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Hello! :) I'm Althea. Studying at Miriam College. You can call me Thea, Thei, Aila, Lai, Aia, Yayay, Permy, Spermy, sushigirl or Blue :)
YOUTH FOR CHRIST: Central B2; Highschool based :)
loves three03 :) loves Green :)
I'm a beach bum, mentos addict, not techie, frustrated photographer, mickey mouse addict I love surfing (but I'm not good at it :() Poetic, loves writing, musically inclined, bassist, dancer, actress, singer :)) Addicted to the sky, colors, stuff, wrappers, souvenirs and many more! I'm friendly and tough :) I love you! :)
-- I love MICKEY MOUSE BLUE is my favorite color
I'm addicted to GREENDAY I LOVE PUNKROCK
Actually 18 but I act like 10
I LOVE MY MOM
I am soo weird you probably can't kepp up with me.
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    saaaaaaaaaad.. :((
    Date / Time : Wednesday, April 19, 2006 / 8:50 PM
    i did nothing but cried the whole day yesterday.
    *have you ever loved and lost somebody, wished there was a chance to say im sorry.. cant you see.. that's the way i feel about you and me baby, have you ever felt your heart was breaking looking down the road you should be taking i should know, coz i loved and lost the day i let you go!**i never had a dream come true till the day that i found you, even though i pretend that i moved on, you'll always be my baby.. i never found the words to say you're the one i think about each day and i know no matter where life takes me to a part of me will always be with you..*
    =word vomit= i got really hurt! i didn't expect this stuffs would even happen to me. i was a princess then. i never would have known the heartbreak. im the one who breaks hearts.. but i was wrong. i love him. i really do. but somethings aren't meant to be. i thought he wasn't really meant for me.. he doesn't deserve me.. i dont deserve someone so loving like him. im in a senti mode.. im really lonely.. :( crying is not a case.. hmm. im lost.. im currently listening to the sclub7 cd.. :(( i thought i won. i thought i moved on. i thought im happy. hindi pala ako kawalan?? huhuhu.. it breaks my heart just thinking of stuffs like that.. it really does.. im beggining to be stupid coz ive got a lot of options. ive got a lot of guys who i can have if i want.. but im not that kinda girl. i dont holla. i feel so stupid. i feel soo gawd damn irrational.. im so lost babe. i can't find my way out in this maze of love. i don't even wanna feel love anymore. not now. goodbye to the US. i guess this is one of my crucial and dumb decision ive done. i suck. i feel the hurt would never leave me. it'll stay. i can't believe im feeling this. i think im happy eh. per0 hindi pala. never kO dapat tOh ginawa. but, oh well. this is sOmething gOd wanted tO happen. this is the way he planned things. ive learned a lot. thanks!i'm still healing. i should be. but i can't heal this fast. i can't! i can't accept the fact that im the one who lost. i can't accept that im the one who let go. i can't!! shitt! but i guess i should be over this stuffs. i should be enjoying the summer, but what's this. nyweis, i'll pay tribute to my guys! wehe.*noah, dear! thanks for the help. weh. friends muna! hehe. and i know. maybe somewhere down the road. wehe. ang kulet. pero seriously, di ako ready sa mga bagay na yan.. i managed to study very weeeelllll first and get f0cused.. wehe. bling*bling!! ;)
    *cargo, wehe. it's been how many years since we met. wehe. ang sarap sapakin! magkaaway pa nga tayo non ehh. hehe. thanks for the help din. gust0 mO pala kO? waahahaha!! sori. heehee. nyweis, friends muna. friendship is the first step to the stupid thing called LOVE. but im not yet ready. that's life. wehe. chuga! ;)
    ==>kanta mode.*it's a sunny day but you're not around, that all the rain might as well be p0uring dOwn.. its such a shame coz my heart's on the gound.. just wanna be cool with yOu again.*
    nyweis, i can't handle the things going on. im really paranOid.. im im dOne. all i can dO nOw is cry.. but that's all i can dO. he wont cOme back. all i wanted to do right now is cry and be alOne...

    the grand slam
    Date / Time : Monday, April 17, 2006 / 8:11 PM
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    so obviously.. im g0nna talk about the dance or something about the grand slam todaii. so it was a full blast!! excited na kong ikwento lahat ng ngyare..

    nyweis, first. kahit super puyat ako. i think mga 5am na ko natulog.. so 2 hours lang tulog ko. tap0s keilangan 7am nandun na ko. kxe well, jillian told me so. wehe. we need to practice some of our moves. so by 740 ate marianne arrived. basta lahat lahat na dumating. then, noah came with his cousin czarzi.. so yun. noah, took a lot of practice at ang saya xe tinuruan nya kame ni jillian!! super fun. noah thnx!! namaster natin ung magandang practice. wehe. tapos si jonas, super galing galing. talaga!! mana kei kuya james [his brother] hehe. i'll post the remarks later. nasakin yung paper ni miss elen. binigay nya! washoo! tapos yun. garabeh. kapagod. but sa remarks naman nag pay off. super saya ko ngayong araw na toh!!! as in kaduper boom saya!!!! ang saya ng dance namin ..beat of my heart then, fire away then get right.. hmm.. then check on it.. puro hip-hop ung steps jan.. tapos nag jazz kami dun sa beat of my heart.. ung part ko mag dance solo sa spot light kainis! pero it turned out amizingly PERFECT! kasi fire away ung tugtog sakin. okaii naman. isang buong fire away lang naman.. wala akong inulit na step and super pinahirapan ko ung nagsaspot light.. kxe paalis alis ako sa place ko. wehe. tapos ang saya!! super pagod nga lang talaga.. okaii. so heres go the remarks okaii okaii. hehe.

    shitt. mahaba toh. pero sige. kaya ko toh.. para sa ikasasaya nyo. wehe.


    female section. yea.
    *miss ica ledesma and mister peter villar*

    czarzi azoiala, break dancing is for you kiddo. way to go blahblahblah..

    leila batican, super hinhin mo girl. but your hip-hop move rocks. settle with it. blahblah..

    thea cargado, i think you are a passionate dancer. nothing less than a superstar. you rocked again.. keep it up. and you owned the stage man. blahblah.

    krissy lantican, stay focused. i know hindi mo yun best. try harder. study the steps blhablah..

    tere liwanagin, astig ang moves natin ahh. don't forget to dance with the beat stay with the dance.. don't get too nervous blahblah..

    yessa mac, a yes! you are great. you shined again. good job australian babe. keep it up!

    jill mendez, so far again so good. don't get too nervous. don't bluff. hehe. be easy blahblah..

    carol mendez, you did a good job, but stay focused. don't get jammed up and nervous blahblah..

    ellen pangako, super promising. good job ellen. i know you can do better than that. stop thinking you're lame. be easy and stay calm as pissible blahblah..

    mikah resulta, you did a very great job. way to go. juts don't get mixed up with jazz and hip-hop. be easy..

    selina sanjuan, fara. you are a great dancer. the stage presence was there. don't cover your face next time. be easy and calm...



    boy section okaii...

    noah alcon, awarded as best dancer for the boy section again and again. very good boy. you did a very awesome piece. youre such a skeez and every girl wud love to be dating you. hot presence nd adorable angelic face you own! good job and i wish thea would smile for you. *everyone laughed* (ugh!!! :)

    chaz aquino, as usual did a very good job! very focused and super cool.

    lake aquilino, lake, you waved me! you're awesome as always. keep it up. kumain ka ng marami para tumaba ka! (everyone laughed again)

    jonas canluba, hei mister! you're awesome. a very good start! clapped!! whoo. masaya ka ahh. very great dancer and passionate!

    tonton fabregas, despite the tardiness you have, you did a very great job a while ago in hip-hop. as usual.. good job!!

    josh garcia, mister garcia sir. lovely and awesome body! you did great!! the best. good for you sir. musta na si leila? (everyone teased with uyyyyyyy)

    cargo gomez, very well dancing.. as always. stage presence was there! cool kid! hei, still caught up in a love triangle with thea and noah?? (everyone teased uy again. *ugh* i blushed DAW)

    mike illinoah, perfect moves. despite the fact of being small.. you rock!! keep up the good job! congratz!!

    allan kim, no negative comments. very fine. well improved.. and has new moves! good job mister kim!

    efjaye lingkod, frankferty boi. hehe. awesome moves!! very hippy. stay focused! love your moves. keep it up.

    zan manzano, you did a great job. so focused and well done kid!

    shippin martine, yo mister american half blood pinoy.. mestizo. you did good! very good!! excellent performance and you rock!

