and now, im updating! :)) haha!! i miss you guys!! :) super.
senior life isn't that easy now.
seriousness is oredi a virtue! :)) wahaha. :))

let's see what ive got here.
i really don't have something to say. i just wanna update my blog now.
ive been very BUSY this past few days. not to mention, being busy for CRYING much. ive been down like a doormat. :|
oh well, dance troup is now on again. and we'll be having a dance this friday so we need to practice like hell for the integration.
on the side, i have a volleyball training due to depression. :))
my body aches like hell.. and i don't have any time to think and be emo. :))

sorry friends if i haven't been visiting your sites. :) soo sorry..

anyhoo, as i was saying, SENIOR year is not really as fantabulous as what you all thought. it was just another stepping stone. :|
im not actually saying that it's not great. it's just that it will be the last year. it will be the last time that i'll be a HIGHSCHOOL student.
just thinking of graduation makes me cry. not for the efforts and the hardworks due to a long year of studying, but you'll be leaving a great part of you and this will soon be all memories. :|
your friends will start having another bunch of friends and you too., you'll be having a different set of friends. :| im soo scared. i really am.
it makes me lonely,. this year makes me sad.
but the best thing to do is make the most of this year. for this will be the last year. :|
am i being too depressing? :)) haha! =))
sorry.

anyway. let's talk about being heartbroken and stuff.
gehd. i still am HEARTBROKEN. but i know though, that this is not the end of the world and life must go on. it's not just easy to leave it all behind. all the memories are just too close to me to forget about it. :|
this is way too disturbing (and depressing)..
but i need to let it out again,. :|
i need to MOVE ON. can somebody please help me?