hello there! haha. ooh. i miss dance net. sobra!! garabehh! nyweis, i'll have a quick recap of wut happened todaii.., or shud i say yesterday.. hmm.. :D all i did was burn the fone lines and play with my nephews.. hahah., tas i wanna shop pa naman kaso eh.. ayun. walang time.. xka magtitipid dapat!! woOh. okeii. so wlalng. tas i'll make kwento wat happened the past few weeks..
well, first 1 week akong super d0wn.. then wut happened is everything went cool with rough edges. so there.. i stayed in our house in cainta, stayed for 2 weeks.. so i havent updated since then tas nasira pa ung pc diba. tas un. nyweis, lalang.. so there..
my stay in cainta, let's just simply say 'boring' but i did have a great time there. the laptop was really scary. haha. didn't mean the word scary,.. it's just that kainis. super epal kasi tas un. i have no anuff patience for that effin laptop. tas ung bwct na ipod nakakashet. kase super nagloloko xa! super effin lowbat?.. so naiinis din ako kase super epal ng mga gadgets.. wuteverr. so there. all i did was swim back and forth sa pool tas winiwish ko na sana my sand. ahahaha. so un. tapos im always reppin starbucks. blahdeehblahdeeh.. ganun ganun. tapOs un.. wut else?? ive seen da vinci's code. no comment. sayin' this honestly,, wut's the cut point? doi. don't get it. tss. nyweis, im gettin so malabo and ever.. basta. im here at home to get loads of clothes.. to fix my things befoe pasukan then drop off my dirty clothes then go back sa cainta and enjoy my boring life there. sometimes.., i wish i was home, but if im already home i'll wish i was in cainta valley view. tss. anlabo pala. but what can i do.. eh ganon eh..
bikini? try me.. hahhaaahhhaa.. i hate the hedge dog roxy.. but im bein nonsense.. so there.. i bought the string bikini black, hot pink and lime combination.. pretty, but it looks pretty annoying din..tss.. why ba? im bein so malabo na. hahaha!! i don't wanna presuure the roxy management but i wish there was moe kinds of HOT colors. gets?? got it? well there. nyweis, i don't knoe if you have anuff patience to understand my post. basta basta! ahaha.
wait lang.

i did nothing but cried the whole day yesterday.

*have you ever loved and lost somebody, wished there was a chance to say im sorry.. cant you see.. that's the way i feel about you and me baby, have you ever felt your heart was breaking looking down the road you should be taking i should know, coz i loved and lost the day i let you go!*
*i never had a dream come true till the day that i found you, even though i pretend that i moved on, you'll always be my baby.. i never found the words to say you're the one i think about each day and i know no matter where life takes me to a part of me will always be with you..*

=word vomit= i got really hurt! i didn't expect this stuffs would even happen to me. i was a princess then. i never would have known the heartbreak. im the one who breaks hearts.. but i was wrong. i love him. i really do. but somethings aren't meant to be. i thought he wasn't really meant for me.. he doesn't deserve me.. i dont deserve someone so loving like him. im in a senti mode.. im really lonely.. :( crying is not a case.. hmm. im lost.. im currently listening to the sclub7 cd.. :(( i thought i won. i thought i moved on. i thought im happy. hindi pala ako kawalan?? huhuhu.. it breaks my heart just thinking of stuffs like that.. it really does.. im beggining to be stupid coz ive got a lot of options. ive got a lot of guys who i can have if i want.. but im not that kinda girl. i dont holla. i feel so stupid. i feel soo gawd damn irrational.. im so lost babe. i can't find my way out in this maze of love. i don't even wanna feel love anymore. not now. goodbye to the US. i guess this is one of my crucial and dumb decision ive done. i suck. i feel the hurt would never leave me. it'll stay. i can't believe im feeling this. i think im happy eh. per0 hindi pala. never kO dapat tOh ginawa. but, oh well. this is sOmething gOd wanted tO happen. this is the way he planned things. ive learned a lot. thanks!
i'm still healing. i should be. but i can't heal this fast. i can't! i can't accept the fact that im the one who lost. i can't accept that im the one who let go. i can't!! shitt! but i guess i should be over this stuffs. i should be enjoying the summer, but what's this. nyweis, i'll pay tribute to my guys! wehe.
*noah, dear! thanks for the help. weh. friends muna! hehe. and i know. maybe somewhere down the road. wehe. ang kulet. pero seriously, di ako ready sa mga bagay na yan.. i managed to study very weeeelllll first and get f0cused.. wehe. bling*bling!! ;)

*cargo, wehe. it's been how many years since we met. wehe. ang sarap sapakin! magkaaway pa nga tayo non ehh. hehe. thanks for the help din. gust0 mO pala kO? waahahaha!! sori. heehee. nyweis, friends muna. friendship is the first step to the stupid thing called LOVE. but im not yet ready. that's life. wehe. chuga! ;)