    mikey paterno, astig ang moves. very hip-hop. don't get nervous. you own the stage. very well done. good performance! nice one paterno!

    chino perez, charles. magaling!! astig ang moves. very well expressed on check on it. kahit anong song pa man ang atapat sayo magaling ka pa rin! calme and cool!! loved that thing you d0!!

    serge preston, mister british boy. sir john. you did a perfect performance straight A plus for me! loved your performance..

    cid valiente, we saw a man in you a while ago., you're nothing but an excellent dancer! cool moves! keep it up!

    aljohn yambot, yummy dance moves by yumeh! good, excellent piece. very professional. kahit nagstop ng mga 40seconds yung kanta.. napaka galing pa rin. very professional. top1 ka pare!!

    jm zumel, you zumed me!! youre in fact of a great boy! asteeg. keep up the good work!

    ira zuntal, very well done mister!! cool moves! keep up the good thing! good for you!


    ang galing natin!! way to go!! good bye jazz!! gotta go na nga pala. hmm.. peace na.

    surbei. beybeh!!
    Date / Time : / 12:13 AM
    [ ] my fingernails/toenails are almostalways painted[x] during the summer pretty much theonly shoes iwear are flip flops[x] my favorite toy as a child were barbies[x] my favorite color is pink or purple[ ]i did Gymnastics[x] i love skirts[x] hollister is one of my favorite places toshop[] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear[x] i love chocolate[x] i've never had a real jobTOTAL: 7
    []i have at least 8 myspace pictures[x]i usually go shopping once a week[x]i love to hang out at the mall withfriends[x] i have a real diamond ring or diamondnecklace[] i've gone to a tanning salon[]i go to the beach to tan - not to swim[x] i have at least 10 pairs of shoes[x] i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach[] i change my icon weeklyTOTAL: 5
    [] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic[x] my cell phone might as well becomea part ofme[] i wear mascara everyday[x] i've been or am on a diet[x] bathing suits are adorable[] i dont know the difference between asheep anda goat.[x] big sunglasses are hott[x] i have gotten my nails done[x] i own over 10 purses[x] MTV is my one of my favorite channelsTOTAL: 7
    [] all i want to do at sleepovers is talkabout boys[x] i love to have other girls do my hair[x] i give and receive hugs from all myfriends[x] i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders[x] carnivals are so fun!![x]summer is THE best season[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces[x]im waiting for my knight in shining armor[x] musicians are so hot[] if you write me a poem or tell me imbeautifulandim all yoursTOTAL: 8
    [x] i am self-conscious.[x] i cry often[] my car smells like vanilla[] my dishes get washed more then oncea week[]i dont do sports[]HATE to run[x] i squeal when i am surprised or angry[] i eat raisins as a snack[x] i love romance novels[x] Drew Barrymore is so cuteTOTAL: 5
    [x] i usually spend over an hour to getready toleavemy house[]i only have like 5 billion hair products[x] i love to get dressed up.[] every part of my outfit needs to match[x] i talk on the phone at least once aday to myfriends[x] i would love to have a photo shoot ofmyself[] price on clothes hardly matters[x] i apply lip gloss 200 times a day(chapstick)[x] i wish i were a modelTOTAL: 6
    [x] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton[] i have been something that was semislutty onhalloween[] i own Uggs[x] Hip Hop is good music[] i pop my collar[] i like to be the center of attention[x] guys with Mohawks are crazily hot[] Horses are beautiful[] i'd rather not pay attention in school[] cats are adorableTOTAL: 3
    [x] i write poems[x] i love it when a guy/girl wears goodsmellingcologne/perfume[x] i can get very jealous[x] i would love to visit Hawaii[x] Valentine's day is so cute![] white is better than black[] i wouldn't be caught dead in all black[x]my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes[] i hate the grunge look of a beard[]i love to read gossip magazinesTOTAL: 6
    [] i love to gossip[] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid[] i love Celine dion[x] My bubble baths are almost 2 hrs long[] my wedding only needs a groom. it'salreadyplanned[x] my friends and i are in a strict group.we mostlyonly hang out with each other[x] i like kids[] diet drinks are the best[] i'm all about being vegetarian[] i refuse to eat at McDonaldsTOTAL: 3
    [x] i check my friendster everyday.[x] i LOVE life![x]i have a lot of jewlery![] my screen names have x's in them[]either one of my myspace nameshas/had <3 inthem[] i would never want to be the oppositesex[x] it's not what he/she said it's the wayhe/shesaid it[x]i have more than 3 pillows on my bedTOTAL: 554..
    ii.
    spell your name backward>> aehtla
    story behind your first name:>> iunn0. but my brother's name is ALTHEO. waaha. ;p
    when's your birthday:>>04.07.91
    where do you live:>> pasig.
    DESCRIBE YOUR:
    wallet:>>it has lots of pictures in it. it's colorful and huge! waaha. ;p
    your eyes>>it's deep brown..
    toothbrush:>>for this 2months it's been purple..
    jewelry worn daily:>>earrings and my ring. i never take this off..
    cell phone:>>nOkia 3100.. tss..
    pillow cover right now:>>butterflies in pastel c0lor.
    bedroom:>>messy and punk rock. wehe..
    sunglasses:>>uh. BIG.
    shampoo:>>v05..
    cologne and/or perfume:>>victoria secret..
    CD in stereo right now:>>greenday.
    piercings:>>i only got 2.
    what you are wearing now?>>spagetti strapped top and purple shorts. waha.
    what will you do after this?>>take a bath. waaha!! ;p
    if you could get away with it and murderanyone who would it be:>>hmm.... lemme see..
    person and/or people you wish you couldsee right now.>>suh si secret ska mom..
    some of your favorite movies:>>mines yours and ours. cheaper by the dozen. princess diaries. ella anchanted. freaky friday. scary movie 1 and 2. mean girls. the notebook. if only..
    something you're looking forward to in the comingweek:>>swimming and BEACH! ;)
    something you just ate:>>nothing..
    something you are deathly afraid of:>>...
    do you like candles:>>i like the scent.. but i don't want the texture..
    do you like incense:>>yea.
    do you like the taste of blood?>>no.
    do you believe in love:>>nOpe. waaha!!
    do you believe in love at first sight:>>no...
    Are you in love?>>iunn0..
    do you believe in heaven:>>yUhp..
    do you believe in God:>>yea babeh!
    Do you have a tattoo?>>wala.
    can you eat with chopsticks:>>yUhp.. it's like cool. waaha!!
    what are some of your favorite candies:>>chOcolates and lollip0ps!!
    Favorite Soda:>>sprite and apple..
    what's something you wish you couldunderstand better:>> life.
    If you could turn back time, what would youchange?>> i guess *secret* waaha! ;)
    If given a million dollars what's one thingyou would buy?>> a house.
    Can you cook?>>jUzt a lil..

    iii.
    1. Are you a child of the 70’s 80’s or 90’s?-- 90's
    2. Where were you born?-- medical city..
    3. If you were born in another country how old wereyou when you came here?_ ..
    5. Did you enjoy your childhood?-- yUhp. sObra!!
    6. When you were a kid what did you want to bewhen you grew up?-- i would like to be a teacher! uck!! waaHhaAAh!!!
    7. What was your favorite toy when you were little?-- my polly pocket. barbie and my kitchen toys..
    8. Name the first memorable vacation you took asa kid.-- sa batangas..
    9. What was your first best friend’s name?-- gertrude..
    10. Are they still your best friend?-- yUhp!! s0bra!!!
    11. How did you meet your best friend?-- sa scul. waaha!!
    12. Can you name the pre-school you attended?-- d' paul kiddie center..
    13. Who was your first crush?-- patrick garcia.., the came nick carter!
    14. Were you a shy quiet kid or a very wild androwdy kid?-- im shy.
    15. When you were little what did you do for fun?-- play mud. waaHHhaa!! ;p
    16. Were you closer to your Mom or Dad as a kid?--mOm..
    17. question is missing--wehe..
    18. What was the first record, tape or CD youremember buying?-- the spice girls and backstreet boys. who0oo!!! :))
    19. What did you do when you were bored?-- play..
    20. How old to have kids?-- tss??
    21. Were you scared of anything?-- yUhp..
    22. What was your favorite class in school?-- before?? when i was still a kiddo?? PE class!! laro laro!!
    23. Did you buy school lunch or bring your own?-- during pre-school we have this mini canteen that your parents would pay for a week.
    24. Broken any bones?-- naaAh..
    25. Were you a meanie head or miss priss?-- im no meanie..
    26. Favorite board game of all time?-- monop0ly..
    27. Did you play house or pretend to be a superhero?-- yUhp. botH!!
    28. Random memory from when you were a kid.-- im princess jasmine..
    29. Seriously…..are you still just a kid at heart?-- i think quite..

