry for being too dramatic and emo that I sometimes don't enjoy the company. sorry. LOVEYOU! ;)

--nonsense--STUFF
due to my boring life here at home, i still don't know if id go with nin in quiapo. :)) =))
I'll advance study for the long test week. I don't wanna cram. :| and that's what I'm doing now. :| psshh. :|
Ive been txting and using my phone again like hell!! shit. :| kuya will scold me again for that. :| He hates it when I use My Phone much. :| and now, since he'll get mad at me.. I'm surfing the net since like uh.... FOREVER! ;) haha!! :))
im out! i need my BED!!
laturrrr...

cia0!

i used to love fairytales even before i turn 16.
to make the long story short(i guess).. you have a hint with this.
i NOW HATE fairytales.
i feel horrible whenever i think of em or try to watch it with my lil sister and nephews. i feel crap all over. and that's shit.
maybe before i use to love love love it. i use to daydream.. i use to find myself one of em..

...but when you start feeling all the pain, and it drains the shit out of you, and it makes you feel awful and weak... :| you wanna shoot the bastard who started fairytales.. :(

sorry for being nonsense and emotional and dramatic.. i also feel irritated with myself. but i sure can't help it. :|
i maybe a pain in the ass. :( :)) haha!
ang labo. :|


anyway,, i really don't wanna talk about this. but i find it easy to make a decent post if i can let it all out! i guess im happy with my life now. but still, i'm not sure. maybe i don't see things clearly yet. :|



grrrr... sorry if some people hates EMOs like me. :| i guess there's this dramatic virus that caught me. :)) haha! soo just go away!! :))

cia0!

yesterday, i visited louisa again. she's still in ICU. i actually visit her everyday, but maybe today i can't. plus next week, long test week. :|
i wanna be with her every waking hour. but i can't. :|

plans..plans..plans...

nin asked me if we can go to mass in quiapo. how's that?! the first thing i though "WOULD MANONG ALLOW US?" :)) haha! =))

gehd. quiapo. that's way too far. ive never been there, yeah. soo i wanna go too. to have some adventure like tragedy. :)) the hell. ive heard before that, that place is way too crowdy. :|

anyway, i still don't know if id goo. :)) haha!! ang funny talaga. the fact that we'll go to mass in quiapo! :)) :>

anyhoo.,,
my brother bought me new make ups. ofcourse i was surprised! :)) haha! ;)
i love it. super. ;)
i actually can't believe it. i thought he bought me new clothes. :)) haha!! :))

laugh much.
but inside im all torn apart. :|
what else,? uhm.

have i mentioned before that senior life is such a mess. i can't actually relate. ive been very very much busy with school lately that i forgot myself? get what i mean?! i don't really wanna go beyond and talk about stuff blahblah.. :| tss..
wish i could have a decent post.
i still am not inspired yet. :| grrr.. >:|

HATERS!:shoooh!! i don't need you. get the hell outtah my site. you lil bitch. :| don't dare mess with me. please. :| :| :| i don't really care. but you just talk shit out there! BOOYEAH!

cia0!

soo not the drama again.(?).
tss.. i feel like crap. soree for another emo post. i just feel like i need to get this out of my chest again! :(( life's a bit of a cramatic journey for me now. :(

i haven't recovered from the break-up and then here comes another tragedy. :|
my bestfriend is sick. :( she's uber critical. :(
it feels like all you can do is hope. :(

grr.. :( i feel like a dorrmat. LOWER! ;(

sorry talaga if i haven't got any decent post here. hope you could understand. ;)


here's a song.. i love it..



ciao! xoxo. pray for my bestfriends. ;)

and now.. back to basics.. since im single, i'll be doing things my way like before. gosh.. im not really used to this. haha! 3years? long enough. im bothered. :)) haha! STOP!
what shall i say, hmm.. imma chare stuffs.

senior year is BORING. haha. though it's really tiring and my days are like hell.. BORED AND BUSY. sheesshhh..

training tomorrow.. volleyball again... yeah... it's been hell. though i totally love it, for it keeps me busy..

my days are really busy.. though before i sleep at night i get a lil bit lonely and there's this feeling of emptiness in me.. i shall not let it affect me. i need to STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! ;)

quiz tomorrow on ECONOMICS. grrr.. >:|
i don't wanna review. :)) ang loser talaga. haha.

what else.. sorry since im "EMPTY".. i'll update laturr..

cia0!

ohkayyy. soo how's life. haha! ive been very busy lately. yeah. i know. and you probably know that too.
well, still, it's not easy to move on. haven't done that yet. but im trying and i think im doin good. :)) haha.

well, maybe, i realized that i can't be like this forever. and i need to enjoy. life is short.
haha!!
but still, im on the adjusting stage. well, i can do this.. haha!!

sorry if i haven't done a decent post lately.. im just super busy.
well, i'll keepyah posted!