==>kanta mode.*it's a sunny day but you're not around, that all the rain might as well be p0uring dOwn.. its such a shame coz my heart's on the gound.. just wanna be cool with yOu again.*

nyweis, i can't handle the things going on. im really paranOid.. im im dOne. all i can dO nOw is cry.. but that's all i can dO. he wont cOme back. all i wanted to do right now is cry and be alOne...
**just for you tO knOe im using my nOtepad tO update my blOg, cOz sira pa ung internet namin. grr.. waaha. thnx tO my sUper lOving nOtepad!! waaha! :D**




/april20\

i knoe i updated, but it was a sad post. weh. so im gonna post everything i did this day. i went to faye's hauz. it was a blast! love faye's hauz!! haha. we went camwhoring! haha. ang vain namin that day, but that day lang. faye told me that she wud place our pix sa multiply so hehe. e0n. we went camwhoring almost every second. we bonded a lot. then came along ate riva and lara! waaha! t0do partee. then, nagpadeliver si faye then un ang dinner namin. after some dinner. vain-nez occured nanaman. xempre every vacati0n lang kami magkita kita. tap0s si ate riva eh college pa diba. so busy lahat. so un! we put a lot of make up. experimented.. and nagpaka vain ulet kami. we talked about the pasts. the memories.. waaaHha! [ ;) ] saya talaga. then we talked about stuffs happened to us nowadays. and ang saya dahil super 0pen namin. the b0nd never dies talaga between all of us. wehe. so i went home 930 na. ayoko pa nga sana umuwe ehh. but i knoe it's not very decent of me anymore to g0 home late. so thurr. that's fun. nyweis, i waited long hours to go online for a free internet surfin'.. and yun. nagupdate ako. kaso damaged yung computer namin. so ifoformat pa daw ekerz. so i got the numbers of my old friends that i haven't seen for long years!! wehe. happy birthday odes! love lots!!


/april 21\
im damaged. im soo god damn depressed that blanko na utak ko. i went sa dance net rili early for jillian, so noah was there na.. im not in the mood to practice for the break dancing.. kaya i just sat there and waited.. yessa mac sat with me,, we made a lil chit chat until ate marianne came na. she told us to practice na coz miss ellen will be there any moment, but will be late. so i got up on my feet, we warmed up a lil and started.. im rili feeling bad so i didn't join the power dance. so ang lungkot ko. i can't dance very well at that moment.. so im standing ryt next to jillian. and di talaga ko makasayaw.. i heard a voice "thea, okay ka lang ba. sit down muna if you want" that's ate marianne. di ako nagsalita.. umupo nalang ako bigla sa chair. and watched them do the tough thing (break dance) that's what thonet calls it. funny. hehe. nyweis, im feeling really BAD. as in super bad that i can't even focus. after the break dancing.. mei 30 minutes break tap0s warm up then dancedancedance.. so yun. so jillian talked to me during the break. eto ung talk na yun.

jillian: hey, what's up?
althea: wala..
jillian: anung wala? bakit ka ba ganyan?
althea: jill, lamo wala talaga..
jillian: ...
althea: jill, kse lam mo naman yung tungkol kei "siete" diba..
jillian: ahh yun ba.. kxe wag ka mag ganyan. focus ka lang..
althea: di ko kaya.
jillian: doi. kaya yan..
althea:lagi ko sya naiisip eh.

ganyan.. ganyan yung naging usap namin. so my hint na kayo.. after the break, nag warm up na rin ako. i danced with them.. nag cope up na ko dun sa dance.. so okei naman.. walang problem.. nagagago lang ako kasi super feeling problematic ako eh. so yun. ayos naman sa dance net. basta.. ahh.. kainis.


/april22\
im feeling rili very bad lately. i can't focus. di ako nagattend sa dance net. noah texted me. haii. ang labo ko kasi ehh.. hirap. im pathetic. shitt!! i cried nanaman.. tsk tsk..





/april23\
i slept 3am na. kainis diba. talagang insomniac na ko.. kainis,. so nyweis.., s0brang iyak marath0n yata ako... nag cacry cry ako all day. and everytime im alone. nagsesenti ako ang gagu noh. nyweis, gagu talaga ako ehh. tanga ak0 and all. haii.. nyweis, jamie txted me f0r the summer camp in mt. purro cawilis in antip0lo.. and the dance workshop. i need them b0th to help me keep myself busy. weherz. i neeeeeddddd it. super need it. para busy ako at hindi ako ngsesenti. ahh f*c*.. nyweis, kainis kase up t0 now blanko pa utak ko.. ahh super blank0!!! ang shitt nito. garabehh.. im soo gawd damn saD. huhuhuhuhuhu.. wyl he's soo gawd damn happeh. ima like suffering fr0m the heartbreak.. tss. ang jologs. but i can't hide the truth eh.. jol0gs na kung j0logs.. tss... nyweis, ambad talaga ng feeling na t0h. as in kaduperness BAD! :(( i dreamed about the heartbreaks im encountering now.. owkai. is listening to senti songs gonna help me? doi. ang sad. :( but that's god's will eh. i can't do n0thing bout that. i let it happened. and i feel shitty. im so sad and really forlorn.. tss.
pe0ple walk in and 0ut our life's and sometimes they'll just stay for a lil while and leave without even telling us. they'll just do it like there's no big deal. all i can do now is remenisc the times we spent together. how i wish kapare world life's with me today. gonna need them.. sobra! ;0.
we live and learn. we love and learn. shit. i shud learn from my mistakes and all. and haii. garabeh. i learned how to love and treasure the people while still here with me.. and if they walk away, im not gonna cry, i'll just hope they'll be back soon. haii.dame ko namang sinasabe. basta ganun ganun.. huhuhuhu... :(.