    iv.
    1. Inaaway mo ba yung guard sa gateniyopag di ka pinapapasok?=> hindi. i'll just frown..
    > 2. Lagi ka bang nalelate?=> hindi naman..
    > 3. Complete uniform ka ba lagi?=>yUhp..
    > 4. Sumusunod ka ba lagi sa mga schoolrules?=>hehe..
    > 5. Kumakanta ka ba ng PambansangAwitat School Hymn?=> no. waaAhaa!! ;)
    > 6. Active ka ba sa klase?=>yea..
    > 7. Mababa ba ang IQ mo o mataas?=>IQ test? mataas,..
    > 8. Nakikipagdaldalan ka ba ?=>oO. sobra!!
    > 9. Hinaharass mo ba ang mga teacherniyo?=>hindi noh!!!
    > 10. Napapunta ka na ba sa prefect of> discipline's office dahil sa kabalbalan?=>oO..
    > 11. Napahiya ka na ba sa klase?=> i guess..., yea..
    > 12. Napahiya ka na ba ng teacher saklase?=> nOpe...
    > 13. Gumagawa ka ba ng assignments okopya=>i dont make kopya sa mga assignments.. hehe..
    > 14. Kumakain ka ba tuwing break?=> sOmetimes yea..
    > 15. Ano ang first line ng School Hymnninyo?=> nino jesus house of studies.... march onward..
    > 16. Naging medalist ka na ba?=> yUhp.. wh0o0OOho0!!
    > 17. Nangotong ka na ba sa kaklase m?=> hindi pa naman.. so far..
    > 18. Natutulog ka ba sa klase?=> minsan ko lang ginawa! waaHHa!!
    > 19. Pumapasok ka ba sa ibang roomkahitna may klase sila?=> hindi.
    > 20. Gusto mo ba ang mga patakaranninyo sanyong eskwelahan?=> hindi. mabalbal. waaAhhaa! joke.
    > 21. Nagtetext ka ba habang nagkaklasekayo?=> yUhp!! lahat naman ehhH..
    > 22. Nagdadala ka ba ng mga pagkainsaroom niyo?=> OO.. waaAhh!! lamon.>> 23. Ano ang pinakamahirap na subjectpara sa iyo?=> shit! anu buh??
    > 24. Natawag mo na bang "sir" angma'am nyo, at "ma'am" ang sir niyo?=> yUhp.
    > 25. Ano ang pangalan ng eskuwelahanmo?=> njhs..
    > 26. Naaksidente ka na ba sa school?anong klaseng aksidente?=> yUhp. nahulog kami ng bestfriend ko sa stairs!! shit! ang gagu nung stairs ehh!!
    > 27. Ano ang laging kinakain mongpagkain sa canteen?=> kahit anong feel ko..>> 28. in general, love mo college lifemo?=> ima like still in highschool..
    v.
    1.What is it about you that people don't reallynotice?++ hmm...
    2. What do people commonly mistake you for?++ snob. mataray. suplada..
    3. Are you insecure?++ not really..
    4. Do you think you're attractive?++ hahaha!! ;)
    5. Do you find it easy to trust people?++ friends lang talaga.
    6. Do you have a really big secret?++ yUhp..
    7. If yes, how many people have you told about it?++ gertrude, tish and pam only!!
    8. How are you when you get mad?++ i cry. and i dont talk..
    9. What do you do when you're bored?++ tXt. lsiten to r0ck. g0 online or go out..
    10. Do you enjoy doing nothing?++ nO. it irritates me!
    11. Are you comfortable in being alone?++ yUhp.
    12. Do you think watching the sunset or the starsis fun?++ yea! my 2 bestfriends and i did it na! waaaHh! :)
    13. Do you like the rain?++ a lil.
    14. What can you say about poetry?++ it's amazing..
    15. Are you a phone person?++ yUhp. wwaaAh!
    16. Do you smoke weed?++ nOpe, i dont even smoke. that's shit.,
    17. What song best describes how you feel?++ perfect.. weehe.
    18. What impossible thing do you want to do rightnow?++ shop. i can't pa eh. after holy week pa pwede. kainis!! uhaw na ko sa roxy and bench!! mei nakita xe ko sa magazine eh! super cute!!
    19. What do you miss in your life right thismoment?++ my old scul. spcp men!! ;0
    20. aRe you happy with the way things are goingin your lovelife?++ no..
    21. Are you sure?++ yes..
    22. Where are you today?++ at home..
    23. What did you do today?++ nothin..
    24. Who were you with today?++ my brothers.
    25. What are you planning to do now?++ still not sure.. iUnno.
    vi.
    1.Are u photogenic ?=> yea. waahahaha!! ;P
    2. What time do you go to bed ?=>when i feel like it..
    3. What was the last thing you did before this ?=>nag shower..
    4. Who's the one you always meet the most ?=>pam and tish. waaha!!
    > 5. Who's the person you'll call if you need=>best gurl friends!!>> 6. What's on your mind right now ?=>shopping galore.. huhuhuh.. :((>> 7. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysian> idol?=> american idol rawks.
    > 8. With whom do you wanna be with to have> fun ?=>my gurl friends!!>> 9. What movie do u wanna watch now?=>sweet 16. something. yung nung 80's.. shit!..
    > 10. When was the last time you went out?> where?> with who?=> katrina and kimmie. yea! tambay. kat's place..
    > 11. What do you hate the most for now ?=>shit stuffs.
    >> 12. What do you do everyday besides eat &> sleep?=>go online. txt. a\play and swim!!
    >> 13. Colors that make you happy ?=> black red white pink. stuff!!
    > 14. Most fave thing in your room ?=>anythin.. my room's a fave. soo punk rock.
    > 15. Miss someone?=>mummy..
    > 16. Plan to buy something?=>yUhp. shit. new mp3!>> 17. Are you satisfied with your life now?=>not rili.
    > 18.Do you like seafood?=>i soo love seafood!! waaha! :)
    > 19.Breakfast or dinner?=>breakfast..
    > 20. like chocolates?=>i love it!
    > 21.Do you have a phone?=> yUhp.
    > 22. What's your favorite fast food?=>wendy's and pizza hut! plus yellow cab!
    > 23. Cats or dogs?=>dOgs..
    > 24. Salty or sweet?=>it depends..
    > 25. City or country?=>bOth. ;)
    > 26. Is kissing normal for your age?=>maybe yes, maybe no..
    > 27. Are you athletic?=> a lil.
    > 28.favorite band for now?=> greenday!!!! shit!, soo love greenday pare!
    > 29. Do you have your own cell phone?=> YuHP!
    > 30. What do you wear to bed?=> pJ's. waaha!
    > 31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high> school?=>no. yuck!
    > 32. Coke or pepsi?=>cOke.
    > 33. sugar or spice?=>and everything nice. ;))
    > 33. Can you use chopsticks?=>yUhp!!
    > 35. Do you care about getting good grades?=>i super care!
    > 36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?>=>yUhp. waaha!!
    > 37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?=> child labor is bad. still a minor hunnie! wehe! :)) tamad!!
    > 38. Is your mom strict?=>nOpe. but she limits.. but she's not strict!!
    > 39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?=>my dad, yes. mom, a lil. waaha!!
    > 40. Do your parents trust you?=>yess..
    > 41. Would you ever wanna lose your best> friends?=>nOway!!!
    > 42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?=>sOmetimes..
    > 43. Do you make friends quickly?=>yUhp. ima like a friendly person.
    > 44. Do you tell your mom everything?=>when she asks..
    > 45. What do you & your parents fight about> most?=>gOing Out and wasting money on shit!
    > 46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u.> What> will u do to her/him?=>mOve oN.. best way.. tama tama..
    > 47. Can u sing or rap?=>yea.., i can rap.. sing? sing in the shower lung. ehehe..
    > 48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur> wife/husband for the wish?=>hmm.. lemme see..
    > 49. Wut do u think bout this survey?=>shit. waaha!! ;p
    vii.
    Anong kadalasang twag sayo ng mga kaibiganmo?+>aecy...althea. thea.aila. laii..
    Malakas ka ba kumain?+>wwaaaaha!! oO.
    Do you love music?+>ima like a musically inclined biznatch..
    Anong name ng crush mo?+>chad micheal murray.. and mike dirnt plus billy martine and joey zehr!
    Rate mo nga crush mo from 1 to 10?+>crap.
    Anong brand ng yosi ang gusto mo?+>i dOnt smoke. i hate cigarettes!! uck!!
    Mapili kaba sa lalake?+> juZt a lil. im tight..
    Ano gngwa mo?+>answering this crap.
    May namimiss ka ba? Cno cya?+>yesss. gertrude and mommy. and dad!!
    nong Cellphone number mo?+>0 9 2 2 9 8 _ _ _ _ _ 7
    San ka nag-aaral?+>njhShiit.
    Masaya ka ba sa school?+>yea. mabalbal.. weehe!
    May kaaway ka ba? Cno?+>sa scul? si glej. fuckin ass hole bi0tch!! shit head!!! poOhtah!
    Anong oras na?+>1056am.
    Cnong nasa isip mo?+>mikan.
    Kumain ka na ba? Anong ulam nyo?+>not yet. at hindi ko lam kung ano ulam namin..
    San ka galing kahapon?+>went to kat's place..
    kelan Bday mo?+>O4.O7
    Una mong napapansin sa isang lalake?+>hair at teeth and nails..
    Anong pnka ayaw mo sa isang kaibigan?+>blabbing by0tch. liars.. users.. backstabbers... shiit! kabigan buh yan?? lOl..
    Anong huling regalo natanggap mo?+>chOcolates fr0m ate joy..
    Takot ka ba sa ipis?+>yUhp. sobra!! eek!!
    Anong pinaka hnd mo mkakalimutan na pngyyari?+>waaaahaa..
    Sun ka ba?+>yuhp..
    May boyfriend ka ba ngaun? Cno?+>wala..
    Miss mo na siya?+> sino? oo..
    Motto mo sa buhay?+> live you life ti the fullest!!



