okaii. i slept last night at around 1230?? uh. im not really sure. well, i woke up early. well that's weird. im soo weird. sleeping late at night and waking up damn early.. supe rweird.
well ofcourse i did nothing first. i just texted. eeww.. then i went downstairs.. brushed my teeth and took a shower. after taking a shower i went upstairs then did nothing.. i went downstairs again to check if there's food. and soo i ate oatmeal for breakfast. im not satisfied and ate a pair of wheatbread with nutella. haha!! im super takaw! then went upstairs again and texted some friends. tammy texted me and asked me if i wanna go there and watch dvds later after lunch. 'curz i said sure! waaha! then i asked tish if she wants to join us. she said she can't coz she'll fix her room after lunch. duh!! super palusot.. it was like 8am when were texting each other. she cud just fix her room that instant if she really wanna join us. duh!! so there. i told tammy about it and tam told me that we better get her to watch with us!! haha!! such VIP. duh.
okaii. so im bored that's why im updating again. :) i super miss this thing. haha!! :)) i miss blog hopping too. golly it's been a while. haha!! :))

okaii. i wanna post something interesting, and curz. not about my boring life. teehhee.. :|

but first, i need to post the plans for friday.. you see my mom works abroad. i really damn miss her. haha!! well, she'll be coming home. it's been a year. ohwel.. hehe..
i don't know about the plans for friday. but im sure we'll fetch her. sa NAIA. okaii. so there. shopping marathon with mom this summer!! yeah!! that's just sooo guhreat! :D

uhm.. i think i wanna talk about what i did last wednesday. haha! see, we went roadtripping. and i can't just go roadtripping. getz? i can't do it just by itself! i need to shop or else i'll die in a hearteat! haha! =)) :| there. i bought a new ^furry^ sweater for 650. i dunno why i bought such, it's hella summer!! haha!! then i bought 1 sleevless top in guess. it's cheap anyways, only for 500bucks. not bad for guess. diba? i bought 1 shirt in diesel taht says ^superstar^ its LOVE! haha! only for 499.. see it's soo cheap so how can i resist not buying. 3tops in jag. it's really cheap din 340 yung isa and 250 ung dalawa. tell me! HOW CAN I RESIST IT! how??!!for such cheap prices!? super sale ehh. sayang naman diba?! :)) eon. haha!! it's funny how i can't resist shopping for myself. golly. im uber na!!

mmkei. ima go now!

cia0! :)

im soo damn tired todaii. who0ps!! it's the seniors' graduation and i went as an USHERETTE. i may dislike it but ima need to want it. it's for my sake.. :| pshit.
and soo i went with my friend kat. she's a senior. i rode with her. haha. sarap magkwentuhan about the past. we were like friends since kinder. haha!! :)) aww. :)
soo there..
we went camwhoring all day.
so nywei, ima miss my friends*the seniors* aww. :(( this sucks.
well. ima give tribute to them..

SAM- tammy! aww. thanks for everything. i love you forever. FEMALE ATHLETE OF THE YEAR. gnabay!
CALYN- thanks for being a friend!! geesh. im gonna super miss you! come by my house sometime. congratz! SALUTATORIAN, BEST IN ARTS
JEANELLE- you bratty! im soo gonna miss you babe! :|
CAI- aww yeah. i'll miss you. take care. congratulations WITH HONORS!
DARYL- my PRAN. im soo gonna miss you! keep in touch. loveyah. VALEDICTORIAN,.
RICKY-rocky. yeah. miss you. don't cry nomore sweetie. :)
JOANNA- piggy babe! loveyah. you take care. keep smiling.

and for my other senior friends. you're kinda too many to mention. :) hehe. :| kei. sori. haha!! :)) im a bit lazy todaii coz im soo tired. :) text you guys!

and daryl, thanks for the tight and warm hug a while ago.,. im gonna miss you!! SEXY BACK!!