*coz i loved and lost, the day i let you go*

you got the line?,, well if y0u think it's just a simple line. think again..
di mo talaga malalaman yung importance ng isang bagay or ta0 hanggat di pa cia nawawala sayo. naramdaman ko ulit ung love tap0s nawalan ako nung pinakawalan pa kita,.. sure na marame pa tayong ta0ng makikilala.. but d0n't expect that they will be the same pe0ple you met before and loved.. anything can happen.. :(

*it's a sunny day but you're not around, that all the rain might as well be p0uring dOwn.. its such a shame coz my heart's on the gound.. just wanna be cool with yOu again.*

sori na. haii. lOve is sO rare diba. nOt naman rare. perO lam mO ung feeling na never mO na cia makikita Or di na mauulit ung lOvin' feelin diba. ang sad. perO talagang ganOn ang lOve. kailangan ng kOnting twist para matutO.. haii. ang sad ryt. but there's nOthing we can dO. let's say na "it's gOd will" but tayO rin ang gumagawa ng sarili nating destiny. dOi. ang labO.. :| sana mabalik yung dati ehh..

*at sandali lang, wag ka munang magsalita, di kO hahayaang lahat itO ay mawala ang iniisip kO kung pde pa ba tayO?*

sana talaga ganOng kadali lang diba.. sana kOnting "sorry" lang Okei na. diba..

there are so many thoughts runnin' inside my freakish mind and all i can analyze there is "why" why did i let yOu gO. sad to say i made a really crucial mistake in my life. and i can't even bring back the memries.. the sweet w0rds left unsaid. but im still hOping and praying that maybe, somewhere down the road diba. nyweis, yun. yun ang naiisip kO ngayon.. im still wearing the ring he gave me. still.
:(
ang sad talaga. nakakaiyak. sobra ehh. sobrang sobrang sObra akOng nasasad at nagsisisis sa mga nagawa kO.. bakit kO ba kasi ginawa eh! seriously, di ko alam eh.. hai. ang sad. shitt. hai. tap0s i still don't know what i shud / must feel for what ive done. tss. guilt?? perO there's nothing tO dO na eh... i can't do nO nOthin' haaiissh. baderz. nyweis, i must go far away..
im rili sad. and [guilty] tss... nyweis, i said i gotta keep myself busy. ahaha. dance net shud go for everyday.
dance net kxe MWF eh. haii.. nyweis, i need to focus on dancing ngayon.. para i can do some excercise and para makalimot kahit papanO.. sO yun. memOries will remain inside my heart fOrever. and the eternal lOve wOnt ever die. sus! napaka cOrnee nOh.. but ganyan ang truth eh. hard to accept, jOlOgs, cOrnee, baduy and all nalang. basta ganOn.
nyweis, lam nyO i can't dO my stuff just tO make me happy. i guess i lOst a very BIG part Of me. im really becOming insensitive this past few mOnths. and march was the wOrst. see, i cannOt stOp talking abOut this stuffs and stOries bUt im lOst talaga eh. i can't smile. sorry. nyweis, hOnestly and seriOusly.., im nOt happy. i can't even make a single FAKE smile. i can't hide this.. i really can't.. i maybe a good feeling hider. but i can't eh. i can't even fOcus On my things that i shOuld be dOing. ang shitt. perO there's nOthing i can dO. i just need tO accept the fact Of the heartbreak i did tO let myself suffer. i ate my pride sO was everything left in my heart. even the lOve fOr myself's nOt enOugh to make me feel lOved. im nOt a very dramatic persOn like im being ryt nOw.., bUt i can't help myslef ehh..


/april24\
24 pareh. haha.;) nyweis, lalang. ang saya ng araw na t0h! 24 parehhh.. ahahaha. :D tap0s la na ko pr0blema. guess what. ==>kanta mode.
*nOw were bacK tOgether, tOgether i wanna shOw yOu my heart is Oh sO true and all the lOve i have is especially fOr yOu*
wooOohooOO!! 24 pareh.
lalang.