    sori na kung di ko inayos. natatamad na kxe ko.

    randomness beybeh!!
    Date / Time : Sunday, April 16, 2006 / 10:55 PM
    tss.. so excited sa hip-hop grand slam.. noah, word vomit. wehe. yey!! noah, sori pati. hehe. nu na? hmm. jillian, were both excited! shexkz.. hehe. todo practice kami sa hip-hop ehh.ewan ko kung bakit ako addicted sa hip-hop. nyweis, i did great sa math so ang happy ko!! shexkz!! super dinugo ako sa kakaaral ng math.. pero masaya ang math!! word vomit. wehe. oi noah, wala.
    super hip-hop na hip-hop na ko. tap0s miss marinoz called me and told me math clubs this summer will be opened. tss. there's this guy i really really like. wehe. so i told miss marinoz that i'll think about it first coz im too busy na matap0s ang career for my jazz blues sa dance net. nyweis, yun! so focus focus muna. hmm. its 310am. im lost. panu kaya tomorrow?? hmm.. excited na talaga ko! jill!!! waaaHh!!
    hindi ako badtrip todaii. everything went smoothly and there's n0 rough edges in sight a while ago. just my sister who whine a lot, just like i do. and she sucks! well,
    nywei,.. i had my new big shades!! waaah!! im soo happy. gotta slash that thingy later sa wishlist ko. waahHa! ang saya.. im planning to buy new bikini before any beach bum occurs!! i saw 3 bathing suits (2 piece) and it's great.. but i only plan on buying one, uhfcarz.. waaHa!, ang saya!! new havaianas, i got it na! gotta slash it to0!! i neeeeed more racerbacks. that's what i need. the tees on my closet is just fine. di pa ko sawa. i wish greenday wud probably have their new album, so id buy one. wehe. tap0s im also planning to buy a new book that will suit me for the rest of my past times or breaks after the dance net.. hmm..ate irene developed a lot of my vanity pix. and thnx a l0t!! waaHha! im soo into jap fashion nowadays but the punk in me wud never live my oh so hott bod. wehe.
    ima like feeling a lil heavy coz 336am na. haii. hip-hop bukas. grand slam. critics. can't sleep tuloy!!! nyweis, i got new pants again. from freego. thnx mom. da best ka! ;) okaaiii naman. bagonf flip-flops galing banana peal. ayos. hehe. la na ko makwento.. im drinking starbicks ngaion. kuya gave it to me. sawa na cia eh. haii. ako wala., tss. well, my eyes are like p0pping. feels like im sleepy. wehe. nyweis, guila is trying to cope up with noah? noah?? hey!! you're such a bitch guila??..!!! nyweis, can't believe im crushing on ***0. kainis. nyweis, lalang. buhaii talaga oo. haii nakoo..im dreaming of having a laptop right now, waaAh! lidsee has a cool laptop. waaHAh!! saya nun. hehe. so garabeh! buhaii.
    waffles for breakfast is cool with me jill! waaHa! chill tayo kina carol tomorrow? huwew!! carol medez and jillian mendez.. cuzins! waaHA! walalang. amboring ko. hehe. nangangati na paa ko dahil sa mga lamok. err.. kainis talaga.. congratz sa advance c 3rd degree! we did a great job last jazz season. waaAh! panu keia ang pag criticize satin this hip-h0p season. weehe. lalang. i'll p0st the surveys laturr okaii. well, bye na! wala na ko makwento!! tss.. ;)

    sori na kung puro hip-hp, dance thingy and dance mates.. sori na..
    Date / Time : / 8:22 PM
    gosh peepz. forgive me for talking a lot about hip-hop. im just so into hip-hop. sobrang saya kxe talaga!! tap0s grand slam na bukas!! waaha!! bye muna kami sa jazz. kxe di na kami focused dun. after a lil of pro hip-hop. magfofocus na kami sa harder degree. BREAK DANCING MAN. waah. nakakabahan kami ni jillian. sori na kung puro dance thingy mga kwento ko. addicted na ko sa hip-hop. akala nio ba wala lang un. sobrang hirap. pero super excited na talaga ko magstart ung grand slam. just for you to know.. ** ung grand slam parang farewell sa jazz and hello to pro hip-hop. asteeg na talaga! waaH! ;0 hehe. tap0s lahat ng levels simula beg A kasali sa grand slam. keia nga GRAND eh! cguro about 150 peepol. waahooO! nakakatakot mga critics. kasama kuya ni jonathan na sobrang senior pro na! si kuya james!! i cicritize kami tomorrow.. as in not by degree. not by level. not by groups. not by twos.. as in ONE BY ONE MAN!! kabado ko. mei 3minutes dancing ang one by one eache degree.. beg A 1st degree. so sa starters 3 divisions yun. BEGINNER, ADVANCE, PRO.. at sa bawat division na yan, mei 3 pang division.. A, B AND C.. at mei 1st to 3rd degree jan sa abc na yan. gets..?? so mahabang proseso talaga!! 2years ka sa a. ang saya noh? ang tagal,. so isipin nyo nalang, sobrang tagal na naming magkakasama.. kxe advanced C na kami.. tap0s 3rd degree pa! ayos. ;) tumagal kami ng sobrang tagal!!!pr0 na kami next year. PRO A -1ST DEGREE haaayyy... another chapter.. asteeg. matatap0s na ang mahabang jazz!! shit!! waaha! then heeeelllloooo to the effing hardcore BREAK DANCING wAaHh! *bites nails* yay! katakot. per0 kaya natin toh advance C 3rd degree. the soo called *hardees corees* hehe. ang mga maaangas. weehee.. lalang. wee! tap0s na sa jazz!! ang epal ng jazz eh. pahirap. hehe. pero thnx to jazz, i made it to the top dancers!! the ranks are never mentioned and alphabetically arranged pa.
    **TOP 30 DANCERS FOR ADVANCE C -1ST TO 3RD DEGREE**CHERYLIN ANNE ABULENCIA =1ST DEGREEABIGAIL ALBERTO =2ND DEGREENIKKI ASIANA AMBAO =1ST DEGREEFRANCHESCA ARCILLA =2ND DEGREE*CZARINA ZIANNA "CZARZI" AZOIALA =3RD DEGREE*FRANCE LEILANEI "LEILA" BATICAN =3RD DEGREEPATRICE JANEE BESANA =1ST DEGREEAERIN BISHOPS =1ST DEGREEASIA BRITELLO =1ST DEGREETANIA BUNTAO =2ND DEGREE*ALTHEA CAMILA "THEIA" CARGADO =3RD DEGREESAZZLYN CARINIO =1ST DEGREEALEXA CARVAJAL =1ST DEGREEMONICA CONCEPCION =2ND DEGREESAMANTHA CO =2ND DEGREEPRISCILLA CRUZ =2ND DEGREEJAMIECEL DAVA =1ST DEGREEVIVIENN DIAZ =1ST DEGREEMARA ERANCIO =1ST DEGREEMIKA FERRER =2ND DEGREEJESSEL FELICIANO =1ST DEGREEJESSANELL GUIBA =2ND DEGREE*KRISELDA VIANKA "KRISSY" LANTICAN =3RD DEGREE*ANNE THEREZA "TERE" LIWANAGIN =3RD DEGREE*ALYSSA ISABEL "YSSA" MAC =3RD DEGREE*JILLIAN HANA "JILL" MENDEZ =3RD DEGREE*CAROLINE THERESE "CAROL" MENDEZ =3RD DEGREE*ELIZABETH LALAIN "ELLEN" PANGAKO =3RD DEGREE*MIRACCA ALIANA "MIKAH" RESULTA =3RD DEGREE*FARA SELINA "SELINA" SANJUAN =3RD DEGREE
    11 ang nakuha sa 1st degree, 8 sa 2nd degree, 11 sa 3rd degree.. sa female sction yan. sa male naman.
    **TOP 30 MALE DANCERS OF ADVANCE C***james noah "noah" alcon*charles john "chaz" aquino*lance kertin "lake" aquilinojimmy ballesteros =2nd degree*ralph jonathan "jonas" canluba*jim antoine "tonton" fabregas*kyle joshua "josh" garcia*christian anderson "cargo" gomezkeyv gozum =1st degree*michael angelo "mike" illinoah*timithee james "timmy" jeo*frank allan "allan" kim*frankfert jonathan "efjaye" lingkodmarc lomikiro =2nd degree*lloyd mira "zan" manzano*sean pil "shipin" martinejake melanio =2nd degreexavee palmeda =1st degreecris parada =2nd degree*micheal "mikey" paterno*charles "chin0" perez*sir john "serge" preston*cymmer david "cid" valienteake vergara =2nd degreelance villa =1st degreegino villania =2nd degree*albert john "aljohn" yambot*john michael *jm* zumel*irving anthony "ira" zuntalchad zutilanio =1st degree
    oh see. 20 came from our class!! waaHHh!! lahat ng boys sa class namin!! asteeg talaga!! kaya may reward kami!! whoOOohooO!!
    yan yung best dancers dati. sa jazz and cheering. critics pumili nyan. noah! anu nga ba ung remarks sayo?"mister james noah alcon, please step forward. i like your performance. you're groovy and has the best body among everyone. don't be shy and nervous. your stage presence is amazing and you stand out! you shined!" "how old are you?" "uhm 14 poh." "as an aspiring dancer, for your age, you're so great! thank you!"*clap clap* galing galing ni noah!!! waaaaHHha!! ;)