okay so back to my thing.
i went camwhoring with my friends. teehee. and ima post them later. i used our digicam that's why it'll be boring to load up those dozen photos! :|

im soo sleepy but i can't. i need to wait for my brother. grrrr.. it's like 1030pm and where the hell is he?! gawd. :| he's so friggin irritating. :|


uhm. let's talk about my dinner. i pigged out again. geesh..
i ate CRISPY PATA, RICE, MACARONI SALAD, PORKCHOP, BARBECUE, SALAD, PUTO! gawd!! i'll be fat in a minute you'll see. hahaha!! =))
plus chocolates earlier. oh shit. :O

plans..plans..
tomorrow qill be another boring day. we still have no plans. but i guess we'll visit goofy and jeanelle in palmdale. together with tammy,tish and calyn. i still am not sure. okay. so saturday, we'll be shopping. shang is the place plus off to greenhills. always naman ehh. haiiy. isn't it like nakakasawa na?? i wanna go to BAYWALK so badly., i don't know what's into me but i really wanna go to BAYWALK! sheet. haha!!

YESTERDAY.
>>boring FEAST. haha!! we pigged out. visited some friends. went malling. and did nothing. we didn't even shop. oh well. we visited girlshoppe atleast. haha!! =)) funny salesladies. owel.
nyaha.
off to sta.LUCIA and got bored. went to friday's and ate a lot. you see were having difficulites without transpo. haha!! :)) we planned to go to tomas morato but LUCKILY? *sarcastic*.. nelly was asked to go home by then. soorryy. haha!! :)) so last place was MARKET MARKET. doi. it's effing hot. but i sure had fun. hmm..

whatta road trip guys!! we wasted most of our money on TRANSPO!! geesh. :))

laturr!!

cai0! :>

UPDATES. thanks to my notepad..

**the other days**
IF ANYONE BOTHERS TO READ THIS DISTURBING POST. PLEASE DO NOTIFY ME THAT YOU'VE READ IT. AND PLEASE DO LET ME KNOW THAT IM NOT ALONE. PLEASE DO. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! :)

waahhh!!! shit.. i just got home from school. practice and clearance? its killing me. haiyy. nyhoo. i slept at about 2am and woke up at 7am. geesh. then i went to school 830am. sheesh. :| im soo tired. ive been very very tired!! :| it's sooo friggin hot. gawd! super duper kaduper double HOT!!
ive been with dianne,reylyn,maricel,rhoan,tish.. were soo friggin tired. :| bah. so thurr. what else? uhm. i sank out with sunkist fruit juice and wheatbread. nyaha!! :)) soo yummeh. haha! :)) and now, im uber bored. wish i went out with tish and goofy. bahhh!! :( kei. so there. uhm.. ima blog about my weird things that's been happening to me lately..

ive been overly sad and depress lately. nothing really is happening. but im just acting weird or strange. i feel so much alone and i feel sick of myself. im kinda feeling horrible lately and i can't be satisfied. my weak points are at high mode and that's what kills me. :| i know right. im sorry for myself. :'( im being a drama queen on protest again.. i can't understand why i feel such strange things. ive been thinking last night what's happening. :| i guess im just fed up with things. they keep on happening over and over and over again. :| im sick! :(( im kinda confused and i can't understand what's going on!!! could someone help me? :(
everyone thinks im "the girl" "the-it-girl" "the perky girl" "the happy go lucky" "the funny clown" "the adorable" "the problem free".. but don't they know that im sick of myself?? don't they ever think im filled with missery inside me??.. they just don't know that behind this smiles are a crybaby and a loser. a sucker for everything. :(( they think im soo cool.. HELL NO! i feel terrible. :| i just don't feel the thing. uhm. i mean i don't feel good about everything. im not comfortable on what's happening around me. FAMILY. friends. love life.. poor poor me. :|
i know i gotta be strong,. but i can't be. i just can't.. im soo horrible.

and i gotta tell you. this is no bragging. but...
im not just a pretty face here. i do love truly. but i guess aint true enough. :(( could it be?? i can't stick to what my mind tells me. the heart has its own mind. a mind of its own that i can't control nor understand. :| fck. this is HELL!!! ive been here. and now iam here again. sheesh. ive done this before. why does it have to happen again!!!? i wanna kill myself. i wanna drown with my tears all muffled with my dumb heart.. :|

cia0.