/april25\
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYRRA!
nyweis, tUesday ngayOn. ang badtrip ng araw na tOh. kUng anO ang ikinasaya kO kahapOn, xang kinabadtrip ng araw kO ngayOn. nyweis, ima like fell asleep @ abwt 130am. and since then nakatUlOg akO. waaha. fOr sOme strange reasOns.., nagising akO ng 4am. sO ang badtrip diba. then pinilit kOng matUlOg Ulit. sO yun. nakatUlOg akO. then nagising akO mga 729am. ang kainis talaga! sO badtrip ulit. sO tinry kO matUlOg Ulit. then yun! nakatUlOg naman Ulit akO.. yey! tapOs nagising na kO mg 930am. sO di na talaga kO makatulOg. and yun. ang bUmmer pa kase wala kaming cable ngayOn. sO badtrip. tapOs walang internet. *salamat sa dakilang nOtepad* and then yun.. sO mga 1230 na kO naglunch. dOi. sO yUn. after nOn naligO na kO. then lOUisa called me. tapOs Usap kami tUngkOl sa click five stUffs. hahah. sO yun. nung mga 230 gUstO kO matulOg. kaxe feeling kO ala pa kOng matinOng tUlOg. guess what. 240 ginising akO ng kUya kO at sinabi "kain ka na ng merienda, may halO-halO sa baba".. tss!! ang bUmmer!! perO Okaii lang. tapOs after kO kainin yung halO-halO, tUtUlOg na dapat ulit akO. then the fone rang. my brother tOld me twas faye. sO i talked tO her, plan plan nanaman. then may tUmawag sakania then nag bUsy sO un! tUtUlOg na kO!! huwaaAAhhhH!! nyweis, pagakyat kO twas arOund 350 na. sO di akO makatUlOg. sO i tried thinking Of hOw i can sleep peacefully. i managed tO read a bOok. sO un. anne frank. the diary Of anne frank ang binasa kO. nakatUlOg akO mga 5pm then nagising akO fOr dinner. at arOund 7pm.. sO un. dinner na. then *b* texted me and asked me tO cOl at arOund 9pm. gawsh! excited akO nOh!! perO nung 9 na. pag angat kO ng fOne, walang dial tOne!!! ang bummer!!! ang shitt!!! sO thurr! badtip talaga. sO ang tagal kOng naghintay na mag 9 tapOs ganrO lang nangyare!! bwct!! sO un. it's already 1023pm sa clOck ng pC. dOi. sO un. lalang. garabeh tOhng araw na tOh. sana tOmOrrOw mei dial tOne na!! whoO. :| sO thurr. la na kO mkwentO. sO bye!! Oh. tOmOrrOw is wed! dance net!! whoOo! :D bye!!











SURVEY

~LASTS~

song playing?
-never had a dream cOme trUe.. :)

movie?
-ahaha. ewan kO. narnia. nanoOd akO sa DVD. stah pa. :D

tv show?
-uh. dunnO. kxe di yata akO nanoOd ngayOn ng Tv.. :|

clothing?
-uh. jOgging pants and shirt. :))

thing you ate?
-hehe. rice.. bOOm!! ;0

drank?
-water wit ice.. ;0

you did?
-typed sOmething. lOl. :))

~CURRENTLY~

listening to?
-cOol wit yOu. :D

wearing?
-shOrts and shirt.. ;)

eating?
-nOthin'..

doing?
-tYping...

~MISSED~

watching?
-disney channel!! :D

reading?
-candy mag... :)

doing?
-surfin' the effin net. :|

someone?
-yUhp. my friends. mOm, gerteebrates!! :D

playing?
-vOlleyball..



survey..

have you ever loved someone?
-tss.. oO naman nOh!.. (.!_!.)

have you ever cried over that person?
-dUh!! oO naman nOh!!

have you ever hated someone?
-yUhp!! xempre.. (^_^)

have you cried for that person you hated?
-nOpe. waaha. sya umiyak eh.. =))

why do you cry over small things?
-dO i? hmm. yah. eh ewan kO. iUnnO..

why do you love?
-dUh. everyone has the ryt naman ehh.. (*_^)

have you ever felt like you wanna die?
-well, haha. oO. ang tae eh nOh,..

do you wanna die now?
-nOwaY! waaha. befOre yata oO. perO ngayOn nde.. (.!_!.)

do you wanna cry right now?
-haha. oO. kase badtrip. walan dial tOne. walan internet.. :((

do you smile?
-yUhp! i lOve smilin!! :D

do you ever felt like killing someone?
-oO. sObra. ang sama eh nOh. waaha. (>_<)

are you mad?
-i guess nO.. :)

are you happy?
-a lil.. :p

are you jealous?
-nO.. why? ahaha. :))

where have you been?
-dance net. wed ngayOn eh.. (.!_!.)

what happened today?
-a lOt happened.!! :D

what are you feeling right now?
-cUhrazee.. (*_*)

who did you last talked to on the cellphone?
-jillian.. :D

last texted?
-marameng friends!! :)

last sentence you said aloud?
-bye guys!! seeyah sa friday!!!! txt txt nalang!! *smile*