    ahHha! saya na nya!! waaHHpak! langya ka!! bilog na ut0t mo. wahehehehe!! :))waaha! excited na ko. sana di ako magkamali sa grand slam bukas!! shekxz. nakakakaba talaga. uber. hehe.
    sori na. magsastop na ko sa pag kwento for now ng tungkol sa dance. waaaaaaaHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh!!
    *change topic*
    waah! wala lang.. tired na ko magtype! wehe. loves noah. wehe. word vomit..

    borrrriiiiiiiing (thanks to my notepad!)
    Date / Time : Saturday, April 15, 2006 / 8:12 PM
    ima like using my n0tepad. yey! ;))this day is watcha say?.. super kaduper boring. ive got nothing to do. and shiit it's soo gawd damn boring. waaha! ;p so nyweis.. i'll take i recap of what i did this day. hmm. first, i woke up @ around 940am. yea.. honestly, i didn't want to get up.. im too lazy.. well, but i did.. the first thing i did was.. i took a nice short shower. and yea. coz i feel hot. so after the shower i ate bread. bread and crackers. yey! ;) diet. wehe. lOl. so nyweis..,. after that.. i watched some anime.. but im not in the mood so i decided to go sound trippin'. that sound trippin' went for an hour. but i felt bored and it makes me sick. so there. i texted a few pe0ple and we texted for quite a while. but i felt bored again.., so i ended up watching tv. it's quite boring too coz i can't find a cool movie to watch.. i did go online but i need to get oflyn in 10mins coz kailangang tipirain yung load. di kami dsl eh. bummer! so nyweis @ arwnd 1230noon katz texted me.. ("ei, swim tayo?") yey!!! rejoice*rejoice!! hehe. so there. we went for a swim. mga 130pm na. and natap0s kmoi mga 4pm. lOl. ang saya talaga!! hekz.. ehehe.. ;) i took a lot of survey after the swimming.. tap0s we ate merienda! halo-halo was awesome!! i need that for my whole day! weehe. i need that this summer!! waaha!! im focusing on losing weight coz i gained 20p0unds and that's shiit!! imagine?!!! 20p0unds!!!? what da heck!! shittt!!!!! so i need to lose weight my waistline climed 3sizes.. fr0m 24 to 27?!! shitt!! ass wipe talaga!! i can't bare it!! fatt??! no offense, but i can't imagine *ME* as a fatty. wehe! sorri na. but i can't be fat? not now.. js pr0m is next year. lOl. and damn it!! that's shiit!! how fat can i get??.. oh sshhiiiiiiiiit!! low on carb dapat! shiit!! sky flakes is wutt mom suggested.. but she's happy i gained weight.. ima like suffering. lOl. i can't be fat!! i can't! getting tanned and fat? is that HOT? tell me honestly.. ohnoohnoohno...well nyweis, dont get paranoid althea. just focus. wehe.
    nyweis.. ima like been waiting for 48 years till i'll go online. this is shitt. wehe. nyweis, dance practice is tomorrow *again*.. so mapapagod nanaman ako.. well atleast im no begginer. wehe! for us "advance C" we'll have a performance next next week so t0do practice! we'll dance a lil f0r beat of my heart then, fire away then get right.. hmm.. then check on it.. plus a lil on cheering.. and our last performance ung advance B ==> ung cheering namin dun. waaha! lOlz.. haha. so ang saya talaga!! wtf? pero super fun! kakapagod nga lang. ate marianne?.. super advance ka na!! take care. we'll be no longger hangin' out t0gether.. aww... :( but friends forever! garabeh!! well, ate tarz.. waaha! advanced C then go hip-hop? let's dance till we drop!! groove!! nakakatakot ung break dancing ng advance C waaha!! sobra!! kuya jo and ate fara.., paki dalian ung break dancing.. waahahaha!!!! kiddin' sobrang natatakot kami ni jillian sa break dancing.. kxe sori na. pero nakita namin ung break through.. super dali na sana kaso ung mga advance B na tao un ung kailangan nilang break dance.. so nag stop si ate fara then everything froze. ang shitt ng nangyare kei ate abs.. look. abs kasi she has this great abs! name nea aii gail geraldine. so there's like no ABS there. ehehe. pero yun. tell yah wut. last weekend kasi ate abs and the bloom group [the advance b2] is practicing the general perfo f0r the club dance net *slash* passion.. so tapos bigla nalang nag trip si ate abs and nashot ung left part ng head nya.. so nag bleed. pero ate fara saw it agad kaya lang mejo nag panic lahat so yun,.. as of now hindi na muna magdadance si ate abs.. gonna miss yah pre. hehe. : per0 ang sad pa rin. walang nageencourage mag crunches. waaha! nyweis. andvance C goes break dancing with a little twist of hip-hop and jazz. so ang hirap! last level na ng advanced till mag junior pro. pero mga parang isang scul year pa bago kami mag junior pro. maraming begginers. sobra!! tap0s ang wild nila. sbi ni jillian they're like all soo excited.. tap0s ang show off pa namin nung nagpresent kai kaharap ng maraming begginers! waahpaHhk! and easy brothren. hehe. :)) so seeyah! waahaha! ang saya mag pa show off. katawa.. heheh.. ang hirap mag hip-hop na mei jazz.. garabeh!! napapaisip tuloy ako na wag na mag tuloy. per0 deep shitt sobrang di pwede!! sayang! waaHha! nyweis, si jonathan nag advanced sa hip-hop. daya! wehe. xempre kuya nea si james, na ngayon ay pro juni0r 3rd degree. waaha! ang sarap ng feeling.. pero sobrang tagal na talaga ng hardships nun! nyweis.. iba iba iba. ibang topic naman.
    mei new friends kami from "BEG A" [mga super newbiez and begginer] lOl. wait. gusto ko imention ung nagtuloy tuloy sa advance C,.
    *me, jillian mendez, carol mendez, selina sanjuan, mikey paterno, josh garcia, ellen pangako, serge preston, alain galapa, micah resulta, timithee jeo, alyssa mac, leila batican, tere liwanagin, meizzy cruz, lizzbeth kartina, aljohn yambot, cargo gomez, frankfert lingkod, priscilla hefther, louissana barbarez, shina perez, catherine lumbao, krissy lantican, noah alcon, jonathan canluba, czarzi azoiala, sofia alperez, viannca aroala, shipin martin and lastly na laging late ANTOINE AND ANTHONETTE FABREGAS*
    sayang yung hindi na nagtuloy kasi naforced sa cheering. weh. ang saya. so nyweis just for you to knoe lahat kami barkada per0 mer0n din talaga ung super close.. ung ako. hmm. [*jillian, noah, carol, selina, mikey, josh, serge, lizz, aljohn, cargo and krissy plus noah!*] okai. so mei story nga pala ako.. hmm.
    okaii so early kaming nasa studio.. me and jillian nakatambay,nagpapahinga sa may tank. tapos wala pa si noah, mikey, josh, serge, aljohn, cargo.. kumakain pa yata ng heavy sumthing. so yun. si selina, lizz, krissy ay nasa park at nagmumuni muni. tapos were in a middle of a talk. ung tungkol nga un sa pagbabago ng break dancing namin eh.. tap0s mei dalawang girl. named FRANCES AND CECILLE. yun. tap0s they talked to us and asked us if san ung beg A. eh alam namin ni jill mga 12noon pa ang beg A. eh 730 kami nagsastart.. eh ang early ng dating namin ni jill mga 7sumthing un. so ang aga nila.. waaha! mga beggiez talaga oo.. hayy.. nakakaaliw. tap0s ang show off pa nung pagkakasabi namin ni jill na "VANCE c NA KAMI EH" waahahah!! :)) so un. ang saya.. friendly kami ni jill eh.. diba? waaha!!
    nyweis. ang horrible ng away na namamagitan kaii na leila batz and shiin perz.. sobrang please. magbati na kayo. nagalit nguh si miss fara kasi ayaw nila magaus ng cheering. haay. per0 okaii na yata. waaha. sana maaus na talaga. para di kami naiipit ni jill ehh.. nyweis,. can't wait to go practice!! go noah! go noah!! hehe. uyy.. yiki...
    ang saya.. nyweis. ngayong araw na toh.. hmm..
    katxt ko si jillian.. nagusap kami about cherrylou. ung umalis na friend namin. xe nasa thailand xa ngayon kaya umalis xa sa class c. so un.. nyweis.. nagswim kami ni katz and kim. so masaya! per0nakakabaliw. hehe. ;) nyweis.. i took a lot of survey dibuh? ipopost ko yun after this. so si jill nagpunta metrowalk. bili xa ng bagong racerback namin. *hughugkeeskess* baet ng best bud ko sa dancin net huh!!* loveyah jilly!! hehe. oh. the good old times.. wen jillian doesn't want to be called jilly and aljohn was like clueless and waaha! he told jill "what? what do you want me to call you? jelly?" waahahaha!! =)) ang laughtrip eh! waaha! nyweis, kailangan talaga namin ng new racers. adik kami ni jill dun! waaha!! pero last practice naka jogging pants parin kami and tight fit spags. kse wala ng bagong racer. over a dozen na racer back ko dahil kei jillian! waahaha! pare. ang saya!! bummed collecti0n it0! waaha!! ang saya. nyweis, di ko katxt si noah for now. amboring ng life.. wehe. ang sarap mag blog. kxe free. weh. di ako nagmamadali at naiisip ko yung ikukwento ko. ang haba ba ng post ko? di pa nga yata lahat yan ehh.. ang doi-ness. effin shitt! waaha. ang init talaga. sumasakit ul0 ko.. nyweis,, nabadtrip ako bgla sa isang effin shitt na tao kaya nabadtip ako. sori na. anu pa ba makukwento ko?? ang show off ng mich na yan jillian ahh! ang yabang?!! kainis.. tell yah wut?.. maepal xa.. for beg B. epal!! hmmp. nyweis.. wala. wala na ko maisip. hmm. okaii. wala na talaga.. bye na muna!!