AS ALWAYS, YOU'LL FIND THIS POST A VERY RANDOM ONE. KINDA DISTURBING? HAHAHA! OH! AND BE SURE TO GREET ME NEXT WEEK. APRIL7,2007. I WILL BE TURNING SIXTEEN BY THEN. SEEYAH!!



it's soo friggin hot in here,. shit. :| ohwell. i can feel summer anyways. haha! =))
okaii. so what can i say. oh. i woke up soo god damn early even if i slept at oredi around 2am. sheesh. my sister is partly killing me with her taekwondo moves while asleep. it's a pain in the ass! shit. ohw. soo i kinda hate her when she sleeps. she's like a monkey! grr.. uhm..
yeah. so there.. kk. i'll blog aout the plans for later this afternoon.

sam,tish and i will go to mass at around 6pm. we'll be attending the 6-7 mass. then off to tish's place for dinner then non-stop marathon chikahan. yuck. the term "chikahan" haha!! :)) soo there.

monday to friday will be clearance week. sheesh. i hate that. requirements on the go and everything. less gala for us students! haha!! =)) soo yun. wala lang.

my birthday is fast approaching!! yeah yuh!! :)) im soo friggin excited. ^^sweet sixteen^^ yeahh yuhh!!! :)) this will be soo friggin fun!! hope you guys can come join my party! haha!! :)) lalang.. there are big plans.. uhm.. but i think ive only got 2 celebrations.. hehe. 1 for friends and 1 for family. :D it's orytee.. :)) whoops!! i can't wait. one week to go then i'll be sixteen. haha!! actually there's nothing really special about being sixteen. i think. haha! :)) it's just another year old. and i guess it'll be just the same. except that i'll be a year older?? hahaha!! =)) plus i'll be a senior. GUHREAT!. :(( it's not like im not happy to be a senior next sculyear. it's just that the days are sooo fast and i still can't believe it. time won't slow down.. :| i still find my gradeschool memories fresh!?! so why the hell im here now an INCOMING SENIOR. psht..
but i guess this is just it. life is short. :| kk. RANDOM! haha!! :)) soree naman dun. :|

im hungry. gotta be going.

cia0! :)

MY POST TODAY. NOT SO RANDOM NYMOR.
AND OH! THANKS EVERYONE FOR TAGGING! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. IMA TAG TO EVERYONE ELSE TOO,. K? :) A BUNCH THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!! MWAHH! AND THE LINKIES? IT'LL BE UP SOON. THANKS!


im soo bored here at home. i went out a while ago.. went at sam's place together with tish, pam, bats and my sister.. then off to tish's place. we did nothung. haha!! we just sat there and chit chatted. haha! :)) bats,pam and attah played bratz.. tish,sam,milet and i talked about school.. stuffs and other things..
ayun. wala lang. i went home and played with my sister, my kuya asked us if we want to watch dvds then i nodded yeah.. so we watched a creepy movie. rrr.. super sick ako. grabe! i was like screaming the whole time. and my kuya kept on teasing me or imitating everything from the tv with the sound effects! raarr!.. haha! i enjoyed though i really freaked out. waha! :)) big brothers are really mean. haha! joke.
nywei, kuya theo's here now. and i bet he missed the whole bunch of screamings! haha! he went skateboarding.. :)) lalang. sharing. :D

hayy... lalang. :)) i just wanna post,. hehe. nothing much to blog about. really. :)) i miss my friends. clearance week next week. :(( bo0yeah.. :))

cia0! :))

as always.. this post is very random as in RANDOM!!!!!!!! and somewhat like my daily ramblings. duh!? haha! and please do excuse me for the random dates. haha!! magkakaibang araw yan. hehe. sorreeeee.. :) i will be doing another post for MY-POST-TODAY.. kk? :)



todaii was election. haha! :> i lost. hehe. :)) kay. whatever. nywei,. whatta karma for *toot* she lost too. she finally had her karma for being overly confident and for being a backstabbing biatch. harsh words momma. forgive me lord. :|
nyhoo, i love dianne ^velcz^ soo much! she's heaven sent. i love her. for pete's sake. weh. haha!! :))

well, projects will soon be over. but i still don't have the clippings. darn it. what the hell. :(( tsssss..