/april26\

owkaii. wednesday todaii. dance net. woOhooO!! what happened? hmm. marame. ahaha. :D masaya kanina. xe im back tO my nOrmal stUff. aaHhaa.:)) nyweis, break dancing diba. garaveh. nakakapagOd keia! tOdO.. tapOs sa warm up namin ung sOng na "strut" yun. tapOs garaveh na sObrang bilis! waaha. nakakalOka! hehe. nyweis, andun kanina si kuya jOe, sO what else. uhm nOah is sO friggin hyper kanina. waaha. he did gOod sa dance practicum. waahaha!! tapOs ang gulO gulO namin kanina. sO ang labO ng fOrmatiOn. when atemarianne saw us., she went cUhrazy men. garabeh! haha. she goes like "advance c! guys! hello!! ok lang kayo?" haha. kasi the fOrmatiOn was a tOtal mess. and all. garabeh! tapOs gUmawa kami ng parang slight man sumthing na fOrmatiOn ng tablOe, tapOs ahaha. ang jOlOgs. hehe. ang cOrnee nung chura. eh yUn. si nOah yUng parang pinaka bida dUn. waaahahaha!! tapOs sila cargO ung kasali din sa bida bida. waaha. tapOs si lake he was very coOl in the tablOe, tapOs ang saya. hahaha. sO yun. mOre practice!! waaha. jillian and i are actually placed sa frOnt. waaha. tapOs ang gagO nUng mga steps namin. waaha. nyweis, nung break almOst the whOle time kaming practice ng practice. there's nO time tO make fUn of things and stUffs. kaya everyOnes very seriOus. sO thurr. uhm. what else. uHm. ang saya talaga kanIna. perO un. waaha.
nyweis, ung carrey na un. uhm. kwentO kO abOut the girl whOse very seriOus in mOdelling. waaha,. kumOcOrnee na nga xa and all eh. ang OA kase. perO Okaii lang. waaha.
carrey. friend na namin cia, befOre hinde. ahah.:D
carrissa lea velardO. carrey.



/april28\
Okaii sO ang gagO ni jOnas kanina. waaha!! xe nagpapractice kami ng break dancing. xe mei presentatiOn next friday. sO yOn tapOs gumawa si lake ng warm up. gO lake! *galeng*galeng*
:D nyweis, yOn,. sO ang galeng ni lake gumawa ng warm up. garabeh! weh. haahaa.. :)) tapOs yOn. ayOs na ung wam up namin. eh tapOs crush kasi ni jOnas si pauline. yUng kasali sa mOdelling wOrkshOp. ahaha. tapOs ang gagO ni jOnas kase nasanggi nya nung break hOurs. waahaahaha!! inirapan cia! talagang masungit yOng pauline na yOn. yabang. wehe. tapOs yOn. lalang. wag na yOn.
what tOpic? ahh. yOn. sO nakakapagOd sa dance net. waah. pumapayat na ulit akO. tss. ahaha.tapOs super akO sa water therapy! woOooOoOOhhhoOOoooOO!!! wutt an achievement! doi. ahaha. :D ang saya ng buhaii. perO malungkOt din. huhuhuhuhuh.. :| wutevahh gurl. nyweis, mei nakaaway si yessa mac sa mOdelling. guess what? si pauline. gawd naman xe super arte nya ehh.. as in. sObrang arte tapOs she's feeling like she's all that. dUh. wutever pauline. perO pati nga kami dinadamay nya ehh. kaya lahat halOs sa dance net galit sakania. bOohyahh pauline!! palpak nga cia nung nanoOd kami ehh. natense sigurO. kaya natapilOk cia. ahaha. :)) =)) haha. perO di kmi tumawa nOh. ang rude naman kung tatawa kami eh. waaha. ang gagO nya. nagblush nga yata sya eh. waahahaha. =)) nyweis, wag na si pauline. waahaha. natatawa tulOy akO. haha.
uhm.. wutt else?? uh. lake is soO coOl dun sa break dancing tablOe. waaha. nasabe kO na yOn befOre. this time sObrang cOol ng mOves nya! woOh! yOn. tapOs si jOnas, nOah, cargO malulufetz din. woOh! advance c rOcks man!! 8-)
lalang. wag na sa advance c. well, late si jillian ng 30mins. akala kO nga di na sya papasOk eh. perO yOn. malapit na umuwe si arriah. yeay! sweet... haha. :D sO yOn. ang saya. woOohoOo. sO shades marathOn kami. waaha. ill try tO pOst sOme Of my effin pictUres. waaha. :)) sO im planning tO have a vacatiOn next week sa batangas and i'll be back i think by june na. anilaO!? here i cOme. woOohhooOO!!! ang saya talaga. namimiss kO na nga yUng duyan namin sa batangas ehh. waaahha. :)) sO excited na kO mag beach!! woOoHHhooO!! hapeh! nywies, nagpabili akO ng lOad sa kuya theO kO. sana dumating na sya. harhaR. gOtta gO. bye!!

/april29\
im blank. ahaha. dance net is still dancin' weh. boring.haii..

/april30\
last day Of april. aww.. :( perO Okaii lang. may na tOmOrrOw. mOnday na! waah. dance net hip. hoOh!! lalang. i'll take a survey muna. it's sunday. weh. cOnnectiOn. w8 lang.

~*sUrvey*~

any plans?
-yea! sO many plans.

sad?
-a lil..

happy?
-a lil din...

are you bored?
-yUhp.. :|

do you wanna go out?
-yah. :)

where will you go for vacation?
-uh. batangas. :|

place you wanna go this summer?
-bOra. sObrang bOra talaga!! :|

tanned?
-yUhp. ahaha. perO mejO hindi na... ;)

drank iced tea?
-tOdaii? nO.. we dOn't have iced tea.. ibang juice eh.

last ate?
-lUnch..

drank something?
-waturr.. :))

listening to?
-rOck music. hehe. :D

what are you going to do today?
-i dOn't knOe??.. :|

any plans for today?
-i have nO plans fOr tOdaii. practice lang ng break dancing ng sarili kO.. :))

for tomorrow?
-dance net.. :D

bye!
-seeyah!! :)

okaii. sO i need tO go na. bye!!