    fast..
    Date / Time : / 5:43 AM
    i need to make this p0st fast okae. so im not gonna p0st my stories but i have lots to tell you. later nalang.. hehe. i checked lang naman.. i will go for a swim later with kat and kim. i guess it'll be fun! gotta blast!! bye!!

    Date / Time : Friday, April 14, 2006 / 9:33 AM
    i woke up @ abwt 12noon. still haven't catch good sleep. well. i can't go online way too tagal. kase im planning to get free online sa madaling araw. so i'll be updating you guys later. well, as of now im effin pissed and confused. well.. if only (ung si jennifer love hewitt) yea. yung nasa tv ngai0n. ang saya! i'll watch it na. gotta go. bye!!

    insiomiac..
    Date / Time : / 3:19 AM
    i finished washing the effin plates. im still online. yea. i g0t fed up sa punk princess layout ko.. kaya iniba ko na. wehe. not gothic okai. so i havent slept yet. it's already 7am.. and im still up! and it's wayyyy past my bedtime! waaha! im feeling gruesome. wehe. kiddin' i told you im n0t feeling okay. so well, i think im feeling sleepy na.. i feel my eyes and my lids. weeheeeh.. well. im gonna update you guys later.. when i wake up. wehe. super sleepy na yata ng eyes ko.. i looked at the mirror eh. its like saying.. puhlease na.. waaha! so im hapeh wit my new template. it's kinda depressing. but it's cool wit me.. nyweis.., i need to sleep na. haven't got so much sleep n0wadays.. wehe. so long! wehe. bye f0r now..

    Date / Time : / 12:48 AM
    shit happens. you see. i was asked to clean up the plates.. i thought it was just the usual "plates" but gawd. it's so damn shitty!! imagine our cupboard. or wutevurr you call that thing.. it's empty!! so i that mean i'll be washing "platesssssssssssssssssssss" effin shit huh?! im soo lost! ive got no m0re inspirati0n. and this means shit for my ass! forgive me for saying way too many fugly w0rds but sorry f0r you coz i can't effin change from my miss lady manners this time. so sorry. coz this is me. effin me. ima like losing grip na. (shit! avril!!) nyweis. as i told you, im lost. wut about being punkerz? so? wuts your effin problem? get a life shit face!! ona. ang bad na ng bibig ko. sorry na. nyweis.. ima like punkerz here. so lame-0 i dont care if youre so like ghetto? c0z i don't give an effin damn to your life! so gettUh life. well, my punkrock life has nothin' to do wit yah. so y0u bettah get yah'r hands of me dude. you're a boyd! you're effin stupid.. ghetto? signing off? tss. lemme see yah., say im not into hiphop. so?? effin!!!!! ur such a fag. wehe. im too harsh. sorry. well. it's 5am. and i can't effin sleep. see? im insomiac. effin-ness. nyweis. i need to go say buhbye! c0z of the effin shit plates gottuh get washed. poohhtttaaaah! effin life makes me so damn sick. shit!

    Date / Time : Thursday, April 13, 2006 / 11:06 PM
    duh. so i thought things are going smoothly.. but i was like.. UGH. and i can't handle this.. and y0. and i hate this. my stupid and effin shit is being unbearable and really demanding. tss.. (i was reffering to my ) yea. and i can't handle this. wehe. i didn't even respond to his actions and by-words. wutevurr. weh. so nyweis. this day is very memorable. for being such a BOMB day! this is soo annoying. i can't effin sleep. deep shit! effin talaga!! kainis naman talaga tohng araw na toh. ims uper malas. wehe. as if naman na naging lucky ako.. well, lam neo. why don't people understand the meaning of this friggin phrase "look whose talkin' biznatch?" hei. why don't you see?.. waaha. it's not like im happu. its not like im lonesome. i stopped fr0m bein lonesome na eh. move on. and that's not soo punk rock to kill time. wehe. love punkerz. waaha! so i gotta post a new survey. uh.. i'll lo0k for those first okai. lemme see.. hmm..

    survey.
    : 1.Do you know anyone's friendster password
    +>yeHp.. waahaha!! ;)

    2. Do you think your love life right now will lastlong?
    +>there's no love at my life. and it's been a long wyl.

    3. Are you an emotional person?
    +>yUhp. ang shit.

    4. State every person you were with today:
    +>shit. ang dami ehh.

    5. TV show you miss watching?
    +>lizzie mcguire. aww. :((

    6. Borrowed stuff from your friends you still havewith you:
    +>la na. nasoli ko na lahat.

    7. What was the last thing you did?
    +>typed sumthing. l0l.

    8. Who is right next to you?
    +>n0one.

    9. Who was the last person you ate with andwhere?
    +>my familia. dit0 sa bahay..

    10. How many times was your page been viewed?
    +>iunn0. l0l.

    11.How's the weather right now?
    +>it's quite hot.. but n0t that HOT.