well, what happened todaii? nothing much. another boring day for us. well, tomorrow is the planned farewell*slash*surprise birthday party for our adviser. haha!! we rented the place, swimming!! at the anchorage. :) yeah!! =))
im soo excited. :)) so here's the plan.
my besner, tish wont go there with me for she will be fetched by jayson. yeehee.. :">
i will go with jocas and jb. :) jocas will fetch me here,and together off to jb's place for a ride. :) yeahh!! super excited na ko. everyone will be there by 1030. an evil plan by jocas: we will go there by 11. tss.. it's not my idea.. it's his'. haha!! ohwell.

ima make kwento about my 2 "so-called-friends"
grr much with this 2. nywei, they are really close to me. but what shocked me is that they're being plastic with me and our friends. i mean c'mon. plastics are not really in our vocabulary so why be one?? i don't get it., i can't seem to understand why the fuck they started acting like plastics?? rraarr.. :| i might not just blurt out that they're just being **^^insecure^^** why so??



*march23*
okaii. todaii was nothing. haha! recogniton and grad practice. pft. soo hot! haha!
lalang.
afternoon came. i edited my pix. made a new header. thanks to adobe photoshop 7.0 hehe. :))
i got bored soon and went at tisha's place. we had a movie marathon with bats,pam and sam.. we watched all kinds of movie! haha! :))
we watched "wishing stairs".. it was really scary. creepy. sheesh. hehe.. :|
we got bored.. so kwentuhan marathon naman. i went home for dinner.. and ayun. hehe... im getting tired of texting. haha!
i went on my desk and i tried to find a book. a book that would be perfect for my boredom.. i found 3 chicken soup for the soul.. but managed not to read it. i was repeating those books for half a lifetime. haha! jwk., soo i tried to pull the school paper. it was neat. not that awesome... but i found a section that made me laugh.
it was a "cornee" section. it was amazingly funny. haha!! some love lines.. BENTA! haha!! it gave me the urge to blog.
kk. done!

im soundtrippin as of now. :)) here's the song. im really overly affected with the song. dunno why. fuss..

you say i only hear what i want to. you say i talk all the time. so.. and i thought what i felt was simple. and i thought that i don't belong. and now that iam leaving, now i know that i did sumthing wrong, coz i miss you yeah.. i miss you..
you say i only hear what i want to. i don't listen hard, i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running to anyone anywhere. don't understand if you really care im only hearing negative nononono..


lovers in love and the others runaway, the other was crying coz the other won't stay

uhm. last day of exams todaii. aww.. farewell party is gonna be on monday (i think). well, im gonna miss my classmates!! sheesh. 3-endurance..
well. i can't say that this is not the end of everything and is simply the start of something?? grr. so cliche! how could it be? haha!! literal? haha! no. i mean, i still don't want HIGHSCHOOL to end. atleast i still have 1 year. ahaha!! i'll be a senior next year. f**k. haha!! whatever.
this post is soooo sooo random and non-sense... haha!!

well. todaii. is another boring day. could you believe it that i got 93=A in chem?!! haha!! as in noo study. hahah!! grabe. could you believe it?!! haha!! i myself could not believe it. teehee.. :>
well. my bestGUYfriend, jocas also got the same score! whh00oohh!! he's soo cool too. :D hehe.
well, my freakinsoulfriend dianne got a 89=AM hehe. :D ohwell.

hmm...
what else could i possibly say?? im speachless. waahaha! :))
i miss my friends oredi. pft. T_T

kk.
im still gonna be busy. argh. the stupid clearance. pssss..

next next week, ^^april 6,07 to be exact^^ mom will fly home! yeah!! that's the coolest part of the vacation. yeahhh!!! haha!! :))

uhm. sorry for whoever reads this entry. this is soo stupid. nyaha!

cia0.
i'll make a good entry laturr. :D
im sleepy.

ugh. yesterday was such a mighty day. grarr! it was obviously funfunfun. and we all had a blast! the partayy was great. we all succeeded with the master plans!! :) it's just GUH-REAT. though some hustles occured, but definitely one of the best times of our lives! :D im gonna miss
^^III-ENDURANCE^^ forever. i wish it's n0t over yet.. but the end is near? haha!! just take care you guys! and thanks for the friendship!! **this niggah will miss yawhz!**
yea. for some sorta reasons.. my close friends call me ^niggz*slash*niggah^ ahaha!! :)) im not totally black. hahah!! im just MORENA?? whatever. basta! haha!! :))
nyhoo. i'll pay tribute to my dear classmates next week. after the finals.. this entry is some sorta tear-y yet funneh. hehe.