/may1\

hapeh labOr day peepz. hehe. nyweis, nag dance net akO. sO masaya pa rin. di namin pinapansin na ung pauline na yOn. eww. ang arte. sO yOn. mahirap talaga yUng break dancing. but weve gOt mOre time pa naman tO master Our piece. eh.. sO hard wOrk. super!! mei sakit si jOnas. err. kabadtrip. sO absent sya kanina. kainis!! but i have nOthin naman tO dO.. err.rrrr.rrr.rr. kainis talaga! si lake naman inuubO sya. err. kapag minamalas ka nga naman nOh. err.. la na kO magawa!! geh. bye!


/may2\
wala. super bOring. nakakainis kasi super hirap ng break dancing. tapOs ang hustle pa panO lahat kami pinapawisan. err... >;| bwct talaga!! tapOs si jOnas pumasOk ng tuesday.. we practiced a lOtta lOtta bOii! sUper err.. tapOs kakapagOd talaga. si lake nOthin' changed.. he gained a lOt Of cOughs. tss. san galing? waahaha. nyweis, yOn sO si lake.. naiinis xa dahil sa cOughs nya. tapOs ayaw namin xa pasayawin kasi baka lumala yung cOughs nya.. perO yOn. narealize namin na we dOnt have a lOt Of time tO practice.. kaya we went sa dance net.. we practiced a lOt Of dancin' and bOi we sure dO have a lOt Of dancing tO dO.. errr. sO tOmOrrOw dance net na. we'll rehearse the whOle day tOmOrrOw and then sa thursday, we'll prepare fOr the break dancin' presentatiOn. Lowskeezz.. waaha. gOtta gO. toO tired. thanks nOtepad! :)


/may3\
tOdaii is a wednesday. dance net blew. waaha. kiddin' we got tO practice the whOle day cOz ate marianne and ate abs is there tO stay with us. super kakapagOd. we didn't pause fOr a break cOz we dOn't have mUch time. this is One hellafa bIggie trial! and we burn asses. weh. waaha. yessa will take a vacatiOn 2weeks in her father's hOuse in xempre sa states. haha. sO she's nOt participating anymOre sa hiipie break dance and reggae tunes perO she'll gO fOr Our recital and she'll be participating. were gOnna miss yessamac! woOohooO.!! nyweis, i'll pay tribute tO her laturr. well, yOn. sO we dOn't have mUch time tO practice kasi super we dOn't have that TIME tO prepare.. perO we made a coOl dance and finished it last tuesday sO were practicing and cOvering nalang. tapOs blOcking and initial time pause. and the sOunds.. jillian really did a gOod part in producing Our piece! waaha! wutta cOmp wiz! lOveyah!!

next is my tribute tO yessa mac.

~alyssa mac.
yessa. a very pretty half fili half american gal. blOnde but prefers brunettes. hahah. :)) very kind and passiOnate. super daldal and has lOts Of stOries. tell yah wutt. uhm. this is sOme infOs abOut her.
*hi yess!*
kindergarten days up tO her 5th grade, she studied in states and nOw here! studying. she lOves skating and malls.
we call her yess. haha! and she lOves it. waaha. she gets irritated whenever pipOl calls her "alyssa" she says that's tOo gurlee and stUffs like that. she's a hippie and lOves reggae. she's slim and small. waaha. :D she lOve tO partee and grOOve.. she Owns a 7610 cellphOne and it' filled with Our phOtOs and trips.. she's nOt vain but she lOves tO camwhOre wit us. ginO lOves her sO much! yihi. hehe. :D there.
yess, were gOna miss yOu and we hOpe yOu'll be back as soOn as pOssible. get here!! woOh! dOn't forget Our pasalubOngs and enjOy yOur stay there in states! take a lOt Of shOpping. waahahaha!! =)) lOveyah gurl! miss yOu! :)

there's my big tribute tO yessa mac. the BLONDE. :D

bye!


/may4\
sO wala. thursday. hmm. preparing fOr Our presentatiOn. woOh! kabadO akO. haha. bUt there's nOthin' tO fear naman nOh. it's just that im scared cOz baka magkalat akO. waaha. lake still have cOughs but it's nOt like super lala anymOre. well, jOnas is now fine. and we think were all ready fOr tOmOrrow. gawd! garavehh! im really gOin' nervOus here.. hahah. :D nyweis,.. lalang. im gOnna practice laturr cOz i gOtta feel and master the steps. woOhhoOO!! break dancing is really fun thOugh very very tiring!.. err.. nyweis, i gOtta gO nOw.. thanks nOtepad! yOu are my bestpal! waaha!