    12.Last person you called today?
    +>my nightmare.

    13. Last person who called you?
    +>uhm. shit face?..

    14. Last song you sang?
    +>especially for you. ang shit. ahaha!

    15. Last time you danced?
    +>a while ago. we practiced eh.

    16. Last car you rode in?
    +>uh.. di k0 na marecall.

    17. Smoked?
    +>never did i.

    18. Dumped someone before?
    +>yuhp. and im missin' him.. sorry for myself. i was quite stupid.

    19. Been really depressed before?
    +>yUhp. and still..

    20. Faked being sick to miss school?
    +>nOpe. never. i love scul. but i hate mondays.

    21. What time did you wake up today?
    +>uh. 601am. ang shit nouh?

    22. Current craving?
    +>chocolate cream puffs. but i can't.. i have this effin tonsilitis. pohtah.

    23. Do you like the person who sent you this?
    +>yuhp. missin at ayih.

    24. What are you wearing right now?
    +>racerback and hippy shorts. soo much of punk rock styles. waaha.

    25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
    *+>i guess.. hehe.

    26. Over the past months have you courtedsomebody/anybody?
    +>noway. hu says??

    27. Where are u now?
    +>effin house of the dead. wehe.

    28. What date is it?
    +>O4.12. O6

    29. What tym did u wake up
    ?+>effin 601am ngah!

    30. Did u go sumwhere yesterday?where?
    +>yesterday? ate joey's place. ate a lot of baked tahong. ang shit! ang sarap. sobra!!

    31. What did u do there?
    +>tambay. l0l. hehe.

    32. how old are u?
    +>15.

    33. Are u inloved right now?
    +>effin dunn0.

    34. Why or why not?
    +>im stupid. that's why.

    36. Last person who sent you a msg onfriendster?
    +>i can't effin recall.

    37. Do u like ur school??
    +>just a lil. effin scul. waaha.

    38. Do u like books
    +>yUhp. their just one of my bestbuds whenever im in tr0uble.

    39. Do u want to get married?
    +>at the right time.

    40. With whom?
    +>with the right man.

    41. are u spoiled?
    +>im rotten. im super rotten sp0iled bratt!!! both by my parents.. and a lil by my kuyas. and super kaduper rottened by my l0lo!! waaha!!
    survey2
    1. anong ayos ng buhok mo?
    - up. the one that looks soo punk rock?.. yea. i cant effin describe the look eh.

    2. kumusta na ang puso mo?
    - broken into pieces.. shit!

    3. may iniisip ka ba ngayon?
    - yuhp. meron..

    4. madali ka bang magalit?
    - nope. im a very patient one. i really am. yea. swear. wehe. kulet! hehe. seri0usly, im very patient.

    5. anong mga madalas mong ikagalit?
    - effin lies..

    6. kelan ka huling nakakita ng rainbow?
    - can't remember dude.

    7. kelan ka huling uminom?
    - as in uminom ng alcoh0lic drinks?.. uhh.. wehe.

    8. anong ininom mo?
    - wehe..

    9. may plano ka ba sa feb14?
    - next year?.. wala.

    10. single? taken? o reserved?
    - shitty ass!!

    11. kelan ka huling tumawa?
    - a while ago.. effin-ness..

    12. madali ka bang maimpluwensyahan?
    - i guess no. hindi eh. i knoe wut i want..

    13. e may lakad ka ba mamaya?
    - wala. effin stucked @ home with no n0thin to do. shit!! ch0res are the things i l0ve! (sarcasm)..

    14. may pinoproblema ka ba ngayon?
    - yUhp. super kaduper dame!

    15. anong pinakagusto mong nabili last week?
    - uh.. lastweek?? uh. havaianas.

    16. anong mas gusto mo? kung ano ka dati o kungano ka ngayon?
    - i changed a l0t. cguro i like it better the way i am now. but i effin gained weight and that's shit!

    17. mahilig ka bang makipag-debate?
    - yUhp..

    18. anong huli mong napanood sa tv?
    - nigga's house..

    19. halata ba pag may problema ka?
    - i guess so. but im good @ hiding things such as effin pr0blems..

    20. madali ka bang magpatawad?
    - yuHp.. so easy.

    21. e ang makalimot?
    - that's just hard. it's not like you forgive and forget. coz wutever i do i dont forget the effin shitty things..

    22. anong mas gusto mo?
    single na like mo plango taken na mahal mo na?- i dont care. i don't give a shit to that idea.

    23. may crush ka ba ngayon?
    - yeah.

    24. ilang ang sim mo? anong gamit mo?
    - 2. im using my sun sim.

    25. sino madalas mong katext?
    - my effin shit.

    26. anong pinapakinggan mo ngayon?
    - the sound of the effin fan.

    27. kelan ka huling nagkasakit?
    - kanina. up to now. hehe. tonsilitis is shitty!

    28. san ka makikita this saturday?
    - sa room ko.

    29. may curfew ka ba?
    - walang sinasabi na curfew. per0 i make sure i get home on time and that means the decent effin time. it's shitty. but im cool with that effin shit.

    30. anong pinagkakaabalahan mo ngayon?
    - taking things slowly and lil by lil.

    31. anong laman ng bag mo ngayon?
    - MP3. make ups. balms. comb. perfume. wallet..

    32. anong kulay ng medyas mo?
    - im not wearing socks right at this very m0ment dude.

    33. sinong laman ng puso mo ngayon?
    - my effin nightmare and half of that is my effin shit!

    34. anung masasabi mo sa nagpost nito?
    - *deng*..

    Date / Time : / 5:55 PM
    im effin tired of my life. weehe. so there. ive got a lot to blog about.. just lazy, well, im damn bored.. i think im gonna stick to my sun sim cARrd.. effin smart sim!! hate it!! l0l. nyweis.. so ive got lots of moswuito bites and that's effin shitty!! well, nyweis. im quite sad.. and even m0re got confused than before. well,.. my brains been draining since 6am. and ive been low fueled at ar0und 12noon. that's just shitty!! ive been outtah haus @ around 2pm. yea. and went home 6pm na. i hate the sun nowadays.. my skin's been burning.. and it's effin soo not cool! i read the purp0se driven life a while ago. well, to be honest i dont see the p0int.. but i guess i need sometime. it's soo effin hot here. pard0n me for sayin' shit & effin often coz tha't like-a my expression eh. so nyweis, im really annoyed kaninang kanina pa! i can't be blame for this.. it's just the effin fuck of a cellph0nes back bey0nd! so sori for being nonsense here but im outtah my mind and i cant handle this. this ain't easy, actually. i hate this.. im flip today not flip as filipin0. flip as in bangag. shit. i don't know why i went like crazy this effin day. i'll take another survey and lets see. wehe.. sori na. im too damn bored and defueled and i can't shop this week kxe my brother told me to "penetensya" and not to sh0p. sacrifice thingy daw. so lal0 ak0ng nadepressed. well, i gotta quit my shoppahollic-ness coz im gonna be br0ke for the rest of my life. and i don't want that effin thing to happen. well, my heart p0unds quite soo fast and later i will be bursting in tears. my butt aches kxe im seating like f0r an hour na and with no other position. just sitting shit here. effin. so nyweis.., i havent played the greenday cd that's why im making myself much more sick. i can't eh. my effin brother will get mad becoz it's too loud daw. and shit hinde! super hina na nga ehh.. p0htah. di k0 na halos madefine kung bass buh un. bass playin' is soo imp0rtant for me.. c0z that's wut mike dirnt (from greenday) is playing. and ang shit! so nyweis hatin life. my belly's been flipping. and i hate that feeling. i miss gertrude. need someone to talk to. effin problems bring me down. shit! this is shit! thought im like strong. but i guess im not that strong. i feel like dum and shit. and oh.. im rili pr0blematic. and this is soo shitty! sori na if marame kang nababasang shit. kxe and shit talaga eh. i cAn't handle this anym0re.. tears will burst from my eyes later.. promiz. i need icecream to feel better. l0l. but i guess it wont let me feel better. i feel soo lame and stupid. why am i feeling like this. this is soo much like hell.. i feel hot. and hot. and effin hot! so nyweis i can't effin sleep. why's everything been wrong. why!? i hate this. so much of my effin hatreds,.. i feel like mold eh. im shit! im all shit!!! it feels like i'll cry my heart out later. well, i don't want to but i guess it'll. huhuhu.. im too effin sucky and shit! ive gotta lose tons of problems as of now. and right now i can't bare to smile. what happened to my smiling face. well, sori if i can't tell you the stoy ryt now. c0z i feel shitty and i will feel even more shitty by telling you my problem. i guess i'll tell you after everythings been solved. sori. now, i gotta go and i can't keep my tears fr0m rolling down my cheaKs. sori... im sooo lonesome. im sad. effingly sad.