ima make kwento about yesterday.
full blast. it was such a big day for everyone of us. the surprise thing was just great. everyone was present the time ms.areglo arrived. it was funny. she's clueless. :)) then we all ate together. after eating. smoke chamber. haha!! bad classmates. good thing i wasn't one of em.. then swim swim time! :D the slide was full blast! it was soo fun we all got addicted to it. and we would it like we'll slide as a chain. soo fun fun. then, i discovered one of my bracket is not align nymor. geesh. for pete's sake. sa soobrang kaguluhan natanggal ung bracket ko. haha! good thing im using a chain elastic.. :| nyaha! :D okay. soo un. we all got addicted kase talaga eeh. nyhoo. we pigged out again. the food was tremendously overly fab! haha!! :D
soo yun.. mauulit daw un eh. hehe. the next class trip or outing will be on APRIL. cool. im xyted. bora babe! :D

okai. todaii. im sure it will be boring!! oh. next week na finals. and yet im not reviewing? gwash. im soo tamad. i'll cram again. teehee..

cia0! :D

^^this is a recap yeaterday. it was created yesterday^^

todaii was election. haha! :> i lost. hehe. :)) kay. whatever. nywei,. whatta karma for *toot* she lost too. she finally had her karma for being overly confident and for being a backstabbing biatch. harsh words momma. forgive me lord. :|
nyhoo, i love dianne ^velcz^ soo much! she's heaven sent. i love her. for pete's sake. weh. haha!! :))

well, projects will soon be over. but i still don't have the clippings. darn it. what the hell. :(( tsssss..

well, what happened todaii? nothing much. another boring day for us. well, tomorrow is the planned farewell*slash*surprise birthday party for our adviser. haha!! we rented the place, swimming!! at the anchorage. :) yeah!! =))
im soo excited. :)) so here's the plan.
my besner, tish wont go there with me for she will be fetched by jayson. yeehee.. :">
i will go with jocas and jb. :) jocas will fetch me here,and together off to jb's place for a ride. :) yeahh!! super excited na ko. everyone will be there by 1030. an evil plan by jocas: we will go there by 11. tss.. it's not my idea.. it's his'. haha!! ohwell.

ima make kwento about my 2 "so-called-friends"
grr much with this 2. nywei, they are really close to me. but what shocked me is that they're being plastic with me and our friends. i mean c'mon. plastics are not really in our vocabulary so why be one?? i don't get it., i can't seem to understand why the fuck they started acting like plastics?? rraarr.. :| i might not just blurt out that they're just being **^^insecure^^** why so?? ugh!


***NOW! THIS IS TODAII***

im soo excited for the hasppenings later. hmm.. im sooo sooo excited. can't wait. :))
just so you know, uhm. the partayy is like for humanoids. haha! my classmates are like aliens. and freak-ohs. haha!! it's a wild party later. well. i guess soo. part begins at lunch time and ends? no exact time ehh. haha!! :)) those classmates of mine are all damn excited too. grabe!! were not actually excited about the party, were excited becoz our adviser has no clue! it's a surprise party!!! i love surprises!!! :)) yeahhh!! :)) okay. i mean nonsense ako?? duh,. haha!! :))

sooo. ima go blog hoppin. :) ima wear an ultimate bikini later. hahaha!!! fudge. T_T
haha!