/may5\
gawd! ive gOt lOads of stOries tO tell bOut tOdaii! waaaaAAh! im sO excited tO tell yOu stUffs.. first, 6am, me and jillian ate waffles and drank hOt chOco. nOah and cargO came alOng.. lake, yessa and jOnas came tOo. sO we had this lil meeting abOut sOme plans. we managed tO practice but On the Other hand we have tO relax para hindi kami masyadOng mapagOd.. sO nag relax lang kami. sO yOn.. ayOs naman.. at abOut 730 ate marianne came na and anOunced that the presentatiOn will start at exactly 9am. sO we gOt nervOus.. then we toOk One hellafa break dancing practice. and grabeh! napagOd kami. waaha. but ayOs naman. maganda lahat! ayOs ang presentatiOn.. then malapit na mag9.. sO nagprepare na kami.. sO ayOs yung cOstumes namin.. tadahH!! haha. if my time akO ipOpOst kO lahat ng pictUres namin.. waaha. nagcamwhOre kami and nagpaka vain the whOle day. and then, the big perfOrmance came. waaha! nandUn yung mga nasa mOdelling wOrkshOp. waahahaha!! nakakatawa. kse parang bilib na bilib sila samin. bOoyah! :D kiddin' sO ayOs. great perfOrmance!! wutta presentatiOm. super galeng!! waahaha!! :D sO sigurO if nahiram kO yung paper kei yessa i'll pOst the perfOrmance cOmments Okaii. waha! im sOo tired!! lOves lOves lOves it!! mcdO!! twas a great perfOrmance! sUccess!! woOhoOO!! celebrate gOod times c'mOn..!! :D ima bit hapeh! gOtta gO. bye!! :)

/may6\
saturday pareh. hmm. survey muna.

~survey.ü

what are you doing?
-sOundtrip..! waaha. ;p and answering this survey..

would love to..
-i would love to go to bora this summer. ;p

currently interested to..
-guitars. playin' the guitar..

are you vain?
-no. not rili. weh!! haha. not that VAIN. ;p

are you a camwhore?
-haha. vain and camwhore. ooh. not rili..

do you love to smile?
-yea. haha. :)

are you weird?
-haha. sometimes.. hahaha! :))

are you strange?
-weh. haha. not rili,...

do you play instruments?
-yehp..

are you an animal lover?
-i can't say yes coz im not that so into them. i find them cute..

what are you thinking as of now?
-hmmm.. (*thinkthink*) X)

are you a snob?
-weh. hehe. sometimes. per0 not naman sa lahat ng tao.. wehh. :p

are a born leader?
-iUnno. cguro. weehh..

are you bossy?
-nope..

are you saying badwords?
-haha. something like *asshole*asswipe*freak*biotch* yea. like that..

are you inlove?
-iUnno.. ;p

your collection?
-shoes!! stuffs! clothes!! flipflops!! earrings.. necklaces!!

can't live without (thing)?
-oohh. i can't live witawt my cellphone. that's half of my life.. spend more of my time to that thing..

do you always have lip balm sa bag mo?
-ofcourse! grabeh. well, if u hav braces u'll understand..

do you wear blushers?
-sometimes. if i feel like it..

are u some kind of a hip hop?
-noway. haha. no!!

are you ghetto?
-tss.. hate you!

are you a rocker?
-finally! yea!! \m/

punk?
-i can be.. haha. punkrocker..??.. 0:>

are you daddy's little girl?
-hahaha..when im with him.. haha. 0:>

are you a spoiled bratt?
-sad to say.. *YEA*.. 0:)

are you a big fan of basketball?
-ahh.. nOt a BIG fan. ima like a fan Only.

do you love movies?
-Oh man! i sOo lOve mOvies.. :D

do you like movie houses?
-uh. haha. sa mOvie hOuse? that's lOve. !! :)

do you like popcorn?
-yea! hOly kettle cOrn!!!! :D

do you like chocolates?
-im actually chOcoholic. waah. :D

what is that one thing you love to do even if you grew old?
-shOpping! and sleep Overs!! i wOuld never grOw Old fOr shOpping and sleep Overs man!! :))

what is that thing you would like to burn?
-uh. i actually dOn't knOe... . . .

do you find chun yang cool?
-ung sa my sassy girl sa gma? weh. haha. alam na alam kO. waaha. Okaii lang..

do you like stayin sa states?
-uh. i guess sO.. hmm.. :D



iiii.prOfile.iiii

im althea.
aecy.thea.aila.
15years old.

althea is a punkrOcker. she lOves greenday and wOuld die fOr them. she alsO lOves simple plan. goOd charlOtte. my chemical rOmance and the click5. she's a big fan Of rOck and rOll.she lOves her friends and lOves hangin' Out wit them. she plays the guitar and lOves tO strOll. cleaning is never her thing but she hates messin' Out. she likes the beach. and she likes cOllecting bikinis and sUnglasses.. shOpping is the best spOrt fOr her. she likes fraps and smOothies. eating is fun fOr her.

althea is a partee gurl. she lOves tO partee and grOove. she lOves gOing Out wit friends and shillin' in the mOvies hOuse. acting and dancing is her passiOn. she lOves tO try anything and has a tendency tO be very experimental.

althea HATES avril *effin shit face* lavigne. she alsO hates pOsers and backstabbers. she thinks liars are just fags and is never needed here On the face Of the planet. she hates blabber mOuths toO. and hates a persOn whO dreads and fOrgets the friendship yOu have with her when yOure still yOungs.

althea is a very friendly persOn. thOugh sOme peOple thinks that she's a snOb and mataray.. she lOoks mataray bUt yOu gOtta knOw her well baybeh! she is kind tO thOse whO're kind tO her but can be very BAD tO sOmeOne bad tO her. she can be anything yOu want her tO be. she cOuld be a bitch if yOu mess with her.. but a goOd friend indeed.




