im currently home alone. and for a fact, i dunno where the hell's my family right now. ive been home alone since i got here at home. and for christ's sak! i need them., i need my bro to drive me to some store coz i really need a PLAIN white t-shirt. we're required to wear such tomorrow!! it freaks me out!! where the hell are em. :( i need em. as in NOW!!
for some effing reasons, i dunno where my plain white shirts are. i really dunno. but i got loads of em., it's just that i an't find it anywhere. like in my closet! no trace there. in the laundry. no. not a shadow. in kuya's cabinet. NOWAY! :( shitty things and craps happen sometimes on a wrong time!! clear. i have a point here. am i being too dependent or what?! i can't leave the house.. i have no car. i have noone to help me here. :( geesh. life's been too much of a sweet hell for me as of now. i really need a white shitty shirt!!! oh crap! excuse me for refraining bad words. BUT as of what im feeling?! im on a boiled pot of friggin choco!! ima melt. can't you see., there will probably no more stores later where i can buy a PLAIN white shirt, oh! sa market? hello?!! ima kiddo. at heart. ahcurz. i might be lost there. and for some effing reasons. IM AFRAID! :( the hell with bullshit. im sucky. im afraid. i won't be able to buy it on my own! i need my ATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(( where the hell is my family when i need em?! :(
it sucks. :| i feel horrible.

ima cry. :((