    Date / Time : / 4:49 PM
    so much to tell.. but too lazy to blog about it.. i'll hit my p0st with a survey.. cool huh? wehe.
    *survey 1*
    Current:
    Clothes
    ::+racerback and hippy shorts..

    Hairstyle
    ::+twisted and up. waaha! dunn0 h0w to call it ehh..

    Jewelry
    :+earrings and sabbaths. wehe.

    Underwear
    ::+bikini brashere and nikini panties. waah..;P

    Nail color
    ::+metallic black. cool huh? waaha! ;p

    Do you:Cut yourself
    ::+nOpe. Wut'sTheEffinFuck

    Lick yourself
    ::+l0l. no.

    Whine a lot
    ::+yUhP.. it's kewl. waaha!! ;p

    Yell a lot
    ::+yess..

    Hate a lot of people
    ::+nOpe..

    Have too many friends
    ::+way too many..

    Want to die
    ::+i guess i wanna.. wehe.

    Wear dark colors
    ::+yUhp..

    In the last 48 hours:

    Cried?
    ::+yehpp....

    Missed someone?
    ::+ooOh yea...

    Drove somewhere?
    ::+yeaA...

    Been online?
    ::+yUhp.. yea. uHfcaRz hell..

    Smiled?:
    :+yea..

    Drank?
    ::+draNk soda. wehe.

    Smoked?
    ::+nOpe. i never will.. n0t Once..

    Laughed?
    ::+yEa..

    Hugged someone?
    ::+yUhp.. just a while agO.. my bro. waaha.

    Have you ever:

    Kissed someone
    ::+yUhp..

    Worn a rainbow
    ::+worn a rainbow?? wtef??

    Talked on the phone for over 3 hours
    ::+yeaaHH..

    Had a party with over 30 people:
    :+yeAh..

    Taken nude pictures
    ::+nO..

    Cheated on someone
    ::+wehe. no.

    Had a dream, then the next day it happens
    ::+did'nt happen as my dream. i mean n0t exactly as wut i dreamed of..

    Last person:

    You touched
    ::+my sistaH..

    You talked to
    ::+my sistAh. i told her to get out of my way. wehe. how mean..

    You hugged
    ::+my brO..

    You kissed
    ::+my sisterr...

    You Texted
    ::+<0)-(/\

    Who broke your heart
    ::+secret..

    are you:

    Understanding
    ::+yUhp...

    Open-minded
    ::+yeaH.. super..

    Insecure
    ::+no. n0t quite..

    Interesting
    ::+i guess soo.. weh. effin!!

    Moody
    ::+i guess i am..

    Independent
    +jUst a biT..

    Hard working
    ::+sometimes..

    Shy
    ::+yeah. sometimes..

    Difficul
    t::+difficult? me.. difficult?? iunn0..

    Angry
    ::+as 0f now? yuhP.. at that effin pers0n!!

    Sad
    ::+yUhp.

    Happy
    ::+nO..

    Trustworthy
    ::+yea.

    Talkative
    ::+talkative?? yUhp. but im no bLabber biznatch..

    Reliable
    ::+i guess soo..

    Sleepy
    ::+no..

    Lonely
    ::+yUhp.,.

    Info about yourself:

    What is your birth name?
    +althea camila concepci0n cargado.

    What is your birthday?
    +april 7, 1991

    Brothers/sisters?
    +3 brothers and a sister..

    Job?
    +j0b? i have no job..

    Favorites:

    What is your favorite band?
    +greenday..

    Color?
    +black red and white and a lot mor!!

    Soda?
    +coke and rootbeer..

    Music?
    +rock music!!

    Candy?
    +lollipops. waaha..

    Cookies?
    +chips ahoy and oreos..

    Juice?
    +kool aide's tr0pical punch..

    Holiday?
    +christmas. halloween..

    Month?
    +april may december..

    Have you ever:

    Been in love?
    +i dont know if it's love eh..

    Kissed someone of the same sex
    +uHfcarz..

    Been in trouble with the police?
    +nope..

    Hit someone?
    +naman,... hehe.

    Broke something?
    +yUhp..

    Stole something?
    +not once.. shit.

    Shot a gun?
    +toy gun. l0l..

    Okay last questions:
    What is sitting next to you?
    +y0kohama japan's chocolate b0x.. waaha!!

    Do you get along with your mother?
    +yUhp...

    Favorite sport
    +v0lley and swimming..

    Are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?
    +ima like straight..

    Killed someone?
    +i hope i cud.. weh. hehe.

    Kicked your cat for the heck of it?
    +yUhp.. but it's not mine.. l0l.

    Slept during class?+
    uhfcarz. waaha!! sleepy subjects.., turns int0 dreamland.. wehe.



    *survey 2*

    1.Sino crush mo?>
    mike dirnt. billy martin. david desrosiers. joey zehr..

    2. Sino ang bestfriend mo?
    > gertrude..

    3. Cno ksma mo ngaun?
    > sibs...

    4. Cno ang anghel ng buhay mo?
    > mom!

    5. Sino favorite bball player?
    > jc intal. fonacier. james yap..

    6. Sino 1st love mo?
    > weeh.

    7. Ano favorite song mo?
    > she's a rebel and jesus of suburbia..

    8. Kung maiiwan ka sa desert place, sinongdadalhin mo?
    > helerr.. nandamay ka pah.. waaha! ;p

    9. Favorite book mo?
    > the da vinci code..

    10. Kakainis ba sagutan toh?
    > di naman.

    11. Favorite mall mo?
    > galle. shang and get real tsong. sm..

    12. Favorite band mo?
    > greenday..

    13. Sino ang pinakamakulit na kaibigan mo?
    > as in pinaka?? lahat eh!

    14. Pinakamatalino?
    > si tish. honorary.. hehe.

    15.Pinakamagaling magbball?
    > pam.

    16. Pinakamagaling kumanta?
    > tish..

    17. Pinakamagaling magbreak dance?
    > ako na yun! waaha!! ngekngekngekngek,,

    18. Ilan nagkakacrush sayo?
    > di k0 lam.

    19. Ilan kayong magkakabarkada?
    > 35.

    20. Sino mortal enemy mo?
    > secret.

    21. May bf/gf ka na?
    > iunn0.

    22. Sa barkada nio, sino favE MO?
    > wehe.

    23. Sa bahay nio, sino lagi mong kausap?
    > wala. xe i don't talk much..

    24.Sino mahal mo?
    > marame.

    25.mahal k b niya?>
    oo. waaha!

    26.Maganda ba ang mga kapatid mong babae?
    > yeah. it runs in the blood eh. wehe!

    27. Pikon ka ba?
    > no. not quite..

    28. Meron ka bang bisyo?
    > magtext and magfone. kung bisyo man yun. wwaahahhHaa!!

    30. Huling pinuntahan?
    > sa labas..

    31. Huling pinakinggan?
    > officially missing you remix..

    32. Huling katext?
    > kojaczx..

    33. Huling kausap sa fone?
    > tit0..

    34. Sa cellphone?
    > fran..

    35. Huling kinain?
    > yokoham japan's tsokolate..

    36. Huling ininom?
    > coke..

    37. Huling pinanood?
    > jesus christ super star. xe ung brother ko ehh..

    38. Huling binasa?
    > the question "huling binasa".. wehe.

    39. Huling ka chat?
    > greta buco.

    40. Huling kinaasaran?
    > kojaczx..

    41.Huling niyakap?
    > my pillow.

    42. Huling iniyakan?
    > secret..

    43. Huling tinawanan?
    > si shit face. wehe. jwk.

    44. Huling pnagtripan?
    > uhh. ewan.

    45. Huling tinulungan?
    > my brother. he asked mo t0 tie a knot on that effin garbage bag. yuck.

    46. Huling hinalikan?
    > sister ko..

    47.Huling minahal?
    > as in ung love na mushy?? si secret..

    48. maganda ka ba?
    > ewan.

    49. Sino laging tumatawa sa barkada mo?
    > pam. waaha! lahat.

    50. are you 50?>
    effin hell no!