/may7\

siete pareh. waaha!? anU? wala. ahaha. sana nga malufet pa rin. ang gagu. wala. hmm. wala. waaha. mahilig sa wala. tengna. waahahahahahahha!!! :| :))
ang hirap pala sumaya.,. haii.. :| ang sakit sakit pala magmahal nOh.?? tapOs ang hirap makalimutan.. kala kO madali lang.. hindi pala.. gagO kasi akO eh. gagO.. tapOs ang hirap kumawala sa sakit na nafifeel mO.. kala mO kapag nililibang mO ang sarili mO, malilimutan mO na lahat.. di pala ganOn!! ang hirap talaga ng feeling na nararamdaman kO ngayOn.. kasi naman diba!! sana hindi nalang akO gagO! nOh?,..

*subalit ngayO'y wala na.. ikaw ay lumayO na!!.. naaalala kO ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan, naaalala kO ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan..*

kainis talaga.. the feeling and the guilt wOnt leave me alOne.. my heartbreak is very crucial.. shet. waaha., but there's nOthing mOre i cud say.. haii. wala na. id be chOOsing it tO be left unsaid..

*surveii.ü

are you happy?
- nOpe.. waaha. :|

are you sad?
- yea. shet eh..

are you mad?
- mad? im mad at myself! waaha. yea.

are you enjoying life to the fullest?
-no. limited happiness is all ive gOt.. :|

are you miserable?
- i think sO.. ahaha. nOt naman sObra..

are you inlove?
-nO.. ahaha. ayOko mafeel yan.. mahirap yan ehh..!!

do you find joy in love life?
- i dOn't knOw. i dOn't wanna feel lOve pa eh.. kasi im really scared.. duh! waahaha. ayOkO ehh..

may crush ka ba?
- oO naman nOh!!

may love ka ba except family and friends?
- wala yata ehh. kasi basta lOve ayOkO!!

gusto mo ba mainlove someday?
- sigurO oO. perO based On what im thinking and determinadO akO na ayOkO talaga. ngayOn sigurO ayOkO.. what dO we knOw.. maybe sOmeday diba..

nakita mo na ba true love mo?
-nakoO! wala akOng pakielam sa lOve..!

eh soulmate mo?
- hindi kO alam.. haha. :|

ano ideal man mo?
- uh. sige. iisipin kO muna. waahaha..

nasa isip mo na ba ang makipag relai? why? explain.
- as Of nOw,,. wala pa sa isip kO yOn.. kasi hindi kO pa feel yOn at parang hindi bagay sakin ang mainlOve.. kase masakit daw yOn. tapOs Once na nahurt ka diba yOu shud learn frOm it na?.. kaya ayOkO pa.. kasi hindi pa kO ready at mukang wala pa kOng maramdaman.. sigurO crush merOn.. waahaha!! :]

umiyak ka na ba dahil sa love?
- hahaha. oO. gagu!

bakit?
- eh kasi masakit eh.. haha. kala mO! alam kO na ung feeling nun nOh!!?

nasaktan ka na ba coz of love?
- eh gagu., oO. haha. kasi isa akOng walang pusOng taO at hindi marunOng magmahal.. eh gagU bakit di kO nga alam kung anO feeling ng nagmamahal eh. haha. tanga! malay kO ba?!.. :|


tanga ka ba sa love?
- in a way na hindi kO alam ung lOve. gagO. waahaha. :))


..

hei! it's been a long time since i last pOsted sOmething. weh. nyweis, eh kasi nasira ung pc.. sO pinagawa sya!! waaha! ive gOt lOt's Of stOries!! shet..!! dame kO namiss na ikwentO!! okei. sO i'll start with my SUMMER BUM!
i don't actually want tan lines.., bUt what can i say!? diba??.. waahHha!! eh sa merOn ehh.. nyweis, that's it! flared up a new bikini!.. i lOst, didn't visit bOra. ashet. hehe. next summer! prOmise talaga sa sarili!! waaha. ipipilit kO talaga!! woOoh! missin' bOra babeh! hehe. Okei. so anOther tOpic.. uhm.. abOut my sadness.. it fades away!! wOot wOot boOt boOt!! hehe. quite happeh!!
nyweis, did a lOt Of effin shOpping.. woOohoOO!! haha. the dance net? im dOne.. we did great!! woOhooO!! caxcax!! weh. wuts dat? haha. nyweis, lalang. i did my pOsts sa nOtepad kO., kaya i'll cOpy paste it nalang later,.. hehe. bye!! bye muna!!