cia0. :)

hi.
it's been a while since my last post.
you see ive been very weird lately. i don't know why. maybe i acquired some mental disorder. haha!! :)) no. im actually serious. okay. with that matter., ive been overly sensitive the past weeks. i don't know why. peer pressure, family problems.. some sort of that kinds. but i can't distinguish which of it. a pint of both maybe perfect. :|
tss. okay.
about problems in school. i didn't make it to be on the HONOR ROLE this time. it really got me all upset. my friends don't know what i feel. but i guess they can sense it. im trying my best to hide it though.. plus some of my so-called friends are kinda devastated. and they are all problematic. (not all).. hehe., :|
im kinda sick of being with some of them. they're too users and plastics. now i believe they're not real friends. :| psht.. kei. whatever. the incident happened 2 days ago. and im soo soo not over it.
i gotta go now. there must be a phone call. so ima tell the story later. seeyah. :(

i know this is kinda bitin. :| i'll get back as soon as i can. :((

i miss this. haha!! :)) everytime i try to update i'll blab about missing this. haha! ohwell, i hate my new keyboard. it sucks life hell to me. :| psht.
ohwell. i miss everything. haha!! :)) i miss strawberry ice cream every morneeng. see how weird i am?!! eating strawberry ice cream every morning?!! haha!! i kinda miss that..
anyhoo. changing the topic...

hmm. what could i say?..

okay. writing is pressuring my being. it kinda sucked at first but the best is yet to come. so i kinda made a point of view written..

let me talk :> ookay. sobrang labo. haha!! i wanna make kwento about FRIENDS in school.

i really love them. like the ^^ROYALE FAMILEE(bog)^^
i wanna name em but im too lazy to do so. in fact, they know who they are. :))
i just wanna thank them through this. maybe i think it will all be with pride if i say it here. more credits. haha!! :)) i just wanna let the whole world know that my friends are the best*est* ahahaha!! :)) if i came up with the integrated superlative terms. all apologies are sent with smiles. haha!! :)) =))

and on and on...

i would really love to thank everyone for visiting this site.. i might aswell plant a kissy on your cheeks. :) everyone. hehe. thanks for wasting your time tagging, commenting and reading my entries. :) i love you all and i want you to take care,.

to whoever wants to tear me apart and break my heart, it's fine. just do it if you want and make a fool out of yourselves.

and to those who i found friendship... like ^^ROJI, DORAI AND RACHE^^ i miss you and i love you. friends as will always be.. :))


and to everyone else.. thanks!!

i mean this post and i really mean what i mean. and this all came from the bottom of my heart. to you who reads this or will do so.. i mean it. i love you! haha!! :)) =))


im just too busy that's why i haven't been editing stuffs or linking peepz up. but kindly remind me and i'll do so some other time.


this post is pretty much funny yet disturbing. hugs and kisses for everyone!! i'll be updating again soon. :)

*^^althea^^*

boomer. haha!! whatta term. nywei, im soo sick todaii. i really do feel bad about myself. i feel sorry. ive been a stupid person lately. and my friends know why?,. grarrr,. this sucks. im effingly sick of myself. i wish i could be just someone else. or could it be? im wishing to disappear and be eaten by ants forever? *eww*. . hahaha!! :))
nywei, i wish i could just turn back the hands of time. :| im upset. :(

okay. change topic..
my friends are all clueless todaii. i haven't been talking about my thing. or rather im just soo upset? i could not just let my feelings blew me away. and things are not how they use to be.. things are weird for me lately. i guess.. things are outtah control. :(( BOOHOOHOO!!! :((

^^^dadada^^^

well, im busy lately. soobra. pero it's fine. summer is fast approaching naman. :) yeah!! i wanna be happy.. :)) =))
...

i know this post is very much random... :|

anyway. i wanna make kwento sana the "thing" but it's very much personal eeh. grr much?!! haha!! :)) ive been very ill of myself talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


is it true that im broken hearted??!!! is it??!!! shit. :| pshiett.. :| :((

im all out. im dead. hahaha!!! i wanna run away from here!!!! :((


i hate my life ^today^..

outtah sight. hating life. for real

ohsht. i miss this. super!! haha!! nyweis,.

lalang. i need to catch up on everyone. grabe. super daming schoolworks!! nakakastress. hmff.. nywei, our foundation day was a blast!! i enjoyed it. it was super incredible. nywei, JS prom passed by. and soon was over. i declare it to be a cute one. hahaha!! :)) im soo kilig.

okay. what else. i have no written recap coz im soo busy the past months. and still am busy as of today. i have no break time. and im just sneaking. i haven't started 3 of the remaining loooong projects. im soo not in the mood. hwaahh!! :(( this really kills me..

i miss everyone. hope i'll catch up with you all. and my apologies too. :(

cia0.