and now, im updating! :)) haha!! i miss you guys!! :) super.
senior life isn't that easy now.
seriousness is oredi a virtue! :)) wahaha. :))

let's see what ive got here.
i really don't have something to say. i just wanna update my blog now.
ive been very BUSY this past few days. not to mention, being busy for CRYING much. ive been down like a doormat. :|
oh well, dance troup is now on again. and we'll be having a dance this friday so we need to practice like hell for the integration.
on the side, i have a volleyball training due to depression. :))
my body aches like hell.. and i don't have any time to think and be emo. :))

sorry friends if i haven't been visiting your sites. :) soo sorry..

anyhoo, as i was saying, SENIOR year is not really as fantabulous as what you all thought. it was just another stepping stone. :|
im not actually saying that it's not great. it's just that it will be the last year. it will be the last time that i'll be a HIGHSCHOOL student.
just thinking of graduation makes me cry. not for the efforts and the hardworks due to a long year of studying, but you'll be leaving a great part of you and this will soon be all memories. :|
your friends will start having another bunch of friends and you too., you'll be having a different set of friends. :| im soo scared. i really am.
it makes me lonely,. this year makes me sad.
but the best thing to do is make the most of this year. for this will be the last year. :|
am i being too depressing? :)) haha! =))
sorry.

anyway. let's talk about being heartbroken and stuff.
gehd. i still am HEARTBROKEN. but i know though, that this is not the end of the world and life must go on. it's not just easy to leave it all behind. all the memories are just too close to me to forget about it. :|
this is way too disturbing (and depressing)..
but i need to let it out again,. :|
i need to MOVE ON. can somebody please help me?

im very HAPPY!! freakin HAPPY!! yeah! :) i know i know. how could i be happy?! haha!! but i just feel such JOY! oh my gosh!!! im very happy. and i can't explain it. all those joys are inexplainable!! ahaha!! ;)

JONAH alam mo kung bakit masaya ko!!!! :)) (BASAHIN MO JHO!)

today was a very fun day! i super love this day!! okayy. betcha excited.. haha!! :))
okayy. so imma make kwento about what happened the whole day. :) it was overly fun.
i woke up at around 10am... i was pissed off. it was effing hot. and i can't breathe anymore.. bitch. :|
soo all i did was nothing. haha! bore myself and watched tv. around 5pm i was suppose to hang out with TISH. well, she was working in school.. i went at sam's place. she was asleep. so i decided to hang out with JOCAS. :) batis and pam are playing scrabble. i was too lazy to function then. soo jocas and i decided to lossen up and we had a little chit chat. :) it was fun. :)) haha!! a lot of topics. :)) haha!! super. im glad jocas is my bestfriend. :) hayy. i discovered a lot of secrets. :) jocas do have a lot of treasure under his matress and under his bed! :) i wonder what are those. :)) haha!! funny! i saw it all. haha!! anyhoo, that's just it. i know i know. this post is lame. but i gotta share to you all my happiness. :)) haha!! shoot. wonder why im happy??!! :)
haha!!

okayyy.. stop it. :) i don't want this day to ever end. like last PROM NIGHT! :)) haha!!

im soo happy. this day is the happiest day ever since before "he" left! :)) haha!! all good. two thumbs up. :)


you can't relate with this post. i know. :)) but i just want to express my happiness. i may not express it all here. but i sure wanna tell you that im HAPPY today. bigtime! ;)

cia0 for now. imma keepyah posted. ;)